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Monday, July 03, 2006

HAPPY B'DAE halfDI - LEX x))

YO! i am back to update my blog! hahas, today is a very special day! today is my halfdi - lex's b'dae! muhahahas!
today went out with my siblings because exams period didnt spend much time with them so must faster spend with them now! hahas! went out and bought things! hahas, nice day out! hahas!
today went out saw my kaixinguo! hahas, very very long no see him liao! he no wear specs now ah! more shuai liao ah! HAHAS, kaixinguo rocks! hahas! today chatted with him so much also! hahas, poly see chio bu eh! hahas! SE LANG!~ hahas! aniway hope he enjoy his poly lyfe! hahas!
chatted with xiaoxin*xiaodi too! OMG, today we are really crappy! hahas, we say about so many lame things! we talk about husband and wife! hahas, my ex husband- xinzai, current husband- linxin, going to be husband- kaka, future husband xiaoxin! hahas! so crappy! i nearly die! hahas, somemore got son with my ex husband! hahas, sian diaoz! all the husbands there also same person just that we use different pictures of my xiaodi, even the son!! hahas, thats so lame but fun! hahas! just enjoy myself crapping with my xiaodi eh! hahahas! LOVES-
shigehisa is great ah! he can always make me addicted to one song for so long! OMG, thanks so much! hahas, he is CUTEEEEEEE! a very nice word for him always! LOVES-
alrights, today is 3rd of july which is my dearest one and only halfDI, LEX de b'dae! OMG, so happy eh! hahas, was supposed to go out with him de but i got to go out with my siblings! sorry halfdi! anyway i think we going out this saturday! OMG, i am very excited! hahas! this halfdi i get to know him 5th of march!! i am very glad that i know him! although i did not know him as long as how i know xiaoxin, but he can realy make me feel strong sometimes! he is really a very great halfDI always! he is very strong i can say but he is too arggh, i dont know what to say! i wish my halfDI wont put on his mask ler! i really wish that he will take off his mask and show how he feel always! i dont like him to be liddat! i always told him how i feel and what to do and he admired me for that! hahas, halfDI, you see since ur halfJIE also can do that! you can also do that de too! remember i want the OLD LEX okie! hahas! today is ur day, make sure you dont think EXTRA things for today! just want your day to be a happy one! i dont want to see u sad sad for today! at least for today! i wish for my halfDI to be happy always! although you told me that there is no happy forever! x) i shall make ur happy last as long as i can! hahas! I LOVE MY HALFDI! dont die before me okie! want also i die first, then at least you can help me prepare my funeral hor! hahas! i say before that i will treat you like how i treat xiaoxin, i will do so. we will be the next best halfJIEdi beside xiaoxin and me okie! the F.I.R- remember? hahas! smiles* happy b'dae to ya! i hope the best for u always. no matter what happen, i will be the one who you can lean on always! we promise to walk this journey together! we shall make it till the end! LOVES-
MYRA AIAI b'dae on 1st JULY! hahas, i just know it today! sian diaoz! anyway promise to go out with her liao! so hahas, going to buy her gift for her when we go out! I LOVE MY AIAI okie! take care huh! stay happy always! SMILES! LOVES-
tomorrow school! so good nites! x) takecare!

ARGH // hais - - Jul. 02, 2006 at 05:23 AM
the pain in my heart;
the tears in my eyes.

argh, i am feeling so sad because of just one matter. why am i feeling this way? i thought i want to be strong? i thought i want to be happy! argh, howhow! i dont know what to do! i am feeling so LOST just because of this matter! argh, how dumb can i be! dumb lihui, wake up! just one thing i can say is - GAME OVER!

xiaoxin, where are you? shigehisa, where are you too? halfdi, where are you also? why the three of you are not online? i am feeling so lost yet i cant find the three who i can talk to? hais-

brazil lost to france. i think my xiaoxin will be sad because he loves brazil! no more kaka! xiaoxin, i hope you are fine because i want to see the little happy xiaoxin i have ever! LOVES-

yesterday chatted with shigehisa! a very very nice chat too! chatting with him is always nice! he is just one word to describe CUTEEEEEEEEEEE! anyway he is really a nice guy! thanks! LOVES-

anyway tml is my halfDI's b'dae! LOVES-

deng dai by chen yi is nice.

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when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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