1-26-2006 1:45 AM >>> I JUST <3 TODAY; MWARHS!
OMG! TODAY IS A NICE NICE DAY! I SAW BOTH MY GUANHUI*SAIDI AND XIAOXIN*XIAODI! omggggg! i can go dancing now i tell you! haha, my xiaodi looks damn shuai and cool! my saidi looks damn cute! is like! woot, they really rock to the max larh! : DD haha, both of them look so like kids in the new UNIFORM! lols. even my xiaodi agrees on it! haha. my sai di is sad cos he say he come find me and say hi but i got no fan yin! LOL! BONG! my xiao di is sad cos he say why he go budden i like dun wan to see him liddat! NO LARH! tell you all! AH JIE PAI SEH OKIE! lols.. they 2 really! woot. i nothing to say! I MISSSS BOTH OF THEM LOADS LARH! haha, they really look like BROTHERS! HAHA! BOTH MY DI HUH! they 2 best best best di i ever have in the world!!!!! so COOOOOOOL AND CUTEEEEEEEE! LOLS. i still MISSSSS THEM! haha :x yeah yeah. ^^ SAI JIE LOVES SAI DI AND DA JIE ALSO LOVES XIAO DI TO THE BITS OKIE! hoho!
today someone call me in school!!! GUESS WHO! the one is shigehisa! OMGGG! i was so so so shocked larh : DD cos that time is i say hi de! today is him! haha! somemore he lols. sort of aiya i duno how to explain! use hands to call people! understands? haha! he damn funny larh : DD he is a nice friend! hope he dun leave leave IJC!!!! OR NOT I SURE SURE SURE MISS HIM TOOOOO! my ONLINE CHATTER TOOO! haha! got good songs must share share one wadd.
TODAY CLASS IS DEFINITELY ARGHHHHH oveR! lols. all the students nonsense de lor! especially JACOB! he larh, anihow onli! make me feel so pai seh larh! < somemore XX say my face looks so red! where got larh! LOL! dui lian daooooooo.. den the whole class is like laughing like siao! LOL! oh ya, our class got alot of couples which we anyhow matchmake de huh! i feel sometimes the rumours get tooooo over! which i duno wadd to say or do! my ming yu is important in school! :DD LOL! JACOB IS SO DAMN FUNNY AND BO LIAO LORH! HE KEEPS CALLING XX FOR NOTHING! lols. EAT FULL LIAO NOTHING BETTER TO EAT LORH! lols. 0612B is definitely a really nice classss. although some sooooooo OVER and LAME larh, nevertheless they are the ones who make me feel so ALIVE IN SCHOOL! without them, i tell u! NO FUN IN 0612B! hope all of them stay! or not i will definitely CRY!! although is just a month or less friendship, i have really enjoy myself here! we go through alot of hardship in PE i tell u! is like woot! make us more united huh? lols. i also duno! budden it really make me feel the warmth of the class! this is also a time where i really know new friends and i hope it last foreva and eva!!! 0612B ROCKSSSSS! haha, we are united for sure!
however i am afraid that of my O levels results! I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE FROM 0612B!!!!!
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the number of times i saw ultraman*kor ((:
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1-25-2006 6:22 AM >>> WORRIESSSSSSSSS
OH NO!
i dont know a single thing at all!
i am worry for alot of things!
-O levels results!
-MY TUTORIALS Q
-MY STUDIES
-MY MATHS TEST!
omg!
i think before everything ends, i will die.
alrights, i got the best best tang ge in the world!
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1-24-2006 5:52 AM >>> LAME 0612B
LOL! I AM BACK FINALLY! CAN REST LER HUH!
BILLY IS DAMN FUNNY! i nearly can laugh until the backbone break seriously, he likes to crap alot just like me huh! we laugh and laugh until ... lols! damn funny lor! funny billy make my backbone break! HIS GOOD FREND JACOB ALSO ANI OTHER FUNNY hor! in fact the whole class is the FUNNY one! haha! < LAME 0612B rocks!
SHIGEHISA is damn funny! LOL! he told me we are not fated to see each other in school! that's lame! we are fated to be in the same tribe not ma? LOL! he smile to me huh! LOL! somemore he told me is auto de! WIN LIAO! haha.. budden he is a nice frend too!
i dont know to happy or sad!
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1-22-2006 5:08 AM >>> SIAN-NESS kills me
HAHA! MY UNCLE AND HIS FAMILY GO HOME LER HUH!
lalala~ come my house re NAO re NAO yi xia huh >.<
sian :x
alrights, i played my first yahoo game today! with gary yuen! LOL! so rong xin larh : DD we are equal cos the both of us also win one round ! haha!
i am bored -
sian-ness can kill me >.<
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1-22-2006 1:17 AM >>> YEAH ^^ XIAOXIN ROCK!
MY XIAODI*XIAOXIN SAYS HE WILL CHAT WITH ME EVERYDAY! TO MAKE MY MOOD GOOD AND HAPPY LARH! omg! seriously! my one and only xiaodi is so damn good larh! haha. i am his jie is like so NICE THING lorh! haha. somemore he told me canot judge a book by a cover! he is the book huh >.< lols. alrights, i will read more! somemore I AM THE ONE WHO KNOWS HE IS NOT COOL BUT FUNNY AND LAME TOO! *cheers! my xiaodi*xiaoxin rocks my world! he and guanhui is the nicest di i ever have! i am lucky!
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1-22-2006 12:54 AM >>> sick :[[
OMG! MY XIAODI*XIAOXIN SO LAME LARH! I CANOT TAHAN LIAO! i wanna faint lorh! when he say yi xiao dai guo, i say lame till i wanna faint! den he ask me whether i need him to call ambulance or not? den i say NEED! he still dare to tell me service busy, pls try again later! < MY XIAODI!
haha, soon my xiaodi will become football or basketball star den i will be his football or basketball FAN huh! STAR AND FAN > XINXIN HE FENGSAN! lols.. nonsense only, alrights. he is the one who can really make my lyfe woot. lame but alive! i feel very very nice after chattin with him! HE ROCKS UNTILLLLL... lols.
shigehisa is alrights now! glad that he is alright! ((: YEAYH YEAH! ^^
i saw shuqiang*mary yesterday! somemore he asked me whether i still remember him ? lols. of cos larh. that mary had a little lamb! lols.. he is working in the NTUC that is directly opposite to my block! haha. not first time liao lorh! haha. sommore so nice to help my father choose the madarin orange huh! so nice of him huh! he now waiting to go into NS huh! so fast huh! BYE MARY IN ADVANCE! lol.
i am sick, very sick. i am not feeling well.
can i just end my lyfe liddat ? hais. i wish too.
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1-20-2006 6:09 AM >>> is this you ?
I DONT KNOW ANYTHING!
I DONT WANT TO KNOW ALSO!
I GIVE UP!
U CHOOSE TO LIVE IN UR OWN, I BACK OFF.
AS LONG AS U ARE HAPPY, I AM ALRIGHTS!
u dont even wanna say (:
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY AT ALL!
SIGNN :[
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1-20-2006 2:36 AM >>> shigehisa mayumi < CHEER UP!
oh no >.<
my frend shigehisa mayumi is not feeling okie huh! well, i also dont know what to do to him. maybe i too noisy make him feel so FAN lorh! maybe i too 38 make him feel so BU NA FAN lorh! maybe i too crappy make him feel so BU KAI XIN! well, hope u can stay the way u are now! haha (: cheers! smile okie. ((:
my XIAOXIN*XIAODI change alot larh! today he talked like so strange liddat de lorh! i nearly scare till die leh! LOL. no larh! he very funny. somemore he din do his homework cos he was chatting with me! OMG!, such a good di where to find right! I LOVE MY XIAODI alot larh! ahha, somemore he say i just know he so nice something liddat! LAFF TILL PENG CAN! haha!
my backhurts, my running nose is like can die lorh, my throat is so pain, can i run away from all this.
no matter wadd, we are just passer-by .
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1-20-2006 12:46 AM >>> speechless!
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[130106] - TWO TIMES!
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the number of times i saw ultraman ((:
my sai di and xiaodi come back from camp ler! MY SAI DI MISS ME ALOT HE SAYS! SO SWEET OF HIM HUH! NO WONDER I SNEEZE LIKE HELL! I MISS HIM TOOO. XIAOXIN, I MISS U TOO OKIE! MWARHS TO BOTH DI!
i dont know what to say anymore .
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1-18-2006 1:30 AM >>> hais; i dont know
[030106] - TWO TIME!
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[120106] - THREE TIMES!
[130106] - TWO TIMES!
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the number of times i saw ultraman ((:
i am sorry. < for my class larh cos of the ang bao things lorh! hais.
my class now is very united ? haha, yeah ^^
the gang of us - ME ALLENA XIUXIAN CHRISTINA BILLY LINKAI JACOB CHANDRA
maybe should ask DESMOND GUANHAN MELVIN HANMUN TO JOIN US! haha, i think is almost the whole class by den.
we sat one row during our physics lecture! is so COOL i tell u! I REALLY LOVE 0612B okie! haha! they rocks my world ((: haha.
i saw my lao da, kor*jason running huh! running like MAD DOGS LARH! sian dia0z lorh! stamina good daoo. lols.. budden is normal ((: OH YA, MY LAO DA RUN DAMN COOL LARH! cant take my eyes from him u see! haha, tooo mi ren larh! i suggest next time he should run but not walk anymore (: or not like WASTE lorh! haha! COOL LAO DA ROCK >.< [ his fav face huh ] like wadd onli! my kor oso COOL larh! budden he too skinny u see >.< STILL COOL!
both my sai di and xiaodi go for camp! both of them must take care okie. somemore saidi, u must take care hor, as u noe u sick yesterday okie! ((: i miss my xiaodi's smile ^_^
is really cool to have such 2 di[s]. i love both of them lots okie!
i dont know what i want knows.
i am confused.
i dont know which to follow.
i am lost now.
times fade feelings away.
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1-14-2006 6:54 AM >>> lame entry :X
LOL! currently now chatting with my xiaodi*xiaoxin huh! i seriously think that the both of us are not okie. haha, he is lamer than me! =.= haha! he got real good stamina lorh! can go soccer match den played full 90 mins and played 3hrs of bball! i got nothing to say! haha, he is now sian and half dead i think < that's wadd he told me huh! haha! we chatted quite alot! budden is all lame stuff i think. only the 2 lamers like us can do that. haha, i an mo for him okie. from head to toes >.< haha. somemore he thanks me for that and i welcome for that! budden i need to thanks him too cos he make my lyfe so woot and of cos he welcome larh : DD i think no one understands except for me >.< LOL! alrights, i win overall and got prizes larh! the prizes is his SMILE! oh no >.< his smile is so wu la la one lorh! somemore got 2 smiles! yeah!! haha. alrights, i wanna see the real one and he promise that whenever he see me he will smile! HOHO! omg! xiaoxin greatest foreva larh! i admit i fall in love with his smile! ((:
he say i lame, and of cos i say he lame too!
LAMER RAWKS RIGHT!
xiaoxin and xiaohui are lamest of the lamers ((:
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1-13-2006 6:52 AM >>> BEST DAY of my lyfe of waiting (:
OMG ! am i dreaming!
he asked : hey.. so wat combi u take?
omg! i nearly fainted! first time. ultraman talked to me! omg! so so so first time! haha. then we continued our chat! omg no! 13 jan 2006 10:49:03PM! oh no! i am so happy i am so so happy. i am just too happy (:
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1-13-2006 6:33 AM >>> i have the NICEST tang ge in the world!
HAHA! i got a very very very very NICE tang ge! nice until i cant describe! i wanna see him chat with ultraman, so he just added him inside! omg! u know how nice is he! haha. they chatted and i see only! omg! is happy ler! haha! thx tang ge hor! TANG GE, U ARE NICEST LIAO! ((:
Gary, a bit crazy huh. lols. still can test wacking me! humph! he will be dead soon (: not early not late! just on time huh! haha. crapped alot! i think he dont even have the time to play games (: haha. sorry! lols. but he is nice ((: he allowed me to slap him once i heard bad words!
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1-13-2006 4:36 AM >>> jealousy >.<
oh no >.<
my sweet lao da say he see ultraman de face see dao sian liao! win liao lorh! i want also dont have huh! sad de larh! SOBS DAOOOOOO. somemore can do homework with him sia! WIN LIAO!!!!! i jealous until ..... never mind lorh >.< haha. lao da sae he not despo huh! dont know is real one or not leh! haha, i am still thinking huh! i want do homework with ultraman also! want want want >.< sad larh.
my sweet lao da still rocks, mwarhs!love ya!
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1-13-2006 1:35 AM >>> i miss ya loads (:
LOL! i finally know my classmates better huh! hoho, should say know all the girls quite well ler! haha, also the guys! budden got one ryan de huh, we 8 zi bu he, keep on cao jia huh! lols < fake one of cos! hoho! i got almost the whole class contacts le huh, except for 1 or 2 who didnt come larh : DD hoho!
got chemistry project to do huh, so sian de huh. so fast get le! i really nothing to say le huh!
oh ya, got one of my OG friends dont know i am in his group! haha, i nearly faint okie! haha. i think he still dont know who i am. OH YA, he is supposed to say HI to me de huh, i will remember that for sure de okie! muhahaha!
i saw my lao da twice i think, which means i saw ultraman twice too! haha. they were revising in the school libaria huh! so guai larh : DD jiayou okie!
[030106] - TWO TIME!
[050106] - ONE TIME!
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[110106] - ONE TIME!
[120106] - THREE TIMES!
[130106] - TWO TIMES!
the number of times i saw ultraman ((:
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1-11-2006 2:57 AM >>> my sweetest and coolest lao da rock !
oh no! got my class already, 0612B < a quite class i can say! heng that i know xiuxian in the first place or not... can die there huh! haha.
went out to causeway point with jieying,, chengpeng,, liyan and yvonne! omg! its so fun! its just like we are long lost friends that did not meet for so long! haha, is fun hanging out them! haha! reminds me of my secondary school days time! oh no >.<
saw my coolest and sweetest lao da today! finally pass the plastic bag of chocolates to him! haha, been with me for one whole week! somemore without putting into refrigerator huh! he so blur de larh! i pass to him den his face! win liao larh! see liao can lols! wu la la larh! blur but cute huh lao da! lols! somemore he so cool de lorh! always having lessons when i having break huh! wadd only larh! sad u noe! cannot find him de lor! is like sian larh : DD haha. cos i miss him alot alot larh! oh no! today i walked behind him and his gang on the way to causeway point huh! aww! he dont have umberalla so he got caught in the rain! haha, i as lao xiao should bring him unmberalla but i din! sorry lao da huh! haha. and hor! he oways dun wan sae HI to me de larh! so so so so sad de leh! SOBS LARH! CRIES!! oh ya, i got his house number somehow somewhere! hoho! i love my sweet lao da so much larh,, that i can cry without seeing him! hoho : DD <3ya*mwarhs!
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1-06-2006 6:58 AM >>> ORIENTATION > <3 OGL!
yoyo! i back from orientation huh! decided to blog it here cos it is faster than blogging on the blogger :X hoho!
OMG! orientation really ROCK LIKE HELL MAN ! < COOL !
got BLACKFOOT, DAKOTA, WALLA WALLA and MICCOSUKEE!
all of us all COOL < cool daoooo
it is really like prom night huh! everyone was so high! lols!
ALL THE OGL WILL LIKE WU LA LA ! < dance dao so pro huh! of cos the J1 also not bad larh!
INNOVIA JC rock daoo lols!
the ogl's performance will so touching larh! really make me can cry huh! < but i din of cos! hoho :X
the PRESENTATION more touched huh! jieying and me were like purposely want make us feel so touched de huh! sian dia0z huh! it was like WIN LIAO, SO TOUCHING!
the speech by the OGL really make me feel that they treasure us alot! the song they sang really can make ur heart go with the song lorh! it really make me feel so "melted" that time! sian dia0z huh!
we are part of their memories; they are also part of our memories!
they are always the best too; when they say nothing at all!
I LOVE ALL THE OGL! I LOVE THEM!
<3 OGL DAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
OGL ROCK AND RULE OKIE ((:
i was worried for my dearest sai di-guanhui.
i couldnt find my sweetest lao da-yeos!
i just <3 OGL, all the people they, the school, the ORIENTATION and everything!
ijc rox, dun u think ?
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1-05-2006 4:41 AM >>> IJC > its cool !
ORIENTATION is ending! should say finally budden got some erm,, duno how to say it! hehe! i feel happy and sad at the same times larh!
girls are in group, so does the boys. haha. budden we are untied dun we! hoho :x maybe~ somehow~
all OGLs are really nice people huh! WALLA leader BEST larh! < yin hao[if i spell/remember correctly] haha! he is nice to us budden we always not responsive enough! haha,, make him looks like idiot[he say it himself] alrights, i dont even know my own OGL name! really cant remember huh! sian dia0z huh! OLD WOMAN's memories maybe? :x
today we are responsive somehow, haha! my UG enthu spirits is not with me wor! sian dia0z lorh! maybe too many people i dont know liao!
tml is the last day and also the longest day huh! budden must enjoy myself to the fullest ? haha! oh yeah, make it the highest of the orientation wor!
oh yeah, chatted with nisha today! suddenly saw the one who people say looked like huize lot huh! i looked le, is not alike larh! only that both of them are small in size! small daooo. lols! nothing to say huh! she looked not as cool as huize, not as pretty as huize but she is much cuter than huize. that's wadd nisha tells me! i feel all is correct larh : DD
today i was crapping with jieying on our way home! OGL > topic! haha, to me the yin hao and one wulla wulla ogl[allen if i am not wrong] looks quite similar huh! only hairstyle different only, make it quite blur ~.~ the steven sound so ahbeng to the both of us, quite xiong i think! so better dont provoke him larh :x in case X_x < this is wadd u will get. oh ya, he looked so like JOHN too larh! see liao! is like seeing john there! haha! got one wulla wulla OGL(girl) damn cute wor! somemore very pretty also larh! jieying say she looks like alene! haha.. not bad huh! den got one walla walla one look like bian tai larh! so OVER! haha :x budden still my OGL, so should respect him ((:
IJC rock my lyfe somehow. make me feel that i am a student after having such a long break huh! hoho :x hope could make alot of friends there!
i just cant see my sweetest lao da! sad right! i miss him real loads larh! so sad that he didnt know about it larh! somemore everytime lazy ~.~ sian dia0z huh! SWEETEST LAO DA, I LOVE YA TOO MUCH LIAO LARH! mwarhs!
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12-29-2005 6:38 AM >>> memories...
hoho! i am back!
this few days sleep very late too! hoho.
hmmm, i sleep at 3 or 4 am every day. sometimes even 5am! hoho!
chatted with my mother this 2 nights! hoho, chatted from 1+am to 3 or 4+am! listen to what my mother say! oh no! i realised i am so fortunate!
i miss my grandfather alot! both my grandfather! hais.
went to grandmother house today.
took photos with her! hoho! is fun!
somemore we were trying to help her with her face duno wad thing. if others see, they sure think that we are abusing her!
lols.. tired!
oh ya, saw both my di at cwp! couple clothes! sia larh! crazy lorh! gay daooo. lols :x kiddin (:
my sweet lao da is so hardworkin ((: i still miss him loads! hoho! ((: my lao da dp looks so blur BUT CUTE daoooooo! i bwg! i nearly go wu la la~ lols.. hoho! mwarhs, lao da!
i miss my best buddy weeling too! hoho! chatted alot today! nice day!
i miss alot of things. memories make the whole life of mine. i miss every one.
take care people! ((:
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12-23-2005 6:46 AM >>> nice day, good mood ! ((:
hoho, i am here to update again huh : DD
today go out with peylih*mei, anita*mei, cindy*mei, janet*si sheng nu, caroline, wanting and kimberly : DD
to celebrate caroline b'dae huh! fun daoo. lols.!
budden very very very very tired :x
we go for pool huh! haha.. play 2hrs + i think so ((:
den we went for tea at chinatown. hoho!
the sharkfins dumplings taste the best de huh! hoho!
haha, nice day out ! need more this gathering : DD
of cos more cook with caroline liao wor.
get to know 2 more friends-wanting and kimberly huh! lols..
shiqi*mei, so how le wor ?
hoho! christmas is coming wor.
although not christian budden we got family outing : DD
plan by us ((: my sisters and me ! hoho !
got to give my parents surprise ! hehe..
we will exchange gifts with our siblings huh ! hoho !
tired huh ! just now chatted with my father's friends, ah yeo uncle huh! the insurance guy :x haha. we chatted for 1hr+. hoho! we chatted from studies till his family huh ! haha... budden nice larh : DD we must chat with people more often de okie ^^ hoho.
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12-17-2005 6:41 AM >>> doctor, i am sorry.
few days din update le worx! so back to update again!
went out everyday except for wednesday and thursday cos sick ~.~ hoho! budden i am okie now!
i was posted to IJC for the first 3 mths, quite happy about it and at the same time hais.. i dont what can i say too.
my dearest doctor, laisheng. thx for all ur concern. u oways wanted to build up my confidence, always fail becos of me. i am sorry for being someone who is so useless. u are great and dont think that u are useless becos of me. when u say that, it really make me feel so sad. u are too great to me my friend and also doctor. just treat me as uncurable as i dont wanna make u feel sad okie. u must always stay happy hor if not i will angry de huh. thx for all ur concern. really. i am very touched when u say all those words at times. no matter what happens, let me be the way i am. sorry.
anzel! she become wo de ren le huh! yesterday we crapped quite alot! hoho! somemore she going to work in motorola le wor. i so worry that she dont know how to take care de lorh! as she oways sick huh! somemore i will give her all she wants huh! seee!! how nice i treat u hor :x mwarhs le hor!
brenda! omg! she become my mummie le wor! hoho! i tell u hor! she oways kai dao wo de lorh. bwg larh! haha. aniway really thx for ur all kai dao huh! budden just cant bring me out of the world of mine >.< sorry mummie, i love mummie alot de wor! hoho! muackies le wor.
laoda! omg! i miss him so so so so much larh! he oways in and out de lor! sian dia0z de leh! of cos sad tooooo larh! hoho! i LOVE him tooo much larh! mwarhs, lao da!
