<3 bullying shigehisa!
back to blog finally but i am too tired to change the color! so sorry everyone! tired because of so many running but is fun! hahas! x country is over and NAFA is coming! omg, so fast huh!
saw my xiaodi today! omg, his hair so cool and style larh! make him look more erm, i dont know how to say larh! hahas! is nice! hahas! he so cute larh! i told him something so stupid and lame! LOLS! he just sian diaoz always! hahas, going his house to cook but the problem is i duno how to cook! so i just anihow sae! hahas. he so funny larh! he make me cry and he say sorry lihui dajie, must friend me okie! hahas! so funny i just laff and laff! LOLS! chatted with lex halfdi inside sometime too larh! is lex who add xiaoxin inside de larh! so they two start gaying in front of me! hahas, so sian diaoz! the both of us is talking nonsense all the way and the half di say i am BIAS! wadd onli larh, he LIAR huh! he say i keep on saying my xiaodi cute and din say he cute! LOLS! so funny larh! ROFL! then he say my xiaodi act cute too larh! =.= lols. fun chatting with xiaoxin because he is my medicine! LOLS! my xiaodi sae i am smart dajie and i sae he is smart xiaodi too! LOLS! i teach him how to spell nonsense and idiot! LOLS! is like so funny larh! but fun! hahas! <3xiaodi! mwarhs!
half di! LI LEX sound like RE LAX right! so i am more creative than u! u want name as XIN LEX! eeee, so er xin! LOLS! XIN LI nicer i think! LOLS! GIGI is so cute! omgomg! cute until i can marry it larh! LOLS! eyes bigger than mine! LOLS!
shigehisa! he is so funny larh! i just love bullying him larh! he always so nice to trust me yet i keep on bullying him larh! feeling abit guilty larh! hahas! he also got bully me also lorh! always teach me manners until i so stupid liddat! hahas! he always got means and ways to make me say the truth de larh! argh >.< dont know who bully who huh! he laff at me for my blur-ness larh! argh, so evil! hahas! he think is so funny huh! lols. he also very blur de so i can also play on him! bleahs! LOLS! oh ya he got the top 20 runners! is like so pro larh! congrats to the winners! hahas! so pro huh! LOLS! he so cute one larh! say everything to me also cute! hahas, so nonsense onli! SHIGEHISA is still the most ke ai one huh! LOLS! u rocks! mwarhs!
JINGER SLP! thanks ya! although yesterday my mood is like so OMG! thanks lot huh! i also dont know what to say to ya to make u feel happy larh! argh. cheerup okie! mwarhs! ahhas, she say she is the cutest huh! alrights, my lao po is the cutest! hahas!
qing ai de! just keep on holding on to it and dont ever let go! i will always still be there for ya de okie! mwarhs, take care!
hothotSWEETlaoda! omgomg! i talk to him on wed larh! asking him why tianxiang kor haben come back! LOLS! he run so fast too! hahas! somemore he so cute larh! say hi to me with the BLUR BLUR loooks! so first time larh! so nice of him to say HI! lols! hahas, my HOTHOTsweetLAODA is still the best right! hahas!
NANA! finally ur comp is fine ler huh! can online again and chat huh! yay-ness for ur comp and oso for getting in for the TT (: jiayou!
i wish i can grow taller so that people got no chance to say i am short! i wish i have study harder and dont be so stupid also! i wish i can play sports better and dont disappoint myself! i really really wish to grow! but i cant! why everyone grows except me. why! i always try to an wei myself by thinking of my xiaodi promise to let me grow 1cm per day! is like cheating ur own but what can i do to make myself better? i always try to remember my xiaodi say dont think of what people say and dont care them so much! i try but i fail! argh, feeling so useless now! i think nobody like to be short, everyone wants to be tall! i really want to grow taller even if it is just a little will do! i will be more happy by then. hais.
what should i do now? i walked in the rain today because i just feel like walking back home! dont know why also! everytime also die die want take bus but not today! i was listening to my MP3! thank god i found you. should i thank for letting me to find you! argh, what can i do? people told me this and that about you! i trust you so much till i still refuse to listen to what they say! should i really need to step out from the trust between us and take a clearer look? what if things are not the same as what i think? what if things are not the same anymore? alot of what if! i dont know why am i feeling this now! trust between you and me or believe between what they say about you~! argh, i have to choose one! i want to choose the trust between you and me! i am lost always but you are always there for me. you give me encouragement always without fail! how, i dont know still! give me a bottle to bottle everything up pleasse. hais.
good nites everyone! i am still happy lihui! hahas! take care!
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only illusions;
10:01 PM
lyfe is not meaningless!
back to update my blog again! just back from weifu's bbq not long ago! haha, is just opposite to my block! so NEAR! hahas! just one minute can reach ler huh! LOLS! i think so! haha!the BBQ is fun as i get to see lots of his friends, his relatives and one very very cute baby! the baby allow me to carry him! the baby head is so much smaller compare to my didi big head! LOL! chatted with weeling alot alot! hoho, wo men shi ji qian nian bu jian de lao peng you ler! i told her i miss 5/1! i hope to have outing soon! LOL! chatted with the rest of the SJAB people too! i miss SJAB too! hahas, i miss all my friends there! the ghost story by wei hong is very scary larh, i just scream so loud! argh, even someone make fun of us by putting a fake worm behind cuixia's back and weeling, cuixia and me were like OMG, what is that! hahas! weifu's er ge is like so crappy larh! more crappy and lame than us lorh! somemore we even don believe he is weifu de er ge larh! hahas! so diff huh! hahas! took photos too! overall the bbq is nice! hahas! happy b'dae in advance! hahas! hope you like what weeling and me gave you de okie! stay happy always!hahas! chatted with 0612B in the afternoon! omg, so funny larh on what we chat! we chatted about BO! the YY is so funny! LOLS! he is always the main topic of what we want to chat! hahas! i am like laughing till die larh! hahas! 0612B are still nice overall! hehes! i love 0612B no matter what happens! haha!chatted with my xiaodi today again! today is a long long chat somemore! hahas, like crappers like that lar! i told him about the malu thing yesterday and he laughed at it! hahas, yay-ness! good becos he laff! next he asked what cca i join and he say COOL! hahas! omg, my xiaodi sae cool then i must jia you in the cca ler larh! LOL! we even say we will ask each other out to play soccer and floorball! hahas! that is like OVER! he is my shifu for soccer huh! yay yay yay! he dang dan bu qi lei! but nvm! hahas! XIAODI shifu! lols! he told me he bo liao so he go and do homework! so funny larh! bo liao = do homework! so guai huh my xiaodi! he is so nice and cute larh! i told him to cancel away the nick of saying himself as a failure in everything and he really cancel it off! omg, i am just so happy u see! he only let me happy awhile only larh, then he put life is meaningless! omg, i nearly can go slap him larh! haha, he told me he is not important and ask me dont worry much again! like wadd onli larh he! LOLS! i feel so happy for him when he got selected as the leader for the x-country! omg, he is so great larh! hahas! pro xiaodi! haha. wei le rang ta run faster, i told him that i could feel the breeze of the wind when he ran pass me! hahas, he is like so lame! lols! he say he has not enough stamina so i suggest by giving him air! LOLS! he is so qi guai to ask me how many di i got today larh! so i ask him how many mei he got too? lols! he told me i am his only jie! omg, he is oso my one and only xiaodi! hahas! he told me he is loner! argh, no he is not! he also noe that he is not alone becos he got me ard him! ahhas, feeling so happy when he say this! hahas! he told him he is my XIAODI-MAN! omg, i laff till like siao huh! XIAODI-MAN! thats sound so funny huh! lols. nvm he is lame! lols. he is so cute huh, i told him the sun is nice and he actually go and see the sun! LOLS! omg, so funnny! hahas! oh ya, he told me about his frends! i want to tell him not to worry so much as he also cannot change anithing ler huh! hahas, just stay happy! hahas! dajie will oways be there for ya de okie! take care my dearest xiaodi! hehes!my slp is so cute larh! she say what listen to the bus and run down to the busstop in 10 mins time? lols! so cute larh! she called me LG flatrom, the plasma tv! so like what onli lorh! i am her lao gong hor! where is ur respect my dear lao po! hahas, aniway she is slping now! so slp hao hao ba! nites, mwarhs&huggies! take care huh!shigehisa! omg, i din saw him online for the whole day! i miss him so much! argh, i miss his status of online-ing larh! arghh, miss miss miss miss! shigehisa, where are you! i miss you so much larh!someone told me this. should i believe on what the person have say? if i believe, what will happen? if i do not believe, what will happen? argh, i dont know! i am lost currently! what can i do to make myself believe what! argh, what am i supposed to do now! how can i make things easier and better for me! i am still the happy lihui i used to be! hahas!well, got to go and watch my show ler! hahas, take care everyone! haha. happy b'dae to cheewei kor today! haha! tml bringing my little brother out! so happy, yay-ness! so everyone, take care and goodbye!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
11:58 PM
just a day full of misses!
back to blog again! hoho! today is friday so weekend is coming! oh yeah! feeling so happy right now! hahas!today went to school with NANA and yusi again! hehe! school was long today! very long, friday is a long long day! haha, nearly die from sian-ness before the econs tutorial! imagine 2hours of break before that, omg! i can die larh! somemore szeling mei sms me tell me jinger*laopo and her are so sian! haha, funny huh, we all 3 sian at the same time! so like wadd only larh! then sms my xiaodi! haha, he is my best crapper you see, can die because too sian larh! LOL!after tutorial went to meet up with NANA because she is waiting for me there! argh >.< sorry nana waited for so long! meet yusi after that! we went to change and were ready to go for floorball training! in the end, today is guys' training so the girls no need to go! feeling so paiseh at the point of time! argh, die sia! went to causeway point after that! yusi keep on saying i am a guy because of the training! -.- sian diaoz lorh! met veron*mei, shimin*mei and vivien*lame mei on the way to causeway point! intro them to NANA and yusi huh! haha!chatted with NANA so much today during our dinner/lunch time?! omg, memories all come back to me! i miss the first 0612B. i really miss all of them! i miss all the fun &laughter &sadness &tears or what so ever! i miss everyone of them! i told NANA that no matter what, the first is always the best in my heart! nothing can replaced what i feel about something in the first place! i dont know why also! she feel somehow too? haha, duno! but i really enjoyed the long long chat with her huh! i want 0612B outing! haha, going to have one next week, and i am looking forward to it already! haha! btw, yusi is busying reading her comics when NANA and me are talking! so no respect only huh! :x lols!i saw my xiaodi today again! haha, so qiao only huh! he so cute only larh! i realise i am so dependent on him! haha, diedie! but nvm larh! my xiaodi is my bestie! HOHO! he is so cute and nice! always ask me to stay happy and tell me lame things larh! LOL! heyhey, hope ur mood is nice today huh! must be happy you see! you happy, i happy! you sad, i sad! dajie love love love my dearest one and only xiaodi! xiaodi, must be strong because i only got one and only xiaodi huh! hehe! mwarhs!shigehisa! argh! he is so wadd only larh! haha, i think he is feeling no more lonely le larh! haha! so no need to an wei anymore huh! LOL! he is so evil can! he want to put password and dont want let me go in larh! argh! what kind of friend only larh! haha, but nvm! maybe he blog very very very very personal stuff larh, haha so nvm larh! i just wanna to tell him to enjoy blogging! haha! blogging is fun and must blog with heart and mind ookie! shigehisa rocks my world max!my lao po so cute onli larh! she really very cute and nice huh! she lend me her floorball stick to play floorball because she say it is expensive to buy! omg, imagine how nice is she! hahahas! so going to lend from her one fine day! LOLS! we going out to buy my stick together as she long time din go ler huh! so like wadd onli lorh! haha! i sure ask her out de huh because she can help me pick pick and choose choose too larh! she got nice taste! hehe! she so ke lian larh, school ends at 12.15pm while her oc rehearsal starts at 4 or 5pm? lols! omg, so late huh! LOL! my laopo no online today larh! so sian de lei! i miss ya lao po and pls dont bu li wo! haha (:qing ai de! omg, she so nice to me! she give me an ultraman towel and it is like so so so so cute! omgomg, i love it so much and i love her so much too! she so cute larh, meet me just to pass me that! haha, i bring my didi along to meet her! i know she loves my didi alot larh and today they get along very well! haha, is like OMG! peng you daoo. lols! walk walk with her again with my didi! haha, send her back home! haha, my di and i were like so nice larh to send her back! lols! after that we went back home! haha, thanks qing ai de, mwarhs!! haha! saw kuku malu while walking with her&my di around 888! so qiao huh!oh no! i think my mood is like! omg, SWING AND SWING AND SWING! haha, i dont know larh! fan fan fan! i miss people! i miss alot of people! i miss 1st of 0612B! i miss 5/1 of rss 2005! i miss washo! i miss first orientation! i miss my OGL! i miss my OG mates! i miss the laughters i used to listen to! i miss the craps i enjoy the most! i miss tania&poixin shouting lihui from the far! i miss my saidi saying i am bias as i dint say hi to him! i miss the walk walk i used to say! i miss the teachers! i miss the school! i miss the principal! i miss the cleaners! i miss the stall one auntie&uncle[LONG SHU SHU]! i miss my friends! i miss my crazy-ness that miss chitra used to ask weeling to send me home! i miss my class echo laughter! i miss the times of going to the library with shuhui do craps and study! i miss the times when i see anzel walk pass my class during recess! i miss nadiah sitting beside me and say i funny or what! i miss the skipping of gp lesson when the teacher is not around! i miss the times in ang mo kio with my class! i miss the crapping times of gp lesson! i miss the bian tai talks we used to say! i miss shigehisa' haolian-ness! i miss shigehisa' ;p! i miss chandra asking questions! i miss allena teaching christina how to speak guan dong yu! i miss xx saying her stories! i miss melvin first time saying he is my classmate and i look O,O! i miss the pe times we used to have! i miss spending my time after school walking home with weeling! i miss my times when i told weeling*best buddy`lao gong stupid and lame stuff which make her face =.= straight away! i miss the times when we watched movie! i miss the times when we took neos like siao! i miss everyone! i miss! i miss the fun! i miss the laughter! argh, i am dying as i really really miss alot of things! i miss i miss i miss alot of things! argh, i miss having seeing my xiaodi in the same school as mine! i miss his special and nice and unqiue smile that he gave me! i miss staying alive with 5/1! basically, i just miss everyone & everything i used to have! cannot finish writing on what i miss! missing something make me feels so terrible! argh, i am dying x( dont let me miss anything anyone anymore again!finally finish blogging ler! haha, i am going to meet weeling tml! yay-ness! we are going to weifu's bbq huh! haha, tml is cheeweiKOR and weifu b'dae! so happy b'dae in advance! tml no time to do any tutorials! diedie, shall find time to do then! lets me await for tml ba! everyone nites and bye! shuhui*qing ai de! i blog finish, how about u? LOL!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
11:00 PM
XIAODI&SHIGEHISA, cheer up please!
