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Saturday, June 30, 2007

HAPPY B'DAE TANG GE x)

HELLO EVERYONE! my prelims one is not over yet, left 2 more papers which is chem paper 3 and phy paper 2!

talking about prelims, i think it is super horrible! terrible! didnt have good time management, should say i am slow, alrights, as slow as a tortoise! i really got no mood to talk about it, it is because i feel super demoralising.
still thanks all my friends, esp nana, anne, xiaoxin and chessmate! thank you (: oh ya, should i thanks my coach too? hahas, alrights, thanks coach!
anyway exams are fun ah, cos my brain keep uploading and deleting things in order to have the full memory space for each subject! my brain got limit memory space, so please please, dont make me even more crazy!

my right side of my body is feeling so terrible, it gets abit better at first, but now like worse! i also dont know why, feel so =/ when i know about it! not only that, my neck and back are also aching! oh dear, thats the result of slping on the floor instead of my dear bed! so cannot blame anyone except for me! i wanna to run, but i cant run! ): sad sad sad!

my toes infection are getting more and more serious, which i dont know the reason why! so i am going to listen to what the doctor say like months ago, which is to take the medicine regularly! no choice, if not next time no toes then more sad right! so i am doing something for my toes now, so dear little toes, ni men yao zheng qi! x) lets hope my little toes get real well soon! hehe!

chatted with nana one night and we found out so many omg thing! tsk tsk tsk, what is the world going on! everything is changing, the most scary is someone you know is changing as well! well, nana, you must cool and relax okie! remember less one person, more one person also same! (: so 1 person is not significant at all! xDD furthermore, it has negative externality! argh, screams! so no matter what happens, the LOVELYclique will always be there for you! hahas, anyway, dont pull your hair liao, later i cut your hands away! (: LOVES!

chatted with coach! ALRIGHTS, see the word coach! i am like flying over the mooon! i swear i am ready for anything, hahas, thats abit over! LOL, he got the power to make me cry and laugh! HOHO, i am going to make him cry too! so from now, lihui first and upmost aim - to make my coach cry! HAHAS, he is really omg, cute la! I LOVE MY COACH! hahas, i still wanna to my screw driver to help you screw down! anyway, he is lame today as he say one lame joke, thats toally so cold la! not only that, he is crazy because lihui follow a normal distribution where sample size = 4lihuis! LOL, how cute can he be! xDD hahas, but i still laugh over it! LOVES! (:

the highest level of acting skills is when you dont even know you are acting in front of others! thats like so scary! i dont think you need to deserve any kindness from the people around you anymore, because you dont treat them truely and you dont even know the meaning of true friendship! you often betray our trust, so tell me when should i really trust you. next, you always did things and do not even dare to admit it. so when things happen, you try your means and ways to push all the blames to others! thats like so omg, er xin la! can you learn to take some responsibility instead of pushing it to anyone except yourself. it wont kills you to take responsibility de okie! thirdly, you always contradict what you say and what you do! forth, dont think that you are always right, because it takes 2 hands to clap! so if anything happen, both party should be at fault. please stop creating problems then expect all your friends to help you! thats totally nonsense! fifth, dont try to leave super good impression in front of people, and make your friends like a fool. i think you should be the fool instead of your friends, tsk! the reason is because i find no such need to be so kind to you because you will never appreciate it and take it for granted. furthermore, why should your friends stand for you when you dont even do when they need your help. simply selfish! lastly, i would like to tell you that what goes around comes around! so please change or should i say please do some reflection! if not you will find everyone is going to leave you, then you would be crying! so change before everything is too late! (:

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
- Justin Timberlake

alrights, enough of that particular person. i think i have typed enough i guess! the first time i type one whole para for such person! congrats lihui, you have done it for the first time! -claps-

the reason that i blog about it is because i think you have go over your limits that is totally unbearable that make me feel so stress! i dont find it a point to be so nice to you by helping you here and there when you dont even know how to change. i would help provided you must change yourself too! if you are not going to change, so i will not help also! you didnt know how much i need to do just for your sake, sometimes i even question myself on why should i do that? tell me a good reason then! in addition, you are adding stress on to me, which i feel so terrible. do you need me to talk to you nicely?

WELL, now is 30june!
guess what, is my one and only dearest tang ge - zhi kuan's b'dae!
HAHAS, SO HAPPY B'DAE TO MY TANG GE! hahas, stop being crazy and stop recording your voice, then send it to me just in case i forget your voice! the reason is because i would never never forget your voice one okie! i also wont forget how you abused my hair, how you keep talking nonsense! hahas, since it is ur b'dae, i should praise you then! you are nice because i get to use your comp whenever i go your house! you are nice becayse you always donate the most amount of money for my st. john card! you are nice because you always allow me to say what i want to say, no matter how stress am i and keep complaining to you! you are nice, nice, nice! the nicest tang ge in the world okie!
ZHI KUAN, see that, how nice am i to say such things (: so you must stop cheatin my feelings okie! HAHAS, alrights, just be nice to me always can le ^^!
so you must be happy okie, take care always!
I LOVE MY TANG GE, HAPPY B'DAE (:

after prelims, it would be fb-days! there are so many loving people there, or perhaps i can say everyone there is nice! their encouragement and support is always the one that make you feel comfortable and warming! furtthermore, there is my little anne there, the most loving girl always! so hahas, lets hope that i dont get stress over fb and make it worse! come on, lihui! you can do it if you want! so i want to do it! jia you jia you jia you! (:

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS,
and i LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!