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12-12-2005 7:03 AM >>> I LOVE MY SWEETEST LAO DA FOR LYFE!*MWARHS!
LOL! din blog yesterday cos i am tired >.<
played checkers with LAISHENG*DOCTOR yesterday huh!
he cried after losing me! LOL!
small boy huh! cry n cry! like wadd onli lorh!
budden in the end he din cried animore huh cos i cheer him up huh! so MA FAN only!
today he say sian again cos nth to do? LOL! hoho, so we chatted again! somemore he can say that i so like my lao da! i listen liao nearly fainted u see!! hoho!
chatted with XIAOXIN*XIAODI yesterday huh! is like really really long since we last chatted! of cos miss him huh! LOL. like wadd onli lorh! we chatted quite alot of stuff huh! lols. maybe becos we got nothing better to do? lols. somemore he can ask me whether he look like *** *** or not! budden i strongly feel that he looks more like ******. hoho! we oso chatted abt if i were given a chance,, i will LOL! i think he oso sian dia0z bah. budden that's the only way to make him believe me? lol! oh ya,, somemore he sae he is ****** cos hoho! who ask him to ask stupid Q? LOL. somemore he played MS until very sian le huh! hoho! lastly! he is not a BAD boy okie! he is a nice boy for sure! hoho! somemore can say sorry de boy leh! nan de u see >.< hoho! so u are nice and good okie. alrights, dajie<3xiaodi alot okie! mwarhs!
i wanna go ANZEL*TEACHER's house seriously larh! who ask her to have a little 5 years old baby boy in her house! LOL! hoho! i go there sure KISS e boy like siao de huh! oh ya, she is really nice huh! HOHO! i need to plan one fine day to go to her house and EXPLORE! ANZEL, WO LAI LER!
seriously, i miss my sweet lao da so so so much! hoho! is like I MISS him until ... lols. I LOVE MY SWEETEST LAO DA EVA le huh! MWARHS MWARHS!
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12-09-2005 4:19 AM >>> I LOVE MY SWEET LAO DA TO BITS AND PIECES! MWARHS!
HOHO!
finally pass presents to my SWEETEST LAO DA,, GAY DADDIE AND GAY MUMMIE`KOR!
its is like i am earlier than the 3 guys! HOHO!
wadd onli lorh! i thought i am late budden they are later!
jason kor reached earlier than me budden i din saw him!
so pass present to weeliang daddie first >.<
den pass present and b'dae present for jason mummie` kor!
FINALLY pass present and b'dae present for my SWEETEST lao da larh! hoho!
somemore jason and sweet lao da ask me how to keep!
=.=! HOW I NOE SIA! >.< is like rahs!
somemore lao da sae i din tell him before hand! wadd onli huh!!! LOL!
who ask him dun ask me before hand. hoho! so not my fault but his fault huh! LOL!
too bad, so sad! LOL!
aiya! aniway SWEET LAO DA! I TREAT U NICEST AMONG THEM U NOE! I WRAP UR ONE NICEST LARH! SOMEMORE I SPEND MOST TIME DOING DE LORH! SEE HOW NICE UR LAO XIAO TREAT U OKIE! HOHO! TREAT ME NICER OKIE! HAHA! WHO ASK U OWAYS TREAT ME SO " NICE " HUH! MUST CHERISH ME LARH! OR NOT ONE DAY U WILL REGRET OKIE! HOHO! ((: I MISS U ALOT ALOT OKIE! HOHO! I LOVE U OSO ALOT ALOT OKIE! HOHO!
alrights! i miss my KOR AND DADDIE too >.< *wink*
hoho! went out after meeting them . enjoyed again huh! ((:
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12-05-2005 6:39 AM >>> NIGHTMARE !
I HAD A VERY VERY BAD DREAMS!
nightmare!
hais. i hope it never come true at all.
go out everyday my O levels. i wanna spend more time with my siblings as i think i have neglect them alot . spend almost 200+$ in 2 days time ! woot. is great ((: i love my siblings! (:
DOCTOR is so like wadd only lorh! wadeva larh! i dun wanna care so much anymore (:
SWEET LAO DA! RAHS! i am still waiting huh! so sai de leh!
TANG GE! omg! today we chatted so much! hoho! is like ji qian nian bu jian de tang xiong mei! hoho! wadeva it is! he is my best TANG GE ever! simply rox!
wad should i do ?
to love or to hate ?
to believe or not ?
to trust or not ?
to ask or not ?
to forgive or not ?
-- i am just so lost ! everything just dont get it right at all.
gonez --
=sign off=
12-04-2005 7:37 AM >>> LS, MY SHOPPING PARTNER!
i dont know what got into me nowadays!
i am like so OFF ! RAHS!
share the same fate as LS!
somemore he sae i BETTER THAN HIM!
i dont think so!
i think MY SHOPPING PARTNER CAN BE LS LER!
COS THE BOTH OF US ARE LIKE SO HAIZ DE!
WHY!
rahs!
I WANNA SHOP TILL DIE!
SWEETLAODA! he just so so so rahs! never mind! BUDDEN HE IS JUST TOO CUTE U SEE! OMG! I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM! MWARHS, DEAREST LAO DA! SOMEMORE HE HURT ME SO MUCH LARH! WHO ASK HIM SAY I GIRL MEH! WIN LIAO LARH! WADD SAI HUH! SAD LARH! *SOB* !
=SIGN 0FF=
11-29-2005 8:17 AM >>> RAHS! CRIES!
rahs! cries!
my lao da is like so so so 38 de lorh !
always make me so jealous and SAD and ANGRY de!
argh!
my doctor more jia lat!
talk to him like talk to WALL!
rahs!
sian! =
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11-29-2005 2:05 AM >>> I REALLY MISS 5/1 !
I MISS 5/1
I MISS 5/1
I REALLY MISS 5/1 ALOT !
ARGHS! I DONT WHY! I MISS 5/1 SO MUCH !
I DUNO HOW TO EXPRESS THE FEELINGS NOW !
I WANNA STUDY SECONDARY 5 AGAIN !
=sign 0ff with 5/1 ROX!=
11-23-2005 6:40 AM >>> HATRED !
FROM THAT TIME TILL NOW
I STILL HATE YOU SOMEHOW .
SHUHUI - thx that day for hearing me.. xie le.. maybe only u understands how i feel.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE SO ACT LORH !
ER XIN !
WO HEN TAO YAN NI !!
HEN HEN HEN NI !
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11-18-2005 4:47 AM >>> POOL = SAW ULTRAMAN !
i was LATE for today ! erm,, first sorry to cuixia and shuhui*qing ai de ! ((: sorry...
went to pool there , saw lao da and shuhui*qing ai de playing huh !
before going in saw ultraman ! but walked behind him lorh.. guess he din saw me too lorh ! no difference ? LOL..
went with cuixia into the play game there[duno how to spell that thing larh >.<],, saw ULTRAMAN sit at the second last row,, second person from the right ! =x
saw xiaoxin*xiaodi and guanhui*sai di lorh ! go play games ! MAPLE lorh ! sian =x
lao da that pro lorh ! win so many lorh ! win liao ! pro pro ! somemore today he so shuai lorh ! *WEET YOU WEET*
then around 3pm+ went off?
paid the $$ huh ! i help lao da pay lorh cause i sae he played i paid so i must keep that promise lorh ! >.< LOL.. aniway first time treat him also lorh !
lao da went in to see his friends huh ! then also play in the end ! no difference lorh ! NONSENSE DE LE HE ! lols.
then went into the pool again cause of shuhui*qing ai de de friends lorh ! LOL.. weijie and gang !
went off to eat something cause shuhui*qing ai de is hungry ! hoho ! then went walk walk ... eat eat ... see see ... play play ... talk talk ... laugh laugh lorh ! sian =x
went off at around 7pm ! LOL! ENJOY life huh !
SHUHUI*QING AI DE! hais.. actually i wanted to tell alot of things to you de; budden kai bu liao kou ! i also dont... very very fan lorh !
CUIXIA AND SHUHUI*QING AI DE! dun judge people larh ! she my friend okie =x
LAO DA!WEET YOU WEET ! PLAY POOL JI SHUAI YI XIA LORH ! LOL.. lalala~ STAY SHUAI HUH ! MWARHS... SWEET LAO DA ! =X
XIAOXIN*XIAODI AND GUANHUI*SAIDI! I TREAT YOU ALL PLAY POOL DUN WAN =X *oops forget onli xiaoxin can go in and guan hui cannot lorh ! guanhui xiao sai di ! haha =p maple FUN RIGHT! lol..
ANZEL*TEACHER! hope she is FINE NOW LORH ! anyway she got loads of friends and she will be fine too ! ^^ take care .
YESTERDAY WAS NEVER NICE ...
I AM WILLINGLY TO BACK OFF FOR ANY FRIENDS ...
I DONT WANNA BE THE ONE WHO IS EXTRA ALL ALONG ...
ISSIT WHAT I DID WAS WRONG ?
ISSIT I FEEL WRONGLY ?
ISSIT THE FEELINGS ARE FAKING YOU ?
I DONT KNOW ! HAIS...
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO ?
I DONT TRUST YOU ANYMORE; I HATE YOU MAYBE .
i am SORRY ..
SORRY EVERYONE ...
I AM TUO LEI ! SORRY ...
HAIS ...
THIS IS MY LYFE ?
O levels have killed me earlier !
-killed~!
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11-12-2005 7:48 AM >>> troubled !
NOT ME NOT ME NOT ME !
hais.. i dont know lerh...
hais...
words cant describe how i feel...
hais...
dont even have the mood to select photos !
hais!
=sign off=
11-12-2005 4:55 AM >>> POOL + LIBRARY ! ((:
LOL ! sian =x
today went library with shuhui*qing ai de & cuixia .
not went out but shuhui*qing ai de ask me to go = DD
somemore shuhui*qing ai de ask huize*teacher to call me and asked me called her ! complicated huh !
went there; do amaths awhile .
then huize*teacher called shuhui*qing ai de to play pool >.<
then we go lorh... den went there saw huize*teacher and brenda huh ! LOL !
then they played while i read shuhui's books huh ! sian =x
only shuhui*qing ai de ,, brenda and huize*teacher played nia >.< ; all so pro; at least win 2 rounds huh !
then huize*teacher so nonsense !
she come sit my tights or legs ? =.= i sian dia0x of cos larh !
somemore she not afraid of tickles lorh cos i wanna use tickles to make her go away ! but fail *sob* leh...
somemore huize*teacher very si wen de lorh ! cover mouth eat things one lorh.. not everyone so si wen yi xia lerh ! LOL..
shuhui*qing ai de and i talk about so so so BIG NEWS huh ! we both like so SHOCK + INTERESTED ! oh no >.<
then we went off first huh ! leave huize*teacher and brenda huh ! LOL.. lalala ~
went to library to do amaths again =x
cuixia brought xiaoting and hengqian there ! LOL... know one more new frend heng qian ! = DD
went to POOL again huh >.< dia0zzz...
got many many people there larh ! can sae 4 boys and 5 girls include me !
i know know all the girls lorh ! i dont know any boys ! LOL !
den play play play; after that went KFC for dinner ! LOL...
shuhui*qing ai de; cuixia and i go off first ! so sorry worx...
then went home watch TV and relaz ~! anyway today fun larh!
hope everyday also liddat huh ! life then happy lerh !
hohoho ! maybe transfer all the entries to my blogger soon because there is only 50+ entries huh ! LOL..
oh yah ! huize*teacher going m'sia ! hey hey ! yi lu sun feng wor ! *winks*
breanda ! thx for wadd u said huh ! thx alot worx ! MWARHS u larh ! = DD
yesterday cant really slp as i am just crying and i duno why ! hais ..
nites people (;
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11-11-2005 12:19 AM >>> mwarhs to everyone ! MWARHS !
hais.
everything just hais.
thx ULTRAMAN`KOR!
thx LAO DA!
thx SHUHUI*QING AI DE!
thx XIAOXIN*XIAODI!
thx GUANHUI*SAI DI!
thx REGINA*BAO BEI MEI MEI!
thx ZHIJUN*BAO BEI SAI NU ER!
thx POIXIN*ULTRAWOMAN!
thx KORKOR!
thx WEELIANG*GAY DADDIE!
thx GINNY*WAI YU!
thx HIROMI*DEAR!
thx SHIQI*MEI!
thx PEY LIH*MEI!
thx ANITA*MEI!
thx CINDY*MEI!
thx APPLE*MEI!
thx LINGKWEE!
thx LAISHENG*DOCTOR!
thx NADIAH!
thx HASANAH!
thx JACKSON!
thx NISHA!
i still wanna thx alot of people but it will be very long if i will to write all of them out ! (; thx for u guys ! thx for all ur little concern . thx loads .
i am oways the one who is depressed . sorry everyone .
GUANHUI & XIAOXIN & SHUHUI ! PLEASE DO WHATEVER I HAVE ASK U ALL TO DO . IS MY LAST WISH OKIE (;
XIAOXIN*XIAODI & GUANHUI*SAI DI ! THE BEST 2 DI(s) i EVER HAVE , IF I WILL TO TURN BACK TIME . I HOPE TO SPEND MORE TIME HANGING OUT WITH YOU TWO ! THX LOADS . LOVE YA LOADS TOO . MWARHS...
GUANHUI*SAI DI ! TAKE CARE OKIE . I AM VERY TOUCHED FOR WADD U HAVE DONE ! EVEN IF U ARE SICK; U ARE STILL THERE FOR ME ! HEYHEY ! LET UR FEVER OKIE FIRST HAO MA ! BU RANG WO HUI DAN XIN DE OKIE ! JIEJIE HUI HEN HAO DE LAH! NI FANG XIN HUH (: MWARHS.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI ! OWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WORX. THX HUH ! I WONDER WHY HUH. LOLS. ANIWAY I WILL BE FINE AND ALRIGHTS (; THX FOR CONCERNING ME . MWARHS . OH YA ! SORRY FOR BEING SO U NOE U NOE ! MAYBE BOTH OF US AT FAULT LAH ! U NEED TO BMM DE WADD; SO DUN SMILE LORH.. I OSO LOL OKIE (; I WILL SMILE DE LAH ! I WILL BE FINE . ABOUT SEEING DOCTOR.. U BRING ME GO LAH.. SO PAISEH ONE U NOE >.< TAO YAN LAH ! AND HOR ! STOP SAYING SORRY TO ME OKIE ! MAKE ME FEEL SO ARGHHH * CANNOT DESCRIBE HUH ! DUN SAE ANIMORE LE KKIES. U ARE NOT AT FAULT LAH ! MWARHS MWARHS ! BAO BAO OKIE ! NO MORE SORRY LERH ! ^^
SHUHUI*QING AI DE ! I DONT KNOW . I CANT STOP THINKING . BUT NEVERTHELESS , YOU ARE THERE FOR ME . I AM HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ! I WILL BE OKIE ONLY AFTER 28 FEB OKIE . I AM SO HAIS-ING . SORRY FOR MAKING YOU TO WORRY ME . SORRY . U TAKE CARE TOO OKIE (; MWARHS .
ULTRAMAN`KOR ! THX FOR THAT TIME. THX LOTS HUH ! I AM GREATFUL TO HAVE SUCH A NICE KOR OF YOU. BUDDEN U STILL NEED TO STUDY HARD OKIE.. SORRY IF I WASTE ANI TIME OF URS ! CAN I JUST MWARHS U ! HAHA. MWARHS LE HUH ! THX WORX ! MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS !
LAO DA! THX ALOT . THX THX THX . U ARE THE ONE WHO GIVE ME A LOT OF HOPES . YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ARE THERE FOR ME; OWAYS LISTEN TO ME; OWAYS HELP ME; OWAYS GIVE ME ADVICE; OWAYS GREAT HUH ! OH NO! CANNOT DENY THAT U ARE SO SWEET WORX ! SWEETEST LAO DA I HAVE EVA ! (; 3560$ ! remember ? OUR DEAL . LOVE YA LOADS ! MUACKIESS .
REGINA*BAOBEIMEIMEI ! THX FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL MEI TO ME ! I REALLY LOVE U A LOT U NOE >.< HAHA... ICECREAM HUH ! TAKE CARE BAO BEI ! MUST STAY HAPPY FOREVA KKIES (; MWARHS .
ZHIJUN*BAOBEISAINUER! THX BAO BEI ! U ARE CRAZY ! THX FOR HEARING ALL MY THINGS.. HEYHEY ! REMEMBER SAI MA OWAYS BE THERE FOR U DE OKIE ! ICECREAM ! LOLS.. HOHO ! WELL, TAKE CARE BAO BEI ! THX ! MWARHS .
POIXIN*ULTRAWOMAN` DARLING! THX FOR BEING THERE WORX... THX FOR BEING THE ONE WHO LISTEN TO WADD I WAN TO SAE ! ANIWAY I WILL BE THERE FOR U TOO OWAYS.. WHEVEVER U NEED ME; I WILL BE THERE . BESTEST FREND FOR LYFE ! WE ARE JUST LIKE CHOCOLATE AND SWEET (: MWARHS .
SHIQI*MEI & PEYLIH*MEI & ANITA*MEI & CINDY*MEI! THX FOR ALL UR CONCERN ! I AM OKIE (; THX A LOT ! THX FOR OWAYS HEARING WADD I WANNA SAE ! U ARE CAN RELAX LE HUH ! NO MORE STRESS; UNLIKE ME ! SOB* ANIWAY GOING OUT ONE DAY RIGHT ! TAKE CARE ! MWARHS .
APPLE*MEI! XIE LE HUH ! U STILL HAVE TO TAKE CARE HUH.. DUN OWAYS WORK N WORK OKIE . MWARHS . OH YAH ! MUST STAY HAPPY OKIE ! DUN WORRY ABOUT ME (; THX WORX... HEHE .
LINGKWEE! HEYHEY ! THX FOR LISTENING TO MY NONSENSE HUH ! OH NO ! I THINK HOPELESS FOR ME LERH . ANIWAY JUST WANNA THX U TOO COS U ARE THERE FOR ME HUH ! THX ! PHONE BILL BAO LIAO LAH ! = PP XIEXIE *MWARHS .
LAISHENG*DOCTOR! HEY! ALTHOUGH I OWAYS SAE U BMM BUDDEN MEI YOU BAD INTENTION DE OKIE. OH YA! THX FOR SEEING WHAT I TYPE OWAYS WORX ! XIE XIE NI LERH ! CURE ME OWAYS; GIVE ME GOOD MEDICINE OWAYS ! BEST DOCTOR TOO ! ONE AND ONLY DOCTOR IN MY LYFE OKIE ! HEHE.. XIEXIE NI LERH !
NADIAH & HASANAH ! HEY ! THX WORX. THE BEST 2 CRAZY MALAY PALS IN CLASS ! NICE HAVING U 2 AS MY FRENDS ... ONE IS MY PARTNER IN CLASS ; THE OTHER IS MY PARTNER BEST FREND HUH ! THX GIRLS ! NADIAH ! TO ME YOU ARE REALLY GREAT ! THX FOR CONCERN AND CARE FOR SO MANY TIMES ! IS WONDERFUL ! MUACKIESS...
WEELIANG*GAY DADDIE ! HEY HEY ! I TREAT U NICE OKIE . ANIWAY THX FOR HELPING ME AND OF COS CHEEERING ME UP OKIE (; I AM VERY VERY VERY TOUCHED AND HAPPY TO HAVE SUCH A DADDIE OKIE . ANIWAY COME FETCH ME LAH ! WILL DE ISSIT ? LALALA ~ DONT GO PATOH WITH MUMMIE LE OKIE .. SPEND MORE TIME ON UR LESBIAN NU ER KE YI MA ! WO XU YAO FU AI DE HAO BU HAO ! = DD SWEET ENUFF ? HAHA . THX DADDY ! THX THX THX ! MWARHS... WO HEN GUAI DUI MA ? *WINK*
HIROMI*DEAR ! HEY ! THX FOR BEING THERE FOR ME OWAYS TOO OKIE ! U ARE THE GREATEST DEAR I EVER HAVE HUH! ALTHOUGH U SO BUSY; BUDDEN OWAYS CONCERN ME >.< TOUCHED* I STILL REMEMBER THE MESSAGE U HAVE FOR ME >.< OH NO! THAT TIME IS TOUCHED DAOO ~ LOLS. HAO GAN DONG ! THX THX ! YAYA.. MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS ! REMEMBER THE GAME !
GINNY*WAIYU ! OH YAH ! THE FREND WHO OWAYS HELP ME WHENEVER I NEED HELP ! THE GREAT AND TALLEST GIRL FREND I EVA HAVE ! THX FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ! U ARE REALLY WONDERFUL TO ME ! I HOPE TO GO INTO THE SAME JC AS YOU WORX ! REMEMBER WHAT WE SAE ? THE BEST FREND EVA IN THE WORLD ! THAT'S OUR DEAL ! =DD CHEER UP AND RELAX OKIE .. DUN TOO STRESS LE WORX. MWARHS .
NISHA! HEY HEY THX ! I MIND U ARE OWAYS BEEN SO NICE TO ME HUH ! THX HUH ! ANIWAY IF I AM REALLY NOT OKIE DEN I WILL TELL U DE OKIE (; I WILL BE FINE TOO. U MUST TAKE CARE LOADS TOO KKIES. MWARHS !