HI! at first dont want to blog de but today i am feeling so sad now so i decided to blog! argh, i feel so sad now! hais.
school was fine today and also yesterday! we got to know each other like dont know what liao huh! everyone is like crapping nowadays! 0612B is still crapping! haha! not going to elaborate on school more but on other things better.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! today i saw him again! 7.10AM this time round! he take the same MRT as NANA! he saw he think he saw me! LOL! sian diaoz larh! somemore he didnt wear specs this time so in other words, his eyesight improved ler! YAYness! LOL! he called my dajie today! omg, i see ler, nearly faint larh : DD so CUTE onli larh! he so cute larh to ask me whether his hair messy or not! LOL! well, it is obvious not as he is alwyas so cute and shuai one larh! somemore he told me he is the ugliest di of mine when i say the shuai-est! sian diaoz larh! then i cry, he cry too because i want to cry so he cry! LOL! so cute huh! LOL! he report to me his marks ler! all did very well! *claps!* he say himself as a failure and he say since he is born, he is already a failure! argh, this hurts me so much larh, i dont know why it hurts so much still! i cant believe what he say about himself as usually i am the one who say such things to him! you are definitely not a failure if not what i am! i am not even a failure as i think failure cant even be used on me! he always told me to stay happy and dont think too much always but not he is not doing that at all! he told me dont care about what people think too! i remember what you told me everytime and apply it whenever i feel so sad or what! argh, xiaodi since when you become so persimistic de! i am really so hurt when you say such things! my heart just feel sad as i dont think i can help you in anyway at all! but to tell you to dont ask too much for urself! you played ur soccer well and also ur bball well. very well i say! i dont want to set high expectations on ya as i think you are really great in my eyes. what for i ask more from my xiaodi`bestie! he is the perfect bestie`xiaodi i ever have! argh, seriously i dont think he should ask so much from himself! xiaodi, ni hen hao ler bu yong zai geng hao ler! you told me not to worry for ya, but how can i dont worry when you become like this? you never been like this before, i think. hais, now not in same school with ya ler! i cannot see ur expression everyday so i cannot know what you are feeling currently! argh, why cant bestie be in the same school! i always believe you can achieve what you want for your lyfe, dont you! then dont think too much now? you remember STAR&FAN? you will be the STAR& i will be the FAN right! this day will come one day! lets just wait okie! hais! i want only my xiaodi to be happy now! i want him to think positively now! i want him to stop saying he is a failure! i want him to stop stress-ing himself now! i want him to be alot alot more! xiaodi, no matter what happens, dajie will be the one for ya de! dont ever try to hide ur feelings or what so ever as u will feel miserable and i will feel more miserable than you! i want to see your smile on your face now as it is the best to make me happy now. where is the smile you usually give it to me? hais. DAJIE really really LOVE my XIAODI! mwarhs! take care ler okie!
shigehisa is also not feeling well i think huh! he is feeling lonely! argh, how can he feel lonely with so many friends around him! i dont know what to say to him but only tell him dont feel lonely with me around! i am his friend so he wont be lonely de huh! shigehisa, dont ever feel this way anymore. cheer up okie. lihui is there for ya too! hehe. shigehisa, rocks my world still!
my SLP top for her FNN huh! that pro larh! LOL! she shall cook for me next time round! haha, i want nice nice de huh, not anyhow anyhow cook de huh! LOL! she feel so irritated with the guy still! haha, i feel like scolding the guy for disturbing her larh! i know she is MDM nice but she is also MRS MEAN too! so dont bully her larh! she so cute larh, i sad she also sad =/ that sound so funny! haha! i am da ben dan to her larh! wadd onli lorh! wo bu shi ben dan! wo shi stupid nia! LOL! she very bad de lah, i treat her so nice yet so like that to me! so like wad onli lorh! LOL! thanks ya for listening to me toking nonsense everytime!
NANA! dont be so sad larh! today u seem so moody de! what happen to ya huh! i dont really dare to ask ya! but i hope you can smile everytime okie! cheer up and smile! hehe!
when people feel this way, i feel this way too. i just dont want to see any unhappy faces on each other face. i feel hurt now still and the pain-ness is undescrible at all! argh, i am feeling so terrible now! please save me!
thanks jinger lao po for cheering me up! thanks ya. going to do my chemistry tutorial later on and i had completed my physics tutorial ler! take care all my friends especially my XIAOXIN*XIAODI&SHIGEHISA! the most 2 most important people in my lyfe! dont be sad hor, shigehisa&xiaoxin!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
8:44 PM
NICEday; GOODmood; HAPPYhui
finally i completed my maths tutorial 4! argh, omg took me an hour+ to do all this! haha, a few parts i dont know! sad larh >.<
school was short and sweet today! we chat alot today huh but everyday we also chat alot de larh! LOL! fun fun fun :DD LOl! meet shuhui*qing ai de after school today! LOL! omg, can u imagine how nice is her to fetch me from the gate! LOL! so nice of her larh, i tht she will lost sia but NO! she got her way to IJC! omg, PROPRO! *clapss* LOL! walked to causeway point with her, NANA and linkai! intro them to each other huh! LOL! went to bishan after that! shop shop. talk talk! LOL! we just walk every level except the electronics level! LOL! we went to see HAHA crabs! shuhui is like so shock to see the HAHA crabs larh! so cute onli the crabs! i want to buy one but i am scare of it. somemore i dont like seafood huh, maybe i buy home will abuse it ? LOL! that is so nonsense! well, we went back to causeway point at 4+pm and sit at one part of causeway point and did like 1hr+ of chatting! LOL! we like talking alot of things, i told her my things like i wont die in peace if i dint tell her! LOL! hahas! she told me her things as if she will die w/o peace if she no tell me too huh! LOL! over over over! LOL! went off at 6 or 6+pm! forgot! haha, before going home i went to buy something to surprise her! LOL!
before leaving causeway point, i saw my lao po-jinger! LOL! is like OMG larh! she is like siao ding dong can! most siao lao po in the world i think! we walked home together as we lived near to each other huh! LOL! is always nice to walk home with my friends! feeling nice everytime! haha, my qing ai de so funny larh! i told her i bought bread and she gong gong go xiang xin wo! LOL! then when i pass her she is like O.O! lols! so funnny larh! i just cant stop laughing huh! LOL! funny funnny funny! finally reach home at 6+pm! went to take a bath and on my comp ler! HOHO! did my homework finally at 8.30pm! hoho, before that just slack and watch tv programme onli! tv programme is nice nice nice! LOL!
before i blog about others, i want to tell allena my lao xiao that, no matter where you go or what, we wil be there for ya de! dont be sad over ur aj things cos i dont think it is worth ur sadness too! you will always have ur ijc friends by ur side de right, so anithing just TELL us ba! haha, i will also take care of ur frends de okie! haha! ni de peng you jiu shi wo de peng you~ just take care at aj there and count on us whenever you want! cheer up and look on the bright side of lyfe!
XIAOXIN*xiaodi! he is so funny larh! he was shock that i saw him today morning again and he didnt see me! LOL! so cute onli larh he! LOL! i told him the reasons why he cant see me and i think he sian diao? LOL! i told him because he is not wearing specs and i am 2.45M how can he see me! haha! well. today he has a OKIE day and i have a NICE day! i won him! hohos! LOL! i told him i miss mr ho and he told me he is not good in teaching soccer! LOL! well, my xiaodi is a soccer fan! soccer can be his lyfe! LOL! jia you ba xiaodi and stop saying ya lousy or wadd huh! cos u are very very PRO! u are the best in dajie's eyes! hehe, tml will be a nice day too right! take care!
SHIGEHISA is very funny too! i got so many funnny friends! LOL! he say what i no scare, well, of cos i no scare u see! wo men na mo pu tong huh! nothing so special larh! LOL! i could hear his ping ping piang piang sound when he say somethin so funny! LOL! he say i hear wrongly -.- crazy larh he! HAHA! he break my little fragile heart by saying nonsense to me! LOL! he is STILL SO SO SO KE AI larh! SHIGEHISA IS THE MOST KE AI ONE HUH! TAKE CARE! hoho!
JINGER*laopo! SHE GOT A NOT BAD DAY today! LOLS! argh, she is feeling so fan yesterday again because of 2 boys! argh, bu yao zai fan wo de lao po ke yi ma! dont want to see her so fan larh! LOL! she is also HISTORY pro larh! OMGOMG! she is just so LI SHI REN! LOLS! haha, nonsense! was feeling so funny when she saw me and her hands are like open so big! haha, she laff at herself too ba -.- haha! siao ding dong jiu shi siao ding dong larh! LOL! cheer up and dont hais ler okie! mwarhs lao po!
shuhui*qing ai de! hehe, today enjoyed ur day with me? lol, hope it is not too boring! thanks for being so understanding to me huh! hehe, i will not be stress de larh! dont worry about me! worry about urself huh! take care and dont think too much! hehe, the duno wad li is so cool larh! i want to know her u see! LOL! well, crapz! haha crabs are cute right! LOL! enjoy my little cake with my BIG love as u sae! haha! thanks for letting me to share my love with others! u are so great larh! LOL! and and i wont attract honey or bees in ij de hor! lol, so nonsense onli! wo shi tian cai ni shi ben dan! LOL! lastly! just wanna let u noe, no matter where we are, which school we go or what, we will always maintain the friendship okie! hehe! take care my qing ai de! meet out often and lets go crazy~ mwarhs!
MOTHER! my mother is so crazy can! LOL! he say RSS+IJC = WATER&SAND[beach]! LOL! that is totally so OVER! haha, but quite creative i think! saw him yesterday in CWP! is he saw me first one larh, then i saw just shout HEY MOTHER! haha, he was like =.= and all his friends were like how come mother! LOL! nvm, they dont understand! haha. thanks mother for being so no naggy to me okie! i am guai huh, so give u NO CHANCE to nag at me at all! haha! come ijc ba, i know u love ijc too! hehe! TAKE CARE LAO MOTHER!
everything went nice today. i am so free from everything now! maybe like my cousin say, i cannot be too stress as i cant take so much things at a time. i finally agreed! (: thanks cousin for his last time speech! hehe! i am FREE from everything! feeling GOOD!
