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Friday, May 26, 2006

JC lyfe is nice x)

BOO! i am back to update my blog again! hahas! sorry blog! x( hahas! sorry for not updating for anzel*teacher and also my best bud*weeling! sorry, i am going to blog today okie?

sun-went to partyworld to celebrate my cousin's birthday! hahas, had lots of fun with my cousins and relatives! HAHAS! remember telling NANA*darling i sing and she sing at her home too! hahas! funny eh! LOL!

mon-i remember meeting my xiaodi in the morning before coming to school with NANA*darling! NANA*darling told me not to laugh too much when i saw him but i cant control myself! hahas, i just could not stop laughing at all! LOL! omgomg, i just went so happy for the rest of the day! i cant stop laughing whenever i think of it! i forget what happen liao eh? hahas! just know that i am very happy! hahas! online chat with my xiaodi! hahas, he actually says that he wanna talk to me but i walked away! OMG, sorry xiaodi! hahas, i am pai seh la! hahas! remember my xiaodi calling me at night to ask me about the CD thing! omgomg, i am so happy that i could not stop laughing eh! LOL! i really love my xiaodi; mwarhs!

tues-supposed to end school at 1.40PM but we did our gpp to 7pm in school! OMG, i am so tired! hahas, both mrsYAP and msBERNICE said that i am so crazy that day because the following day is GP exam? hahas! what only! i love laughing! hahas!

wed-GP and MT summer test! argh, going to do badly i think! my GP essay i think is out of point totally! *cries! chinese come out the rubber tree one! >.< dont like huh! cries again* went for the IJC thingy after the summer test! hahas, after that went to jinlong*leader house to do our project! we waited for fangwen to come cos we dont want to go his house ourselves! instead linkai came instead of fangwen! hahas! omgomg, i remember screaming&laughing till i cry! nikky[jinlong's dog] OMG! is so over friendly! i just run out of his house and lock myself outside his house! hahas! after that NANA*darling and me still went inside bravely! we are so brave huh! LOL! nikky is CUTE but SCARY! lols! did project till 10pm then we went home! ARGH, hahas! had dinner at his house too, all GREEN eh! LOL! i love my PW group! hahas!

thurs-had a super long day lesson! hahas, basically the whole day is lecture! LOL! thanks DAPH*beloved, NANA*darling for being there for me always, i am sorry to broke down in front of you guys! thanks! muacks! oh ya, remember cheering BILLY up by telling him funny things eh! LOL! cheer up okie! ahhas! went to have dinner with NANA*darling after PE which is 5.40pm! hahas, ate and went to walk ard CWP! chatted alot with her too! LOL! went home about 8pm! LOL! chatted online with PW mates to settle the final draft! i am high that night! hahas!

FRI- today today! LOL! had tutorials mostly! hahas, clear some of my phy doubts le! GP lesson was eating of ice cream turn by turns? LOL! funny la! everyone enjoy today GP the best! hahas! somemore got ice cream competition huh! LOL! shifu*YY, ryan and desmond all kenna punishment huh! LOL! fun fun fun =x gave msBERNICE the card that NANA*darling and me bought it yesterday! hahas! is cute la the card! funny too! hahas, bernice, we all miss you okie! the funny-est GP teacher we ever have! o612b LOVE bernice! hahas!, yeah^^ HAHAS! NANA*darling waited for me to end my econs lessons because we are going to have dinner together again! LOL! thanks for waiting NANA*darling! LOL! went to have dinner at YOSHI! omg, someone took my photo when i am eating! NIK, thank u so much eh! LOL! walked ard the night market there! hahas, were stuck there because of heavy rain! then NANA*darling and me were like keep on walking and walking! hahas, we chattted alot again! LOL! somemore we are so dramatic! is so fun today! i could not stop laughing at all! hahas, NANA*darling is funny too! LOL! we saw ryan ong ka tat at CWP! hahas, we actually dao each other! LOL! i was telling NANA*darling why he know that we are dao-ing him cos we did not say huh! LOL! okie, he dao us too! LOL! went home at dont know what time huh! forget liao =x LOL! oh ya, my DAPH*beloved went to bintan le x( i miss her! i miss beloved! faster come back home okie x)