JACKSON! TRUST ME THAT I WILL BE FINE COS I DUN WAN YOU TO WORRY ME U NOE ! NOT WORTH IT DE ! HAIS . MAYBE I AM WHO I AM ? MAYBE I AM NOT WHO I AM ? BUT NEVERTHELESS THX FOR BEING SO CONCERN TO ME OWAYS.. CALL ME UP; TALK IN MSN AND STUFF. I AM REALLY VERY TOUCHED BY ALL UR CONCERN... THX ALOT WORX ! MWARHS !
i noe a frend - cher fu huh ! he not bad lah budden oways sae believe me believe me ! =.= dia0z.. okie lah! aniway i dun like my that kor okie ! = P oh ya ! i pray for the best too worx.. thx huh. nice noe-ing you (;
thx for whoeva been there; i may have left so out budden i am trying my best to think le ! sorry if i leave anione out ! sorry but THX LOADS TO EVERYONE !
i feel so depressed again and again .
maybe it will be better with you around .
but you are not around .
wadd else more can i do ?
hais .
should i just keep on waiting .
should i just keep on admiring .
i dont know .
no way out .
leave me alone .
hais .
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11-09-2005 10:48 PM >>> MY SWEETEST LAO DA !
OH NO !
MY LAO DA IS MAD !
YESTERDAY HE SAYS THAT HE IS SWEETER !
LOL !
FIRST TIME SIA !
HE SAID SUCH THINGS ! =/
HE IS MY SWEETEST LAO DA ! MWARHS*
SHUHUI*QING AI DE! & GUANHUI*SAI DI! - REMEMBER WADD I SAE OKIE (; THX WORX !
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11-09-2005 1:59 AM >>> DEPRESSION // SERIOUSLY HURT .
FINALLY COME HERE TO BLOG !
MY O HABEN END ! OH NO !
SOCIAL STUDIES - DIE T.T
CHEM - CARELESS = DIE T.T
ENG - GONE CASE T.T
PHY - CHIM ! T.T
next week POA,, AMATHS,, GEO !
GOGOGO!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! yoyo! 3/7 same as guanhui*sai di worx! LOL.. TROUBLES A LOT I THINK =DD aniway thx ya loads loads worx*mwarhssss...
ANZEL*TEACHER! u MAD ISSIT! USE UR LEG DEN BONG ! OH THE BENCH ! *xia si wo leh ! LOL... scary lah ! u wanna COMBINE WITH JASMINE TOGETHER TO BE BAO LI GRP ? I BE THE HEAD =X budden u MORE BAO LI I THINK =DD
SHUHUI*QING AI DE! WADD ONLI >.< WHERE U LEH ! COME ONLINE ! FASTER FASTER!
kaiixiinguo ! sai leh u ! SOB ONE LOH *HURTS LOH ! LOLS... BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH ! LOVE YA!MWARHS!
LAO DA! YOYO! LAO XIAO <3 LAO DA ! MWARHS .
O LEVELS KILL ME !
I KEEP HEARING THINGS..
I AM GOING FOR A DOCTOR SOON..
DEPRESSION !
WHY AM I SUFFERING ?
=SIGN OFF=
10-28-2005 7:39 AM >>> THAT'S WADD FRIENDS ARE FOR ((:
ARGH! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR EVERYONE.. HAIS.
events
- MRS STELLA TAN IS LEAVING ON 20 DECEMBER 2005 ! *SOB* I DONT WANT... I DONT FEEL GOOD AT ALL AFTER HEARING THAT.. I WANNA CRY BUT STILL HAVE TO SHOW THE STRONG SIDE OF MINE TO ALL M FRIENDS... HAIS...
- A PRINCIPAL THAT COME TO RSS IN THE SAME YEAR AS ME IS ALSO LEAVING IN THE SAME YEAR AS ME... I FEEL MORE SAD AFTER KNOWING THAT...
- I WANNA MRS TAN TO SEE HOW WELL WE HAVE DONE ! I WANNA TO LET HER NOE THAT WE LOVE RSS AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES RSS TOO...
- O LEVELS ARE COMING ! I AM STILL NOT PREPARED ! *ARGHHH... WO HAO FAN HAO FAN... HAIS.. I WANNA GO JC ! HAIS...
- MY LIFE FOR SECONDARY HAS COME TO AN END ! SO FAST AND SO SOON ! I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE ! I ADMIT I LOVE RSS SO MUCH ! MY SECOND HOME WITH BEST P,, VP,, DM,, TEACHERS,, SCHOOL MATES,, CLASSMATES AND FRIENDS ! ARGHH... I FEEL SO SAD THAT I WANNA TO CRY...
- 5/1 AFTER 5 YEARS OF FRENDSHIP,, EVERYTHING JUST ENDED SO FAST... I CANT BELIEVE... I LOVE ALL MY 5/1 FRIENDS.. THE BEST CLASS EVER IN RSS WITH OUR MAMA THONG,, WALK WALK AND ALOT OF MEMORIES...
- HAVE TO COMPLETE WADD I AM SUPPOSED TO DO FOR 5/1 BEFORE 2006.. HAIS... I MISS 5/1 BADLY ! CAN I GO BACK TO THE PAST NOW !
- I WILL MISS ALL MY HOUSE OF LAMERS PEOPLE... I WILL.. ALL MY FAMILY + DEARS + ULTRAWOMAN... I MISS THEM ! THX THEM FOR ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE..
- TALK ON THE PHONE WIF MY FRIEND YESTERDAY... FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AFTER THAT... HAIS... I DONT KNOW WHY...
- LK SAE I FIT INTO THE SIGNS OF DEPRESSION... I SCREAMED AT HER FOR THAT... BUT I KNOW I AM DEPRESSED NOW... I AM SORRIE FOR SCREAMING...
- I DONT KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW... I AM LOST... HAIS... I SEE NO LIGHTS IN FRONT OF ME ANYMORE...
- I WANNA TAKE PHOTOS WITH LOADS OF PEOPLE BEFORE I LEAVE... COS I AM AFRAID THAT ONE DAY I MAY FORGET SOME OF YOU PEOPLE... I MISS U PEOPLE !
- I JUST DUN WANNA TO LEAVE MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE... IS THE BEST TIMES I EVER HAVE... I REALLY HAVE LOADS OF MISSES FOR EVERYTHING...
i took a pic with mrs stella tan.. i will miss her ! definitely i will ! i just cant bear to see her leaving...
I DONT KNOW WHAT PHOTOS TO UPLOAD.. CAN I JUST DIE LIDDAT ?
STRESS + DEPRESS = DIE THE BEST WAY...
=SIGN OFF=
10-19-2005 7:23 AM >>> LALALALA~ NICE TIME ! WOOT !
WAS ON THE PHONE FOR 2HRS+ ! LOL. dia0x. nice lah! MY KAII XIIN GUO IS GREAT INDEED! HAHA! MWARHS MWARHS! <3 HIM LIKE DUNO WADD LIAO LOH! HAHA.. HEHE. SMILE OWAYS OKIE! we LIVE QUITE NEAR HUH! NOT BAD NOT BAD =X next time go HIS HOUSE PLAY WOR! *wink* LOL. TAKE CARE..
HAI HAO...
OKIE OKIE LOH...
HAI OKIE LOH...
SHENG JING...
BEN...
BAI CHI...
CHUN...
SIAO...
tt is wadd he SAY TO ME huh!! LOL. suan liao! SOMEMORE HE SCOLDED .. .. .. ! OH NO! BWG >.< HE KENNA HIS DA JIE SCOLDING HUH! LOLS. lalalala~ SERVE U RIGHT =PP WHO ASK U HUH HUH HUH ! LOLS. OKIE LAH! rest well and everything WILL BE FINE OKIE! MWARHS MWARHS........ lols.
=SIGN OFF=
10-19-2005 2:58 AM >>> ' OH NO ! OH GOSH !
OH NO! PAI SEH DAOOOOOOO. LOLS. NVM =X somemore his DADDIE ASK MY NAME! SHIT SHIT SHIT! OH NO! PAI SEH DAOO. SHIT SHIT SHIT! LOSE ALL MY FACE LIAO! PAI SEH PAI SEH PAI SEH! SHIT SHIT SHIT! DIE DIE DIE! HOW HOW HOW! LOLS. LAC LAC! LOLS. SUAN LE LAH =X
today i am ENTHU! hoho! EVEN miss chitra cant control me ((: i still call her chitra in front of her! SHIT! lols. weeling cant control me as WELL! haha.
ANZEL scold me! she shouted *OIE! sad u noe! *sob* lah!
EXAM STRESS !
i din see XIAOXIN's SMILE. LOL. he PROMISED TO GIVE ME DE HUH! nvm nvm !
OH NO! STILL SO PAI SEH SIA !
HOPE SCI PRACTICAL FOR TML WILL BE AN EASY ONE! PLS PLS! ((:
=sign OFF=
10-16-2005 2:54 AM >>> PROMISES ARE NOT TO BE MEANT FOR BROKEN
DONT MAKE ANY PROMISES TO ME IF YOU CAN PROMISE .
haish haish haish
I AM BAD !
=sign OFF=
10-14-2005 7:56 PM >>> i miss RIVERSIDE *sob*
LOL! graduation DAY! mixed feelings! OH NO! i am leaving so soon and so fast! I MISS RIVERSIDE! I MISS RIVERSIDE! I MISS RIVERSIDE! hais. words can express the kind of feeling i have now!
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! NVM lah! din blame u or wadd lah. (: stay happy and dun sorrie le huh. hehe. LETS GO PJ for 1st mths kkies! ((:
ANZEL*teacher! YOYOYO. lalala~ so funny. first time sort of like erm... duno la! BUDDEN FIRST TIME FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU! oh no! >.< jia you le worx.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! thx. we are frends and not enemy le worx! so TALK TALK TALK! hahahaha. all the best worx. i miss you so MUCH u noe >.<
LAODA! MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS! lols. still the same. asked me called at 5.45am; wake up at 5.30am >.< ANGRY! lols. but still <3 =X MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS!
i miss everyone! hais.
=sign off=
10-12-2005 6:42 AM >>> hais! i dun wan be a slacker anymore!
WIN LIAO! now finally all over but must fan where to go for the 3 MONTHS! everyone seem so BLUR? haha! forget it
MY CLASS IS CRAZY!
areoplanes! =.=! *flying!
make my FACE SO RED! *feeling so paiseh!
SO MANY THINGS! ALL LAODI*WEELONG FAULT!
LOLS. I SHALL FORGIVE huh!!
sad dia0z! budden
5/1 ROX MAN!! MWARHS MWARHS!
BEST CLASS IN RIVERSIDE EVER!!
MWARHS MWARHS!
WALK WALK!!
ANZEL*teacher! WEI! U DUN WAN GO WOR! WASTE LEH!! GO LAH!! haha. den can play together wadd! =D can lah can lah! aniway if u wanna go POLY! den i oso wun force u lah! aniway is so like INDUSTRIAL PARK u noe >.< well, take caRE~!
MY LAO DA IS CRAZY!
ASK ME CALL HIM AT 5.50am
HE WAKE HIMSELF UP AT 5.30am
ASK ME CALL HIM AT 5.30am
HE WAKE HIMSELF UP AT 5.00am!
WIN LIAO! bully me for 2 days!
but i still <3 lao da!!
all the best MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS!
tml call him again in the MORNING! lols
5.45am tis time!
make sure is i wake him up de! LOL!!
MWARHS MWARHS!
he dun wan LOL! loh! so sad! >.<
saw JOHN yesterday! i was shocked!
budden din see my kaii xiin guo!
sad dia0x!
LOL. he smoked?
but nvm. he is my
KAII XIIN GUO!
as long as he happy! i dun care much huh ((:
FAN! HEADACHE!
WHY AM I STILL SLACKING!~
ARGH!!
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10-10-2005 7:34 AM >>> FORGIVE and FORGET ((:
FINALLY everything is OVER! yeah yeah! so happy ya! lols. today have 2 hours of geography! SIAN =.=! lols. go CWP wif lao gong`best buddy*WEELING after school! lols. she buy drinks huh! saw DIMPLE XIAO DI at PASA MALAM! Lols. he shouted DA JIE! =.=! dia0z.
YEAH! i am happy now ((:
TOMOROW GIVING MY LAO DA MORNING CALL AT 5.50 AM! OH NO! FIRST TIME SIA! ANXIOUS!!
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10-07-2005 7:49 AM >>> CONFUSED! STUPIDNESS KILLS ME!
hais! i dun wan GO CI! why! hais. i am really so hurts to know that. hais. my heart was like crying all the way after knowing that. hais. i couldnt concentrate of what i am doing now! hais. i am feeling so down; so where are you?
SHUHUI*qing ai de! help me say thx to JS leh >.< i dont know him lah. say le, got abit strange lah. aniway thx the both of you worx.
GUANHUI*sai di! so how's ur MATHS today? yesterday i tested you huh! see i so nice to you! u asked me called u up to test you and i did OKIE! lols. so how's the swits? u got passed to xiaoxin ma? aniway he really look like EDISON okie! lols. good luck.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! hey, u got received? hais. i so lost now u noe. argh. dying real soon. well, all the best. take care. today i saw you huh? lols. hope i din see wrongly lah! LOL!
ultraman - saw him but din sae hi.
i am really so confused. my heart is so mess up now! hais. no mood for everything!
STUPIDNESS KILLS ME!
HATE MYSELF FOR EVERY SINGLE THINGS.
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10-05-2005 7:44 AM >>> XIAOXIN = EDISON !
i am back! today lesson was so LONG! lols. from 7am+ to 5pm+ . longest for the week. haha.
i want to go 3 mths course!
ANZEL*teacher! ANIHOW onli sia! lols good loh! everything also passed/ i want oso cannot. teach me pls!! MWARHS MWARHS! go toilet very fun huh! see i so nice, pei ni qu che suo~ lols. lalala~ ur watch make my fingernails so pain T_T! sob le lah. lols. just take care.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! oh no! HE LOOOKS SO LIKE EDISON worx! the more i look! the more i feel! LOL! COOL COOL COOL! lols. hahaha! MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS!
YUN*kaii xiin guo! jia you le worx. nice chat again huh! MISS U LIKE DUNO WADD SIA! dun go poly lah! wait for me! and stop saying ahem liao huh!! lala~ MISS YA! MWARHS MWARHS MWARHS! 3 kisses again! (: all the BEST!
LAODA! jia you le worx. NOT GOOD leh! make mi shang xin onli! lols. but i still <3 lao da LOTS huh!! hehe. MWARHS too.
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10-03-2005 7:41 AM >>> what you do if you were me ? *gone!
---------- JUST LET ME CRY TILL I DIE .
. no one understand why i cried ----------
i am feeling so DOWN now. i appear to be lame and happy in front of my friends! i cant be sad and cried all day. all of them tell me that's alright, you still have your O levels. i dont think so. If i dont do well for my prelimary examinations, it means that i would not do well for my G.C.E O levels too. i am afraid. i feel so lost. i feel so small. i feel so useless. i feel that nothing go right at all. everything just went so wrong. till now i am still feeling this way. oh dear, my 3 months course fly away, i am not fit to go into a JC anymore. hais. what am i supposed to do now ? i am confused. i cant think what is right and wrong now. i cant do anything right now! hais. why am i such a failure ? why ? all of us studied the same things but my results for english and humanities are totally like shit! both of them i got D7 ! how am i going to live on with this kind of results in my result slip. no one ever want their result slip to have a D7, E8 OR F9 at all! but i got 2 D7. all because i am so stupid. so dumb. so idiot. hais. no matter how much effort i put into humanities, the result will always be failed. i really wonder why. is it that my hard work dont deserve to pay off at all ? is it that i am not working hard enough for that subject ? is it that i am not getting all my facts and contents right ? can anyone of you tell me. i want to know what is going on me! i am so fed-up! why cant i just get at least a pass for both english and humanities ? is it that i asked too much when i paid off so little ? i think even my teachers gave their hopes on me. hais. i am always such a disappointment for everyone! i am always a disappointment for myself. i just cant score well for english and humanities . why just cant i! hais. what am i supposed to do ? so many questions in my mind now . should i carry on with my life or to end it ? should i carry on putting a fake smile or really be happy ? hais. can anyone tell me what am i supposed to do ?
BOON*erzi`di! thank you. maybe i choose to go with my own lives ? thank you anyway. you must work hard for your O levels. all the best. in addition, i am really touched when you told me that son cannot be happy when mother is not happy.
SHUHUI*qing ai de! what happen to you again ? maybe both of you should let each other cool down. but to me, i feel that he is at fault ? well, thanks for being there for me. i really happy to have you as my friend` qing ai de (: thanks a lot ! MWARHS....
GUANHUI*sai di! thanks for listening to me but i am so lost . you never know how i feel unless you are me. thanks. anyway where is my dearest XIAODI! hais.
ULTRAMAN!
if i were to end my life some day; would you ever feel sad for me ?
if i were to end my life some day; would you ever cry for me ?
if i were to end my life some day; would you ever miss me ?
if i were to end my life some day; would you ever remember me ?
if i were to end my life some day; would you ever know my love ?
i end my life not because of you but because of my results .
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9-29-2005 7:26 AM >>> NICE DAY! i MISS MY TANG GE!!
I MISS MY TANG GE! HE DIN COME AND I FEEL SO SO SO UNCOMFORTABLE! I MISS HIM SO BADLY HUH!! LOLS.
something happened as it is all started by me. forget it,, onli SHUHUI*qing ai de,, GINNY*wai yu,, SERENE*nu er noe abt it. hais. i got nothing to say le but to keep quiet huh! hais. forget it le.
LESSONS were okie and days seem on passing faster and faster. that's mean O are coming yet i am SLACKING? hais. suan le loh. hais.
went home and bath to meet SHUHUI*qing ai de! LOL! lame her all the way huh! LOL. quite fun lah! lalala~ i think she was so SIAN DIA0Z by me! YEAH! lols. but she very nice lah. we chatted so mani mani things huh! NICE lah. finally noe she go through some same process as me! LOL! haha. nice day OUT!
SHUHUI*qing ai de! YEAH YEAH! ALL OKIE LE WORX! HAHA! SO HAPPY huh! NICE day huh! NEXT TIME come out again KKIES! *MWARHS! lols. aniway i will go scream the AUNTIE! lols. hehe.
ANZEL*! YEAH! LOLS. SO HAPPY huh! lalala~ aniway stay happy oways!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! oh ya! DIN GREET U! haha! SHOULD TURN AND SEE THE WAY U SMILE! lols! LOVE ya!*mWARHS!
i din update my BLOGGER! haiz. tml den UPDATE HUH! lols. SIAN! lalala~
BYE! MWARHS!
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9-28-2005 7:15 AM >>> i <3 his SMILE; MWARHS!
LOL! so happy today only stay back for an hour + huh! yeah! lols. aniway after amaths,, i saw XIAOXIN at second floor and guess wad! HE SMILED! SO FIRST TIME HUHS! oh no! it is really so so so damn damn attractive loh! I BET U GALS SEE LIAO WILL GO WULALA LOHS! lols. I NEARLY FAINTED worx! lols. VERY VERY ATTRACTIVE huhs! den went to the toilet wash hands,, make hair den when i come OUT! BOO! DAWEI XIA WO! tt's NOTTI BOI huh! oways TRY his MEANS and WAYS to BULLY me for NOTHING? ARGH! sometimes really got so ANGRY but i still BEAR HUHS!! too bad lah >.< he my frend wadd! lalala~ then went home and ONLINE le ^^
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! oh no! I <3 UR SMILE! lols.! SMILE MORE! lalala~ <3 XIAODI TOO OF COS LAH! *MWARHS!
ANZEL*! thx for giving me her number worx. thx loads ya! hehe. aniway HOPE you and HER okie le huh! SMILE worx. aniway i <3 toking to u huh! cos u oways SMILE AND SMILE AND SMILE NON STOP! LOLS! I <3 U! MWARHS!!! lols.
SHUHUI*qing ai de! LOL! YEAH! LALALA~ TML coming le huh! so EXCITED only worx. lols. aniway DUN LIDDAT LE WORX. is frends wadd. let bygones be bygones kkies! forgive and forget den i <3 u MORE!! lols. take care worx! *winks.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
XIAOXIN DE SMILE IS REALLY UNFORGETABLE !
REMEMBER FOR LYFE (:
THAT'S ALL! take care peepz.
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9-27-2005 5:58 AM >>> BACK IN ACTION AGAIN ((:
BACK again! LOL! today was FUN? LOLS. lalala~ CHEMISTRY was not GOOD huh! cos i broke a test-tube? but YIWEN is responsible cos she accidently KNOCKED onto me! lols. so not my fault! PHEW ~ SERENE*nu er broke the whole bottle of SODIUM HYDROXIDE sia >.< PRO ! lols. but nvm! lalala. phy practical, we did our prelims again! BUT WITH MR SANI GUIDE! THE PAPER SEEM SO EASY! argh! CAN WE GO BACK TO THE PAST? haiz. sob leh! arghh. YIWEN and SIM THEEN disturb me huh! LOL! KEEP ON POKING ME >.< after school went to CWP wif WEELING*lao gong` best buddy! go WALK WALK loh! lols. FUN LAH! lols. back home online,, TV . tt's my lyfe? lols.
SHUHUI*qing ai de! REMEMBER NO MATTER WADD HAPPENS; DUN FIGHT KKIES! hehe. <3 ya! lols.
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! oh ya! last entry forget to tell u that! DUN FOLLOW MY FOOTSTEPS COS I NOE IS PAINFUL! haiz.
WELL! GOOD LUCK TO ALL JC PPL! ESPECIALLY
TIANXIANG*kor..