OH no! is so late now! going to read a few people blog now! hehe, later on maybe going to do my chem tutorial. take care everyone and STAY HAPPY! smile!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
10:51 PM
happy b'dae szelingMEI. SLP&XIAODI&LAODA, cheerUP!
YOYO! everyone! today is the first day of term 2! haha, first day to see my new classmates! haha, well, THEY ARE NICE PEOPLE&FUN people too! hoho, is fun again new 0612B but the first 0612B is always the BEST! hahahas! self introduction larh huh, but today is a short one! haha, funnny larh! i just say my name is lihui and i love to laugh and i just laugh for nothing! HAHAHS! argh, laughing really make me GOOD! haha, laughing rocks!
today school ended late! omg, i am like so tired because i slept 12+am in the morning yesterday and woke up at 3+am! argh, i dont know why, i just woke up! finally slept at 4+am again and wake up at 5.55am to go for school! argh! omgomg, can die larh.
chatted with xiaodi*xiaoxin today again! ahha, he is funny larh! he say my DP looks like i am forcing the 2 kids to smile! argh, wadd onli lorh! haha, i got the CUTEST xiaodi in the world! muahahahas! somemore he sae he BCAC! C stands for cunning -.- i got a CUNNING xiaodi BUT A FUNNY XIAODI too!! ahha! well, i think we are really really JIEDI u see! we got the same maths genes larh! omgomg, i was like woah! same as me! then he just sae we are JIEDI wadd! haha, finally he say something like xiaodidi larh! alrights, i think one day we should go test our DNA and see larh! ahha! my xiaodi report all his marks to me ler! haha! LI HAI Larh my xiaodi! haha, PRAISE him like siao huh! lols. oh ya, dont be sad over ur eng ler larh! u can always do better then! i am sure sure my xiaodi can de! haha! aniway my xiaodi still rocks! hoho! take care xiaodi and CHEER UP or not i sad hor! LOL!!
SHIGEHISA is only back home at 12+am yesterday as he replied me at 12+am! so i assume he come back home at that time huh! LOl! ! omg, that is so late larh, somemore tml still got school! haha, replied his sms 3+am in the morning! haha, is like siao ding dong to do so but i still replied! ahah! well, today my class was like walking in front of his class, i dont think he see again >.< haha, he is like so so blind but KE AI larh u see! SHIGEHISA, where you go yesterday and i miss ya and ur hao lian-ness so much!
today is SZELING mei b'dae! HEYHEY, see me treat u same as them huh! i stayed up till 12 to wish ya happy b'dae! haha, shouldnt u be kai xin huh! LOL! somemore this time i din over 12 larh, that time jinger, i over 12mins! hahas! see, i also got buy you cake huh! LOL! must stay CUTE and pretty always huh! dont ever think so much larh! try to think a little lesser can! ahha, oh ya, no matter what happens, lihui jie will be there for szeling mei de huh! HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! cheeers*muacks!
JINGER*siao lao po! argh! cant stand her for being so nice larh! i cannot tahan whenever people use or bully my friend larh somemore she is my lao po larh! argh, the person is so evil lar! somemore is not 1, is 3 fan-ing her huh! omg, guys really so bad de larh >.< they spoil her night larh, make her sigh! argg, one more thing, i dont like my friends to sigh too! she so funny larh, she is neutral! because i am mr mean so she is mrs mean`mdm nice! haha, so funny larh! oh ya, SLP is so sci pro larh! PRO DAOOO! just realise SLP can be also be SCIENCE LAO PO! haha, omgomg! haha! oh ya, dont be sad over the not so good results le huh! dont sigh or what larh! i was like so worried when you sound so arghh, sad? angry? disappouinted? just cheer up u see, anything happens, i wil be there for ya de huh! LOL! just remember u sae if u fail ur eng and want to cry, you want me to lend u my shoulders de huh! i agreed ler so u can just cry or do whatever all you want! haha! just remember dont ever sigh again larh, or not make my day sad too >.< i get a chance to sing for ya next time huh! LOL! yeahyeah, just cheer up and tml will be a better day, mwarhs!
SORRY shuhui*qing ai de! tml then we get a chance to meet huh as tml i end early! OMG, earliest for the week larh! we going to shop for her poly clothes huh! oh ya, thanks for trying hard & i am sure u can overcome it de huh! DONT ALWAYS KISS ME LARH! very er xin one hao bu hao! LOL! mwarhs, love ya!
HOTHOTsweetLAODA! heyhey! sorry i was like abit slow in comforting you larh! but i still did in the end! dont worry so much for ur B test and i am sure u will do well de if you are not so stress! just think positively! you so strange de lei, always cheer people up&talk so much sense to them but you dont do it on yourself >.< argh, do it on yourself before doing on others okie! i am sorry if i am not good at words to comfort you! all i wanna to say is no matter what happens, your COOLCOOLwell-manneredLAOXIAO will always be there for ya de right! just give it all ur best! smile*
nothing goes right and nothing goes left. i feel nothing is going anywhere at all. having a slight headache since yesterday~ feeling abit unhappy but i am still a happy lihui! dont want to let others influence by me! so many friends around me is like arghh, sad or fan or worry. dont want to let them feel worse because of me! why cant the world let everyone be happy always with no worries or no sadness or no unhappy things?? wont it like be better for everyone with SMILE on their face rather than all the sad sad or not good expression! argh, i also dont know why am i saying all this! i am supposed to be happy, dont i? i always tell them, dont be sad sad must be like me> KAI XIN GUO LIHUI! argh! >.< just want all my friends to know, i dont want to see anyone of you bottle-ing up things as i will always be there for every single one of you. take care my friends!
nothing much, everyone just take care and good bye!
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only illusions;
8:30 PM
shigehisa is very very KE AI! hahas!
SUNDAY- the last day of one week holiday! omg, time really fly so fast larh >.< can someone tell me that it is not first 3months anymore! argh, time to be serious and dont be so argh, i dont know how to say!
going to see my new classmates tml! linkai is "excited" to see them! hahas! hope the classmates would be nice ones if not i would not be able to survive with them for 1+years! haha, i just miss the old 0612B so much! the first is always the best, that's what i always feel so huh! argh, cant stop missing everyone of them! whatever it is, 0612B will always rocks! hehe!
shigehisa come to my blog and read! OMGOMG, i feeling so rong xing larh : DD haha, he come my blog just because he got nothing better to do i supposed! haha, no matter what, shigehisa! thanks for coming to my blog and read huh! LOL! xiexie ning! so now i know he come to my blog and read, i must be careful of what i say about him huh! i scare later he angry or sad u see, then cry until like duno what larh! hahas! arlights, i told him i will blog one whole paragraph for him de larh and he is supposed to read this ba! LOL! he is so so so KE AI, as ke ai as the fann in my emotion! LOL!! seriously, i tell u guys, he is REALLY KE AI larh becos he just apologise when you say he is the one who caused something to happen! OMG, so funny larh! just cant stop laughing! where can find just a KE AI guy right! haha! oh ya, somemore he says dont ever say he is CUTE so i am going to use KE AI den! lols! SHIGEHISA IS KE AI! please admit you are ke ai or cute can or not! lols! told him that he should feel HONOURED as his name appear in my nick okie! well, he feel honoured! haha, yay! LOL! i also dont know what i say or do yesterday and he just say: up to you ba! LOL! what only larh! so funny only! omg, chat with him really can laugh till i die u see! LOL! i am getting abit forgetful nowadays! argh, diedie. i forget to sms him twice! omg, that's like so OMG! feeling so bad larh because i fail to do what i promise to him! argh! haha! i think he is still so KE AI larh because he just yay when he got something right! HAHA! SO CUTE ONLI! lols! hmm, i think now he still in bukit batok ba because i know he went there! haha, enjoy urself and study hard hard ba! haha, ALL THE BEST larh xD shigehisa, rocks my world and i love his hao lian-ness! haha!
i chatted with my xiaoxin*xiaodi again! he is FINE NOW! very very very fine now, i can assured! lols. haha, today we talked more about future huh! not as in nonsense but very serious talk you see! LOL! we are all matured people huh! we watched tv till very late yesterday but he slept earlier than me! haha! i win i win! LOLS! argh, my xiaodi ask me dont worry about him! LOL! how can i dont worry! how can larh! is like sometimes i really dont know what he is thinking ~.~ haha! i know he cares about what others say about him but he dont want to show it out! argh, people, dont bully my xiaodi till so much huh! LOL! oh ya, xiaodi dont worry too much about your future okie because you are still a young boy wadd! i should be the one worrying ba! haha! take care my dearest xiaodi! hoho! btw, i told lex to give you more concern ler hor, u can always tell him what you facing okie and dont worry so much huh!! haha! just PI LI PA LA DE SAY BA! you must also give lex some concern too as i think he also got problems huh! haha, just give each other concern larh but dont ever both people also got problems hor!! haha!
szeling mei's b'dae is tml! which means also my real meimei b'dae and mac*di de meimei's b'dae for tml too! ahah! so qiao onli huh! so many people b'dae on the same day! ahah! szeling mei say me DA BEN DAN! omgomg! so sian diaoz de lei! how can she say i DA BEN DAN! if i am da ben dan then she is xiao ben dan! then we are ben dan jiemei! lols! i already kenna JINGER*LAOpo saying i am BENDAN liao! i wonder if they keep on saying, will i really be bendan! haha! OMG, die! LOL! somemore she say i BLUR! ARGH! i where got blur! then use my nick saying that once szeling mei is gone, i will be lost forever~! wadd onli larh she! so so NONSENSE DE LEI! not i am blur or bendan larh, just that i dont want to know more about singapore or how to go here and there only you see! LOL! dont always want to come my house and eat can or not, i dont want invite u larh! haha! use red carpet to invite me to ur house next time! haha! tml better dont pon school i tell you or not u will die in my hands! dont let ur b'dae be ur JI RI huh! LOL! i will buy cake for ya too de okie! haha dont worry dont worry, be happy! HAHAHAS! take care MEIMEI and stop saying i ben dan or wadd le huh! alrights, jie <3 mei okie, mwarhs! HAHA!
SHUHUI*qingaide! argh! you better do what you promise me to try de okie as you know i am so worry if ya liddat lah! dont make me worry for u lei x( i will bent it straight de lorh, just trust me! i am a good doctor right! haha, u die die also have to face this fact that i am a good doctor because i cure you now and then de hor! LOL! HAHA, i am so multi-job huh! haha, now regret not buying creative ler hor because i am the BOSS of the creative! REGRET LE BA! please larh, dont always nong biah can! >.< i know you miss me so much and want to see me so much, but no need till so over de larh! LOL! you will get to see me soon okie! hehe, love ya! mwarhs!
I MISS MY AIAI-MYRA and she miss me too larh! haha, is like so funny lorh. everytime we online see each other, we wil just say i miss u!! LOL! oh ya, MYRA = MY RA = MY PERSONAL MAID! myra, where is my drink! LOL! she is so funny larh and i am going out with her and other tribe mates soon! oh yeah, aiai u rocks! can you stop touching me, i feel so being MOLEST! HAHAS!
jinger lao po! argh, i worry for her because of her online friends! >.< lao po, dont be so sian ler okie. i noe BLABLA go off so u cannot gunz le! i promise i wil play NEXT TIME! so wait for the next time to come and i assured you the next time will come okie! now just cheer up, mwarhs!
nothing is the same as before! haha, that's describe how am i feeling now! i dont know what should i say or do to make everything the same as before. should i say i like present or past? argh, i also dont know! present maybe good but past seem better! past maybe good but present seem better! so zi xiang mao dun larh! i dont know i dont know! i just dont want to think about it anymore! i just feel like hmm, i dont know! hahas!
let me just wait for tml to come! take care peepz! bye.
