somewhere over the rainbow;

Thursday, December 30, 2004

WHAT IS LOVE?

It hurts to love someone
and not be loved in return
but what is most painful
is to love someone
and never finding the courage
to let the person know how you feel.
Maybe God wants us to meet
a few wrong people
before meeting the right one
so that when we finally
meet the right person,
we should know how to be grateful for that gift.
Love is when you take away the feeling,
the passion, the romance
and you find out you still care for that person.
A sad thing about life
is when you meet someone
that means a lot to you,
only to find out in the end,
that it was never bound to be
and you just have to let go.
When one door of happiness closes,
another opens but often we look
so long at the closed door
that we don't see the one
which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend
is the one you could sit on a porch,
and swing with,
never say a word,
and then walk away
feeling like that was the best
conversation you've had.
It's true that we don't know
what we've got until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know
what we've been missing until it arrives.
Giving someone all your love
is never an assurance
that they'll love you back,
don't expect love in return,
just wait for it to grow in their hearts
but if it doesn't,
be content it grew in yours.
There are things you love to hear
but you would never hear it
from the person whom
you would like to hear,
but don't be deaf to hear it from the person
who says it with his heart.
Never say goodbye
when you still want to try,
never give up when
you still feel you can take it,
never say you don't love that person anymore
when you can't let go.
Love comes to those who still hope,
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe,
even though they've been betrayed,
need to love those who still love,
even though they've been hurt before.
It takes a minute
to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime
to forget someone.
Don't go for looks,
it can deceive,
don't go for wealth,
even that fades away.
Go for someone
who makes you smile
because only a smile
makes a dark day seem bright.
Hope you find that person.
There are moments in life
when you really miss someone
that you want to pick them
from your dreams
and hug them for real.
Hope you dream of that someone.
Dream what you want to dream,
go where you want to go,
be what you want to be,
cause you have only one life
and one chance to do
all the things you want in life.
May you have
enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human,
enough hope to make you happy
and enough money to buy me gifts.
Always put yourself in other's shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the person, too.
A careless word may kindle strife,
a cruel word may wreck a life,
a timely word may level stress,
a loving word may heal and bless.
The beginning of love
is to let those we love
be perfectly themselves,
and not to twist them with our own image,
otherwise, we love only
the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
The happiest of people
don't necessarily have the best of everything
they just make the most of everything
that comes along their way.
Happiness lies for those who cry,
those who hurt, those who have searched
and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate
the importance of people
who have touched their lives.
Love starts with a smile,
develops with a kiss
and ends with a tear.
The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past,
you can't go on well in life
until you let go of your past
failures and heartaches.
When you were born,
you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling,
live your life so that when you die,
you're smiling
and everyone around you is crying.

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

3:00 PM

17 Dec cominG... LaO da is the BEST!

sian ya... today... so saD... just oveR a small mattEr... i so fan... haix...
haix... N levels de results want to release le... then i scare until dont know what to say... haix... why like that... haix... exam over should be happy... but waiting for result was deng si... dont know what will the results be... haix... why like that... haix... i dont want to see the results... i am afraid of... afraid of that my english will fail... and i know that my english very lan... i know... but what can i do... i cannot do anything... i dont know how to improve it... i try... buT it fails... then what should i do... nothing i can do liaO... nothing... now i just hope that my english can PASS!... i dont dare dream for more...
Then on that same day also yan zi de qian ming hui huhx... sian dai0x... why like that de... afternoon 5pm... haix... i dont think i can go liao... so sAD... last time also got... cannot go because of SJAB camp... this time is because of taking N result... why... so not gooD de... i cant even see my favourite singer... haix... all is zhu ding de... nothing i can do... haix...
my dEar-ping birthday coming liao huhx... she just tell today huhx... l0lx... all i know is her birthday on nian di nia... hahax... by the way... must wish her Happy birthday... anD also Nu Er` Mei- Amanda huhx... happy birthday huhx... l0lx...
then today afternoon go play play ground with all my mei mei anD the one and only di di huhx... then play half way then rain liao... sian dai0x... then we go home loR... then reach home liao watch VCD... so hao kan... very funny also huhx... CARTOONS Wadd... so FUNNY... then 6pm liao... then eat dinner liaO loR... then after eating we all go playground again huhx... l0lx... nothing to do what... then 7+pm all go back home liaO... hahax.... then go bath huhx... then watch 8pm de show huhx... sian dia0x... buT 8.30pm de show more haO xiaO... xiao dao wo he mei mei de du zi tong... hao hao xiao... hahax... xiao xiao xiao all the way huhx... then 9pm liaO... go on computer huhx... l0lx... then on liao then offline liaO... l0lx... because wanT to watch my mighty in-laws wadd... my kOr-xiang also likes to watch huhx... anyway... the show also very funny huhx... hahax... then once the show over liao then come online liao... l0lx... everyday also like that de what... used to it liaO... hahax...
then come online liao... chat with Dear-Ping huhx... then i say her shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu... but i think she sian dia0x bahx... then we keep on chatting abouT my kOr huhx... l0lx... that what we chat huhx... l0lx... nothing to chat what... l0lx... all so rubbish huhx... haix... why i so bo Liao de... haix... buT i can say that deaR is very xing FU!...
then i scold my LaO da... maybe because i very bu kai xin huhx... buT i know that this is not a GOOD way huhx... buT no choice i cannot scold anyone liao... so ke lian de laO da huhx... let mi scold him... buT sian dia0x... after i scold finish liao he wanT moRe... is he maD... i think he is... he is the only person that i dare to pour out all my unhappiness huhx... everytime i bu kai xin or what... i will always go find him de... anD i know he very busy huhx... he so famous waDD... but i just dont know why also... i dare to tell him huhx... then he always say himself no use... waDD... buT i always want to tell him that he is a very gooD laO da... i think he is even better than kOr le huhx... haix... he is better... why my kOr like that de... no comments... i cannnot comments anything what... I NOT FIT to comment... haix..
haO le... nothing to say liaO... just wanna to pass my N levels... just wanna wish nu er` mei-amanda and deaR-ping a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!... anD just wanna to tell laO da that he is the besT... he is the best laO da... anD i only want him as my LaO da... one anD only laO da...muackx!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

