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Saturday, February 10, 2007

I@fun<3; happy b'dae tianxiang! (:

BOO! i am here to update my blogger again! today is 10 feb 2007, it is our school, ij's fun fair day, I@FUN! yay! so i am going to blog abt it, not very detailed, but a summary!

morning meet up with nana with my heavy rice cooker! hahas, then nana offered to help me to take till school when i meet her at the woodlands interchange! thanks nana! reached school and went to classroom to put our things and we set off to assemble at the hall! heard the teacher's talking!! then we started our last preparation for i@fun! (:

our stall's business wasnt that good at the first! quite sad when little people come to ur stall! >.< nevertheless, the stall did well in the end! hahas! (: all the food are sold! YAY-ness!

i was sabo to play gladiator with one little boy! argh, i was very very very scared! my legs cant stop trembling, and i even said to the kid that i would let him win! hahas, but he still hit me and i squad and get off! hahas, lousy ah! i am afraid of playing gladiator!

allena came today! yay, so happy to see her again! took photos with her! hahas, happy! then saw gillian also! then my friends came! shiq*mei, anita*mei, meiqi and peylih*mei! then my sister came, hahas, she came with her friends! then i saw amanda*nuer`mei, vera*girlfriend, justina, ciauer and friends! saw brenda*mummy too! omgomg, not only that, i also saw tianxiang*kor! saw my allan also! then i also saw chandra! saw mr faizal also! saw yanping*dear, lex*haldi, shayfern, weehong! so many people. omgomg, yay-ness! LOL! omg, such a happy day! i saw so many love ones today!! argh, i forget to take photos with some of them! argh, sad sad! nvm, it is the memory that is nice, although pictures speak a thousand word! argh, hahas! well, i@fun is good ah! hahas! not only that, i let my cousin be more man by helping me to take my things :X HAHAS, thanks ah! LEE GENG YUAN! hahas!!

after accompanying my friends, i went walking around with xinfang, clarence, linkai, vincent, shujuan and zhongxun! hahas, they are crazy! hahas, busy spending their "money" at the last of the day! then my cousin came and find me and give me his "money" to spend! hahas, i bought something very nice, i did it myself ah! so happy! then went back to class and use up all my cousin's "money" there! LOL!

5pm! finally the whole event ended! hahas, so omg, tired and i feel so warm! hahas, alot of people got sunburn! hahas, it is omg, super pain! took quite a number of pictures today! i am so happy! cleaned all the things, packed and mr ang say a few words! then we are released! yay, happy!

waited for nana's father to come and send us back home cos we are carrying heavy things! so nana's daddy send me back home and also send clarence to my house there to take his bus back to sk! hahas, thanks nana, and also nana's parents! reached home, asked my daddy to wash the rice cooker and i went bathing! hahas! take the sweets out and let my little bro and sister enjoy the sweets! then mummy gave me eat dont know what, i know is cooked by her friend! hahas, quite nice!
LOVE TODAY!

omg, i must say my little coach is crappy! stop asking me to play gladiator! i swear i am going to kill him if he ask me to play that again!

i wasnt happy about certain things! i am going to argh, explode so soon! it is supposed to be a happy day, but you did make my day so grey at the end of everything! seriously, i do not know what is going on, it make me feel so omg, angry, sad, idiot, whatever! just i am feeling so not happy!

i fount it so dumb to tear again! to tear for someone who is not close to me, or someone who i dont feel it is worth my tears! the reason i teared is because i could not control myself from tearing! no matter how hard i try, the tears just keep rolling down! sigh.

thanks i got such wonderful friends around me! you guys are always there whenever i need someone, can be mentally or physically! thanks, i know there are always you guys who i can depend on, even if you guys didnt say anything! not only that, they still need to tahan my moodswings ah, sorry sorry sorry! sorry to those is so good, nice and close to me! i tend to omg, shout, scream, scold or whatever! thanks for being so understanding! LOVES!

i break my little promise that i am not supposed to talk to you as i could not bear to do it! argh, useless me! i think i still need to act angry in front of him to make him feel bad!
my mind told me, i am still angry with him! my heart told me, talk to him! what am i doing ah!