23rd MAY was anzel*teacher de b'dae! happy belated b'dae now! LOL! oh ya she is very cool eh! LOL! she always style her hair till very nice de lo! ahhas! remember noe-ing her through friendster! then become friends, then teacher and students! hahas, she is always very cheerful in the past la! but now hor, she seem so stress out with her JC lyfe! anzel, dont be so stress out anymore le okie! i wanna to see u happy la! hahas! always get to meet her somehow! LOL! got fate eh? oh ya, faster meet out to have lunch or what with my qingaide, teddybear and clown okie! hahas! LOL! well, all the best in whatever you do especially ur studies! remember to stay happy always, cool always, chio always, cute always! remember to take care hor! i love anzel; muacks.

24th MAY! the most important day for my best bud*weeling! LOL! omgomg, she is 18 now huh! best bud, u are 18 le but i am still 17! so unfair huh! LOL! firstly is of cos happy belated b'dae! hahas, actually send her a sms directly before 0000! LOL! so punctual! LOL! remember all the good times i enjoyed with her, remember all the bad times i suffered with her! remember those little fights we used to have! LOL! omgomg, i miss weeling! my best bud`laogong la! buying the same design of bag of different colours without informing each other! so coincidence! LOL! we always speak the same things! omgomg, i am missing all the past liao x( I MISS KOH WEELING! lols! oh ya, we will be see-ing each other soon because of class chalet! HAHAS, going to give her the present i got for her! bestbud like us last forever! you are always my bestbud! take care! <3ya!

LCD! thanks for both of you to be there for me in school! i really love LCD alot alot alot de! thanks for being so understanding to me! i hope i can be there for you guys too just like how you all are there for me! LOL! i love LCD, mwarhs mwarhs mwarhs!
SHIGEHISA! omg, he going to taiwan! i am missing him la! take care eh! enjoy urself okie although is a study trip! i miss you liao x)
SHIFU*YY! i love my shifu so much la! hahas, he is so nice and i could not stop praising him now! told him so so so many things yesterday! ahhas, he is funny eh! who say i no trust him la! hahas! he over sensitive i think! LOL! oh ya, in order to make him happy, i am going to sing for him when he is sad =x LOL! remember, give me your smile and i give you a drop of my tear! LOL! cheer up shifu! you look moody often de lei! LOL! just remember tuidi will always be there for shitfu de huh! LOL! we rocks! HAHAHAS!
happyfruit! dont turn sadfruit ah! LOL! i am not siao only a little bit high nia! oh ya, thanks for giving me the IMP number la! thanks for asking me to cheerup always! xiexie happyfruit eh! hahas! oh ya, now then i remember monday is a very funny day! sadfruit face sadfruit face! LOL! happyfruit do sadfruit face is so funny! HAHAS! we rock too!

i am happy now because i finally learn alot of things through alot of people! thanks those who keep on helping me and did not ever want to give me up! i love all my friends! thanks!

i love JC lyfe! seriously, i am in love with JC lyfe no matter how hard is it! JC lyfe is always fun when you enjoy it to the fullest! JC just rocks my lyfe!
i LOVE o612B forever!
holidays does not seem to be holidays liddat! HAHAS, going to carry out PW, extra lessons and mugging time! omg, can go bonker liao! hahas! going to mug with LCD! lols! sure good one eh! 12b, those who want to join LCD mugging days, just inform me will do! hahas!
done with my update, NANA*darling!! bye everyone x) take care and enjoy!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

9:55 PM

BACK - i love all my love ones x)

HI everyone! i am back to update my blog again! finally i am free from my SPA and tests but my summer tests coming! oh god! i wonder what am i supposed to do! argh, going crazy!

MON-went school and have lessons. i totally forget what happen! hahas, just know that monday is a long day in school! hahas! i also remember that daph*beloved help me that day too hor! thank Q so much once again! sit with my happyfruit*kelvin during maths tutorial! A NICE NICE AND FUN MATHS TUTORIAL la! the most memorable maths tutorial huh! ahahs!

TUES- went to school and did my phy quiz! argh, going to fail liao! totally so gong la! everything dont know de la me! stupid u see! argh, why why! tuesday supposed to went home early but got econs extra lessons! ahahs! so went home late again! oh ya, remember daph*beloved keep on helping me eh! thank so much! hahas! she just love helping me! ahhas!