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
8:15 PM
i just want my xiaodi to be happy ((:
i dont know what happen to me just now, feeling so moodless and i dont want to talk about it. all i want to say is JC and POLY are the same, friends wont be drift apart because of that, trust me.
today is a HOTHOT day! i can die man if i stay like 5mins under the sun! haha! bought jinger one fruit cake puff and one chocolate bar for her before meeting her u see. i scare she no eat breakfast then later faint and die. there i lost my lao po by the time =.= haha! meet her and went to school with JINGER huh! because she got OC larh, if not i really want to go out with my LAO PO! haha! her house is near my house i supposed! alrights, we walked to RIVERSIDE! imagine how pro we are ba! HAHA! walked under the HOTHOT weather, omg, i am like dying from walking so long lar! haha! i am just like keep on saying SO HOT LARH! btw, i am really a road idiot larh. so useless larh! my lao po so cute larh, she told me where her friends live and how she send them back home! FUNNY! haha! reached causeway point to take a seat and she ate her puff! LOL! went to buy bubble tea to drink while walking to riverside! walk again =.= reached school finally! ahah! then i went to my tang ge house to wait for her to finish her oc thingy!
went to my tang ge house to play computer larh! haha, just like so crazy u see. at home online still not enuff go his house still online! haha, ONLINE freak! my 17 going 18 years old de tang ge is like crazy liddat lorh< so like kid onli larh he! LOL! i feel so mature when i am exactly 2 mths younger than him! haha! my tang ge do bread for my tang di, for me and for himself larh! OMG, i told him i dont want yet he say this is the first time he making bread! I WAS LIKE LOL LOL LOL! he is like so nonsense please! how can be his first time larh, all his first time is given to his GF which is my tang sao! HAHA! my tang ge ask me about the NYP thing and i dont even noe abt it! OH GOD, i can bang myself to wall ler larh! haha. he still xia dao when i dont know larh then i decided to ask shigehisa since i am already chatting with him! my tang ge sae i am going to be dead for my GP x( so sad larh! diedie! my tang di woke up finally larh! so late then wake up larh! haha! in the end no one ate my tang ge hand made bread! haha, he ate all himself! haha. my tang ge is like so bo liao daoo. he even use his di di handphone to call me when we are in the same house! he somemore act blur by saying : lihui, ur hp is vibrating, i can hear the vibration! omg, he got super ears larh. my HP in room while he is at living room =/ that BO LIAO tang ge! LOL! but my lyfe is good with this BO LIAO tang ge! haha! my tang di is abusive! he hit my head just because i dont know something! argh, where is ur respect! haha! but nvm larh cos i also abuse him often or everyday last time! haha!
after 2 hours of online-ing, jinger*lao po finally finish her OC! haha. went to meet her again but i bought her lunch larh! a DA BAO! i scare later she faint agaiin how? lols! on the way to meet her, i called my tang di and told him the paper on his table ask him to send it to me! he is like =.=! haha, meet my tang di after meeting JINGER! haha, sian diaoz larh! not first time liao ~.~ THANKS TANG DI! haha. walked ard causeway point because i also dont know why! ahha! go cold storage to buy water and bought jinger dont know what to eat again larh! because she is okieokie full nia! haha! she is like so sian diaoz i think, but nvm! we walked home after that! OMG, i know the way back home! i am so pro ba ((: HAHA! walked walked! THE WEATHER IS STILL SO HOT LARH! i nearly die this time round but din! LOL! send JINGER*lao po home! HAHA, i am a NICE NICE LAO GONG!! haha! i know where she lives u see! I AM PRO I AM PRO I AM PRO!! went back home after that! HAHA, my toes are like burning while waiting for the traffic lights! haha, reach home at 3+PM! hoho! online after that!
i chatted with my xiaodi*xiaoxin in the afternoon! we really really share alot of same views on alot of things! OMG, was like JIEDI LIAN XIN again! then we were like crapping, what qian shi is husband and wife, jing shi is jie and di, lai shi is kor and mei! HAHA! somemore our future name is XINXIN and HUIHUI ! is like so funnny!!! i can laff till i die larh! we are so crappy larh! but is definitely nice to chat with my xiaodi because he is the best i ever have! now he is like feeling okie larh! but i got a sense that he is angry somehow! i wonder who really go provoke him larh! argh! i am worry for him now! he told me he is violent and he cannot control it! argh, i dont think so! i just think that everyone also have temper, maybe he is just a little more! i just feel that whoever jokes with my xiaodi, please know ur limits. he may be fun and nice but he got his fierce side too (: XIAOXIN, dont worry much! i feel so useless in front of him because i cant do anithing to help him at all. then should i still consider as his bestie`dajie now? argh >.< i really really hope i can do something for him. i did so little for him, yet he did so much to me. he give me so many encouragement and advice. he never fails to listen what i want to say or complain or scold about. he is always the one there for me yet i am not the one there for him! xiaodi, let me be the one there for u too okie? i love my xiaodi more than i love anione! mwarhs! oh ya, 9 days are long because it means i oreadi 216 hrs, 12960 mins and 777600 seconds no see my xiao di ler larh! ahah! thanks for letting me win by saying 9 days is LONG and thanks for the wonderful prize! he always know what i wants de larh, he even say he smart and den say he BHB =.=! ahah. BHB de xiaodi rocks right!
SHIGEHISA is funny larh! he send me songs when i am in my tang ge house instead of send to me when i am in my house? FUNNY guy! jia you in ur study larh! dont think too much! shigehisa always rocks my world (:
NANA, dont be sad over ur computer le larh! i am sure it will be okie de huh! dont worry so much and sad ler! i am HERE for ya! u always say this to me, now is my turn to say to u! NANA, cheer up, anithing just sms me and tell me how is it! take care and smile NANA!
MOTHER, i dont know what happen to ya but i am still the old nu er who you used to have! dont worry what already happened because u got a long bright future! HAHA, mother just cheer up ba! hehe!
my siao ding dong babe lao po is back to herself now larh! i am so sad u see, later she flirt too much again >.< if i dont allow her to flirt, she will li hun with me larh! that's the worst of everything larh! haha. so i allow her to flirt lo >.< SADDDDD, my lao po flirt den i see how she flirt! wadd onli sia! haha! later all her flirters all become duno wadd sia =.= sian diaoz huh! BUT SHE PROMISE ME something! haha! but nvm lahr, whatever u see. i just want her to be HAPPY, haha, i am being a nice lao gong again! haha! she is nice to me larh, because she always no gunz as she chat with me cos i am bored! FEEL so bad larh. like stopping her to stop all her games! argh, so bad of me >.< laopo, u must trust me u see! ahha! alrights, i still love my lao po; mwarhs!
currently i am so bored but i chat with my xiaodi and laopo! ahah so is not bored anymore! LAOPO is playing gunz and i am chatting. so cute onli larh she! i am going to read linkai's blog now. everyone BYE! take care!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
9:12 PM
my xiaodi make my lyfe wonderful :]
FRIDAY! woah! holidays are ending and i did not even do anything! omg, i am going to be real dead! a boring day i supposed but today i chatted with so many people! woah! is all like duno how many years din meet each other le huh! i miss alot of people now! is like argh, i just missed them!
chatted with my xiaodi*xiaoxin in the afternoon! is like so fun chatting with him as my lyfe is wonderful because of him! haha! i told him what happened this few days of mine huh, then he say i BLUR because of the wrong LT larh! sian diaox lorh! i am not blur! LOL! he say i got alot of funny friends, hmm, i agree too larh! my xiaodi is so sian in the afternoon sia! somemore he dont want me to feel sian chatting with him too so he like talk funny things huh! so FUNNY My xiaodi! haha. we chatted alot. we chatted about my sai di too larh! i must agree that both of us share the same views on alot of matter! haha, JIEDI LIAN XIN? lols! ahah! we talk about lots and lots of thing again today! we say about his gay-ing in school and lots! then about his age with his friends. and we even say both our wake! i told him that if i die, hope he will come for my wake! then he say i wont die so easily larh! HAHA! butbut i also told him, i cannot die because he haven die larh! haha, then he was like ask me not to ask him go for my wake liao! HAHA! funny man! then i must admit he is a joker larh! tell me this kind of wake thing must prepare de cos in case go out suay suay kenna tree hit then die! HAHA! that's the most funny thing i ever heard of! then he asked me to come for his wake when he die too =/ that's so OVER larh! dont be sad my xiaodi for not growing huh! because u are tall enough ler! i told him the reasons that why he dont grow because last time he promise to let me grow 1cm per day! and now i am like 2.45M huh! LOL! so that's why he is not growing larh, that's OVER! i am so touched when my xiaodi is touched on what i did! argh >.< LOL! i love chatting with my xiaodi! he make my lyfe WOAH WOAH WOAH! my bestie rocks! yeah! i love my xiaodi more than anyone does, dajie LOVES xiaodi to bits and pieces! oh ya, xiaodi, dont be confused anymore ler, just do what ur heart wants the best! MWARHSSSSSSS!
NANA, i thanks for being the one for me when i am sad huh! HAHA, we just hope all the tiko will die right! haha, i was like laughing when u tell me how u TSK at that uncle! LOL! yay, we got an anti club now! we shall promote it to everyone huh! let everyone support us! NANA, thanks!
haha, i think my qing ai de*shuhui will be like so sian diaoz when she chat with me larh! i told her so many funny things! what i am a doctor, lawyer and lots more! she is like =.= all the way! haha, i am a multi-job person! haha! come on to admit that i am fated to be a doctor hor becos i can solve bio Q without study BIO! haha! say say say! i cure ur pain in stomach too hor!! so i am fated to be right! haha!lols! she miss me too much larh that she is NUMB! lols! take care my qing ai de! dont make me worry for ya okie! HAHA! oh ya, please update about you to me often! somemore i am not so BUSY till i have no time for ya! jusT SMS me ba, qing ai de, mwarhs!
my SWEETlaoda is so funny larh! i told him to come to my clinic when i am a doctor! then he just told me to give mc everyday! haah! sian diaoz huh! sure give him de larh! somemore i ask him whether he want to be my nurse, he say he is HOT! lol! so now my SWEETlaoda is not more SWEET anymore! omg!! currently i have a HOTHOTsweetLAODA larh! haha!
MOTHER, dont be so sad ler okie! argh! i feel so useless when i cannot do anything to help u at all. i know you dont want to lian lei me, dont want to make me worry and lots more! butbut i am ur nu er! ur NU ER who really cares about my MOTHER de! i dont care whether u want lian lei me or not, but i know i willing to let u lei lian me! i am sure u wil be there for me when i am sad or unhappy too right! i just dont want see u bottle everything up u see! is like so heart pain to see my MOTHER SO SAD! my mother supposed to be the HAPPY MOTHER i used to have! MOTHER, cheer up!
my siao lao po went to escape today! HAHA, finally back home at duno what time larh but is late huh! LOL! well, she played 2 times haunted house and say it is not scary! in fact she still go and scare other people with szeling mei! ARGH! my lao po is 1oo% MAD larh! lols. she say i lousy, dan xiao, mei you yong when i told her i cry! what kind of lao po larh! i can really really LOVE her more u see! sorry, i cant train to be so BRAVE huh! ahah! hai dao chuan is not nice at all, stupid lao po! haha. i realise i told her my malu things always! haha! ji dui lian yi xia huh but nvm! ahha! oh ya, my lao po is jealous becos i got a qing ai de larh! haha, dont be jealous le larh. i only got one lao po wadd! hehe! my lao po is like escape and wild wild wet promoter larh! argh, so sian diaoz de larh! haha! my lao po is so nice sia! she dont want to play DOTA becos i dont want to play! omg, my lao po treating me nicer and nicer larh! i am so so so touched larh! haha! well, she is so funny larh, she changed her nick just to make sure that her nick is above/below mine larh! haha! CUTE LAO PO! lols! alrights, i still LOVE My lao PO; mwarhs!
i am happy to received what weeling*lao gong`best buddy send to me! yeah, we are still the best buddy foreva! i believe nothing can stop the frendship of us! i will remember those times we spend together, no matter is sad, happy, up or down! thanks for being my part of my beautiful memories! u will be remember by me for sure! you can always count on me for sure, that's what friends are for!
silence brings nothing good at all. silence only kills me. maybe that's what they both of us need now.
so everyone goodbye and take care! ((: SMILE!