YUN*kaii xiin guo..
ALVINO*lao da..
YONGTING*pri sch monitor..
WENYANG..
LOL! forget le ~.~
oh ya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIN! ((: cheers*
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9-26-2005 7:21 AM >>> SLACKER'S DAY ((:
LALALA~ finally back to update worx! LOL! prelims are OVER and i am enjoying my LIFE for this few days? lol! haha! YEAH! but the RESULTS will be LIKE SHIT =.=! lols. well, wadd's is done is done, cannot be undone animore . [I AM JUST BEING OPTIMISTIC] lala.
thursday went FOR MOVIE! LOL! THE RED SHOES. LOLS with WEELING*lao gong`best buddy; SERENE*nu er; GINNY*wai yu; WEIPIN*sun; GARY; ZHEN HAO! lols! lalala~ NOT NICE; SUPER SCARY; SUPER LOUD; SUPER ER XING; SUPER argh! SCARY JIU DUI le lah! LOL! watch for only A LITTLE =X LOLS. THE REST I SHUT MY EYES ALL ALONG =x lols. so WENT TO ADMIRATLY TO BUY WAFFLE TO EAT WIF WEELING*lao gong`best buddy. den GO HOME le!
FRIDAY went bugis with MUMMY; AUNTIE; MEIMEI; DIDI! LOL! nice DAY huh! buy lots of things for that day! MUMMIE spend ALOT of money? LOL! hahax. we HELPED her SPEND wadd =x lala~ reached home at 9pm + =.= TIRED lah but still ONLINE? lols. COMPUTER = DAILY NEEDS =x
SATURADAY! meet WEELING*lao gong`best buddy at 11am! LOL! headed to ORCHARD! LALALA! took NEOs again? lols! lalala~ went to BUGIS after ORCHARD huh! so FUN only! NICE day ya! lol! hehe. reached home at 7pm? lols. MUMMY went out after i WENT home =.= LOL! den ONLINE till NEXT MORNING =X LOLS! lalala~
SUNDAY! slack whole day! LOL! SLACKER RULE huh! lols. watched TV,, played COMPUTER,, do HOMEWORK huh! LOL! chatting wif shuhui*qing ai de! LOL! lalala~ nice chat lah! DEN later went to CWP WIF meimei! TOOK neoprints again! LOL! waste $$ again? lols. lala~ BUT FUN LA!\
MONDAY*today! WENT to school! sian huh! LOL! lalala~ REGINA*mei; ZHIJUN*sai nu er; MICHELLE*nu er! ALL SO SIAO!! LOLS! ANIHOW CALL ME! ALL WRONG CHENG HU SIA!! lols. aniway they are NICE FRENDS`SISTERS`NU ERS OF MINE! <3 THEM TO THE BITS! mwarhs!
WEELING*lao gong` best buddy! LOL! hehe! NICE DAY! NEXT TIME GO MORE MORE! LOL! lalala~ SMILE! today WALK WALK DURING GEO LESSON HUH! no MISS LIM wadd =x
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! lols! LIKE wadd onli! LOL! lalala~ aniway JIA YOU FOR EOY huh! ALL A1s kkies! lalala ((:
GUANHUI*DIDI! wadd sai sia u! STOP SUAN-ING ME! OR NOT I WILL SLAP TILL U DIE!! ya lah! i will SAE GUAN HUI HAO! LOLS. RUBBISH onli! anihow nia huh! jia you lah! DUN SAE I NOT GOOD hor!
POIXIN*ultrawoman` darling! LOL! so OVER WHEN RECEIVED THE RABBIT huh! COUPLE rabbit leh! LOL! aniway jia you too kkies ((: MWARHS!
TANIA*nu er` Lover! lols! thx ya! nice worx. too PRO liao lah! lalala~ SO PAI SEH leh! lols. well,, jia you for ur EOY kkies! best of luck ((:
SHUHUI`qing ai de! LOL! lala~ so like wadd onli huh! chat like HEAVEN TIS FEW DAYS! lols. SO U LIKE BOTH THE DOG AND THE MONKEY lah! lols. haha! well. take care hor! if not i will heart pain de lah! lols.
ANZEL*teacher! LIKE wadd onli! kick the chairs! i SO SCARED U noe!! lols. haha! bleah! LALALA~ TAKE CARE!
that's all!
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9-16-2005 8:07 AM >>> FINALLY a BREAK after prelims ((: / ANZEL SORRY!
just came back from CWP wif WEELING*lao gong`best buddy. go walk walk lohz! first we went to buy the bubble tea from SWEETTALK and it really taste so SWEET! lols.. den we go walk walk. lols. from level one to four! lols. we were crapping at there while walking and drinking our bubble tea. lols.. somemore i am the second MERLION in SINGAPORE locate at CAUSEWAY POINT! lols... SNOW CITY =x lols.. WEELING finally the best joke she heard from me >.< lols.. ok huh u good! lols. we stopped at level 3 to drink finish bubble tea? lols. den we went to MORE THAN WORDS see see lohz. lols. den go CD-DRAMA. ermm. go walk lah =x finally we go take neoprints huh. lols. everytime oso neoprints de =x lols. tis time all OVER NEOPRINTS de lah. lols! =x den we started coming down while i saw ANZEL and brenda. i was on the going down escalator while she is on the going up escalator! lols. so like turn left turn right! she asked me go for POOL! =.= lols. sian dia0z lah. somemore she stand at second floor while i standing at first floor and we were toking loh! dia0z. finally she sae, later u called me lohz! lols. den i replied okie norh. lols. den WEELING go buy long john silver den we go home le.
go home called ANZEL and asked who playing pool! lols! diaoz. i onli noe her nia lohz! still asked me go so DAMN DAMN pai seh de lohz. so i sae i go abit guai guai de lohz as all ppl i duno except her loh and so she requested next time den come loh! lols. okie loh. haha. pai seh lah. so i requested i can send her home if she wants ((: den she sae she send me home den go home, erm! NOT LOGIC lehz! lol. so i will be on the phone there waiting huh ((:
ANZEL! lols. so sorry but next time kkies *MWARHS!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! U PRICELESS = FREE! OMG! LOLS. SO FUNNY THE CHAT BUT OVER! like thousand of years din chat le huh! lols. so miss ya*mwarhs
=SIGN OFF=
9-16-2005 12:36 AM >>> PRELIMS DIE LE// ANZEL is OVER! lols.
yox. i am back finally! LOL! hehe. so long liao din update. haiz. STRESS lohz! prelims. haiz. i think i am going to FAIL ALL! haiz. i wonder how am i going to face my result.
MONDAY - POA PAPER 1
TUESDAY - SOCIAL STUDIES
WEDNESDAY - AMATHS PAPER 2
THURSDAY - GEOGRAPHY
FRIDAY - SCIENCE - PHYSICS
this is not the end yet. still got four more papers to go. haiz. stress.
see wadd a OVER FREND I HAVE! ANZEL! oveR! lols..
tuesday i go school at around 10.30 am? lols. then happened to saw her huhz.
den she asked: u morning din come ma?
i replied: last yr i took O lvl emaths le. so no more le.
den she pushed me and say: [ i forget le ]
she wished me good luck + good luck hand shake of cos i wished her too.
thursday happened to see her after geography paper. outside school gate, my frends - WEELING*lao gong`best buddy,, GINNY*wai yu,, SERENE*nu er,, GARY buy ice-creams. she bought hers too. after buying, she came to me.
she sae: can u do me a favour?
i sae: can ((:
she sae: helped me put my wallet in my bag, the big one.
i asked: where? lols.
she sae: aniwhere =x
she turned and sae thx + she sae - let u have a chance to touch my bag =.=!! SIAN DIA0Z lohz! yaya. so rong xin. why not let me have a chance to touch ur hands cos got ice cream! lols. den my frends and i were walking, i was shouting at gary, ru guo mei you pass, ni jiu gai wo slap! lols.
she shouted: gai ni slap, gai ni slap
I SIAN DIA0Z LIAO LAH!! lols.
today i pushed her head and shouted BEN DAN! lols.
she pushed mine too! somemore shouted at me sia!! lols..
she so sad that she wanted to cry in the toliet when i sae i wanna KILL her =.=! LAME!! lols. i sent her to the toilet and i went off with WEELING*lao gong`best buddy.
SHUHUI*my newest newest frend =x. got to noe her somehow by ANZEL huhz! lols. aniway nice noe-ing her ((: lols. ni shi wo de tong mo. i killed her u pushed =.-
HEADACHE now! arghh. tried lahz..
=SIGN OFF=
9-05-2005 7:28 AM >>> headache ! SHE<3HIM loads!*mwarhs
i am having a serious HEADACHE NOW! arghh. hate it.
XIAOXIN! thx ya ((: lols. miss ya*mwarhs!
i got nothing to say anymore .
cant u stop forcing me .
i have enough !
my head going to burst real SOON !
GET LOST !
=SIGN OFF=
8-31-2005 7:23 AM >>> HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
today so fun! HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! lols.
took so many photos cos every photos got new ppl added huh. well. i shall upload the one at MRS CHIANG'S house ((: YEAH!
special thx to my primary school mates! really enjoy myself!
-VEELING*bestest frend!
-GEOKCHUAN!
-PEIFANG!
-GENEVIVE!
-CHARMINE!
-SWUJUAN!
-ANGE!
-EDMUND!
-GUIXIANG*didi!
-BENGAMIN!
-YONGTING!
-JUNHAO!
-TZYHOUR!
-CHINGLOONG!
-JACKSON!
and and of cos
-MRS CHIANG!
i crapped so much with edmund beoy huh! he was like haha! so funni! hehe. all my frends all so nice! simply <3 them LOADS LOADS*mwarhs!
special thx :
-ZHIKUAN*tang ge!
-TIANXIANG*kor!
-WEELING*best buddy`lao gong!
-SERENE*nu er`best buddy!
-HIROMI*deaR!
-BOON KIAT*er zi`di!
-HEYE*kor!
-MARVIN*lao pa!
-NISA*mummy!
-LAISHENG*doctor!
-GINNY*wai yu!
-AITING*dardar!
-POIXIN*ultrawoman`darling!
-REGINA*mei!
-SHIQI*mei!
-ANITA*mei!
-PEYLIH*mei!
-GINA*mei!
-PEILING*mei!
-HAIYAN*mei!
-SZELING*mei!
-APPLE-yingping*mei!
-APPLE*mei!
-JOANNA*mei!
-LINXIN*xiaodi!
-WEELONG*di!
-MICHELLE*nu er!
-JAZZREEL*nu er!
-JIEYING*nu er!
-TANIA*nu er!
-AMANDA*nu er`mei!
-WEIPIN*sun zi!
-VEELING!*primary school bestest friend!
-GARY!
-JOLYON!
-DAWEI!
-FAIZAL!
-CHEEWEI!
-KAHKHOON!
-AMALUNA!
-SIMTHEEN!
-YIWEN!
-KUANYEN!
-ANGELINE!
-HANNAH!
-YILIN!
-HASANAH!
-YASMIN!
-YITING!
-LINGKWEE!
-NISAH!
-AISHA!
-AGATHA!
-ELDA!
-SHIMIN!
-XUELI!
-CINDY!
-JACKSON!
-KELVIN!
-ALVIN!
-SIHUI!
ANZEL! lols. dun sob lahz. i also die with u wadd. haiz. i really duno liao! i wanna give up le. i pray for u kkies and no need pray for me lahz. no difference? aniway u take caRe and SMILE more?
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8-30-2005 6:00 AM >>> today was never a nice day/ haish
haiz. i hate myself now! haiz.
thx for those who wished me.
special thx :
-ZHIKUAN*tang ge!
-TIANXIANG*kor!
-WEELING*best buddy`lao gong!
-SERENE*nu er`best buddy!
-BOON KIAT*er zi`di!
-HEYE*kor!
-MARVIN*lao pa!
-LAISHENG*doctor!
-GINNY*wai yu!
-AITING*dardar!
-POIXIN*ultrawoman`darling!
-REGINA*mei!
-SHIQI*mei!
-ANITA*mei!
-PEYLIH*mei!
-PEILING*mei!
-HAIYAN*mei!
-SZELING*mei!
-APPLE-yingping*mei!
-APPLE*mei!
-JOANNA*mei!
-WEELONG*di!
-MICHELLE*nu er!
-JAZZREEL*nu er!
-TANIA*nu er!
-AMANDA*nu er`mei!
-WEIPIN*sun zi!
-GARY!
-JOLYON!
-DAWEI!
-FAIZAL!
-CHEEWEI!
-AMALUNA!
-KUANYEN!
-YILIN!
-NISA!
-NISAH!
-AISHA!
-AGATHA!
-SHIMIN!
-XUELI!
-JACKSON!
-KELVIN!
-ALVIN!
-SIHUI!
HEYE*kor! thx for singing b'dae song to me! it sound so nice! really nice to have a kor like you! yeah^^ and oso thx for the CHIO SHIRT worx! MEI<3KOR!
JACKSON! being the second person to sing to me! THX! lols. i got a shocked! NEVERTHELESS thx! *<3 ya.
ANZEL! hehe! the post card nice ma? lols. only allow her to see when there is NO ONE! lols. haha. i did it myself again =x/ lols. erm. hope u like it lahz! all the best ya! <3 ya!*mwarhs!!
i am so sad today/ so mani things happen.
i just cried and cried and cried.
will anione be there for me.
i dun think so.
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8-26-2005 9:54 AM >>> WE <3 YOU! YEAH ^^; anzel come sa jiao bah.
yox! now is 12.36am 27 august and i haben sleep? lols. busy huh. lols. this 2 days also went to WEELING*lao gong`best buddy's house. somemore very late den go home huh! lols. sian lahz. lols.
31st august maybe meeting up with my primary school friends huh. lols. like thousand of years meet once? lols. somemore i am getting a b'dae present for VEELING*pri school BESTEST FREND! lols. who got the same b'dae as mi 3oth august ! lols. i miss all the guys there! lols! now they are still deciding huh. i think 2am then we will finish deciding liao lohx >.< lols.
ANZEL! hey hey! believe me lahz. sure not 31st august but i duno when my b'dae too =x oh yeah! u wanna sa jiao to me worx. lols. come come. i not scare! monday come SA JIAO TO ME! lols. see whether i will HEART SOFT OR NOT LOHX. lols lols lols. come come! i cant wait sia! lols. sure very funni one huh! lols somemore wanan be the FIRST TO GIVE! no way huhx. dun waste $$ lahz. ask me not to waste den u waste! wadd is tis huh. lols. haiz. prelims both of us are dead? arghh. haish. jia you bahz kkies? aniway thx lehz!! lols. so how's mine? miss ya*mwarhs!
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! yeah! thx for the NOODLES ya! lols. so how's my JELLY? lols. miss ya.
S T R E S S .
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8-25-2005 6:02 AM >>> anzeL is so swit; <3 her!*mwarhs!
argh! my english prelims go case le lahz! argh! hate myself for being so weak in english,, so STUPID! so lazy, so slack! arghh! cant stand myself too? haiz lohz. *sob sob*. sad lehz. like WEELING*best buddy`lao gong it is OVER! haha. haiz. forget it le.
went to CWP after the prelims! reach home at 2pm+,, put things then went to WEELING*lao gong`best buddy house! lols. SERENE*nu er; WEELING*lao gong and me was doing our teachers' day things huh! lols. diaoz! do until want die le =x lols. went back home at around 6pm+ and WEELING*lao gong`best buddy came to my house huh. lols. to take photos! lols. i washed 99 Photos + 1 Photo = 1oo PHOTOS! lols! diaoz! washed like dun nid $$ liddat? lols. nono. daddie help me pay! i got realli NICE NICE AND BEST BEST DADDIE ever lohz! lols. yeah ^^
XIAOXIN! din saw u but tml is ur literature paper! jia you le! *mwarhs! miss ya loads loads!
ANZEL! oveR lehz. dun wan take den bu yao geng wo hao *sob* lehz. hurt my HEART! broken into pieces liao lahz. lols. she is so so so so NICE! got a chocolate from her huh. and i gave her wad i supposed to give her too. lols. the chocolate taste too nice that i didnt want to eat! lols. i only ate one huh. lols. NICE NICE! thx Q lehz. tml i give u something more SPECIAL de lohz! i make myself de lehz! lols! haha. aniway u are just just so SWIT! <3 ya!*mwarhs! lols. -shy (x
sometimes feeling STRESS is good.
sometimes feeling STRESS is bad.
so should i be STRESS?
*gone case----
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8-24-2005 2:43 AM >>> ENGLISH PRELIMS/ aTt ITudE is LOL!
argh! tml english prelim starts! i am feeling so scare right now! arghh! scare! hands so damn cold now! argh. haiz.
ANZEL! lols. oveR lehz. so neat sia her handwriting! lols. i know where she LIVES huh. so high? lols! so happy when she knows that tml no lessons? lols! *peng* lols. haha. she got 2 male hamsters huh! lols! my one is female and i onli got one huh. lols! nice name huh. BABY and BAOBEI! lols! cute lehx. somemore find one day we wanna let the hamsters meet up and PRODUCE babies? lols! haha. we are not bian tai at all (: lols. aniway jia you for her prelims le! GOGOGO! we wished each other good luck and hope our luck will be GOOD! OR BEST! lols! (: ^^ SMILE -
XIAOXIN! diaoz! ermm. duno wadd to say huh. saw him quite alot of times? lols! miss ya!*mwarhs.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! lols! forget it lahz! the who lahz! anihow sae nia! all her fault kkies? lols. forget it and dun get piss off kkies? hehe! jia you for tml paper le worx! lols. bbye and miss ya!
i am still so scared now!
very scared!
super scared!
i duno wadd to say le!
argh!
i am GONE again!
i am going to be DEPRESS again!
DEPRESSION
START
RIGHT
NOW!
i am sorry if i show ani aTt ITudE to anione!
SORRY in ADVANCE (:
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8-23-2005 6:29 AM >>> <3 23o8o5 - happy b'dae tang di :]
yox! today have lots of fun! haha! lols. just simply <3 today! hope everyday will be the SAME! lols (: took alot of photos today! lols! haha. all so FUNNY? lols. thx to FIVE ONE! (: somemore took photo with my beloved tang ge! ZHI KUAN! lols. like million of years since we take photo together? lols.
oh yah! today my tang di b'dae! happy b'dae huh! XIAO GENG YUAN! lols! hehe! jia you for ur N level and O level EMATHS le worx (:
XIAOXIN! haha. finally saw u in canteen! today ur plate was put? lols! did u punish ur frend JUN JIE? lols! haha. aniway jia you huh! GOGOGO! take care and miss ya.
ANZEL! like wadd onli! ur bones frugile? lols! diaoz lehz! haha. (: aniway take caRe huh! (: *mwarhs!
argh! forgot to bring my file home!
*sad!
diaoz*
'stupid
forgetful`
-SHIT!
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8-20-2005 7:40 AM >>> NORTH POINT vs CAUSEWAY POINT
yox i am backie again! lols. today was SLACKING day again! lols. early in the morning went to see doctor. lols. diaoz.. alot of sian dia0z things happen lahz. =.= diaoz lohz. then go back home at around 1pm. supposed to go to WEELING's house but in the end we POSTPHONE to next week (: lols.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy wanna go yishun to take her watch. so i accompany her lohz! lols. in the end we went for shopping huh! lols. buy a BILLABONG pencil case again! lols! very big lehz =.=. lols. somemore we are talking about BIG PENCIL CASE GANG GROUP! lols. diaoz. then WEELING buy a handphone strip! lols. i lend her $10 to buy cos she din bring enuff. before she buy she YOU YU le hen jiu~ but in the end she still buy it! yeah ^^ lols. then we went to CWP after the little shopping in NORTH POINT! lols.! we go CWP then we went to took NEOPRINTS! again! lols. CWP ish BETTER THAN NORTH POINT! lols. then we went home! lol (:
XIAOXIN! you are not beng lahz. dont oways sae urself bad lehz. u are not kkies! u beng den i lian le lohz! i got mani ear holes leh -.- lols. aniway punish ur FREND, JUN JIE! lols! haha! ask him to put plates for ONE WEEK! lols. aniway study hard. lols. transfer brain cells? haha. do u still remember =x aniway miss ya and take caRe (:
ANZEL! lao shi hao! lols. oh yeah man! she is my english teacher for teaching me all the english BAD WORDS! lols! hehe. nice lehz. lols. got such NICE teacher! lols. aniway take caRe of ur knee cap sia! better go see doctor lahz. (: SMILE.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! today told u so mani things huh! somemore i lame u again? lols! haha. CHILDREN ARE OWAYS CHILDREN! lols! BTH huh! lols! SMILE (:
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8-19-2005 4:32 AM >>> ENGLISH ORAL = GONE CASE.
yox i am backie! argh! my english oral is REAL DEAD liao lahz. HOPELESS le lahz. haizh. wadd can i do? i seem so UNPREPARED at all! arghh! cant stand myself too! arghh! *hatred!
mummie forced me to see doctor tml! somemore is a MUST too see the doctor! arghh! i feel so irritated! i hate doctors huh. =x *opps!
XIAOXIN! lols. chatted with him FINALLY! miss him so damn much sia >.< lols. he is having his common tests this week and i am having my prelims the NEXT WEEK! arghh. i am going to do badly! haish. THIS thurs-english,, fri-mother tongue,, NEXT mon-maths,, tues-science,, wed-geography,, thurs-history,, fri-literature,, NEXT NEXT mon-home econs. hope he will do very very well lohz! lols. i know he can cos he is CLEVER lehz! haha! he sae 10 ear holes on one ear is not equal to bad but UGLY! lols. somemore he wanted to pierce but his mummie dun allow him to do so! lols. aniway dun be so sad lahz [x SMILE! :] aniway jia you and miss ya*mwarhs~!