10:54 PM

LaO dA sick le... so ke Lian!~~

Yox!... today is sunDay! so happy huhx... finally weekend liao!... l0lx... then have many nice shows to see... hahax... televisioN!... my favouriTe huhx... must updatE my blog huhx... because promise my dear-Ping... so cannot break the promise huhx... l0lx... Ping... see i so gooD... l0lx... =x... =/...
Yesterday very late then sleep because help mummy to find aLL the childcare centres in woodlands... l0lx... so difficult to finD... lolx... buT i still chat in msn while finding huhx... l0lx... hahax... i think my KoR kOr-xiang... will have a sian diaox night huhx... because my deaR anD i were supeR lame huhx... then when we hold our wedding we wanT BIG biG hong bao from him huhx... then he prepare to rob the BANK!... l0l... then i prepare to call POLICE... l0lx... then we say we travel by bus 11 huhx!... l0lx... legs... =x... then i think my koR also sian diaox... by the way... Kor... you also very lame huhx... l0lx... anD my kor also my car shi fu huhx... who ask him knows so many things abouT caRs... l0lx... kOr`ShI Fu-xiang... l0lx... new post huhx... promoTe le huhx... l0lx... then koR nick dont know put what only... what l0l to haha... who remember huhx... l0lx... then i say i remember huhx... then i say my dear use hahax... then i use l0lx huhx... sian diaox!... we nothing better to do huhx...
Today... afternoon online awhile to check mail huhx... also waiting for daddy to come back home because we all wanna go causeway poinT huhx... then Jackson online huhx... then we keep on chatting huhx... non-stop bahx... l0lx... then he say my family so "in" huhx... l0lx... sian diaox!~... then around 3+pm liddat then i offline liao... then go watch SupEr sundaY huhx... wadd only... David taO so baD... l0lx... i mean when he was small huhx... bad dao yao si worX... l0lx... then daddy come back home at around 4+pm huhx... then he prepare haO liao then we go causeway point liao huhx... then we go walk here walk there... by the way causeway poinT i walk very sian le huhx... l0lx... then around 6pm like that... got dont know what powerpuff girls thing huhx... then we wait to see the powerpuff girls show loR... l0lx... hahax... powerpuff girls so CUTE... but the MOJO-JOJO... eeyeeeeeR... so BAD!.... l0lx... hahax... nicE to see... ^^v... l0lx... the show only last for 20+ minutes like that huhx... then we go take NEOPRINTS... l0lx... whole family go take huhx... l0lx... hahax... background is my mei mei and i choose de huhx... l0lx... then take finish le... we go KIDDY-PALACE there see soft toys then we all go home liao huhx... then around 8pm reach home liao... then see the 8pm show on channel 8 huhx... niCe... l0lx... hahax... watch finish liao then come online liao huhx... l0lx... everyday also like that de huhx... sian ya!... l0lx...
diE le lahx... LaO da sick liao still dont want go see doctor huhx... i angry liao huhx... wadd only... everything also dont want... i really dont know what to do with you huhx... sian diaox... wadd only... i am ur LaO da`LaO xiaO hoR... anD you are LaO xiaO`LaO da hor... overall can say equal de huhx... no BIG no SMALL... so must tinG wo de huhx... bu guai worX... hoR hoR... wait i piak u huhx... that wadd u likes to say huhx... l0lx...

haO lahx... late liao wanna go sleep liao huhx... wish laO da faster get well huhx... l0lx... best wishes to LaO da.

One of the neoPrints that our family took!... l0lx... =/

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

11:50 PM