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only illusions;
9:39 PM
happy b'dae xx. [i got nice laopo]
i am back to update my blog again! haha, well today went to school again with NANA and YUSI! haha! today we went to school the earliest because we got lesson at 8am. go to the general office with MYRA cos of her EZlink card! MYRA! please please dont anyhow touch me huh! i sure u for molest then u noe larh! ahha! well, must thanks vicente for always helping me to take care of her! heyhey, thanks ya!
first lecture is maths lecture! haha, well not that bad larh! but i feel that it really go through too fast ler huh. next was geo lecture! yeah, first time going to geo lecture with NANA and yusi! haha! so fun huh! was excited for the geo lecture but somethin so malu happened larh! we went to LT4 first! was excited as my first time going to LT4 then NANA was asking, first time going to LT4 right! yapp, so when i step in i was like woah~ LOL! settle down and the lecture start! haha, NANA, YUSI and I were like paying attention to what the teacher was saying and suddenly she say 4hours of lecture and tutorial! then the 3 of us went how come! then looked at the timetable again, we were supposed to go LT5! lols! then the three of us just walked off from the LT so suddenly! at first not so paiseh de larh, but when the teacher say: why are the 3 girls leaving? lols! yusi : wrong LT! lols. i feel so ~.~ at the point of time! haha! went to LT5 finally! haha! geo is fun huh but so sad i dont really like geo! haha! i was paying attention during the lecture and i can like answer some Q! haha, so guai huh! saw shigehisa too! haha, i just rememeber he changed his h1chem to h1geo!
break later on! haha, was listening to my MP3 and resting! my head was like abit pain at that time! sian diaoz huh! haha, went for chemistry lecture after that! didnt really pay attention for that! argh, so sad larh! supposed to pay but didnt pay! pay only a little attention ba! haha! was like crapping with NANA all the way! after chemistry we went to the computers outside the general office to check our class! haha! NANA and me in the same class again, while yusi and eric in 0612K and eddie in 0612G! haha! all different class so sadx(! haha, before going off NANA, YUSI, ERIC, EDDIE and I were like chatting about OB laRH! so funny sia! haha, all of us were like laughing when eddie ask: is that so serious? haha! laff till drop larh! just know that eddie and eric come from same secondary school! so SHOCKED! lols! haha, then eric was like telling us their school OB! was like so funny the way he say! laugh and laugh! lols. then we walked to causeway point ler! haha!
reached causeway point, went library to check something and went back to causeway point again! haha, went home after that! WELL, saw allena's blog! ALLENA! i miss you too! dont be sad larh! AJC also not bad right, IJC is a little better cos got us huh! haha! dont be sad! cheer up! oh ya, happy b'dae to XX too! ahha! SMILE and enjoy! i miss the days with u ard!
NANA, dont be sad over the OB thing ler larh! same class but dont have to care him de larh! hehe, remember what you say to me always huh! that is LIHUI, you got ME, dont me sad! thanks NANA! thanks for alot of things!! thanks!! come jc to know you is my greatest pleasure! XIEXIE NING! love ya! oh ya, i give u one cent so you dont die huh! haha! one cent also money hor NANA! lols!
SHIGEHISA is so nice yesterday huh! WOAH! get well soon! haha! thanks huh, i will surely get well de larh cos of u saying it! haha! saw u today but i din call u! so sad huh!
MOTHER! dont be sad over the game ler larh! oh ya! called ur partner dont ever scold ya again huh or not i sure go slap him or what de larh! how can he scold my MOTHER right! haha! cheer up mother! somemore i know the importantance of u now huh! MOTHER, u better take good care of me or not i sick u will be dead huh! haha! PLEASE DONT NAG AT ME, u this LAO MOTHER! haha!
my siao ding dong babe lao po jinger's turn! haha! well, SLP = SIAO LAO PO! just create yesterday de larh! haha! so funny larh she! she sae u go slp is go after her! LOL!!! sian diaoz larh! my lao po is so cute larh, she blog that i am CUTE! haha, funny huh she! well, lao po! dont be sad ler larh! u got LIHUI LAO GONG by ur side larh! dont sad sad ler! today i see u so sad, i also sad larh! u cannot sigh or hais in front of me de lei, i will heartpain one u see! cheer up lao po!!! i want to see the lao po i used to have huh! nowadays so good huh, no gunz come pei me chat huh! wheywhey! dont sian cos got me! haha! dont be too stress up by all ur work huh, i think i really need to bring you out larh! ahha, lao po! lets go shopping okie! haha! well, u very over larh! my MOTHER also important okie! ahah! but my LAO PO more important huh! haha! so sad when she dont know me from QIHUA also larh! haha! we are from the same primary school! so QIAO huh! LAOPO, love cannot be expressed in words de huh! haha! JINGER LAO PO SO GOOD TO ME TODAY! she muacks me so many times huh, tao yan >.< LOVE YA TOO!! somemore dont need keep on saying you love me huh! i love larh huh! haha! my lao po got another husband! what is this man! i want to li HUN larh! we are GAME OVER! alrights, i still cant to li hun wit her because she say she LOVES me! haha! HOHO! my lao po is so cute larh. she is telling me her story now and beg me not to dont want LAO GONG with her larh! so funny larh! i am so sad huh! because she HAS KIDS EVEN! omgggg! WO DE LAO PO ZAI OUTSIDE ANYHOW LARH! so sad one huh! somemore is not one is 2! how sad larh! MY LAO PO PROMISE me not to flirt anymore! hmmm, good lao po! haha. better do what you sae or not i will KILL u! lols. AND NO MORE HUSBAND LIAO HUH! lols. LAOGONG<3LAOPO&LAOPO<3LAOGONG! mwarhs mwarhs mwarhs! HAHA! I GOT A NICE LAO PO STILL!
too serious too soon, i want you to love me, i want to be there for you like no one else before. argh >.< this song is nice! i finally know what is so near yet so far ler! argh!
holidays are soon OVER! PW going to start, i am going to be dead- real dead! hais >.< JINGER LAO PO, dont get too over! haha!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
9:15 PM
my head is spinning >.<
argh! i am sick x( i am so sad. having fever and flu and my head is like spining like dont know what! argh, feeling so sick sick sick! not the first time anymore. hais. i want to get better! if not shigehisa will say i weak again, argh! sad x(
meet with christinaNANA, yusi, eddie[kuku malu], eric's frend and eric! butbut eric is late so NANA, yusi and i went off first because yusi need to go school bookshop and change her school U. so afriad of long Q, we went to school first! haha! chemistry lecture is fun always! haha, mr bryan lim is LAME! real LAMER! worse than any one of us larh butbut he never fails to make us alive! CHEMISTRY rockssss! haha! one hour break after chemistry! rest for awhile and went for physics at 12PM! haha! 1.5hour of lecture! tired >.< my head feel alittle heavy at that times, make me feel so sick and not really in good mood!
after physics parted off with NANA and yusi and went to school library to find sherLYN[my tribe mate]. promise to teach her maths so i did! spend ard 2.5hours there teaching her maths and doing my stuff too! haha! we chatted quite alot too but we really got concentrate doing my job as to teach her! haha, she understands what i teach her! feel happy if not i will cry larh! sherlyn, must have confident in ur maths okie! i will be there for ya if i can xD. saw SWEETlaoda and KOR`mummie there! say HI to kor`mummie only because i saw him first! haha! i dont know when SWEETlaoda come library de larh! anyway from far i also dont know is him until i saw his bag, HE CHANGED his hair or wadd? make me feel so DIFFERENT! went off 4+PM with sherlyn! haha! went to cwp for a walk with her! she really two word to describe-BIAN TAI! haha! COOL larh she! she told me so many things then most of them i just WAH, WOAH, WOOT! haha! then she just =.=! haha! funny larh she! my tribe mate rocks! haha!
went home at 5PM but went out again after that! haha, tired! back at home finally at 6+PM! took a bath and here come i use my comp ler! ONLINE and chat again! my faV past time huh! haha!
NANA, RELAC! dont let the person spoil ur mood okie! haha, u are so funny when u sae somethin to me! haha! ROFL! thanks ya for talking so much to me yesterday! i am really really great to know someone like you. thanks ya so so much! oh ya, thanks for helping me to photocopy the THICK THICK NOTES! love ya!! thankss!! mwarhs!
QING AI DE*SHUHUI! haha! sian dia0x larh! since u got come my blog den let me blog a short para for ya! I MISS YA LOADS so when going out? SMS me!! haha, or i sms u larh! dont always say i busy >.< i where got so busy onli abit busy nia larh! JC is never more important than my qing ai de huh! so dont think too much huh! take care my qing ai de. must enjoy ur holidays okie! haha! mwarhs!
shigehisa is so funny larh! i told him i am time's daughter and he want me to stop the time! haha! FUNNY GUY =/ i was like so sian dia0z huh! haha! we crapped again! he hao lian to me again by typing hao lian to u =.= okie, that's really lame but funnny! he say i same as his class eddie! laughing at every single thing! omg, i am not so CRAZY as him okie! ur class eddie is totally OVERLY OVER OVERATION! dont say we are similar larh, i rather go die then! haha! he kenna SUN BURN huh! oh no, so pain hor! haha! bleahs! please just admit that the little fann of mine looks like you can or not! very the wadd one larh! shigehisa rocks rocks rocks and i stone stone stone!
ANG MO MOTHER! how's ur match huh! got throw my face or not! if got, u will noe wadd happen to ya huh! lols. oh ya, dont fight with my lao po larh! give her win okie? haha! take care MOTHER. FNN dont rocks larh! FNN stone! haha!
SIAO DING DONG BABE LAO PO's turn again! HAHA! i am so sian now without lao po! where is my LAO PO!!! lols! must be flirting again issit? haha! oh ya, saw her blog she say she hurt her toes =/ wonder if she fine now? LIMPING or wadd larh! LAO PO, please take care can or not! haha, very HEARTPAIN to see that de larh! haha, TAKE LOTS OF GOODY CARE bah! oh ya, she finally want peace with my MOTHER Liao! that's provided that my MOTHER GIVE HER LOTS OF RICH STUFF LARH! my lao po really siao! haha! lao po, faster online chat with me larh, i am really dying without with ONLINE-ing! so faster faster faster! i love my LAO PO, mwarhs! btw, when u free then sms me bah! i'll be waiting for ya! aha! see, i am so nice right :x
dont ever let me feel this way again, i am not feeling good at you. what you really wants, i dont understand~ give me time to understand you better please. dont let me feel this way anymore. what i saw, i am really speechless at the point of time. why am i feeling so useless in front of you, i really feel like i am a dog at times. why am i so ting hua? where is the old me. i am still finding myself back so all i need is time. that is TIME!
time really drift people apart? i saw : gan qing shi bu hui shui zhe shi jian er dan hua de! is that true? i hate to face reality. must i accept the fact that because we are in different places so we will be drift away? hais. why must it be always! i want to maintain the friendsip of us, i tried very very hard, i promise. i cherish you as a friend alot as you really make me to think maturely and stuff. i still haben forget how touched am i when i first received the small pouch u sew to me, it really make me feel so touched. never did i imagine a friend will do that. thanks alot bestie! btw, not that i am too sensitive or what yesterday but i only feel that who walked off first, who wins. hais-
alrights, my head is still heavy now! argh! can die man =/ haha! told NANA one funny thing just now! i laff like shit when i see that, make sure she laff too! tml is a nice day! going to see how geo lec is like! HAHA! NANA, finally i can go geo with ya! FUNY, i am still laughing now! everyone TAKE CARE AND GOOD BYE! LAO PO, WHERE ARE YOU NOW LARH!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
9:01 PM
my siao ding dong babe lao po rocks (:
oh no, i wonder why i post so often nowadays! haha! well, today went back to school for lectures with christinaNANA, yusi, eric and eddie! LOL! aha! suddenly so many people? haha! well, eric and eddie are new friends of NANA and me! haha! they are both YUSI friend! so so so hot the weather and the ijc U is like make of duno wadd huh! so so thick and warm! reach school quite early so bought a drink and chat with yusi and NANA! went for phy lecture first! WOAH! so many people! first time see physics so many people sia! was like so SHOCK! after physics was a 2.5hour break! lols. was with yusi, eric, eddie and duno who for the first hour break as they have to leave for geo lecture after that! NANA and me were like laffing over eddie's pencil case in the canteen! so so funny, who ask him have a KUKU MALU pencil case =/ haha! laugh until i can die larh! next was the eric! he was so funny larh, because he just barked suddenly! NANA and me were like LAFFING LIKE MAD this time! so loud and crazy! how can he just suddenly BARKED! IS BARK!! haha! make me feel of xiaoxin's gay partner lex! btw, lex looks like him! omg, very alike larh! both also very tan, hair also about the same and features also same same larh! very ALIKE larh! at first tht he was lex's bro but NO! haha! sian dia0z!
while yusi, eric and eddie having geo lecture, NANA and me went to library to ONLINE and use the computer and go blog and whatever huh! thanks to linkai pw and user! haha! thank you so much huh! oh ya, linkai u must be grateful that i helped u post huh! i save ur time and energy from typing and save ur braincells and lot more! haha! after that we went to LT1 for our maths lecture at 1.30PM! HAHA! the maths lecture was so so so OVER! mr chin is BEST larh! ahah, he teaches what, i think alot of people understand butbut today the lecturer =/ okie, nvm! finally we went back home at 3PM! haha!
went to cwp with NANA and yusi to foodcourt! they went to eat their lunch while i waited for weeling*lao gong` best buddy to meet me! HAHA! i am excited to meet her! LONG LONG TIME didnt meet her ler! but in the end saw 2 more person! one is jazz and one i dont know who! haha! so we bought weifu present ler! haha! so so happy larh! no need fan anymore ler! so went walked walked with her, jazz and wanting[their work frend] something strange happened after that! well, should not blog about it larh! i told NANA ler,! NANA thanks!! i was like talking so much on the phone at one go larh. because i feel so so argh! dont know how to say at all!THANKS NANA still! thanks for always being there for me! thanks for being so NICE TO ME!! haha! NANA, u rocks!
my computer is giving so problems! which make feel so SAD! haha! well, like my tribe mate say, is very kuang zhang to die over a computer huh! sian dia0z larh! alrights, thanks my TANG DI for helping me larh! haha! of cos my tang ge too! i got a very nice tang ge but he is always so NONSENSE! haha! but still thanks! my lyfe w/o this 2 cousins, i can die =/ haha! serious huh!
ahMEI! i dont know what happen actually butbut remember when something happens, both parties are at fault and not only one party. dont ever blame urself so much. what has happens alreadi happened. you cannot turn back time and stop it in anyway. so learn to accept what is now okie! ahJIE really got no idea why i cant help you at all. maybe i am not a good ahJIE somehow? butbut i promise i will give u more concern in the future and so that you wont think too much ler! i just want to see my ahMEI happy always! ahJIE still love ahMEI, dont worry!