ANZEL! diaoz. today walked back to school with her,, STANLEY,, WEELING! diaoz. her frend-BRENDA was injured? so how's ur frend now. she wished WEELING and ME good luck worx! lols. and gave us each a GOOD LUCK hand shake! lols. dia0x. aniway thx ya! lols (: STOP HER EYES! lols. SHE GAVE ME A SUPER SUPER NICE EYEBROWNS STYLE AGAIN! dia0z! somemore she <3 to blink one of her eyes! lols. so ATTRACTIVE sia >.<. realli too pro. lols. ssomemore she tells me that PRASTISE MAKES PERFECT! =.=! lols. okie. btw YIWEN tells me that you also got injured lehz. so how are you now worx. =.= somemore can WALK WITH US,, DUN WAN TAKE THE CAR. DIA0Z lehz! =.= aniway take caRe huh (:
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! YEAH! it is over! lols. so dun worry too much cos i am MUCH WORSE THAN U (: SMILE.
HIROMI*deaR! hey hey! ONE IS ONE! i din find her lohz! dun accuse me sia! lols. aniway take caRe too.
tml going WEELING*best buddy`lao gong!'s house sia! lols! time for MESS-ING HER ROOM AGAIN! lols (:
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8-18-2005 3:52 AM >>> O level english ORAL- *scared!
yox i am backie to update! my back haben recover at all. it is still in pain now! lols. tml i got my english O level orals! argh! i feel so SCARED. i did badly for my prelims. haiz! *gone case. -
XIAOXIN! u having ur common tests? so all the best of luck to you! wo wei ni jia you kkies! *mwarhs!
ANZEL! today went to the toilet and saw her huh. lols. she asked me whether i wanted to use the first toilet or wadd huh! diaoz. got ppl lehz. unless i BREAK the door! den i say that i helped her but required that she has to stand right in front of the DOOR (: lols. *lame! lols. aniway stay happy huh! *wink* *wink* *wink* lols. u are JUST TOO COOL! lols.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! ermm,, about wadd u sae i think i dun wan to be inside lohz! SEEM SO DAMN EXTRA! i RATHER erm walk with serene then BEING EXTRA! aniway you are committed but not mi lohz. everyone can see that i am NOT committed but NOT YOU AT ALL. maybe you are oways remembered by them but not ME (: anithin.
WISH UPON EVERY STAR.
-pls let me pass my O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL WITH FLYING COLOURS KKIES.-
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8-16-2005 4:11 AM >>> HUIandXIN BESTEST FRIEND 4 LYFE :]
yox! my back still hurts so much! MORE PAINFUL than yesterday! oh god! i am dying of pain man! lols. well! let me craps =x
today my pain so so so pain!! arghh! cant laff so much like last time! cos it is so PAIN!! lols. HEYE*kor kip saying wadd bone breaker! =.= diaoz lehz! mei liang xin sia!! arghh! wadd make mi more sian dia0z is when GARY sae *ahem* is my BOIFREND cos she pao mei yan to me sia!! arghh.. sian dia0z lahz! somemore GARY still tell HEYE*kor sia! >.< argh. bth the both of them! then during english lesson we even play pranks of FARHANA! lols! cant stop laffing and my bones really GOING TO BREAK soon!! lols.
oh yah! today is POIXIN*ultrawoman`darling de b'dae worx! lols. early in the morning make her CARD for her! cos she asked me not to buy anithing sia!! eh lehz! lols. hope she likes it lah! i make until i almost late for my SCHOOL! lols.! hehe! is the ONE AND ONLY b'dae card in the world huh! bestest frend till the END of lyfe huh! lols. simply <3 her as my frend worx! lols. glad to noe her too! lols. and hor i wun forget xinxin de huh! lols! u can have my words/ HUIandXIN BESTEST FRIEND 4 LYFE :] aniway happy 14th b'dae and stay HAPPY oways! *mwarhs!
XIAOXIN! oh yah! saw u at busstop! but dun dare walk up to see that little little finger of urs. hope he is GOOD of cos! lols. aniway i din sae HI too =x i am rude/dao/ill-mannered =x! lols. u oso wadd =p! the other reason is my back HURTS huh!so sorrie worx! lols...
ANZEL! sian dia0z lehz! ur eyes i realli BWG! lols.. but too bad i just <3 seeing that huh =.= lols... u look damn damn COOL and SHUAI when u blink one of ur eyes!! <3 that huh! lols. aniway today ur oral le huh. so jia you! lols. oh yah! i have gave her a GOOD LUCK HAND SHAKE! lols (: SMILE.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! sian dia0z lehz! tml u doing breakfast for the 3 of us! lols. i will be super super touched de worx! *sobx! aniway thx worx (:
MY BACK HURTS SO MUCH;
WOULD THERE BE SOMEMORE TO CARE FOR ME?
I DONT THINK SO;
HAISH.
THAT'S MY LYFE (:
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8-15-2005 4:26 AM >>> anzeL oveR; lihui undeR : DD
my back is so PAINFUL! arggh! hurts alot worx! pain pain pain! help help help! lols.
ANZEL! wei... how mani times must u make that sound huh! ermm.. think 3 to 4 times huh! LOL! oveR lehz. i wonder wadd happen to u huh! so OVERLY OVER OVERATION de lohz! lols. den when i turn to u,, one of ur eyes will blink and there go ur eyebrowns skills again!! eeee/ tao yan lahz! so mani times. i pai seh liao lahz. lols.. mei lai yan qu de lehz. lols.. haha! tao yan tao yan tao yan! lols. i am so jealous huh! lols. cos i dun haf ani eyebrowns skills at all! lols. well i think little of my frends have. ermm,, all i noe ish u and xiaoxin noe? lols! OVER lehz! but hor! so FUN to see =x do more do more! AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! lols. well dun do so often wait too mani mei lai yan qu den i fall in <3 wif u lehz =x lols.. haha! lols. aniway take caRe and stay happy worx! *wink* (^.-) lols. haha! miss ya!*muackiesssss*
XIAOXIN! lols. thx for tt words. i think i have more confident? lols. but tts onli abit nia lahz. lols! u good lohz! next time better smile MORE often huh! lols. btw i saw u fixing ur classroom door lehz. lols! =.= u noe huh! lols! SO PRO? lols.. aniway take caRe and miss ya! *mwarhs!
WEELING*best buddy`lao gong! lols. nice or not! not nice dun scold mi huh! TRY my best le! lols. (: stay happi!
HIROMI*deaR! hoho! friday going with us? better lohz! or not i will *humph* =x! lols. aniway take caRe and dun be too stress up le worx. miss ya (:
MY BACK STILL SO PAIN! MORE PAIN THEN IN SCHOOL LEHZ! arggh! HELP pls!!
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8-14-2005 6:18 AM >>> i <3 my one and only kaii xiin guo :]
hehe! i am back to blog! lols.
XIAOXIN! oh yah! his finger is recovering soon but i forget to pay his little little finger a visit huh! so sad lehz.. lols! aniway I BTH HIM FOR HIS STUBBORNESS! lols! and he laff! lols! he is fan for his common tests and i LAME him all the way! lols~ haha! couldnt imagine that i did that too! lols! aniway i transfer my brain cells to him le! lols! hope he can study hard hard bahz! jia you! i am sure u will score well! lols! jia you jia you jia you! lols! hehe! *mwarhs! ;) aniway u take caRe lahz! SMILE :D
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! hey hey! monday going to give a very very CUTE card! lols! must SMILE when you see that huh! (:
HIROMI*deaR! lols. well i am not angry lahz! so dun nid ani sorrie kkies! lols! hey hey! u dun too stress up lahz! leave some time for relaxation kkies! SMILE and miss ya :]
kaii xiin guo! OH YEAH! kaii xiin guo finally ONLINE after so so so long sia! lols! he online den i scold him le! =x! lols. OH YA! his computer spoil! omg! i must realli pity his computer! cos his compuer got tis kind of good owner? lols. *bleahs! lols. he sae he din saw mi at all! omg! i wonder is he BLIND? lols. oh god! think so! aniway he changed alot huh! become MORE SHUAI! somemore he can sae that he onli remember he getting down the bus and turn to tok to his frends nia! oh god! he realli got problem wif his BRAIN sia! lols! furthermore he can sae yyh see mi liao oso din sae hi < he sae he worse than him! lols! OVER leh he! cos he dun wan mi to BLAME him! lols! tts the reason huh! oh i am realli so so so CRUEL cos i sae alot of things to him! and he ... lols! oveR! he oways liddat huh! moreover he still can sae BU ZHI ZE WU ZHUI? lols! sian dia0z lehz! lols. never mind never mind! i shall forgive my one and only LITTLE LITTLE kaii xiin guo huh! lols! forget it! he wins lohz! IS I LET him one huh! lols! lols.. oh yah! he failed all his summer tests... thats wadd he told mi! all F. diaoz! u better studi hard hor! dun go poly lehz! retain and wait for me lahz! den i help u tuition den u can go J2 with me? lols. hehe! wadd onli! he cant tahan mi for crying! lols! sian dia0z lahz! he sae that he failed all yet he din cry! pls pls! i am gal u are boy! we are DIFFERENT! lols. so i am weaker huh! lols. haha! oh yah! go JC li hai liao lahz. sae O lvl easy! wad onli! u pass ur O den easy lahz! i haben pass yet lohz! STIL STRUGGLING huh! lols! dun SUAN wo! lols.. aniway he sae JC life not good! and he even sae JC sux lehz! diaoz! no BAD WORDS hao bu hao! lols.. okie lahz! u must work hard lohz! if not u realli wan to go poly mehz! u think lohz! u stil got army lehz.. lols. cos u not xiao jie lehz! lols! haha! aniway u must jia you le huh! lols! oh yah! i MISS U TONS TONS! do u noe tt! lol. take caRe and miss ya! *MWARHS! *MWARHS! *MWARHS! <
PRELIMS! oh god! i am DYING!
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8-13-2005 5:56 AM >>> i miss my kaii xiin guo so much x((
yox! i am back to blog!
i am so sian today! such a SIAN DAY for me sia! lols. afternoon,, meet WEELING*lao gong`best buddy as she wants to meet HIROMI*deaR. after that we went walk walk and then we went home.
XIAOXIN! ya... she tok craps! lols! or not u will die? lols.. dun die dun die! i cant live without my deaR xiaoxin de huh! lols! aniway i dun caRe le huh! thx for hearing all my craps! lols.. (: i miss u so much! *mwarhs!
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! hey hey! dun bottle everything up kkies! u got lots of frends wadd! frends are there to help whenever you need us kkies! *dun frown cos i am like seeing you smiling! (:
HIROMI*deaR! woah! weet u weet! deaR so CHIO lehz! lols! ur hairstyle! SO SO SO NICE! suit u lah! aniway SMILE.
kaiixiinguo! wo hao xiang ta lehz! i miss chatting with him! haiz. i was so DOWN but you are not there worx! haiz. kaii xiin guo! where are you. i miss u so much u noe?
MARVIN*lao pa! thx for ur confident? lols! aniway u stay happi and dun think that much kkies! ya! it is a secret between us? lols! (:
MAYBE i am OVER stressing myself/
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8-12-2005 7:07 AM >>> am i stress ? / ' i miss HIM .
yox i am back to update worx! LOL! got my chinese result and feel happy about it! LOL. i got an A1. i was so shocked. but my oral not good? cos only got a merit. aniway! i am happy lah.
i got burnt huh! somemore ish first degree burn in my index finger of my left hand. it is so pain now. hais. what am i doing?
XIAOXIN! thx for yesterday de SPEECH! u make mem stronger? lols! thx thx thx! SIMPLY <3 u to bits and pieces. i was so happy that i want to tell you de! but din haf the courage! lols! aniway just JIEJIE WILL OWAYS <3 u huh! *mwarhs*
ANZEL! how you worx! see u like BLUR LOOKING AT ME AND I like BLUR LOOKING AT YOU? aniway take caRe kkies?
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! dun liddat le worx. i worry de lehz! u my hao peng you lehz. u liddat i oso liddat lohz! you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang. no matter wadd! i will be there for u de kkies. (: SMILE! and hor,, thx ultraman for askin? lols. kinda of shock? (:
HIROMI*deaR! thx deaR <3 u loads loads worx! miss u loads loads too! *mwarhs*
BOON*er zi`di! KING OF GAMBLE! he is so sian and i entertain him by playing alot of MSN games! LOL! i am so so over! we keep playing huh! lol! yaya! he win mi alot in hand 7! ya lah! PRO lahz!! lols! see i so nice play with him huh! u better dun pan ni or not i wun play games wif u le huh! LOL! SMILE and take caRe.
HEYE*kor! flu nia! wun die de lahz! anihow onli sia! by the way take caRe huh! lols. SMILE loads too kkies (:
i saw kaii xiin guo today! but he din sae hi to mi sia! wadd onli! maybe i too short he cant see mi? wad onli loh! lols! but he changed alot huh! lols! <3 kaii xiin guo!
I AM STRESSING MYSELF?
I AM NOT THE GIRL THAT EVERYONE USED TO KNOW.
I AM SORRY FOR THAT.
I AM LOST ONCE YOU ARE GONE.
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8-11-2005 5:16 AM >>> tml is the day again / <3 his speech.
argh. i cried again and i duno why! i wonder how many times have i cry this year. hais. so useless.
HE asks y u haiz?,, y?,, y lyk tt?,, veri difficult ar?
HE says don cry lah.. its ok lah.. u did ur best wad,, nvm lah.. don be too sad lah,, have confident loh,, don think too much lah,, don give yourself too much pressure lah.
HE praises u reali have a gd attitude towards study sia.. i wan to but donnoe y cannot sia.. always think of doin other thing instead to study.
HE requests don lyk tt sae lah.. u make me worried abt my future sia,, wad lao.. don lyk tt lah.. i scare sia,, express and NA abt de same lah.
HE teaches don care abt wad others feel lah..as long as u try ur best liao...
HE wants don haiz lah..u ask me not to yet u haiz,, don haiz n don cry lah,, change ur dp lah.
HE argues ok loh..next time i oso use haish?hais?hai?,, i don care...u can use y cant i.. unless u stop loh.. haha,, i use when i m sad loh.
HE finally knows no wonder todae saw u witf ur head lookin on de floor...lyk veri sad lyk tt.
i love chatting with him! he makes all my troubles fly away a while later! no matter how DOWN i am! no matter how SAD i am! he is nice no matter wadd. he makes mi back to alive again! SIMPLY <3 him loads loads! oh yah! i know how to write his name le! lols. is so SIMPLE but NICE! lols. and hor! LOL! XIAOMEI <3 DAGE / DAJIE <3 XIAODI! *mwarhs!
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! thx for being there for me! i realli have alot of thx wanana sae to you! thx thx thx! u are oways there for mi/ thx for everythin! maybe wadd u sae are right!
SERENE*nu er`best buddy! thx for being there for me too! i oso wanna sae lots of thx to u! (:
WEELING&SERENE! hey! thx both of u loads loads!! u guys are really there for mi whenever i need frends the most! i promise i will be there for the both of you kkies! no matter wadd,, we will be the BEST frends till end of life! FRENDS4lyfe.
HIROMI*deaR. haiz. i am sorry.
should i believe that someone's views on him?
i HATE myself for LOVING you!
tml is the day!
10am sharp.
12 august 2oo5.
riverside secondary school.
G.C.E O level mother tongue results.
i hope to be happy.
i hope to see the best result ever.
i am in DEPRESSION state still.
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8-10-2005 6:43 AM >>> DEPRESSION STATE!
ARGHHHH! i am feeling so so DEPRESS now! and i need some people by my side! even is ONE person only! i need him/her now! please please please! i am begging! i am on my knees! i really feel that i am going crazy anytime! CHINESE RESULT IS COMING OUT! i cant image what will i do if i cant get A1 or A2 now! i cant! wadd am i going to do! i got no more FUTURE animore! i got NO MORE! how am i going to live! HOW HOW HOW! i cant stand myself! i cant take it anymore! WO ZHEN DE YAO BEN KUI LE! arghhhhhh! HELP MI! SAVE MI! i am feeling so DOWN yet i also duno wadd to do anymore! TIME TIME TIME! I NEED THEM! CANT THE EARTH STOP TURNING! AND STOP THIS MOMENT FOREVER!
seriously i am feeling so DAMN STRESS.
DEPRESSION STATE now.
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8-09-2005 7:37 AM >>> DEPRESSION again! ' LIUXINGYU .
i am backie to update but i am sick huh! so bu shu fu man! one thing to blog for sure! HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! went to taopayoh just now! bought 2 bags at a go-same pattern but only different colour!,, one set of shirt for my little brother (: i am so tired now! haha!
XIAOXIN! JIEJIE miss YOU LEH !! *mwarhs!
anzeL! thx for listening to me! miss ya lots too! enjoy urself worx! (: take caRe.
HIROMI*deaR! long time din see u le worx! how are u huh! aniway thx for concerning me? i am sorrie for making you to worry me.
WEELING*lao gong`best buddy! yoyo! how's ur day? ENJOY urself? ermm,, heard that you are sad cos hais. sorrie worx. i am oways liddat. aniway i am fine kkies.
i am too tired to think of anything right now.
sorry everyone.
sometimes i feel that i am not worth to be concern by anyone! haish.
BUT i <3 all my FAMILYandFRIENDS (:
DEPRESSION// i am so STRESS now.
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8-08-2005 5:58 AM >>> TIRED / FLU x(
yox! i am here to update my BLOG again! LOL! today was a tiring day for mi >.< aniway tml ish SINGAPORE 40th BIRTHDAY! le! HAPPY B'DAE SINGAPORE!
yesterday went to party world again >.< sian dia0z huh! cos is my UNCLE's B'DAE worx! LOL! we were high again huhx! LOL! i sang lots of songs? but not more than last time huh! i sang an jing,, jie kuo,, gu dan bei ban qiu,, chi xin jue dui,, tong hua! LOL! HIGH sia! LOL! play and play and play! lol! onli went back home at around 10pm? lol! i sneeze alot of times in there sia! diaoz man! TIRED! lols!
today went to school huhz! wear RED huh! lols. the sec 4E and 5N were high this year! maybe we are leaving soon! arghh.. kinda of miss the times in riverside now! NO WORDS can really tell how my heart feels now! LOL! okie! we sang and scream! we even JUMPED ON THE STAGE! lols! I JUST FEEL SO HIGH THAT TIME! lols! first time sia >.< LOL!
went to CWP but FULL WITH PPL SIA THE CINEMA THERE! so we went for our lunch then went FOR WALK WALK! lols.. sian lahz.. we went to TIMEZONE! and were laughing and playing like mad? LOL.. then went home around duno wadd time! LOL! went home le help family to PAINT MY HOUSE! lols. at least i contribute some worx! LOL! my house seem so NICE now! lols. (:
XIAOXIN! lols. din saw u high huh! LOL! i noe wadd u looks like le? lols. ASTRO boy huh! miss ya*mwarhs!
anzeL! so high AGAIN huh! lols! RIVERSIDE CHEERS! lols! btw drinks lots of water kkies! take caRe (:
WEELING*best buddy`lao gong! ermm... duno worx! sorrie huh. well. take carE (:
aniway i am tired le huh! lols (: take caRe everyone (:
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8-06-2005 1:34 AM >>> DIinjured;JIEsadx= ' i<3u
TODAY went to school for 4 hrs of chemistry! LOL! sian dia0z lahz... our class keep asking for BREAK! lols.. somemore we got 20 minutes after listening for 1 hr 30 mins of lesson! LOL! mdm ho cant stand our class! LOL! cos we just write wadeva it is! lol! *peng la* LOL.. went home alittle earlier. then went CWP with weeling*lao gong`best buddies,, serene*nu er`best buddies and gary! LOL! we went to buy our RED T-shirt! LOL (: then we went home le. on the way home,, weeling was so COLD! cos i was telling her some LAME LAME LAME LAME things! can say LAMEST OF THE LAMEST! lols (:
things that i am supposed to do:
- my amaths tutees*laisheng; helmi; faizal who score 69 and above i will treat them ice cream in swensen
- my poa tutees*nisa; nisah; heye who score 69 and above i will treat them ice cream in swensen
- my mei*shiqi score well for N level i treat KFC
- my mei*gina i will treat chocolates (:
XIAOXIN injured le! he INJURED le! oh deaR. i got so so so shocked when i know about that! haish. he got injured while he was playing bball on friday! haish! i wonder if he is OKIE now? he say he is FINE and say just hurt one LITTLE finger! haish! cant stand him when he does not know how to take caRe of himself! i dont want to see him liddat lehz! monday going to see his finger! oh yah! he is just so STUBBORN too! and i am that STUBBORN too! but in the end he prommise mi not to play bball le! yeah yeah! ^^ i won! cos he let mi win one huhz! LOL! (: take caRE. miss ya! *mwarhs! guaiguai ting jie jie de hua; wo cai teng ni larh ! ^^
; words cannot express what the heart truly feels . ' just 3 words; i <3 you -
; my heart never smiled until i saw you . ' i have fallen into the pool of urs -
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8-05-2005 2:03 AM >>> CHOCOLATES (: -miss XIAOXIN so much.
LOL! oh my god! i am just so tired. today school was HIGH! lols. well. buying RED-T tml! oh yeah! national day is round the corner! everyone ENJOY (: oh ya! early in the morning a BEE let my scream like wadd onli lohz! i was so SCARED and i just SCREAMED! mr kok asked us not to scream cos he sae insects go for HIGH PITCH sound! -.- i scare until wanna CRY Le LAHZ! still dun wan SCREAM!
anzeL! first time see u so HIGH sia! ABIT ABIT xia dao lohz! LOL! oh yah! MUST SCREAM MORE ON MONDAY! U ROX ya!