I MISS PLAYING MY DEAR GUITAR TOO, shall play it after my prelims! x)

>>SPECIALLY FOR MY BESTEST BUDDY- WEELING! seriously i miss you like crazy! I LOVE MY BUDDY, -hugs! <<

so i am done with my blogging,
everyone takecare
and of cos SMILE! (:

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

12:35 PM

EMOEMOEMO! x(

i feel so terrible, super terrible!
i should say that i feel super U-N-L-U-C-K-Y!
everything went so wrong!

my comp got recovered, lost every single thing!
cried for like T.T dont know what!

my blacky z610i got one very small crack!
alrights, thats make me feel so terrible when i see it!
i went almost crazy and keep saying it is
SUPER UGLY!
argh, ugly blacky now ):!

fell down during one of the fb training!
first time falling down, totally O.O!
then hurt my back somehow!

got cut by someone's blade during fb training!
thats terrible, totally O.O again!

was not on form for today's training during the front part,
after that, everything went well!
so it is like so =/!
maybe i should always be on form,
come on lihui,
do it or give up!

sleep and injured myself here and there!
i also duno why!
i sprained my right side of my body,
just from right shoulder down to my tights!
this is so idiot la,
make me feel the pain especially when i wanna to run!

bought ink cart, went home happily!
there is problem with the ink cart,
totally =.=!
not only that, I LOST THE RECEIPT!

did something so wrong,
that makes the person went screaming and scolding at me!
totally went feel like crying! T.T!

had a terrible nightmare on wednesday early morning!
fell asleep at 3am and woke myself up at 350?
i really got so scared that i went almost crying!

someone is down,
so there is problem with team thingy!
so dots dots dots,
3 or 4 ppl doesnt make any different!

chatted with clar jiemei,
and guess what, my blacky fall down again!
THIS TIME ROUND, is omg ah!
THE BIG BIG *PIAK* sound!
ARGH, screams!

the most annoying thing would be
fighting with K2! i was wrong?
although there is never one party is at fault,
and it takes 2 hands to clap!
so i scolded K2 and feeling so NOT MYSELF after the incident!
things got better i think, maybe yes maybe no?
whatever, i cannot be lihui without K2 as my friend!

feeling so emo suddenly this week!
i do not know what am i thinking either!
nothing to say about me being a emo-kid!
MISSING ALL MY FRIENDS, i love you all!

not only that,
i got a bad feeling and i told nana about it!
something is not right,
super worrying ah! i do not know why am i feeling this way!
i feel so horrible! super horrible!

find myself still running on the track,
not the first, not the second, not the third,
it is at the last last few at the back!
WORSE, it might be the last of all people who are running with me!
what am i supposed to do,
train up speed or stamina?

SUPER UNLUCKY! ARGH!

on the other hand,
there are happy things too!
1. went out to shop with nana almost everyday < I LOVE SHOPPING!
2. went for my clique outing, ZOO! < thats the most wonderful thing! took real lots of pictures, i shall post those pictures up soon! xDD
3. i got my kuku mumu lulu susu gugu dudu, thats totally loves!
4. i managed to be a new lihui after one incident, kuku mumu lulu susu gugu dudu!
5. i got super nice buddy who make me feel super good the strong telepathy we have! I GOT MY BESTEST BUDDY-KOH WEE LING!
6. going out with siblings, and have fun!
7. celebrating happy father's day with lots of fun, daddy's loves!
8. anzel says that she miss me and of cos i miss her so much too!
8. brenda mummy's b'dae & belated anzel teacher b'dae! (:
9. ate my breakfast with my lovely wonderful superwoman, anne!
10. got to know my gullible junior and find myself a brother turtle!
11. set a date to spend with michelle tong and anne after prelims!
12. my fb-skills did improved a little at least? < i hope so!
13. i realised i got super wonderful friends around me, especially to those who knows some of my problems! thanks!
14. my best friend, xiaoxin and i sms-ed and chatted quite alot, that is toally (:
15. getting a new bag soon, same as nana, thats loves too!
16. meeting up with my pri4 friend, hweehwee! she is loves! (:
17. i got super good friends who are listening to me almost 24/7 nonstop! thanks all, i really love you guys so much!
18. i got wonderful family who i love so much, and of cos my dearest cousins who help me here and there and i meet problems!

i dont know whats more to blog,
just i dont feel my those happiness are not enough to make me feel i am lucky!
just feel so horrible and terrible!

BUY ME A TIME MACHINE,
I NEED TO TAKE BACK MY TIME!

takecare and bye! (:

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

11:00 PM