MOTHER! my mother say sorry to me huh! woah! such a nice mother go where can find right! ahha! i teach my mother loat of manners larh! ahah! well, mother, u are so DRAMATIC lorh! haha! oh ya, my BHB genes all inherit from u de larh! please larh, dont do anything to throw my face can or not! haha! alrights, jia you for tml match huh! DONT THROW MY FACE MOTHER! HAHA!
HAHA! let me blog about my siao ding dong babe lao po-JINGER ba! haha! my lao po apologise for flirting again! haha! alrights, lao po! i am not not not useless ler okie! haha! i am useful you see! haha! somemore i will try to be more lang man to make u HAPPIER! if not i am not a good lao gong huh! LOL! somemore today she SO NICE PEI me in MSN huh! i was so shock that she can give up her gunz[blabla] for today! well, is just for today and THAT'S ONLY TODAY!! HAHA! i am so so so touched huh! haha! thanks LAO PO, MWARHS MWARHS! just told her how i feel because i really really feel so sad over it. i cant find someone who i can tell about it and i dont know why i go tell my lao po but thanks LAO po for listening to me! thanks for ur advice too! thanks! MY LAO PO IS SUCH A OVER TAGGER in my mother's blog man! butbut i am HONOURED BECAUSE LAO PO AND MOTHER ARE FIGHTING OVER ME! ALRIGHTS, must end with! i love my lao po da ren and i will be a good lao gong!
shigehisa is so over yesterday larh! i was like laughinh like mad!? lols! he keep on showing the ;p face larh! wadd larh! can really slap him u see! OH YA! my emotion of FANNN looks like HIM LARH! MILKY SHIGEHISA! he just dont want to admit that he is the milky guy larh! sian de lorh! haha! oh ya, say tired den dont want rest more! what is that logic larh! so rest more okie! i want to see SHIGEHISA LIVE HAO HAO! > listen to ur mum's nagging cos is all for ur own good!
sometimes i really wonder and wonder. what's right and what's wrong. i am feeling blue, green, yellow, red, black, jaded and alot more! i really can fan until i die larh! i dont know what i want anymore.
alrights, still want to thanks my LAO PO, NANA and those who played such an important role in my lyfe! thanks all of you! no all of you, i will be dead! i love all of you! especially those i am very closed too! you say it best, even when you say nothing at all. BYE EVERYONE!
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only illusions;
9:39 PM
shigehisa, where are you?!?!?
first day of the one week holidays! holidays are good but bored! haha, i rather go school and have lectures and tutorials! at least all of these wont make me bored! stayed at home for the whole day doing nothing but ONLINE-ing! didnt even step out of the house at all! really can die! aha! somemore my dearest siao ding dong babe lao po no ONLINE, so more sian!
MUMMIE, pleaseplease dont be too touched by what i blogged yesterday because i am touched by what u blogged too!! aha! somemore thanks for telling me ur grandMOTHER story and support me of wadd i am doing now! thanks MUMMIE, u really really make me feel so nice! aha! dont worry, i will be the CHEERFUL nu er of urs and wont think so much or wadeva de okie! aha! make sure u take care of urself too and enjoy urself! I GOT A BHB de mother but my MUMMIE stil rocks!
SZELINGmei! dont dont ever think that way ler okie? lihui ahJIE is always ur ahJIE, nothing can stop me from being ur ahJIE! dont ever compare you with them! everyone is special okie. my ahMEI is different from them! u are always the cute little ahMEI i have and the one who i can crap with too! no matter how cute they are or how crappy they are, the fact is that they are not my szeling ahMEI right! they do not name szeling or behave like szeling huh! LOL! so so so u are different, trust me! moreover, i am still the ahJIE u know, and i will never change okie! no matter the world change how much or the world turn upside down or whateva, the SIBLINGship between us last AND never change! it last foreva and it will never ends~ that's wadd jiemei is for right? i will never dont want my ahMEI de and i am sure you will never dont want ur ahJIE de right! because we LOVE each other alot! aha! so if got anything, just feel free to call me! just remember i will always be there for ya, and dont think much anymore! mwarhs! < take care! JIEMEI foreva!
alrights, i am supposed to blog a very very long entry about my dearest siao ding dong babe lao po! so i am going to blog this larh, or not i will be CHOP IN LOTS OF PIECES! my lao po so funny, she yesterday said i wrote too much for my ang mo mummie huh! LOL! that siao ding dong! last time i blogged too much about her, then she say i go gah-gah about her! now blogged little about her, then she JEALOUS liao! AHA! wo de lao po da ren chi chu liao! LOL! she very siao one larh! always say i flirt, somemore this time FLIRT WITH MOTHER! omg, that's real OVER lorh! how can daughter flirt with MOTHER DE larh! aha, she also FLIRT wadd! somemore FLIRT with so many people lorh! make me so so so J-E-A-L-O-U-S hor~ aha! then her GAME[gunz] is always more important than me i think! ALWAYS LEFT ME IN MSN ALL ALONE! see, what a good lao po i have! no wonder i will go flirt larh < so is you who lead to me to this de huh! LOL! then hor! is ur frend larissa come seduce me de hor, get this right first! LOL! somemore she want me to choose either want lao po or want mother! sian diaoz larh! both also important but of cos is lao po most most important huh! LOL! afternoon online crap so much with her larh! btw she is doing her project while talking to me! haha! i wonder will she complete or not sia! LOL! i feel so bad for disturbing her larh, sorry! haha! today i think my lao po abit not okie larh! suddenly she apologise to me for flirting[in her blog]! can shock till die larh! LOL! well, lao po, u can flirt larh! just that u must still be loyal&faithful to me can liao! most important must must LOVE me the most can ler! LOL! so flirt ba! aha! i think my vocab is really really too weak larh! lao po blogged wadd, i still need to go to the dict and check sia! so so throw her face larh! AHA! my lao PO VOCAB very GOOD larh! alrights, XIA TING JUE XIN TO LEARN MY VOCAB WELL AND MAKE MY LAO PO PROUD! oh ya! stop saying ur negative in ur blog! if u carry on saying that, i will no HUSBAND liao hor! u are the greatest in my eyes, so so dont anyhow larh! haha! nearly make her angry today because i keep on saying nonsense to her! she so xiong u see, i scare she dont want WIFE me liao larh! LOL! then say sorry to her and of cos 2 MMS to cheer up larh! aha! this is call NICE HUSBAND! lols! i got very very very chio LAO PO! i am going to bring her out one day and show off to everyone yi xia huh! haha, let ppl jealous :x!! LOL! but i scare later all the guys come beat me up u see! LOL! and hor, go out with her must BRING ALOT OF CASH DE! maybe get a card better, so that she can SHUA SHUA SHUA until she HAPPY larh! aha! my siao lao po u happy of this long entry le ma? this is a very very very long entry for ya le hor! haha!
i miss shigehisa! i miss him! omg, where is him now! i can die w/o he hao lian to me! i am so bored without his hao lian-ness! oh ya, he is okie ler! no more so sad ler bah i think! crapped with him yesterday huh, somemore he asked me abt my nick of the attitude one! aha! so shock larh! well, dont dont be sad sad ler okie! u got me by ur side, ur kai xin guo! dont ever let me see u sad again! so smile! u rocks my world, just keep on rocking!
why i cant even do what i want always. please please, let me concentrate and do whatever i want! i dont want to break my own promise. if not i can be real failure!yeah, tml got school and i am going to meet nana, yusi and eddie to go school together! oh yeah! so happy can go school or not i can die! somemore tml can meet weeling*LAO GONG`BEST BUDDY! omg, i miss her so much!!! finally get a chance to meet her! yeah! going shop for weifu's present! hehe! well, tml will be a good good goody day! i am waiting for tml to come!
JINGER LAO PO ONLINE ler! so let me go and chat with her somemore! aha! SZELING mei, cheerup! NANA, faster back and chat with me! haha! i am happy and my mood is very good!! so everyone BYEBYE!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
8:40 PM
shigehisa, cheer up ((:
well, today is SUNDAY! aha! a boring sunday! went out with my sister to walk walk! LOL! bought things too larh! aha! dont know what to update now!
online for almost the whole day! aha! chatted with KAIXIAN < my ang mo mother in the afternoon! duno how he become my mother de! ahah! very very naggy one larh he! but but my mother rocks cos he is a ANG MO! is nice to have a ang mo mother and of cos is COOL! we chatted so many larh. was crapping and lame-ing larh! aha! nothing to do wadd. lols! promise to xiao shun him only after when i grow up larh! i will be very xiao shun de and i will put one cent to his giro acc every month! LOL! i realise i am so gong larh! i dont even know jinger*my siao ding dong lao po and friends all from QIHUA one lorh until my mother told me! btw my mother also from qihua de huh!! LOL! feel so funny larh! LOL! oh ya! please please dont say u are a sucker anymore okie, mother! only fail 2 test then say urself liddat sia! how can u say that! u are the greatest mother i ever have! AHA! so dont throw my face by saying all this NONSENSE okie! aha! or not i will slap u until u die larh! aha! as u noe ta shi teng ma shi ai! SO I MUST beat and scold u more! t show my xiao shun to u! LOL! SO PLEASE TAKE CARE ANG MO MOTHER AND I WILL BE A GUAI NU ER! anything can just tell ur nu er okie! now also chatting with my mother sia! we are basically crapping all the way lar! mummie, remember to buy insurance okie? in case die so i can claim hor! aha! who ask u got RUSTY memory! somemore he want me not to take his CPF larh as he want to take it with them when he die! WADD A NICE MUMMIE! lols! that is so OVER! and and i got a weak MUMMIE! aha!
JINGER!my siao ding dong lao po! aha! is my duty to blog abt her EVERY POST! lols! yesterday she sleep very late too! only half an hour earlier than me nia! LOL! she so funny larh! wadd sleep early cos not good to have black eyes and wei le ta must sleep early! i see liao, ROFL man! lols! really funny larh she! alrights, now she is ON HER WAY back home larh! hope she faster come back online and crap with me! i am dying due to sian-ness larh! FASTER COME HOME MY DEAREST SIAO DING DONG LAO PO BABE!
SHIGEHISA, dont be sad anymore ler okie! although even you urself also dont know why you are sad, but but please please dont be sad! because i am here to help you! i am oways there, remember? and also dont be too tired ler okie! pw is coming and must make sure u regain all ur energy! i want to see the old shigehisa okie-the one who is cheerful and happy go lucky de! dont want see the sad sad one! dont say u dont care about PW! is important to go into Uni! so must really really put in ur 101% okie! stop put ur nick as going rounds around hell okie? is hurting to see it >.< just cheer up! smile((:
i am so bored that i go disturb my SWEETlaoda! aha! i am always a well-mannered lao xiao de okie! i just want to see shigehisa to smile, so please please smile! my dearest laopo ONLINE finally! LOL! so take care and good bye! aha!sian = chat on phone - Mar. 11, 2006 at 08:34 AM
BACK to update HI5 again! well, soon not going to update HI5 that often ler!
just hang up the phone and the time is 0011! chatting with vicente that NICE GUY huh! well, he is nice as he called me when i said i am bored! NICE larh he! well, he say he is nice himself lorh, so BHB de lei! haha! we chatted for 1hr37mins! haha! thats long! we talked nonsense there! he say i am RUBBISH! haha! hmmm, know more about him and his family! HE IS NICEEEEEEEEE! haha, let me praise again! he is NICEEEEEEEEEE! aha! we really talk nonsense larh cos both of us are sian! alrights, he is doing his physics while talking to me! so like a MUGGER! haha, stop mugging okie, vicente YIP! somemore he told me that if i need help for GP can go and ask him =/ aha! so NICE huh! he also very siao one lorh! the distance bet my comp and my bed is 2km while his is 2.1km! wadd sia! win me by 0.1KM! lols! siao one larh! lols. heyhey. dont mug everyday larh! must learn from me, relax. hehe. will be there to help you de okie! AHA!