i need a break from everything! i need a run to make myself feel better!

i am burnt now! hahas, sunburn! omgomgomg, pain! screams! but it is a nice day! so worth burning! LOL!

aniway, today is tianxiang's b'dae! so happy birthday, kor! hope he enjoy his days, and be prepared to go army! stay happy and smile lots okie! remember to takecare always! all the best for taking back ur results, LOVES! (:

i miss him

alrights, finish blogging and i am so tired now! hahas, going to slp real soon i guess! nites, takecare and goodbye(: !

sigh x( - Feb. 09, 2007 at 07:04 AM
i am feeling so down currently!

should i say i am feeling rather unhappy the moment someone told me about something! i try to control myself in front of everyone, that is to smile and be happy!

but now,
this is affecting me so much that i do not have the mood to do anything anymore! i am feeling so argh, sad! i cannot do anything, i just can feel sad and cry over it? is it the only thing i can do? i did not cry but i really feel sad over it! i really feel those omg, pain in me!

i should not ask anything at all.
i should not say anithing at all.

you do not seem to care,
why should i bother to care?
you do not seem to like,
why should i bother to like?

what is my point in doing all those things,
i dont understand myself at all too!
maybe at that point of time,
i am just out of my mind!

i should not fall in the first place,
it is a wrong move i guess.

absence make the heart grows fonder!
your absence does not make my heart grow fonder at all,
instead i am feeling the other way!

i am not missing you-

tml i still have to bring that rice cooker to school! hope everything went well for tml!

=sign off=

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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10:45 PM

EMO EMO ):

i am back to update my dear blogger after 1mth! today i have no school! SO HAPPY! finally a BREAK after 4 days of catching up with my work! SO YAY!

my little toe seem to protest more by becoming more BLACK(blueblack)! hahas! it is not that pain i think, but more black! but no matter what my toe is, i still want to run run run! i love running more than my toe! HAHAS! but just now when i cut my toe nails, the 2 little blue black toe bleed! argh, screams! i just went omg and i showed daddy my toe! hahas, he say it will grow back again! oh no, my little toe! i am so sorry but i still want to run! the nails now look so fake, argh, er xin er xin! hahs, who want to come and pay a little visit to my toe? hahas xDD

life has been so omg, when i start catching up for my work! maths maths maths! phy phy phy! chem chem chem! econs econs econs! i had a hard time running after i those 4 big people! LOL!

i screwed up my phy mock SPA skill A i guess!

yesterday went home with nana, juan, fang and clarence! ate dinner with them, walked around causeway point and went home! reached home, did my GP! i had a hard time writing it! argh, GP GP GP! it is so terrible! then online till next day morning!

i must thanks my tang di for helping me to convert all the songs for me! hahas, i am so gan dong okie! tang jie love ya so much okie! thanks thanks thanks! LOVES!

MR nonsense*vincent yip is 19 yesterday! HAHAS, so happy birthday once again! HAHAS, he is forever so nonsense! called me in the midnight and we chatted! hahas, i was on my bed while talking to him! he told me things that i went OMG! i finally know why he is feeling this way liao! well, i hope the thing would be over for him real soon as i want him to be happy! he cannot forever be sad de la! so mr nonsense, dont think too much can! dont waste your time thinking! so be happy! oh ya, he told me it is his last year of writing 1 in front for his age >.< such a funny person! hahas, i went =.=! hahas! aniway hope you enjoy your day! most importantly be real happy okie! hahas, the MMS i send over to him is very cute! hahas! so be more NONSENSE TOO! hahas! I LOVE MY MR NONSENSE! LOVESLOVESLOVES!

my chessmate*eddie is crazy! LOLS! i help him study and he help me to play! ARGH, he is siao ding dong! hahas, but he is funny i think! CHESSMATE, dont PLAY! STUDY STUDY STUDY! hahas! he is my best chessmate! hahas! LOVES!