XIAOXIN! today i pass him the chocolate huh. there are total 5 different chocolates inside! hope he likes it lahz! so he cant HAISH for 5 yrs! LOL! oh yah! today he passed by my class during the LAST PERIOD,, den he SMILE AT MI! lols! den SERENE*nu er was like why he SMILING ALL THE WAY! lols! i xia dao duno wadd to do but HAHA! i onli sae BYE to my didi nia =x first time he smile until so LONG! lols! i see until so LONG! (: ANYWAY he asks me not to take it to HEART! -.- okie lahz! u are just too NICE; i am just too BAD! lols! <3loads loads!*mwarhs*
[the SMILE on your FACE brings a SMILE to my HEART]
WEELING*laogong`bestbuddies! SO HOW IS IT? LOL! i think my sixth sense is right huhx!
HEYE*kor! i GOT A SUPER DUPER NICE kor! (:
BOON*er zi`di! i got A SUPER DUPER BAN NI DE ER ZI SIA!! (:
i am TOO tired and i miss him so much.
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8-04-2005 7:38 AM >>> XIAOXIN*XIAODI haish// STUBBORN!
haish. XIAOXIN hais le. cos of my STUBBORN-NESS again! haish. why must i make him hais everytime. WHY am i so STUBBORN oways. when can i change. dui bu qi. a million of sorry also cant replace the haish that you gave it to me today. he oways haish because i am too STUBBORN. he oways sae nvm. but i am the one who is so BAD! haish. i really feel so bad after seeing you hais-ing worx. haish. i rather that person is me bahz. dui bu qi. i know i am STUBBORN. sorry. i PROMISE i will change.
SORRY I FAIL TO BE A GOOD JIE TO YOU ! HAIS... EVERYTIME MAKE PEOPLE AROUND ME HAIS NIA !
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if you believe you can; you can. if you believe you cant; you cant. there is a great power if BELIEF so believe...by:hui`
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8-04-2005 3:22 AM >>> SMILE :]
sian diaoz lahz. today my class have LAUGHTER's ECHO again!! sian diaoz lahz.. bees keep flying into our class during our focus study huhz! LOL. then miss lim ask us not to panick yet she seem so SCARE! lols! laugh dao wo peng sia! somemore during recess,, ginny and aiting tell us that their class got 4 BEES HIVES man! omg!! SO "LITTLE" sia! -.-! oh yah,, WEELING*lao gong,, JIEYING*nu er,, GINNY*wai yu and I chat,, SLACK during our chinese lesson huhz! well,, tml have no healthy lifestyle but got singing -.-! LOL.
anzeL! todae walked past my class again huhx. LOL. sian dia0z lahz. my class's windows closed de lohz! so duno whether she see my SMILE to heR lol but i did see her SMILE too? LOL! yeah! she is COOL my deaR!
XIAOXIN! LOL. today walked past him somemore sia! LOL. ermm,, SMILE? LOL! i dun dare to SMILE! i too pai seh le lahz. maybe LOL. well <3 u loads !
WEELING*best buddies`lao gong! oh yeah! i sing alot of cyndi de DANG NI for u huhz! LOL!! haha. i noe le huh,, dun shy le lahz! wo men shi hao peng you dun we (:
YEAH! school is FUN but STRESS too! i hope lesser STRESS? PRELIMS ARE COMING! HAISH!
tml ORCHARD! but something happens and i will tell WEELING worx. see how bahz. haish. *FAN!
tt's all,, TAKE CARE PEEPZ!
HE is GONE again; i am LOST again.
*i miss him loads; hao xiang ta-
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8-03-2005 4:18 AM >>> LAUGHTER'S ECHO// missing him*
LOL! today my class was OVER huhz! LOL! during poa focus studi i was laffing den the class echo my LAUGHTER!! lol! when i heard tt,, i LAFF EVEN MORE!! laff until my tears oso roll down sia!! LOL! haha.
weeling*lao gong`best buddies. yoyo! i tell serene*nu er abt helping her to buy the T-shirt le huhz. LOL! oh yah! GO for IT huhz. LOL! ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO WAIT FOR FRIDAY huh!
heye*kor! LIKE WADD ONLI LOHZ! todae when anzeL walked past my class den he sae ur FAV lai le!! -.-! bwg lahz. diaoz lohz! lols. OH YA! he eats a BUN,, A DUMPLING,, A EGG everyday! LOL! cos when i ask him to give him his only 3 marks for chem he dun wan sia! LOL! like wadd onli >.< LOL. btw DO UR POA kkies! LOL... haha! *bleah* or not NO BANANA wadd wadd to eat le huhz!
tt's all peepz. take caRe and BBYE le!
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8-02-2005 3:40 AM >>> EXCITING DAY// LIUXINGYU (:
yox i am backie again! LOL! school was exciting today? LOL! during SS lesson,, our teacher got course so she didnt came so we all in the classroom like NO LAWS AND ORDER LIDDAT =] then JOLYON keep hiding ppl things sia! diaoz lahz. LOL! somemore he xchange my bag with serene*nu er lohz! diao diao diaoz!! LOL! nvm,, i shall forgive him =x then after school,, when we are there waiting for our classroom to open then LINGKWEE*ORH JIAO,, YILIN and ME was playing HIDE and SEEK! LOL! sian diaoz is that i was HIDING then nisah came and shouted,, LIHUI,, Y ARE U HIDING THERE! -.- diaoz sia! ppl playing then she shouted out the i got no choice but to run to hide again sia!! LOL! then LK was laughing =x her laughter betray her LOCATION!! LOL!! xiao dao wo peng! LOL!
more sian dia0z! todae our class got a SUPER SUPER BIG BEE huh! LOL! all of us were like OMG OMG OMG!! lols! then when the bee flew over to our area there,, it got hitted by the fan and fell OFF. omg! i scare until i THROW MY PAPER ONE SIDE THEN RUN =x then gary xia mi somemore! LOL! like wadd onli lohz >< BULLY SIA! i scream again (:
anzeL,, LOL! so sian dia0z huhx! i SPLASH water at her in the toilet then she SPLASH me too! LOL! somemore she got plan one sia! I BWG sia! LOL! oh yah,, after school,, nearly bang onto her when i wanted to go into the washroom! LOL! i should sae sorry too! not just u onli huh. so SORRY anzeL!
LOL! XIAOXIN!! today i gave him wadeva i need to give him! LOL! well i did not pass to him personally cos i TOO pai seh le lahz! LOL! happen to see my frend,, ZAKI! so i asked him to pass to XIAOXIN for me worx! LOL! XIAOXIN GAVE ME A VERY STRANGE EYEBROWNS looks huh! same as ANZEL sia! LOL! oh yah. ask him how it TASTE LATER =x well take caRe worx! LOL! *grins! hope he likes it of cos! <3 u*mwarhs! miss ya too!
weeling*lao gong`best buddies! ermm. try wadeva chance u got kkies? LOL! maybe something may happen kkies. dun ever wei le yi ke shu er fang xi zhen ge shen ling huh! [dun ever give up the whole forest becos of one TREE!] LOL! duno my han yu pin yin right or not sia! oh yah. take caRe lehz.. or else i will be angri if u sick kkies! =]
serene*nu er! LOL! oh yah! u noe the most the huhz! LOL! well,, how can u sae he looks like LA BI XIAO XIN lehz!! LOL! like wadd onli lohz! THICK EYEBROWNS then is la bi xiao xin liao mehz! anihow onli worx! LOl! *bleah* btw i not bias kkies! i am FAIR =xx! LOL!
i just NOE XIAOXIN de mei mei sia!! diaoz diaoz diaoz! so SHOCK that she knew me first huh. LOL! oh ya,, dun look down on urself kkies. i think is my understanding not good lahz. LOL! just take caRe and we will craps more next time kkies *winks*
lastly! MINGHUI*meimei! happy b'dae worx. 12 yrs old le huhz. studi hard for ur PSLE huhz! SCORE WELL! i trust u can de! JIEMEI! (:
well,, thats all! LOL.
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8-01-2005 6:41 AM >>> TODAY SIMPLY ROX// <3 XIAOXIN :]
sian dia0z lahz! today whole day was about red candy!! wo de tian! cant tahan my frend sia!! most importantly why the ghost movie de ghost must name LEE LI! wo de tian ar!! LOL! somemore got one part is LEE LI HUI LAI LE [ LEE LI COME BACK] den MY FULL NAME INSIDE SIA!! wo zhen de zhen de sian dia0z daooo! LOL! BWG -.- next after assembly we went to 883! then the gary go call weeling's hp den the ring tone is ONE MISSED CALL DE -.- then he started to utter RUBBISH! somemore they sae i am the ghost then wadd curse wadd curse! wadd onli >.< give them a TIGHT SLAP sia!! LOL! then he asked mi to pick up the phone and sae hello then he started SCREAMING! i have no CHOICE BUT TO SCREAM AT HIM AT MY TOP OF MY VOICE (: LOL. sian dia0z lahz! i wanna SUE that MOVIE LE!! lols!
LOL. i gave anzeL a very diao and dao looks today during assembly huh! LOL. wonder if she will get angry? sorry worx.
YEAH YEAH! WO DE XIAO XIN SO NICE =] ends le =x i am so so HAPPY now! LOL! CAN FLY LE! LOL! lol! haha. somemore tml i going to make him something huh. HOPE HE LIKES IT LAH! jie <3 u *mwarhs! =]
yeah. todae is a NICE DAY cos i went to CWP with my best buddies`lao gong*weeling worx! LOL! it has been a long time since she GO CWP with me alone le huh! LOL! enjoy myself wif her lahz,, cos she is my best buddies who understands me DAMN well lohz! LOL! she told me something huh. LOL! SECRETS again!! LOL! then we just talk and talk and talk. so lets wait for friday and saturaday to approach wor. ENJOY (:
omg! todae i saw my PRIMARY SCHOOL BEST BEST BEST BEST FREND*VEE LING man!! MISS HER LOADS LOADS worx. it has been a LONG TIME since we last met each other! really miss our primary school day times! where we got all kinds of JOKES and FUN. the wadd DA YAN JING and STUFF de! LOL! miss all my primary school mates loads loads. LOL! like edmund sae,, I WANNA GO BACK TO PRIMARY SCHOOL! lol! hope that day will come! miss u guys!
HEYE*kor! WE din pang seh lohz! LOL. we just put aeroplanes nia huh. LOL! sian dia0z huh. overall u are FATED WITH the POOH FAN! lols! cos w/o it u will SWEAT TO DEATH? lols. oh yah. ur black market so LAN de! no FAN one =x aniway take caRe and SMILE my kor =]
weiyang*kor! omg! out of a sudden he asked me whether i want lolipop or not lehz! i was shocked dao! LOL! aniway he oways been very nice to me de lahz! LOL! kor u are nice man! simply LIKE u as my KOR worx! u take caRe too =]
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7-31-2005 3:34 AM >>> DEPRESSION// STRESS - i miss u <3'
yox! LOL! i finally update my other blog huhz. saturaday went to CWP with MEIMEI and we TOOK neos! LOL! waste $$ again =x! LOL! well i am so STRESS UP NOW! i feel so STRESS NOW! i simply dun understand myself now! haish. where is my kaii xiin guo! i miss him!! he is the one when i can TALK AND PLAY like no one biz at all! haish. really so LOST now. haish. i think i am going to suffer DEPRESSION REAL SOON! haish. i cant stand myself too!! argh!! i cant stop SLACKING! i am simply so LAZY!! arghh!! wadd am i going to do? haish. prelims are coming yet i got nth prepared! haish. i am totally a FAILURE!
anzeL,, i promise to walk with you huhz. LOL! oh well we are frends my deaR LOL. we will complete our JOURNEY =] trust me kkies!
XIAOXIN,, haish. never mind. *speechless! maybe i am the one to start all this bahx.
MY LIFE IS GOOD NOW! I HOPE THAT LAST FOREVER! oh yah. tml going to make sandwich for LAO PA ,, hmm want to do for weeling*best buddies`lao gong too =] *wink*
nothing is forever; will you be my forever?
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7-29-2005 7:30 AM >>> SILENCE// haish.
haish. since thats the case,, SILENCE BETWEEN US STARTS NOW! i dont want to speak anymore. i am tired le. UNLESS u do something or else i will just be QUIET. i know i am really very STUBBORN and you cant stand me anymore le. i am just so STUUBORN,, sorry.
deaR*hiromi,, dun liddat lehz.. make mi so worry lehz. i was shock when u tells me that too. mb i dun understand ur thoughts and feelings but i feel sad too. haish. no matter wadd i will be there huh =]
parallel lines will never meet each other no matter what happens unless miracle happens. haish. there is not such things as miracle.
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7-29-2005 4:35 AM >>> BEST DAY EVER =]
it is friday again =] i am so sian dia0z lohz. my IDIOT IDIOT COMPUTER.. i cant stand it le huhz. LOL!! cant tahan sia!! LOL! aniway today is the BEST DAY ever! =]
anzeL so like wadd onli huhx,, her mei miao very pro sia,, can do alot alot of strange strange de lohz! LOL! haii wo geng ta MEI LAI YAN QU sia~! lol! aniway the ORAL oveR le lahz,, so lets dun think too much le lohz! haha, we got the same marks in fact sia! LOL! kinda of sian diaoz lohz! LOL!! so lets work hard for our prelim now lohz,, dun think too much le huhz. LOL! IJC is waiting!! lol! so u must jia you le huhz,, all the best worx. miss ya! LOL! *mwarhs!*
xiaoxin! LOL! he is MINE!! lolss. lols.. cant stop teasing him lohz. lols. make mi feel so HAPPY huhx. lolss. the way he speak is like lah,, lah,, lah,, LOL! wo sian dia0z lahz. den he sae i too sian huhz. LOL! where got >< LOL!! make mi feel so HAO XIAO! LOL!! aniway u must trust me huhz,, LOL! wo hui CHI XIN daooo siao =x. LOL! <3 to the bits and pieces worx. LOL! =] oh yah! he is a GREAT SKIPPER! lols!
guanhui*didi,, HIAK HIAK HIAK! i noe one more ur mi mi le huhz. LOL! ni si ding liao lahz,, LOL!! haha.. wo hui suan si ni de huhz. LOL!
kaii xiin guo chi0ng game chi0ng daoo siao le huhz.. oways play n play n play NON STOP!! hey hey take caRe huhx. miss ya!! LOL! =]
heye*kor LIKE TRADITIONAL AND ZHENG JING DE GALS! LOL! LOL! LOL! qi PAO!!! lols!! first time chat with him through PHONE huhs! LOL! oh yah! BUYING HIM A FAN HUHX! lols! CUTE one BEST =x
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7-26-2005 2:55 AM >>> WILL WE BE THE SAME AS BEFORE? *wondeR -
haish. are there really somethings not meant to be said but meant to be keep in the heart? haish. i duno. i feel so LOST. i try to pull back our FRENDSHIP but i cant. i fail to do so. haish. wo hen mei you yong.
today lessons are boring especially at the second last period. LOL! not feeling well today too. haish. after school have ice cream as my lunch. end my focus study earlier than 5pm,, went home straight and online. oh ya,, todae is my doctor lee b'dae worx. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOCTOR LEE!! (:
anzeL look so shock when i shouted at her! LOL! lalala~ she sae sorrie to me when i din angry or wadd wadd huhx. so STRANGE! lols. aniway take caRe of urself huhx. lols. SMILE.
XIAOXIN! omg~! <3 him loads loads man. he is simply tooo CUTE,, COOL,, NICE,, SWIT,, SHAUI,, INNOCENT! lols. ONE OF HIS PICTURE LOOKS JUST SO INNOCENT! SIMPLY <3 tt pic lohz! LOL! <3 him loads loads *mwarhs!*.
kaii xiin guo hais le worx. i duno wadd happen and i cant do anithing too. haish. i wonder if he is FINE by now? dun think too much kkies. UR KAII XIIN GUO LIHUI will be there for u de worx. SMILE SMILE SMILE! *remember - grins*
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7-25-2005 4:15 AM >>> happy b'dae COUSIN;huiru (:
yoyo. i am back again worx.
YESTERDAY i had a GREAT night huh. LOL! cos is my cousin 8 yrs old b'dae and we had a mini celebration at the CWP party world KTV! lols! NICE huhx. lols. is my FIRST time going to a KTV too,, kinda of anxious huhz. lols. My family and i reached CWP at 5pm cos my mummie nid to buy JEWELLERY for his collegue's daughther who is just born =] while she was buying,, my sister and i went around looking and buying my sister's best friend b'dae gift huhx. lol! she bought a hamster BASKET for heR lols. it is SO cute! LOL! after our things had bought we went oveR to CIVIC centre. we reached there about 5.30pm so we went into the TOM and STEFANIE shop to buy things again. LOL! this time my aunt,, cousin,, jenny auntie reached too. LOL! but not my uncle. so while waiting for my uncle we went around those shops in front of the LIBRARY. lols. then i SAW my friend anzeL wif her friend brenda? LOL! well. my uncle reached so we went to the sixth FLOOR. lols! we reached the KTV at about 6.10pm and we actually have 4 hours of KTV time -.-! SO long huhx. so the KTV time for us is 6.15pm to 10.15pm! LOL! so we sang alot of songs! LOL! we are just so HIGH! i realised that my UNCLE is so PRO at singing english song! LOL! his voice sound nice worx. LOL! so we sang,, play,, shout,, jump all oveR the place. LOL! one malu thing happened. that is when my sister and i wanted to go back to our KTV room after our visit to our washroom. we LOST our way,, so i happened to see the little UNCLE who served us and i asked him where our room! LOL! so he bring us back huh. LOL! so at around 9pm,, jenny auntie called the LITTLE uncle to bring in our cake and we sang a b'dae song before cutting the CAKE huh. LOL! the CAKE looks NICE!! lols. so we ate the cake huhx. lols. then we sang a few more song before we actually leave the place huh. LOL! we went back home after that =]
anzeL so act huh. i din bang so hard or can sae that i onli touch dao ni huhx. then u pain liao huh. LOL! wonder u are so WEAK or wadd huhx. PURPOSELY de huhx. >.< LOL! hey hey,, i was holding on to a CAKE huhx. so i will be very careful for my steps so must be u BANGING onto me and din even sae one SORRY huhs!! =ppp!! aniway u LOOK so shuai worx. LOL! my youngest sister say u look PRETTY huhx. lols! i STRONGLY AGREE that you are just so SHAUI + PRETTY worx. *winks* LOL! <3 u <3 u <3 u *mwarhs!*
xiaoxin*xiaodi! LOL! lalala~ who ask u play on me first lohz. LOL! so i sure revenge de wadd! LOL! so is my TURN to PLAY on you huhx. LOL! oh yah! he is a GREAT SUAN-ER! and i am a GREAT CRAP-ER! lols! oveR oveR. so take caRe huh. LOL! i will continue till u CRY den i will STOP playing!! LOL!!
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7-23-2005 8:07 AM >>> <3 xiao xin once again :]
yeah yeah ^^ i am so happy now worx. cos i got a new idol le! thats is xiao xin worx. LOL! he simply rox my lyfe! lalala~ before that he pei he mi by saying go rescue the world when i sae ultraman ultraman fly away! wo hao gan dong worx. he also the second person who liao jie wo worx. as the first person is none other than wo de kaii xiin guo! LOL! he got a nice voice of cos. somemore he sing the whole song - jie kuo when i request it worx. so NICE of him. he is just a SUPER DUPER COOL,, SHUAI,, CUTE,, SWIT,, NICE,, TALL and STUBBORN boy! simply <3 xiao xin to bits and pieces worx. *mwarhs* miss ya (:
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7-22-2005 7:24 AM >>> <3 xiao xin =]
wo de kaii xiin guo hais le worx. wadd happen le worx. hais.
xiaoxin*xiaodi promise to let me GROW! as it mean that if he want to grow,, the growing process will happen on me instead of him! haha. so nice and sweet of him. but i dun think i will grow le huhx. haish. oh yah, he is getting better le huhs. hope to see him SMILE often. SIMPLY <3 him.
woah! LOL! wo de qing ai de di di huhx. lols. o5o3o5 u oso remember worx. LOL! not bad not bad! *bleahs*
lao pa dun think too much lahs. think too much also no use. or else like someone that i just introduce to u de? she is NICE of cos! yeah =x
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7-22-2005 5:08 AM >>> be the BESTEST FREND no matter what happens (:
LOL! school is tired especially when i got 2 hours of exercise today! sian dia0z lahz. today i skip until very crazy huh. we keep doing pair skipping sia! LEI daoo wo yao si diaoz le huhz. LOL! then recess time eat something COLD COLD one huh. NICE sia! it is COOLING! =] after school went to 883 and have my lunch then come back to school for the talk from ngee an poly! LOL! but not really interested huhz. lols =x
anzeL sick sia! grastic pain huh. wonder if she okie although she sae better le. but i dun think she ish okie enuff huhz. LOL! take caRe worx gal. u get sick too often le make me worry huh. LOL! stay happy and SMILE (:
xiaoxin*xiaodi hope he ish better now le lahz. cos he doesnt seem to get well at all after giving him the strepsils lohz. i wonder he eats or his friends eat? but i want him to get well lohz! he sae me waste money huh. lols! btw you dun nid grow le lahz. u oreadi tall ENUFF le huhs. stop GROWING my deaR xiao di! LOL! cos it make mi shorter! he ish nice cos he ish NICE! lols! take caRe worx di. JIE <3 DI to bits and pieces =]
be the bestest frend no matter wadd happens. true frend nids challengs to prove their frenship de. just like YOUandME. i am sorrie for tt entry after LONG thinkin le! sorrie for all my sensitive-ness! bao qian le. BESTESTfrend4LYFE! =]
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7-21-2005 7:15 AM >>> FRENDSHIP =[
i am back to blog again. todae ish racial harmony day =]
anzeL wear the clothes for only 20 to 30 minutes! wadd sia! wear shorter time then me lohz! change also din tell me as i am sure the first one to change!! LOL! but u look nice =]
xiaoxin*xiaodi haben hao sia! take caRe lehz. eat the strepsils huhx :]
today my class play a TRICK on me! omg!! anxious dao wo ku xiao bu de sia!~ xiao and xiao and xiao,, xiao dao wo ku lohz! lols! i wonder why huhz. can u image u go put things in locker then go back everything was LOST! omg!! not a single thing left. somemore they can sae i put my bag in the locker! lols! impossible sia! in the end is they pass and pass my bag pass dao yusoff there huhx. sian dia0xz lahz! everyone was laffing at me when i was looking for my bag. somemore hannah say i look funny when looking for my bag! LOL! sian dia0zz lohz.
well,, i got nothing to say to you le but i shall back off cos u seem to be happier than before. haish.