JINGER is OFFICALLY MY LAO po larh! dont do anything FUNNY TO HER or not i will KILL all of you! LOL! she very funny de larh. send her one sms then she reply by using her daddy HP! so funny larh!! she very lame also larh! give me her full add to fetch her! AHA! really siao ding dong! somemore can dont want WIFE you liao =/ that's over! DUNO WHO IS FLIRTING more lorh! aha! but MY LAO PO STILL ROCKS! aha! stop gaming :x
WEELING!*LAOGONG`BEST BUDDY! omg! chatted with her so much! omg, i miss the times in rss with her and of cos serene! the 3 of us oways TOGETHER DE!! haha, she is very lame also! i think more lame den me larh! AHA! butbut! now different school ler larh! so sad! somemore she went to POLY!! argh! weeling! COME JC! COME IJC! AHA! I REALLY REALLY miss her! aha! although we might fight in the past! butbut! she is the one who make me feel GOOD! WEELING! I MISS U SO MUCH LARH! we shall go out often huh! especially 24MAY larh! LOL!
SHIGEHISA is mad larh! he reply real slow at times? aha! he is in his LALA~ land now! haha! all IJC guys, please join HIP HOP okie!
dont let me miss you anymore. i cant take it. hehe.
WELL, i am sleeping at around 3+am again! i am watching TV! hoho!
=sign 0ff=
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
9:15 PM
BECAUSEofYOU!
back to update this blog again! updating now because i am bored larh! who ask my siao ding dong jinger babe go bath and eat ler larh! sian right? LOL! so currently lame-ing with christinaNANA and chatting with my xiaodi*xiaoxin and linkai too!! LOL!
i saw my xiaoxin*xiaodi at control station this morning! din say hi to him cos i think if i say, he will be late for school ler~! lol! while today went school for only 2 hours of lect[chem and phy] and 1.5hrs of maths talk! somemore the whole day is like from 8 to 5.10PM! lols. so like wadd onli! come school for a long day but onli 3.5hrs having something useful! so waste my time! LOL! so use the free time to chat with charlotte! my tribe mate and of cos christinaNANA and YUSI! lols! chatting about alot of things! haha! while saw those primary school kids in our school cos their school having their sports hits in our school! SO FUN!! they are fast runner sia! LOL! went for the maths talk from 3.40pm to 5.10pm! lols. was like so blur of what the PRO trying to sae! LOL! saw mdm sarojini! so happy to see her larh! I MISS HER MATHSSSSSSS! haha! dawei and i were chatting with her! MISS THE DAYS in riverside! ARGHS!!~ went back home with christinaNANA and yusi and i go pierce my ears! LOL! both of them were so scare and they stand so far away larh! FUNNY! somemore i make YUSI so paiseh i guess cos i say something! LOL! hoho! went home at 6pm and saw jinger on the bus!
THAT SIAO DING DONG JINGER BABE so funny larh! LOL! was on the same bus with her so i decided to call her! then she said she didnt see me! LOL! wadd onli lorh! i think she really blind larh! so funny when we two like looking high and low for each other in the bus and when the time we get to see each other larh! HAHA! in the end, i so nice go take one big round just to pass her chewing gums larh! LOL! we are really you yuan huh cos we met each other when we din plan! HAHA! FATE LARH! lols. somemore she too chio larh then 2 guys were like BLUE TOOTH-ING HER larh! haha, chio bu jiu shi chio bu! LOL! so funny larh she! haha! SEEEEE, i got blog about you larh dont say i dint blog about you hor!! haha. unless you didnt see it larh! LOL! that siao ding dong! LOL! SIAO DING DONG BABE U ROCKS HUH! MWARHS!
xiaodi*xiaoxin, stop thinking too much larh! i no scare of you larh! haha! u really think too much lei! haha! somemore how can i be scare of my xiaodi right! WE ARE BESTIE LARH! how many times must i say it? LOL! somemore deg quite high still dont want to wear specs sia! haha, liddat how can u see me huh! u look nice in specs too and dont say that you are ZL again ler okie!! hehe! LOL! u rocks
what should i do? you make me feel so confused~ you make me happy and sad at the same time! should i learn to open and close one eye? hais. i really wonder what can i do~ i ask myself not to think too much! but i cant. i just cant control my mind from thinking and imagining things! i am confused!
holidays are coming and i am going back to revise! PW is coming! oh no! i am going to be dead! going to mug soon ba! or not i sure fail all my tests! HAHA! take care people! LOL! zaijian!~ SIAO DING DONG JINGER BABE FASTER ONLINE CAN OR NOT! haha!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
8:24 PM
happy b'dae xiaoxin! < cheers!
YOX! back to update! well, today is my xiaodi*xiaoxin`bestie b'dae sia! feeling happy now, hmm, update later about that!
MASS lecture! was kind of fun cos we get to know new friends! haha! my tribe mates are good and so are my classmates! crap with my classmates today larh! we were like all laughing huh! so funny larh! 0612B still rocks and i still miss those who left!! I MISS YOU ALL!!
supposed to meet my xiaodi*xiaoxin at 3+pm de cos he said his soccer is from 1pm to 3pm! but we meet earlier! haha! because he ended fast! YEAH! happy larh! very very excited since yesterday cos i know i am meeting him! HAHA! bought a small little mango cake for him! was like runnning up and down with christinaNANA! haha, i told her how excited and nervous i was! LOL! she just laughed! very funny larh xiaoxin, he asked : we meet for wadd? i just answered that i need to keep my books in his house! then he just replied again: then i expect to see one book when i reach there hor! LOL! oh no, he will never get to see the book larh! thats is so funnny! so i make the box into a small small book by writing some words on the top! LOL! that's is funny too! LOL! i was like laughing like mad when i get to see him larh! so so so paiseh larh! LOL! somemore he also paiseh! haha! we both bought one friend with us! LOL! i feel so bad when i left the cake on the table and walk off larh! then when i ask him to take! he dont want sia! LOL! then he say : ni guo lai! LOL! den i just walk there push the cake nearer to him larh! HAHA! after that he still take the cake then turn over but the cake still nicenice de sia! LOL! pro larh he! lols. well, hope he really really like it larh! if not i will cry one larh! but he said is NICE~ that's good! haha! somemore he wanted to share the cake with his friends! omg, it is so small larh! how to share? LOL! then wad his frend JJ one mouth, the cake will be gone ler! LOL! SO FUNNY LARH! stop saying thanks i tell you, i will get real real angry >.< LOL! JJ is cute huh =/ wadd onli lorh! LOL! my xiaodi looks cutest! LOL! let me celebrate with ya soon! make up celebration >.< LOL! well, xiaoxin. u really really play an important role in my lyfe. U ROCKS MY WORLD! HAPPY B'DAE ONCE AGAIN! mwarhs mwarhs mwarhs!
NANA! THANKS for cheering me up! thanks alot! is nice to noe u! u are just so nice! frends4eva! LOL!
LOL! that siao ding dong jinger is so funny larh! i cant stop laughing you see! LOL! she called me because she not sure whether i am in food court or not! SO HAO XIAO LARH! i forget to give her the chewing gums larh! sian de lei! LOL! alrights, my post is not long hor! stop saying it is LONG! it is not!
i saw you, i think you didnt see me too. i wonder should i say hi or not! i wonder.
I AM TIRED! hoho, lets all go sleep now! HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOXIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! MWARHS!!!!!!!
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
9:38 PM
i am happy-yeah!
BACK to update here! end of orientation! YEAH!!*CHEERS! haha, was so tired somehow but not that tired! orientation is fun cos i make a lot of friends again! WOOOT! fun larh xD OG frends are nice! LOL! OGL ARE NICE TOO! was playing with my new OG frend! name MYRA!~~~ LOLS! haha! funny larh she, also another mad girl! haha! but she is COOL! my ex tribe mate is " good " too larh! ESPECIALLY SOMEONE LIKE VINCENTE larh! ahah, he totally nonsense larh! haha, say this girl siao that girl siao! haha. all siao girl is his gf larh! then he say wadd where is my gary! wadd larh he! i slapped him den he noe larh! how can he liddat! tsk tsk, gary is both our tribe mate larh! LOL! sad for gary to have such tribe mate! LOL! fun chatting with him larh cos is like first time we talked face to face with MYRA~~ LOLS!
JINGER-THANKS FOR SMS-ING me! haha! I just LOVE SMS-ING her cos she is siao larh! HAHA! this siao ding dong BABE rocks like HEAVEN! haha, going to let her eat until she fat larh! LOL! haha, WHO ask her save $$$ until so over! i dont want to see my siao ding dong babe to ai er! haha! she sings to me! omg, sound really nice huh, thanks babe. well, she always HURT me feelings de larh! that siao ding dong! HOHO! but she is the second nicest girlfriend i eva got! HAHA! JUST LOVE her so so so much larh! HAHA, hope she live hao hao, chi hao hao! ahha, SHE NOES i miss her everyday HUH! YO BABE! dont let me miss u too much pls! HAHA! SIAO DING DONG! u rocks!
SHIGEHISA so funny larh! he thinks that i din come to orientation these few days! haha! SO NICE of him huh to concern me larh! DONT know what motive he got larh! haha! so funny, feel so happy huh! shigehisa rocks my world!
OMG, my xiaodi*xiaoxin is touched by me larh! haha, i feel being so happy! ahah, so shock that he received the card so early larh! so pai seh u see! haha! i really really want to thanks him loads. well, should post for tml! LOL! xiaodi, dajie love ya loads okie!
my world is beautiful because of you. i feeling so good now! haha, happy happy happy! let me sing now! yeah! I LOVE JINGER, SHIGEHISA, POIXIN AND XIAOXIN! they are the greatest people in my LYFE! you guys rocks! mwarhs!
finish blogging! yeah! take care everyone!injured- - Mar. 07, 2006 at 05:25 AM
YOX! back to update again! ORIENTATION 2 STARTED YESTERDAY! haha! wasnt that fun anymore. i dont know why! haha. lazy to blog in details! haha! well, know quite alot of new friends in my new tribe! < should be all the people in my tribe, i also know ba! LOL! my new clan DAKOTA! haha. nice i supposed. haha! alrights, i fell down today, with another 3 girls! the four of us were injured! >.< sad larh!
went home with christinaNANA and YUSI[new friend] for the past 2 days! haha! yesterday went to popular and buy a card for my xiaodi*xiaoxin and went to foodcourt and eat. today, went to eat mos burger with christinaNANA! was drinking the corn soup! LOL! nice! (:
told NANA alot of things. i just PI LI PA LA say out! NANA! she is nice! thanks NANA! (: i will be ur listening ear too! so anithin just talk to me okie! i miss allena too!! SERIOUSLY! I MISS THOSE WHO LEFT! >.<
JINGER-thanks her for sms-ing me for the first day! HAHA, she is so funny larh! she really make me cheer up alot ? LOL! well, NOT ALOT IS I AM VERY CHEERFUL becos of her! in fact i am oways very cheerful! LOL! SHE IS NICE! really really nice LOL! hoho. lols. saw her at mos just now! alrights, MY SECOND BESTEST FRIEND! u will never be the first :DD that siao ding dong! LOL! well, thanks!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI-yeah, i get a chance to meet him on thurs! OMG, i am waiting! i am happy! dont know why! haha, complained to him that i fell down. haha, wonder will he think that dajie so ben dan! LOL! but instead he ask me whether i am okie? LOL! so funny! I GET TO MEET HIM ON THURS! i am happy! he thought i wanna go his house sia! LOL! so funny lah, but no! lols. HEHE! yeah ^^
SHIGEHISA-HE IS SICK AND HE DONT WANT TO TAKE THE NECESSARY CARE! i was angry ? haha, duno larh! just feel that we are so old ler, so must know our limits right! HAHA! today saw his flag kenna stolen. i was shock to see him so angry for the first time? LOL! well, hope he is fine now.
i realise my world is not beautiful without you. when u say nth at all, i feel worst and not best. i dont know why. i am not lost but confused. i dont know what to follow now. maybe you make me feel so good when times and currently, i am feeling not good at all. I REALLY FEEL SO BAD NOW LARH! i am dying.
dont make me feel good and bad at times. i cant take it anymore.