i chatted with my coach yesterday! he is so nonsense that he keep typing eddie name in some weird way of speaking it! HAHAS, crazy coach! he is super omg, lazy! hahas, go bath ah! LOL, he is still very crappy i think! hahas, just abit more crazy than me! he is a siao ding dong! hahas, no matter what, i still love my coach! aniway, dont keep sleep, eat, study, run! hahas, remember to rest okie! LOVES!

chatted with red nose girl*alisa!! hahas, she is a very funny girl! i cant stop going haha when chatting with her! she is really omg, siao ding dong! she loves being sick because she can rest without feeling guilty! well, red nose girl! u better get well if not i will scream at u! i love my red nose girl and i am not a kid okie! OH YA, she knows my blog url! so now i must be careful of what i blog laio ar? i scare later i badmouth her here then she knows! hahas! but she is too good that i got nothing to say bad about her! hahas! red nose girl, I LOVE! LOVES!

chatted with allena*lao xiao! she is still so funny as before! argh, make me feel like going back for 1st 3mths again! now is year 2007! argh, i still love the past! she is coming back during i@fun! YAY-ness! can take photos with her! LOVES! LOVES! LOVES!-

omg, ANNE is such a sweet girl! thanks girl ah! i am really okie, just abit emo only! thanks thanks! i love her so much till i am crazy! LOVES!

i chatted with my bestest bud, weeling in the afternoon! hahas, seriously i miss her so much! ARGH, bestest bud! i think i am abit crazy when talking to her! hahas, aniway mug hard for your exams! all the best to you hor! meet up after you exams! LOVES!

JINGJIE is my dearie now! hahas, such a sweet girl! yay! i love my dearie so much! hope to meet up soon alrights! hahas! LOVES!-

i must thanks linkai to play so many games with me today! hahas, we played so many games today! hahas, we are killing time you see! hahas, more games next time ar? haha! LOVES!

my halfDI*lex is so sweet just now! i nearly teared!

for every night that have passed,
cold winds never stop.
half jie's mood mustn't be affected by these winds, because it will prepare u for the storms.

this is actually what he says! thanks halfDI(: u must be takecare too! i miss ya so much! LOVES!

some things are best to left uncleared?

maybe what has happened in the past make the future now difficult for everyone of us! it is like when you try to make things back the same as before, but fails! omg, the heart will feel that pain that no can else can feel it except you! this type of feelings really make me feel like killing myself! argh, stop the feelings now! screams!

i should not have talked to you today! making me feeling so weird and uncomfortable now! i know i should not be feeling this way, but i cant control it as well! sorry is all i can say! i think messaging you is still the best opinion for me!

you didnt do what you say! i am not sad but disappointed! maybe i should not feel disappointed because you dont owe them to me! sorry, i seem to ask too much from you!
it will never happen again, i promise!

i wasnt sure if this is what i want in the end! i think somehow i am not on the same track anymore!

my heart and my mind doesnt seem to match at all!

nothing is the same as before!

sorry people, i am just feeling abit emo now! soon, i will be alright again!

I LOVE MY FAMILY! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!

so byebye and takecare! LOVES!

HIGH to LOW! - Jan. 31, 2007 at 06:37 AM
i am feeling so high just now, but now i am quite down! i think something is wrong with me!

i had my own morning runs together with my friends since today! LOL! it is always so good to run! i just love the feeling of running! i ran before school, during pe, after pe, before cca, during cca, after cca! IT IS omg, very refreshing! it just feel so good! i love running!! loveslovesloves!

someone say i am slow in running! that person is none other than GARYuen! argh, i feel like killing him ah! i not that slow slow slow slow la! i know slow but not to that extent please! hahas, siao ah he! LOL!

however today i went home and realised my toes is angry! it is showing me its temper by becoming BLACK (blueblack)! so i go and press it, OMG, IT IS SUPER PAIN! well, tml i shall continue to run! dont care my little toe!

chatted with fangwen aka act cute king! told him about how i am feeling! hahas, he is funny la! i cant stop thinking! hahas, i think he knows me pretty well so he can know how i feel! LOL, i told him so many things again! hehe, he also got told me something de la! HAHAS, his secrets i know alot de okie! hahas, LALALA! anyway thanks okie! hahas, i dont deny i am omg, super happy at that point of time! hahas, LOVES!

he online! he online! he online!
we chatted! we chatted! we chatted!

i love today!
maybe yes or no!
i dont know!!