Friendship is delicate as a glass; once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
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7-20-2005 1:40 AM >>> our trust is gone; haish
yox. i am back again to update worx. it has been a long time since i last update huhz. =]
anzeL sae sorrie to me huhz. lols with a DA JIE behind lehz. haha. wo ke dan dan bu qi worx. lols (: but aniway i din mind anithing de huhz. lols. becareful lohz,, i will revenge de huhz. i wished her good luck for her orals and she wished me good luck too. this time i got give her a GOOD LUCK HAND SHAKE lehz. lols. oh yah,, dun be mad le kkies. maybe u are too nervous nia or else i noe u will do well de huhz. dun brood oveR it animore le worx. just forget all about it and smile =]
xiaoxin*xiaodi sick le huhz. sian dia0x lohz. so da liao still duno how to take good caRe of himself. aniway i hope he will be better huh,, cos i gave him 2 packets of strepsils huh. aniway take caRe worx. SMILE (:
actually i got one matter keep in my heart for this few days and i feel so terrible cos i cant stand/take it anymore. i cry whenever i think of this matter as i cant hold back my tears at all. it really break my heart. maybe i am useless. haish. alot of times i wanted to pluck up my courage and ask you about this matter but i do not dare cos i know i will definitely cry. but i really cant take it anymore le. haish. why must u lie me? why why why? why i have so many friends not lying me yet must be you? why must be the one who i trusted so much to lie me? why? i do not know why. do you know how hurt is it and how painful is it? especially someone who you trusted so much. do you ever know how i feel? i just feel like a completely IDIOT! i am not a kid. i am not a wood. i am human being. i got feelings. haish. like you say you went to orchard with some "friends",, i know who are they le lohz. dun nid to cover it anymore le. then you say u wanted to go CWP but in the end you went to CENTREPOINT with them again. why? why must you lie to me such things. well all i want to say that if they and you dont like my presence or dont like me,, tell me and i will back off for sure. cos i dun want anyone to feel uneasy and i dont want to put anyone in difficult suitation. i dun like the feeling of NOW! i feel like i am so EXTRA! maybe i am in fact. this is wadd we call friends? haish. maybe you feel that i have oways been the one making things difficult to you,, showing you all kinds of attitude,, stopping you from making friends,, making you difficult to go out with them or talk to them,, irritated you all the times,, making you have to lie in front of me,, i do not know what to say le but i am really veri sorrie. i noe it ish oways so difficult for you all to talk especially with my presence so i shall back off now. when i back off,, i think you will be happier,, they will also be happier and things will be better? haish. well,, i think we shall not be best friends anymore le since i am a burden to you. maybe is becos you treat me as frend but i treat you as my best frend. i promise that i will back off. i noe i am bad in terms of everything but you know how hurt and down am i? i am really sorry for my presence,, for my entry and for every every single things. SORRY =[
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7-16-2005 7:43 AM >>> ORCHARD (: serene*nu er de b'dae is coming =]
yo. i am back again to update huhs. well yesterday din update is all becos of my comp! my comp did not let me have a chance to go internet and MSN at all! so i am tired and lazy of trying it again cos i am have try it for about 3 hours so i went to sleep instead! =x
well. yesterday school was good again because i have only 2 hours of lessons and 2 hours of exercise huhz. lols! first period was HL-SKIPPING! and the second period was PE-basketball. lols! image how sweaty and smelly was me when i did 2 hours of exercise! lols! during HL i keep on running cos KONG BU FEN ZI keep chasing me!! wo hen pa lohz! den i was screaming for help and running at the same time. how SOUR was my stomache!! lols! i shouted mr sani for help too =x haha! den was recess! after that was chemistry then follow by amaths huhx. lols! den after school we went for chemistry again. then was our FREE TIME! ^^ yeah yeah! =]
well,, yesterday was also the GCE O level chinese listening comprehension huhx. so sian diaoz lohs. cos we are suppose to report at 2pm while the listening comprehension start at 3pm! omg >< ONE HOUR EARLIER! lols!! then we make a lot of noise in the class huhz. talk and talk,, joke and joke,, laugh and laugh,, play and play,, simply enjoying ourselves huhz. lols! RELAX =x my zhi kuan*tang ge keep on suaning heye*kor huhx. lols! cos of his seat huhz. LOL! then i also saw something huhs. lols! but din suan heye*kor lohz. as i noe he dun like huhz. lols! so ZIP my mouth lohz. lols!
then after listening comprehension. weeling*lao gong and me wanted to go ORCHARD to buy serene*nu er de present huhz. gary went too =] then heye*kor asked weeling*lao gong and i to go CWP walk walk but we said NO =x and he said that we PANG SEH him! OMG! dont know who pang seh who lohz >< so like wadd onli lohz! haha =] so we went home to put our books and headed to ORCHARD! lols! well reached home at about 7.30pm (: missed half and hour of tong xin yuan huhx! lols!
anzeL so naughty lohz! after school when i was about to go to the chemistry lab she called my name dont know how many times sia!! lols! so i also dont know answer how many times sia!! in the end she came to me and wished me good luck for my listening comprehension. she shaked my hand and i shaked hers too. but i screamed when i felt something huhz. i thought was what insects sia! in the end was only BLUE TAG
[duno the spelling]. so her friends-brenda,, her other one [i duno her name] and her were laughing! wadd onli lohz! so notti lohz! anzeL u wait and see bahz! i will take my revenge de!! muhahaha *evil* hey hey! in the morning when you are about to go to the washroom,, i shouted your name and u kenna shocked huhz! lols! well. dun bully me le hor or else hiak hiak hiak! i duno wad will i do lohz =x
xiao xin*xiao di. muhahaha! so like wadd onli lohz! jie gives u swits den u give me that attitude huhz! lols! well,, i shall forgive you lohz! lols =x so dont sad sad anymore le huhz. cos got JIE JIE wadd. lols! hmmm,, i shouted ur name during PE and you were SHOCKED again sia! but tis time you got waved your hands to me huhx! lols! JIE so HAPPY huhs. lols! well everyone has attitude,, so you dont have any attitude problems lohz! btw dun skip until so ji dong as i happened to see you skipped down the stairs! LOL! lastly ni yong yuan shi JIEJIE xin zhong de hao DIDI de! JIE <3 DI (:
guan hui*di di,, bu yao liddat lahz! JIE <3 DI =]
thats all for yesterday. today and tomorrow homework DAY for me again! *sad. haha =] so everyone,, just SMILE =]
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7-13-2005 4:59 AM >>> rene; huii; liing - yong yuan de hao peng you (:
yoyo! todae sch ish fun again huhz. especially after recess lessons huhz. lols! cos during our poa lesson gary,, nisa,, nisah and me make fun of miss chitra huhz! lols! we were just laughing like mad lohz! lols! laugh and laugh and laugh! non stop all the way! LOL! laugh until my tears oso wan roll down my cheeks le huhz! den laugh until i walk oso unbalanced huhz! lols! i think miss chitra ish sian diaoz lohz! when i sae something to her! lols! she BLUSH huhz! lols! tis time wo xiao de geng yan zhong huhz! lols! but it is fun of cos! miss chitra rox lehz! lols! after that was chinese lesson. we have listening comprehension practice huhz. lols! den gary was like guessing wadd the answer ish and telling lai sheng before listening to the passage lohz! diaoz. but in fact it ish right huh. lols! PRO huhz! lols! lols!
after sch we went down to canteen and chat huhz. lols! we have a table but no one sat on it instead giinny,, aiting,, serene and me placed our bag on the chairs while gary,, ginny,, aiting,, serene,, weeling and me surround the table and talk and laugh huhz! lols! just like MAD! lols! laugh dao wo du zi tong again huhz! lols!! cos it ish realli funni! LOL! den i suppose it is nearly 3pm le huhz, den i see the clock 12+pm and i tht it is spoil so i take a look at the other while it appear to be the same! so i even tht that the clock spoil on the same time huhz! lols! den after some thinkin i realise that i was wrong huhz! LOL! so like wadd onli lohz ><
den we went up to classroom for our focus study huhz! lols! den tis time nisa,, nisah and me were like laughing like mad again cos of the topic on MAIDS! lols! i wonder if nisah last time maid was mentallly alright or not cos she did so mani funni things huhz! let me and nisa laugh like MAD! lols! those who are interested can ask me huhz. lols! so funni! lols!
anzeL came to school today! lols! yesh finally huhz. i suppose she is alright now huhz. lols! hmm,, she change her spectacles? lols! next time den ask her bahz! LOL! aniway take caRe of urself huhz. dun fall sick animore le huhz! =]]
weeling*lao gong is not feeling well huhz. i hope she will be fine now lahz. cos tis fri got GCE O level mother tongue listening comprehension huhz. so must come no matter wadd happens huhz. so take caRe huhz. somemore if she sick de hua,, serene* nu er and me will be very ji mo de lehz. so dun sick lehz! lols! aniway take caRe of urself and have a nice sleep today! *wink* =)
guanhui*didi~! hey hey! stop sayin *** in front of me animore le huhz. so pai seh de lehz. lols! just simply sae ultraman and i will noe who ish that le huhz. lols! dun keep saying *** huh,, wait all ppl noe huhz. lols! u better stop bullying me huhz. or else hiak hiak! u noe one lohz! i got ut LASTEST TOP secret huhz. so dun bully me or else i will tell everyone about it lohz! lols! ya lah ya lahz! he ish my PRESENT TENSE! lols! stop spreading lohz! i tell u huhz, dun hai wo hai bu hao! wo shi wu gu de lohz! wait u hai dao wo de hua,, wo diao jing huang he ye xi bu qing sia! lols! aniway U NOE ME NOE can le lahz. dun nid so mani ppl noe de wadd. lols! lalala~ wo shi guai hai zi huhz. *bleah* u tis AH SAI DI! somemore he wanna take photo with me huhz. lols! i dun wan take with you lehz. i wan take with *ahem* *ahem* lehz! lols! haha. pa le bahz. lols. last warning huhz. stop bullying jie hor or else you shall face the CONSQUENCES urself! *bleah*
well. the GCE O level mother tongue listening comprehension ish coming le huhz. everyone listens well and answer well huhz. good luck to everyone huhz. jia you le worx. last but not least,, the weather is not NICE so everyone takes good care and goodbye le (:
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7-12-2005 3:33 AM >>> I <3 5/1; *MWARHS!*
well! todae sch ish nice huhz! LESSONS were fun especially the last period! today our class is FULL of LAUGHTER again huhz. in fact our class is full of JOKES and LAUGHTER every single days huhz. no one seem to FEEL the HEAT of the O levels lohz! lols! but today is WORSE! can you imagine the class is full of different small groups laughing at a same time! LOL! how LIVELY is our class! lols! even a lame JOKE can make each and everyone of us to laugh dao peng. that ish sort of our class spirits huhx. ONE LAUGH den EVERYONE laugh huhx! lols! lols! lols! but it is fun huhz. JOKES,, JOKES,, JOKES! all of us are LAMERS,, CRAPPERS and 5/1-ERS! lols! 5/1 is oways 5/1! WALK WALK! thx for giving me all the FUN and LAUGHTER huhx. it has been a GREAT time with you guys! ish you guys who give me the sweetest and the most memorable moments in my secondary life! i will cherish all the moments i spent with you guys! *wink* =) YESH is you guys! the most caring,, supportive,, cheerful and out-going class ever! after O we must stay contact with each others huhx! cos we will be FRENDS4LYFE (: thx loads loads ya! so everyone study hard to achieve your targets! <3 all 5/1-ers.
sian dia0z lohz! anzeL did not come to school today again huhz. i tht she hao le huh yet she din come sch lohz! duno why huhz! lols! i wonder she ish realli good or not! LOL! aniway the weather is not NICE huh so take caRe worx =]]
lols! yeah ^^ todae dawei is nice huhs although he speaks rubbish every single day huhz! lols! but todae he is nice cos he helps me with my chemistry practical huhs! LOL! thx lehz! lols! =]
woah! i just come back home not long again huhs! lols! today have focus from 3pm to 5pm for chemistry huhz! lols! but is relax? lols! budden i have to return the KEYS! lols! when i stepped into the general office to return the KEYS,, i do not know where to sign so there comes a EXPRESS guy huhs. lols! den i decided to ask him for help! lols! if i am not wrong he is heng kiat from 4/7? lols! well,, all i wanna sae ish thx loads huhx! :)
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7-11-2005 2:17 AM >>> yeah ^^
yeah! no focus study for the six of us! so happy huhs. can go home early! LOL!~ so nice of madam sarojini,, she is really nice huhz! lols!~ thx Q teacher. lols ^^
go home with lao gong*weeling today huhz. while on our way to causeway point we were eating our ICE-CREAM! lols. nice nice huhs. lols. long time didnt walk with lao gong*weeling le huhz. cos everyday stay back till very late so we went home huh. lols! =]
oh yah. anzeL is sick huhx. lols. wonder why she fall sick so often huhx. lols. well,, later if see her online then ask her bahx. aniway take caRe huhx. drink lots of water huh. (:
oh yeah yeah yeah! today weiyang*kor gave me the 2 lolipops huhx. lols! apple and cola de! so nice of him. but he complain expensive when each cost 40 cents huhx. so like wadd onli lohs. i also got pass him swits too hor! lols! lalala~ thx kor!! :)
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7-10-2005 7:25 AM >>> JIE <3 DI for LYFE; MEI <3 KOR for EVA.
haish. i am still very worry for my chinese oral. haish. cos todae i chatted on the phone wif lingkwee and i felt so down after hanging up the phone. haish. i am going to fail. haish. no hope le. haish. someone tell me what am i suppose to do? haish. wo feel so useless. feel so DOWN. feel so upset. haish. all bad feelings are all oveR me. haish. when can this kind of feelings be gone? i wonder why.
weiyang kor ish buying me 2 lolipops huh. cos i sae okie to buy him sweets. lols! wadd a nice kor i haf. lols. he oso give me a best mei award of the day. lols. oh yah. kor,, all the best for ur O oral. jia you ^^. thx for ur lolipops too worx.
xiao xin! dun so fast find ur true love huhz. studi hard first worx. jie jie wan u to studi hard hard first cos u so shuai no problem finding ur true LOVE! jie <3 di!
I LOVE all my friends that is all i can say. i am willingly to back off when needed. haish
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7-09-2005 7:25 AM >>> sorry.
haish. my oral fail ting le lahz. well. i dun wish to sae animore le! cos it ish gone case le. haish. different answer again. why! why! why must be like that again and again? haish. gone case -
saw anzeL wif her class T sia! first time huhs. lols! later going to tell her at MSN ya! lols!
haish. i am different today. maybe i feel so ODD? haish. i am sorry weeling. dui bu qi. i know i should not have show you that attitude. but i still showed it. sorry. i should not have just walked off. haish. maybe you dont understand how my feelings bahz. cos you are not me. i feel so ODD. haish. i also duno why! sorrie! i should not have go today. sorry ish all i can say to you now. haish. is okie if you dont want to forgive me. haish. i am sorry to repeat it again.
sorry. sorry. sorry. i hope u to forgive me. i promise i will never repeat it again. *swear*
i hope someone will be there for me. haish.
i am full with problems. haish. i hate it!
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7-06-2005 8:29 PM >>> tml ish my chinese ORAL!!
todae meet lao gong on the way to school so we came to school together =]].
poixin-ultrawoman`darling. haish. dun sad le hao ma,, she dun even haf the mood to smile at mi at all. haish.
LOL! todae anzeL gave me a strange smile sia! lols! xia dao wo sia! lols.. wadd onli lohz! LOL!~ well,, i got one Q want to ask her huhs. LOL! cos i veri hao qi lahz. lols!
JIEQUAN! that boy! PULLED my HAIR!! u wait n see lohs. i will revenge de! lols!!
haish. wo xin li you zhong bu hao de gan jue,, nan dao shi wo gan jue cuo le ma? haish,, wo hao FAN.
haish! tml ish GEO O LEVEL chinese oral yet i am 100% not ready at all! haish! my PAPER 1 AND PAPER 2! omg ish gone case le.. haish! dun even wan to think it anymore. sad =[
haish.. i just feel like having a good BREAK.
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7-06-2005 7:41 AM >>> simply CRAPS!
YESTERDAY is YESTERDAY,,
PAST is PAST.
TODAY is TODAY,,
PRESENT is PRESENT.
TOMORROW is TOMORROW,,
FUTURE is FUTURE.
YESTERDAY can never be TODAY,,
PAST can never be PRESENT.
TODAY can never be TOMORROW,,
PRESENT can never be FUTURE.
TOMORROW can never be YESTERDAY,,
FUTURE can never be PAST.
thats mean we must
CHERISH every
single moment,,
single day,,
single hour,,
single minute,,
single second
in our life.
whether the moments maybe
GOODorBAD,,
HAPPYorSAD,,
UPorDOWN.
just CHERISH it.
because we could never
go back to the PAST,,
stop the PRESENT,,
go to the FUTURE.
as TIME dont allow us to do so.
so everyone CHERISH all your
FAMILYandFRIENDS now.
dont ever wait till u LOST them
then u know their IMPORTANCE.
i CHERISH,, do YOU?
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7-06-2005 7:37 AM >>> T410X rox! HAPPY!! LOL!
TODAY ish ST JOHN DAY!! so i posted the SJAB pic of my laO gong*weeling and me! MEMORIES of SAJB =x
i am so happy! i think everything is fine now! LOL! lalala~ i am so happy huhs! lols! HAPPY HAPPY ish all i can sae now! LOL! i duno wadd to sae too! simply HAPPY that's all i can say!
oh yah. todae anzeL has her oral but i fail to give her a GOOD LUCK hand shake! lols! cos i am too pai seh to go into her class sia! can u image i am the only person from the other class! and just go in simply to wish her good luck. LOL! i suppose everyone will be laughing bahz. LOL! so sorry worx. but she din blame me at all! LOL! so nice of her. in the end she wish me good luck on friday when i am supposed to say to her! i did say good luck to her yesterday but a good luck hand shake will be better? LOL! well! i hope she will score well huhs! LOL! jia you! LOL! anzeL rox my lyfe!
haish. wo de ultrawoman`darling not okie worx. i also duno wadd to sae this time! i duno wadd to do too. haish. maybe she likes to bottle everything up. thats is why i am more worry! haish. ultrawoman`darling,, if you cant bottle it anymore,, can tell me or tell your LALALAs. i dont want to see you suffer. haish. take caRe of urself kkies? remember that i will oways be there for u whenever u nid mi. =] FREND4LYFE! *bestest frend*
lols! today my lao gong*weeling ish nice huhs budden she everyday oso nice to mi de lahz!! BUT todae SPECIAL nice huhs! lols. cos she waited for me for half an hour or more just to tie my HAIR! lols! somemore she sae she wan burn it sia! LOL! wadd onli sia! budden her HP kenna some scratches worx. den she was so pissed off that she shouted some BAD words. somemore in front of her mummie! LOL! diaoz! lols! budden next time buy new casing kkies! dun BROOD over it le! cos u got mi lahz! LLLLLH huhz! lols! *wink*
haha! yaya! chuan lim ish NICE again! lols! simply like to have him as my frend sia! he ish just SUPER-DUPER nice! lols!
hey hey! xiao xin,, wo mei sheng qi le lahz.. bu yao liddat lehz.. wo hui sad sad de huhx! come one! wo de xiao xin lehz! ang ge ge! *bao bao* LOL! smile! xiao xin ish JIE de hao XIAO XIN! <3 ya!
btw,, new-est and lastest phone! T410X! =]] simply <3 it!
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7-04-2005 8:38 PM >>> COOL! @_@! LOL!
LOL! omg! anzeL hair ish like! omg omg omg!!! LOL! wo kan dao wo ma shang sian dia0z lohx! LOL! thought she wants to keep long hair one sia! in the end NO! lols!! sian diaozz!! LOL! haha! oh yeah! i got go and see her LEFT ear huhz! lols! i am oways enthu in wanting to see her left ear from saturaday huhz! lols! STYLE sia! lols! well maybe i should do it too =x let the others 4 ear holes to be gone den left one huhz! LOL! todae i was like ask her to go pierce more more ear holes and then dye her hair until loads loads of colour sure very nice de huhz. well should be COOL bahz!~ lols! @_@! lols! go bahz! wo hui zhi chi ni de!! jia you le!! LOL!~ haha! i guess she sian dia0z when i sae that to her? LOL! cos even myself i also sian diaoz huhx! LOL! well i hope to see her with LONG hair? lols! maybe liddat more chio huhs! lol! well anithin up to her bahz! ALL nice that's all i can say! LOL! cool lahz! LOL! ^^ FREND4LYFE huhs! SMILE! lols! LEFT LEFT LEFT! lols!