=SIGN OFF=
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
8:30 PM
tomorrow is monday~! AHA!
haha, back to update again! well, today is SUNDAY and tml is monday! oh no, orientation again! i am going to be dead larh! i just dont really like orientation >.<
well, yesterday slept at 3+AM in the morning and wake up at 9+am today! omg, my head really so so so heavy when i woke up! i am fine now! LOL! was chatting with JINGER and SHIGEHISA yesterday in the morning! LOL! jinger and me were like singing! LOL! well, she is totally nonsense, say me this say me that! wadd larh she! she should respect me larh! somemore want me to say she got GOOD TASTE! wadd larh, well, she got VERY VERY GREAT TASTE OKIE! LOL! shigehisa was playing games with his friends huh! then i was singing to him, i am sure he sian diaox that time bah! LOL! i just keep on typing and typing! LOL! somemore he offline 5minutes before me! LOL! dont even have a chance to say nights to him larh! LOL! but i still did in the end! LOL! today online straight away after i woke up! argh, my comp really hopeless larh. must be the siao ding dong jinger babe who spread the DC virus to me de lorh! i will go scold her larh. lols! butbut she is too cute for me to scold larh! HAHA! bu SHE DE SCOLD HER sia, LOL!
seriously, i think szeling mei friends all so hao xiao one lorh! LOL! that enxin scold me for nothing huh! that one who oways call me AI GUA larh! LOL! she is crazy! then the kaixian! keep on saying i bully him when i didnt larh! siao one also lorh! somemore he is SIAO M'SIA ANG MO! stop calling me LEEHUI can liao hor! is LIHUI! then the siao ding dong jinger keep on saying i ben dan and slow! wadd onli larh! i not ben dan and of cos i am not slow larh! haha! ALL SO SIAO ONE LARH! szeling, you have to admit i am the NORMAL-EST ler okie! LOL! in fact, i am oways the normal-est!
SIAO DING DONG BABE! cheer up larh! i am sure you will pass ur geo with FLYING COLOURS de okie! dont worry much, just put in ur best can ler! I GIVE U ALL MY LUCK!! thanks for saying you will come to my wake huh! so thank Q u see! thanks for asking me to be happy when i am down. i really really really so thank you okie! haha! XIEIXE JINGER! i am not jealous hor! u really really siao one lei! lols! :x LOL! well, all the best ler! I LOVE MY SIAO DING DONG BABE! JIA YOU! MWARHS MWARHS!
SWEETlaoda is so funny larh! DONT SIGH laoda! i pay half and u pay half! now u should know ur laoxiao very good ler hor! LOL! so better cherish UR lao xiao i tell u huh! or not i go find NEW lao da de u noe! LOL! he siao one larh! last time told me he is sweet and now tell me he is not sweet! wadd onli larh! he is cooking now? LOL! dont know what he is cooking larh! LOL! somemore he today so so so strange larh! i feel strange! really really strange! dont know is i sensitive or wadd larh! HAHA! i still want my lao da leads his life full of SWEETNESS okie! SWEETlaoda, WELL-MANNEREDlaoxiao will oways be there for ya de! LOL!
I FEEL so lost when you are not around. i listen to lots and lots of songs to keep me thinking from you. but i cant. i really cant. hais, what can i do? i feel so LOST with or without you around! COLOURBLIND-
ORIENTATION >.< i dont know why. i feel so scare now! dont feel like going at all! sad >.< alrights, goodnites everyoone!COLOURblind - Mar. 04, 2006 at 08:30 AM
BACK to update here again! SO hi everyone!
well, i am tired. very very tired. i slept at about 1am then wake up at 7+am! OMG, my head is like SPINNING like mad larh!
WENT OUT for the day, was tired, very very tired.
ONLINE from the time i am back till now! LOL! my computer is crazy again larh! sian dia0z.
CHRISTINA is back FINALLY! haha, miss chatting with her! i miss her DRAWING TOO!
that siao ding dong jinger babe is really really siao! BUT SHE CAN MAKE ME FEEL NOT SO SAD due to her siao-ness larh! I JUST <3 SIAO DING DONG JING ER BABE LOADS; mwarhs!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI, nice time chatting with him again! LOL! i really miss the time in RSS because i MISS my XIAODI! well, everyone. please dont say my xiaodi fierce okie! he is just so COOL that he dont smile alot nia larh! whoeva dont know him, dont say he fierce or wadd larh! he is the BESTIE of mine and MY BEST XIAOXIN! haha! ^_^[his smile]
SHIGEHISA, he is funny larh! HE REALLY trust me leaving IJC sia! haah. somemore he dont want talk to me cos i PLAYED a trick on him! haha, so HAO XIAO! i typed and laff at the same time sia! LOL! well, he tht M2M is boys! LOL! sian dia0z larh! haha, i nearly laff sia! LOL! i really miss him when he dont online huh! who ask him so HAO LIAN! lols <3 his hao lian-ness!
COLORBLIND is nice.
=SIGN OFF=
when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;
10:20 PM
<3<3<30612B- theLASTday
well, i am back to update about yesterday and today! HAHA! was very very tired because i slept at 1am in the morning and wake up at 5.55AM today! LOL! tiredddd! LOL!
YESTERDAY- school was fine all the way but long! so lazy to blog in details! LOL!! we took alot of photos! HAHA, so happy! LOL! meet my saidi after school at library to teach him chem/phy/amaths. didnt really teach larh, who ask my saidi keep on talking larh! he wont talk like will die liddat one larh! LOL! i just kept on laughing! was damn funny! LOL! cant control! my saidi say i changed, i am more mature! hello! i am always mature cos he is the childish one! LOL! that siao sai di! LOL! he keep on looking at what i draw larh! see what see larh! HAHA! well, saw sem meimei with lex! LOL! was suan-ing lex all the way! LOL! hmm, just kidding larh! hope he dont take it to heart! LOL! meet szeling after that, because of SIAO DING DONG jinger b'dae! LOL! intend to give her a surprise by buying a small little cake, so really go and buy! LOL! rush here and rush there! well, happy belated B'DAE! hope ya like the cake although it is really really really very small! haha! stay chio always! LOL! szeling mei was funny and does all her friends! LOL! all crazy one and there is one always call me AI GUA larh! LOL! but nvm larh, i shall forgive her since she is younger than me larh! LOL! crapped with szeling mei, jj and alloyious while walking home! LOL! told them alot of things! LOL! funny one larh of cos! lols. reach home around 8pm! was very very tired and i feel that my shoulders are in pain =/ ! but alot of homework waiting for me! it is like so OMG, did them and that's why sleep so late! haha! tired!! LOL!TODAY-school end as late as thursday! LOL! first lesson is chem lec! LOL! interesting and fun! there was dance too! SEE, chem department really great! *cheers! next was maths tutorial! well, nice time chatting with mr chin again! he is a very very great teacher! MATHS rock!! lols! after that was break and then followed by phy lect! LOL! learn more about force, workdone and energy! LOL! i was so pai seh larh because something happened! i was telling shujuan that the answer will be same no matter you used which of the 2 equations and then the lecturer, mr lee happened to be there! then he say: ya, will be the same! then i was like haha in my heaRT! LOL! suddenly he looked at my paper, i just get so ji dong that i keep the paper away! LOL! then he say: where you so scare/anxious SOMETHIN liddat! LOL! then i was like so funny larh! dui lian sia! LOL! after phy lect, we took photos again! LOL! 0612B rocks! we were late for chinese lesson larh! but our nice chinese teacher didnt scold us! HAHA, we got nice teacher! LOL! after chinese lesson was lunch! LOL! we ate and went to the library after that! HOHO! finally, last last period was GP and we went to the classroom half and hour earlier! LOL! so guai huh! LOL! before going into the classroom, i was helping dawei class to take class picture larh as dawei ask me help them take! then got one guy sae: riverside de ren jiu shi na yang helpful de larh! LOL! sian diaoz, too kuang zhang larh! i also ting dao got ppl say: she know we need her to help us take pic! LOL! sian dia0z again. LOL! then i took quite a long time to take sia! first time take, din press hard enough enuff, then din capture! LOL! so dui lian! SOMEMORE CALL ME something larh! was like so dui lian. then second time i take, i press hard but the teacher say ur hands trembling and one of the student, will the pic come out blur blur one or not! i sian dia0z sia! LOL! then i tell them to retake larh! LOL! the last time i take for them is THE THIRD time! LOL! haha, seee, take photos also need so long de larh! omg, can really die having GP in late afternoon as all of us were like dying liao! LOL! walked home with allena, christinaNANA and huiyang and went to causeway point with christinaNANA as she wanna buy her bag! LOL! then walked walked and went home! took a bath and rest and dine outside! HAHA!
HAHA, shigehisa saw me today! somemore the first time is i say hi to him and the second time is he say hi to me! LOL! yi ren yi ci! HAHA! LOL! was crapping with him yesterday! was like lie-ing him larh! because he want the song thats what friends are for and i purposely say i delete it! LOL! then he haiz =/ sian dia0z lorh! so i just faster send him larh! that chilish one! he is also a parrot! LOL! somemore he say can see that i am easily contented one! so like wadd onli larh he! THEN SAY I TOU KAN HE BATH LARH! OMG, i didnt lorh! he think too much okie! LOL! well, he wanna hao lian abt his class pic being shown on the screen larh! so hao lian only lorh he! LOL! then i told him that i saw him larh, haha! he got a shock? LOL! siao larh he! LOLS. haha! he say sorry to me cos he think that he always ma fan me? LOL! well, no larh! YOU MUST KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF ME AND CHERISH ME BEFORE I REALLY REALLY GONE OKIE! haha, you rocks my world, dont you! i prefer white shigehisa than the green shigehisa! LOL!
well, today is the last day of the JAE! sad >.< from next week onwards, 0612B will not be the same anymore. the day i dont wish to come has come. sian larh! hais. no matter where 0612B peepz go, we will be united no matter what happens. the bonds within us, the fun we shared, the suffering we went through, the friendship of us and the class-ship of us will always be remember! good luck to all peepz! love you guys, i love 0612B LOADS!!
chatted with christinaNANA and ryan now!! HAHA, i realised the bonds with us[0612B] are still so CLOSE! i really really love chatting with them sia! can go OVER one cos they are also the OVER one! HAHA, ryan is childish! LOL! i cant imagine i took photos with TORO SIA! omg!I AM SO HONOURED! lols! HAHA, away can chat so much so he put ONLINE! LOLS! =/ sian dia0z larh! TORO ROCKS!! LOLS! THAT SIAO DE! wadd i laff need oxygen tank! SIAO LARH! he craps with me so much and we were like LAME-ing all the way! haha, although we 8 letters not match, we still can craps so much de larh! HAHA! hope he get into NYJC cos he really want to go, all the best okie! xiaodidi aka another TIKO aka LAMER TOO LORH!! lols! haha, christinaNANA is drawing agina! HAHA, she draw things very funny one! can really cheer u up when u are not happy or sian! HHER DRAWING ALSO NICE! lols! NICE CHATTING WITH THEM LARH! crapping with 0612B peepz is the nicest thing eva! WE ROCKS!!
chatting with my bestie xiaoxin*xiaodi too! LOL! that funny bestie! LOL! he welcome me to put bomb in his house! LOL! that siao ding dong! LOL! well, his b'dae is coming! OMG, i am so anxious sia! LOL! somemore he is so hao xiao larh. i told him that if dont know bio can ask me, den he say kk:) after that i told him, i din study bio so i cant teach, he :(, nvm den! LOL! funny larh he! LOL! he is powerful! LOL! haha, he funny larh. say wadd too cool no friends! HAHA! den be cooler pls :X well, one lihui = one world friends! ((: LOL! haha, somemore i am so sad that we are not wearing the same school U animore! how can bestie in different school! sad larh!! LOL! i MISS my xiaodi alot! HAHA! lets make his b'dae a memorable one! HAHA! XIAODI ROCKS!! GREAT MIND THINK ALIKE! > we understand each other well!
i wonder if i can really take it soon? i find myself being so lost and helpless always. i am L O S T! runnning away from everything, running away from all of you. i wanna be alone for a while. let me think and cry for the last time. i really cant believe what is happening now. just let me RUNaway! hais.
thats all. i feel like sleeping now but still quite early!! tml teaching shiqi mei amaths! HAHA, lets enjoy what we have now and cherish them before they are gone. BYE peepz! <3<3<30612B FOR LYFE!
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only illusions;
9:20 PM