=sign off=

crazy! - Jan. 26, 2007 at 11:37 PM
hello HI5! i am back to update here!

well, today is SATURDAY! finally weekends are here, FINALLY! (:

weekends not equal to rest day! weekends are meant to be homework day! econs are having more and more homework! LOLS, so omg!

thurs-econs test! i am omg, so scare because i dont want my name to be shown! argh, econs econs econs, pray pray pray! ate dinner with my clique again! LOVES-!

met SLP<3*JINGER while waiting for my bus! she accompany me by taking the same bus with me! thanks SLP!<3 i love love love her so much! she is just so sweet! LOVES-!

oh ya, i received sweets from kl! hahas, thanks ah coach! hahas, i am so omg, paiseh to take the sweets from him! he passed them to me, i was omg! hahas! well, thanks! LOVE ya so so much okie! LOVESLOVESLOVES!-

fri- mr ang is not in school today! so we got mr ong as our phy tutor for today! hahas, physics tutorial is fun ah! LOL, the mr ong is funny! hahas, he dont know how to use the tablet pen >.< hahas, RED, BLUE FLAG! hahas, i feel he is funny! hahas! alrights, one word, fun, during chemistry lesson! the first time i feel chem tutorial is so fun! hahas! went to eat lunch with my lovely clique! hahas, so happy and we spend time talking so much! loves!

walked home with clarence after that! hahas, we walked from causeway point to my house! we talked so much today! we chatted about what to do for his matter! he gave me suggestion on what should i do too! hahas, thanks jiemei! LOVESLOVES! i waited his bus with him at the bus stop near my house! LOVES-!

i chatted with xiaowei so much on thursday! hahas, he is funny i think! hahas, well, i know i know i know! hahas, it feel so good when you told someone how you feel! hahas, i am hahas, smart okie! this is not the first time we chatted so much, but it is the omg, the first time when he starts talking so much about his own things! hahas, UNBELIEVEABLE! hahas, DIY, my favourite! hahas! LOVES-!

chatted with xiaoxin online on thurs and fri! i cant deny that fact that i got such a bestest boy friend! he is my bestest friend! i know i can always tell him whatever i want! so we chatted about something funny, which is his classmates! he told me what flower on head, HAHAS, LAME =.=! hahas, but it is funny! oh ya, he got such a nice and cool hairstyle! hahas, well, i am SUPER, omg, JEALOUS okie! hahas! xiaoxin, be happy! hahas, i love my bestest friend! LOVESLOVESLOVES!-

mr nonsense called me yesterday! we are chatting again, nonsense topic again! he sound abit, erm, i do not know how to say but i feel so weird! hey, cheer up! be happy okie! after the thing then tell me what happened, meanwhile dont worry so much! i love mr nosnense! LOVES-!

i am a CUTE king to NIK only! hahas, she is =/, i think whatever i say/do, she will say funny! hahas, i am CUTE wadd to her! hahas, that why everything also funny okie! hahas, I AM neutral! hahas, LOVES-!

ACT CUTE KING! - fangwen! hope he faster find his EZlink card okie! dont be ): le hor! thanks for helping me always! hahas, MALAYSIA AH =.=! hahas, he is funny and nice! he is another mind reader of mine! hahas, thanks! LOVES!-

someone told me sorry yesterday! well, i got a shock and i do not know what to do! i think he did nothing wrong, so i find it more weird! after saturday, i am sure you wont be feeling the same way anymore. well, no matter what happens, i just do not want the word sorry from you! LOVES-!

something happened! it is the same old matter again. maybe i am not the same, i changed! it is due to my crazy-ness that caused what is going on today! the thing wont stop unless i put in effort to solve the problem! i need time to reflect what need to be done in order to make everyone else better!

i promise this wont happen again!

tell me whats going on!
tell me whats going on!

this is so random,
I MISS MY COACH! LOVES!-

=sign off=

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

11:30 PM