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7-03-2005 11:25 PM >>> LOL! LEFT LEFT LEFT!
LOL! i am very happy now! happy dao i also duno wadd to sae sia! lol! o.O ya! anzel got hole in her ear! lol! tuesday i am going to see that huhz! LOL! wait for mi! LEFT LEFT LEFT!
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7-02-2005 1:38 AM >>> anzel is piss off; lihui is moody
anzeL mood not good worx! hope she will be fine lahz! maybe calling her tml and cheer her up? LOL! wait i haben cheer her up den she okie le huhz!! diaoz! but no matter what! u dun feel pissed off le lahz! cos i am going to cane ur sister! LOL! with me around dun be afraid! i will protect u ^^. SMILE! =]] and hor if got problems can tell me huhz! i will be ur listening ears for sure! FRENDS4LYFE! *huggies*
haiz! nowadays my mood also not that good! cos i feel that i lost 2 frends. haiz! why! wadd ish happening worx. haiz. i also duno le. i rather feel numb now! one thought in my mind,, is it the way should friends behave? if that is the case,, i rather we are not friends cos it hurt me so much. haiz. i am MOODLESS now. blog till here. sorrie.
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6-26-2005 7:06 AM >>> feng le; haish.
haiz. wo kuai bei ni bi feng le. haiz
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6-23-2005 7:04 AM >>> thx loads to weeling; FRENDS4LYFE! =] *wink*
haiz. yesterday i was so down. so damn down. but heng my best frend`lao gong weeling was there for mi! so touched worx! realli lohz! i was like kip haiz-ing lohz den she ask mi why and i tell her. realli thx loads loads to her! other than thx i duno wadd to sae liao! aniway she ish realli realli a SUPER SUPER SUPER GREAT frend of mine! yeah! FRENDS4LYFE! and FRENDS4eva =]]! smile! *wink* thx for all ur concern!
well now i wonder why are u using mi? haiz! i duno! ish tt call frend? well i dun think so. haiz! why! i dun understand lohz. frends should not use one another de lohz! u are using mi too OVER liao! u ming bai ma! ya lohz! i very gong gong lohz! ppl use liao still let ppl use! BEN sia mi! BSL! haiz! i wonder will this frendship still continue? i doubt so. cos we are drifting apart and no matter wadd happens,, our frendship will never be the same animore! that ish now and foreva! haiz! sorry in advance in case our frendship will just break liddat. i haf no mood to contine. haiz!
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6-10-2005 9:38 PM >>> FRENDS4LYFE and deaR4LYFE oways. <3 deaR loads;*mwarhs*
deaR,, well. sorrie lahz. i should not haf say aniting huhx. haish. make the both of us so sad right. but no matter wadd people say or do. i wun caRe de lohz. trust me kkies? haha. cos i ONLY LOVE my ULTRAMAN and all MY FRENDS lohz. all i wans ish that everyone to be happy =]. that includes u for sure! haha. dun caRe about wad others think lohz. cos in my mind ish,, as long as i am happy,, i wun bother all others liao. so can u do the same as me? haha. hmmm,, one more thing ish that wadeva ish past ish past. ish oreadi over liao lohz. how can u bring it back again! u cannot compare present and future with PAST de lohz! cause everyone makes mistakes in lyfe,, as no one ish eva perfect in this world,, thats includes you and me in this world. the onli different ish the kind of mistakes each and every one makes. but thats lyfe wadd,, where we can learn from our mistakes right. haha. ming bai ma? it does not mean,, once u make a mistake den everything of urs will oways be a mistake lohz. dun think that way lohz. must think positively lahz. must learn to forgive and forget lohz! it means that forgive urself from the mistake u made in the past and forget wadeva ish in the past liao! especially bad things lohz,, keep onli good memories lahz. like mi lahz. cause i oways keep good memories in my mind lohz. so i wan u to do so lohz =p. as when u onli keep all those bad de memories de hua,, u will be suffering in ur lyfe. as a frend`deaR i dun wan to see u suffer lehz. i oso noe that suffer make a person sad,, i dun wan see u sad sad de lohz. ming bai ma. deaR,, ni yao kuai le lohz,, ru guo zi ji ye bu neng rang zi ji kuai le de hua,, zhe yang ni shen bian de ren you zhe meng hui kuai le qi lai lohz. so if u wan mi to be kuai de hua,, u must be kuai le first hor! =]. i noe lahz. u dun wan hai me lahz. cause u dun wan ani problems for mi right? i noe lahz. u dun wan ppl to misunderstand mi right? but as long as i noe i am right,, people misunderstand,, so WHATS? everyone got different pt of view lohz. unless they got pain jian wif u,, den all i can say ish, that ish their problems lohz. and that oso mean they veri xiao xin yan lohz. as they cant FORGIVE AND FORGET! i wun bother to CARE. cos u are my BEST frend`deaR hao bu hao! so dun caRe wadeva others think kkies? and dun nid worry about me lahz kkies? i think i should be the one worry for u lohz,, ur xin so CUI,, wait ppl sae a little den u will start shang xin liao lahz. must learn from me lahz. cause my heart make from DIAMOND lohz. LALALA~~ somemore ish PURE HARD DIAMOND lahz. as u noe,, diamond ish the hardest in the world. =p. haha. no matter wadd happen,, i wun care de hao bu hao,, cos u are a GOOD frend` deaR to mi of cos. and for sure too lohz. all i wans is that u will be happy (: and hor. everyone will changes for sure de lohz. thats include me and you right? so dun caRe abt others,, most importantly,, u must be happy lohz. sorrie lahz,, although i might not be good in my words or speech or actions,, but all i wants ish that u must be happy for LYFE. smile oways =]
but no matter wadd happen,, i will oways be there for u de lohz,, and u will be my FRENDS4LYFE and deaR4LYFE oways. hehe (: <3 u loads loads; <3 deaR 4 LYFE; *mwarhs* and *huggies*. miss you,, my deaR =]
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5-09-2005 4:09 AM >>> i am really a failure; haish.
haish. i fail my english common test. i feel so useless! i cant even pass my english and where am i suppose to go? i dream to go into a JC but hais. with this kind of result i can NO where else but ITE. if thats the case, then what the point of studying secondary 5 this year. what the point of aiming to go to secondary 5. haish. what am i really doing. i cant even understand myself. i feel so stress up! but the problem is that i cant concentrated. argh,, why! can some one really tell me why am i like that this year. can u image today i have my physics while yesterday i touch nothing at all. i still got the freaking mood to go online and chat! hais. i really dont know why am i like that this year. i dont feel the HEAT at all. maybe i feel the heat yet i did not even bother to do anything at all! i dont know why! dont even ask me why? can someone tell me? i dont think so too as even myself i also got no answer at all! what am i going to do! i just cant sit there and keep saying i am scare i am scare but did nothing at all! so what am i going to do? i want someone to tell me what to do and how can i study better. hais. the other reason is maybe because i am too S T R E S S up bahx. i mean i admit this year i hope to score very well. because i want to go to the school i want! i want no matter how tough is it. just one word for me? AMEN! arghh. what is life now? hais. O level MOTHER TONGUE is approaching yet yet i did nothing at all? hais! what am i trying to do! i wanted to score A1 for my mother tongue too! i want it! but with this kind of learning attitude i dont think i can get an A maybe i will get a B or C even worse! hais! what am i actually doing? i wanted to start revision as soon as possible because i see most of my friends are already doing so. but NOT me at all. why! why! why! i cant even figure why at all? am i really that useless? or can say that i am lazy? or can say that i am addicted to computer! or can i say that i dont have the heart to study at all? hais. a million of questions in my mind. a million of why in my mind. a million of reason in my mind too. yet i cant figure it one by one. hais. argh! now i am wondering what so fun about computer that can make me play the whole the day? what so fun about online-ing which can make me stare at the computer for the whole day long! i really dont understand what beauty a computer has that can make me stuck with it for the whole day LONG! hais. how i wish i can learn from my friends. as they know when to revise but not me. hais. what am i going to do? i want to score L1R5 as low as i can. but see now with the grade i have! i am totally no where else NOW! hais! i wonder what am i going to do later on! hais. perhaps i think before. if i fail my english in O de hua, i really dont want to live liao because there is no point at all. because i still end up with no where else. hais. Xiang*kor is my motivation. i need him to study. hais, my life is so xing ku without him. i got thousands millions billions zillions of doubts in my mind yet no one i can clarify with! hais. i feel so LOST now. right this moment now. hais. can he come and tell me to study hard. if he tells me. i WILL. because he ish my TUI DONG LI! i need him i admit. my life is always full of unhappiness ever since he graduate! i miss him more and more each day. hais. NOW without him i cant study at all! arghh. i really hate myself for be in such state NOW! hate myself like HELL now! i know i am stupid! just like LY say BSL! hahax! but i wonder when i can ever pass ny english test this year! hais. i cried but just like what mrs thong said, there is no point crying over spilled milk. hais. i understand but i cant hold back my tears at all! hais. as no one will have the same result as me. no one really understand my fear of english at all. no ONE! i can say that! everyone keep saying i will sure do well and go into a JC de! but i know i cant because my english is so not good and hais. i think i fail english until i am also afraid of english too. i fail until so bad in my primary school time. no one ever know that at all! i can even get 20+/ 110. see how NICE is my result! arghh! i dont want to repeat my history! i admit i am afraid to see defeats. failures. i dont want to see them any more! i dont want. please dont let me see them any more!! pleasse!! i dont want! please. hmmm. Zhuen was nice because he encourage me! hahax. alvino also nice la! he is so so nice oways. he never fail to encourage. just that he likes to say that i am smart but he is stupid! hey hey! is the other way round please. you are already in JC liao that good what. not like me. my future is not fixed yet at all! i am worry you know ma? hais. i am STUPID! long yun also say so! LIHUI BSL huhx!! arghh! never mind huhx! i admit too! but thanks for who ever who let me say what ever i want to say because it make me happier and it make me feel that there is always hope in life ! thanks everyone (: maybe i should listen to Mr Chay Zhu En, Mr Lim Tian Xiang and last Mr Faizal, that i should read more! ok! from today onwards. i will read newspaper or something everyday de! hehe (: but i must pray hard that i understand what am i reading la. because everytime i also dont understand what am i reading at all de! =x! i want do well too! so i must GOGOGO =x no matter what efforts i am going to put in! just PUT in whatever i can! because this is going to be the last round! just keep on running and i can finish it! i must go no matter how difficult it is. i also must stop myself from using the computer because i want to study! haha =x! mother tongue coming le! so i must concentrated mother tongue first, finish it then i dont have any more worries le! so i must get an A1! i want A1! A1 A1 A1! hahax! so i must go for it! aim it and target it! and reach for it! aim for the MOON and you will reach the STARS? or the other way round? haha. i dont know la! but at least i set my target for my mother tongue so i go for it! put in whatever i have for it! although i am weak! but when there's a will, there's a WAY ! GO lihui GO! hehe (: i feel better now (: thx journal (: thx lao da (: thx deaR deaR (:
i love you guys. mwarhs. love ya lots =P
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4-30-2005 2:27 AM >>> S T R E S S
hais ` i am so stress out. some one save mi pls. hais , i duno what to do! hais! i am useless . hais . i wan to score L1R5 less than 15 better less than 12 hais! i wan go IJC. cos i wan to go! i oso duno why! but with my studies liddat. hais! so BAD! how to go for JC!! where the english must be veri good! but my english was like SHIT lo!!! arghhhh!! i wan better result in english but wadd can i do ???? maybe i am fated to be weak in english de huhx!! i promise him to study hard! but see whatt am i doing lo! i just keeping online-ing all day LONG! i am so siao! wan to get good result but dun wan WORK hard ? hais! i am not SHENG TONG! yet i am doing that LO! hais! i think no one in this world will ever do that in order to get good results de LO! hais!! arghhhhhh! why why why! i just keep on thinking about to play computer and online!! arghh!! MSN MSN MSN! wadd so FUN!! why can i just STUDY just like those good students do ? hais! see others people can be so hardworking why just cant u LIHUI!! arghh! u are just so LAZY!! LAZY PIG!! arghhhhh!! common test ish coming yet nothing ish prepared at ALL! see THAT! u still wan ddream on to get good results ? FAT HOPE , gal! arghhh!! i wan to ddie! i am in depression STATE now!!! some more i noe nuts about the chem mole concept , hais. wadd to do i admit i am stupid cos even a single thing liddat i oso cannnot understand! i think i am going to fail my CHEM! and i feel so STRESS! geography OMG!! i dun even noe wadd to study for the test! hais!! i am not paying enough attention in the class!! OMG!! wadd am i doing!! i wanted to do well in O yet i dun even concentrate in CLASS! how to score well if i am doing tt!! LIHUI WAKE UP!! hais! i oso duno why. hais. am i that tired ? yesh! i am , and i dun wish to go for CCA animore! i dun wan to go! do anione noe that ? hais , i doubt so~ cos no one understands wadd i wan at all! hais. some times i hope some one will be out there as i need some one to an wei mi! i hope ish HIM! really i hope! haiss! wadd am i doing all that stupid STUFF when i noe that i dont even have a single CHANCE at all! i am stupid cos i waited and waited for his answer. i wanted to tell him my true feelings but will he understand mi ? or will he listen to what my heart want to sae ? haiss! i duno why! nothing ish forever; will he be my nothing ? i noe la. he WUN. hais all the guys are the same one lo! they go only for CHIO BU! but ppl like mi so UGLY! who will wants ? i think by the time i old le! also no one will wants mi de! hais , i am fated to be LONELY! hais! i dont want to think about you! i dun want to dream about you! but why cant i just forget YOU! hais! u make my life terrible. hais. it is really painful to see the person you like hand in hand with the gal who he likes; but it ish more painful to see the person who you like not happy with you! hais. i noe tt too. i dun ask for much at all! i never wanted him to be with mi ? but for just one day ? hais. he oso din give mi a single minute or days before. to him , i am only a gal who he noes. i think that deep in heart he dun even treat mi as his frend although his mouth sae so! hais! i can feel that even though he dun tell mi that. i feel that! some times i dun wan to WAIT but the feelings i haf for him ish too STRONG and DEEP! hais. how i wish i can forget him now. tis right moment! mb just like wadd my frend tell mi! learn to give up and accept others. but no one wants mi. hais. why i so UGLY and STUPID! i think no one in tis world suffer the same fate i am. hais. would u wan to be with the person whom u like or be with the person who likes u ? hais! everyone would rather choose to be with the person who likes u de! hais! but for mi there ish no such things ? so for mi~ both oso cannot CHOOSE. hais! that not fair at all! arghh! how i wish i am gone! how i wish i never know u before! i wish for alot alot of things but no one will understands wadd my heart wan to sae. FOREVER is real ; or not real ? hais. i duno worx! hais hais hais. i am so useless but only noe how to hais and hais! what the IDIOT i am! arghh!! i hate MYSELF! but no one will noe tt ! hais! frends ? wadd ish frends ? they can show all stupid temper to u but u cant show to them! WHAT ish tis!! haiss! life ish never fair de! i am suffering but why no others ? hais! i admit i am bad! but i realli feel so hurt! hais! no one noe ? i wan some one to understand mi if he / she can! i wan! if the person can really understand mi! i will be TOUCHED hais! but NO ONE! no mood to type le! but i hope that i can do well for my common test and O levels! hais! wish myself good luck!
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4-23-2005 1:33 AM >>> FAN
ARGH! i dont know la! u treat mi as ur frend! anithin! FAN FAN FAN! u dun care mi de! den wadd the pt of being frend~ suan le~ haiss. i am hurt, by all ur dun care de words~ did u ever treat mi as ur frend? i duno~ hais! i dun understand myself too. why! so mani frendship problems? hais i am SUAY! hais! i noe i am bad! i not good! hais! duno duno duno! fan fan fan! arghhh, can someone tell me how should i react? hais!
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12-23-2004 3:28 AM >>> haix... Should i giif up uLtraMaN?
haix... i am so FAN... duno wad to do... thinkin og givin up someone that i likes so LONG... xin li you xie bu she de... haix... someone that i really put in alot of efforts... haix... it is really so BU SHE DE... dunO why... likes him so long den he oso likes someone for so long... to tell the truth... i was so totally SAD... when i found out dat he haf sweet heart liaO... but no choice... bu shi wo de jiu bu shi wo de... haix... XIN LI HAO NAN GUO... haix... wei le ta... wo xi huan ta xi huan de tong xi... ting those songs dat he likes only... buT i get nothin in return... it is really so painful to haf such feelings... but he will never understand... cos we r just YOU YUAN WU FEN... i haf to admit tis although i hate to admit that... but i cant oways zi ji pian zi ji... learn how to accepts facts... his frends may make fun of mi becos they noe i n him haf no outcome de... all his heart only haf his sweetheart bahx... his sweetheart so CHIO... compare de hua... shi yi ge tian yi ge di... haix... lost to her in terms of everythin... STUDIES... LOOKS... or waDD... can sae she almost perfect.... not like mi... with that IDIOT LOOK N STUPID BRAIN... haix... i m not good... not good in everythin... haix... buT waitin for his answer is also nothin de... in his eyes... i m only his MEI... nothin else... but i noe deep in his heart he HATES mi like hell... i can feel it although he dun tell mi personally... haix... will he feel how i feel... my heart veri pain de shi hou... does he noe... i dun think he even care... we even fight before... cos he dun believe mi somehow... buT i wun lie u de... y should i... maybe u will think that i just wan to make u think dat she BAD... but wadd i sae is wadd i see... is just that u cant accept noT mi... i was saD... when he actually sae he was angri about my nick... SO?... i not human mehx... y cant u understand mi abit... just abit... u dun try to understand mi at all... or can sae dat u dun even WANT to do so... i think i m RIGHT... so wadd the point of mi sayin the truth when u dun believe mi at ALL... i was heart broken dat time... although you dun like mi to like u... but dun i haf the rights to likes u... HOW can i tell my heart to STOP likin u... it is veri painful de... haix... i just feel that somehow... u dun treat mi like humanx... ur words to mi tend to be harsh... but... i will TRY my best to accept it somehow... i try to change myself into a new for ur sake... but does u noes that... u just dun even care abt mi... u make mi feel that i m so IDIOT at times... haix... y?... y do i fall in loves wif u tis kind of ppl... i dun even noe... i wanna gif up... but i canT... i try but it fails... haix... i m useless... just hope that u can be FRENDS wif mi... dun hate mi can... i veri saD de... haix... u dun even understanD at all... in ur eyes... ur hearts... all fuLL of her only... haix... can u try to noe my feelings towards u?... haix... i reali wanna giif u up liaO... but it haf to depends my HEART too... haix... haix.. haix...
haix... it so painful to call someone u likes kor... haix...
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12-16-2004 6:00 AM >>> TmL is THE DAY... ...
haix... l0ng time din come here anD write liaO... so today... special... cos... i haf been wrting in my blog... anD i seem to haf leave HI-5 alone... haix... useless of mi... tml is the release of N levels results and i m very afraid... can say that i haf totally NO confident... haix... i m worry about my english... haix... english is SO difficult... haix... then i chat wif chuan lim... anD he let me feel that i must bao zhe xi wang... hahax... he is really a gooD guy... wahhahaha.... kiddin lahx... buT he really make me think that there is still HOPE in life... maybe he is the FIRST one to let mi think so... even my laO da will just keep on sayin himself useless of wadd... haix... sometimes it make mi sad to see all these as i feel more useless... haix... it is terrible... buT the MOST terrible thing to feel is that... when all ur frends did veri well for N buT noT u... it the time when u will feel totally HURT... haix... wadd to do... that is FATE... but some times ppl sae that we can oways change our fate... but is tis true... sometimes i think so buT not at all times... sometimes is oso LUCK... just like my kOr say... maybe that time lady luck may not be smiling at u... buT i mean it is all depends on you... s0me of more frends haf confident becos their english is GOOD... or can say that it is EXCELLENT... but not the case for mi... as i noe my limits at times... so maybe i shall leave it to FATE... but at times u will just feel so BU FU SHU... haix... what to do... it all life... just live it well... haix... i WONDER tml wadd i will get to see in my result slip... i hOpe to see at least all C6 and above... buT not anithin below... i noe it is difficult... buT i really hope i can do it...
-I really Hope tO get gooD grades in my N level result slip.- Praying very harD now...
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8-31-2004 5:20 AM >>> u are leaving and i am sad.
haiz. u are leaving soon le worx. ultraman! haiz! time passes so fast. 4 yrs wan pass le. haiz.
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7-15-2004 4:18 AM >>> life ish terrible! haiz...
i hope to be in the same class as him. haiz. same school not same class so wadds so good about that? hais. every morning i will take a look at him. but haiz. it ish painful to keep everything in ur heart and refuse to say it out at all. *sob*
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7-14-2004 6:26 AM >>> never be replaced.
ultraman. ultraman! i am mad oveR him! haiz. why cant i give him up and forget every single thing. haiz. dying soon! hao xiang ni worx.
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7-12-2004 8:02 AM >>> i just dont ask for much at all =]
one day yet i post so many entry. am i mad or wadd huhz! hais. i am CRAZY oveR u! totally. do you ever noe my thoughts and feelings. spare a minute for me can?
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7-12-2004 7:24 AM >>> time heals all wounds?
i am not feeling well troday. haish. it ish never easy to forget someone that you know. haiz. i got millions and millions of cuts and wounds but time dont seem to heal it at all. WHY?
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7-12-2004 4:01 AM >>> '' hais ''
haiz. wadd can i do? someone tells mi wadd to do bahz.
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7-11-2004 7:45 AM >>> FIRST entry.
wahh. first entry here =] nice place of saying wadd i wan =]
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