WED- went to school and did my chem spa! totally gone case liao! I DID SOMETHING SO WRONG! argh, killing myself soon! why am i so blur! totally argh argh argh now still! oh ya, YY*shifu got molested by one er xin ppl la! HAHAS! feel like killing that person for him you see! ER XIN! i know that day have fun with daph*beloved and NANA*darling too! hahas, dint forget my happyfruit*kelvin and yy*shifu too! ahahs! THEY ARE ALL MY LOVE ONES! i love coming to school because of them! haahs!

THURS- went to school feeling tired! totally so tired! got maths test! argh, so like wadd only again! have fun again! ahahs, school is always nice with my loves one! hahas! have PE and it is fun! I LOVE 12b! hahas! totally in love with my class! hahas, have floorball training from 5-7pm! hahas, end the training at about 8pm! sian diaoz! ahhas! then went to have dinner with ahS, jieying, eric, ronald and marsha! hahas! nice day! reach home at 10pm! ahhas!

FRI- SPORTS DAY! hahas! exciting? hahas! was actively support TAURUS! hahas! support yy*shifu and happyfruit*kelvin too! hahas! ryan's fav phrase> DO YOU THINK I CARE! hahas! so bad only la! hahas! went to discuss GPP awhile with mr johnNG and group! went to have lunch with NANA*darling at CWP! then walked walked ard and talking about our classmates! just crapping! then we talked abt YY*shifu then suddenly we saw him with happyfruit*kelvin and one of his friends!! hahas! so HENG huh! after that went to city hall with NANA*darling! omg, a very nice trip! we were like laughing and crapping la! wadd 12 pieces! who should buy what things! ahahs, very fun! hahas! then she say somethin so funny can, i nearly fall down from the escalator la! ahhas! very very funny! hahas! really crapped so much! we talked about everything! talked about old 12b! we missed them still! 12b rocks x)
chatted online with them again tonight! FUN FUN! totally went laughing like mad! cant stop laughing at all! NANA*darling, happyfruit*kel and me are all good at acting lei! hahas!

SAT- went to do flag day! meet nice people! hahas! totally went HAHA all the way! i miss my xiaodi suddenly so much till i dont even want to talk to anyone at all. i miss him! oh ya! I SAW TAY HUI ZE*anzel! OMG, i am so happy! totally was like haha-ing! i miss her! i miss her! i miss her hair! miss her eyebrowns! she last time love to pao mei yan! hahas, then always show me! so cute la! totally in love with her skills of her eyebrowns only! HAHAS! i LOVE ANZEL! we are going to meet out soon! ahahs! then went to have lunch with daph*beloved and nana*darling! hahas! went to TOWN with NANA*darling! she is so slpy la! haha, slp slp slp then suddenly BONG! drop on my shoulders! hahas! BONG liao still slp! hahas! wadd onli la! went to walk walk! before that went to buy bubble tea! i ordered mango and she ordered honeydew! then in the end we xchange to drink! walked around like dont know what! hahas! crapped so much too! alrights, i got so high when i saw the music bear! i dont even know it is music bear and i tht is real ppl la! hahas! took pic with it, NANA also! hahas! walked ard again! saw alot of bags but she didnt get what she wants! hahas! reached home at 5+pm! very very tired!
trying my means and ways to make LAW happy la! he seem so sad with his nick! hahas! show him all kind of idiot pictures of me! he laughed! ahahs! then we actually got the same CCA! omg! so qiao la! I REALLY REALLY MISS 5/1! hahas! LAW, lets play alot of games next time okie! hahas!

XIAODI! my xiaodi is going to be singaporean! i am so happy for him! OMG! yay! my xiaodi rocks rocks okie! ahhas, he is funny tonight la! ask me silly and lame Q and i answer in a silly and lame way too! ahahs! his computer got problem and my disc is going to save his computer's lyfe! hahas! he is so touched by me! hhas, xiaodi dont be touched hor! hhas! he gave me the best prize again! ^_^ YESHYESH! i am very happy now! i am alive! my xiaodi=my lyfe! xiaodi, I MISS YOU la!
QINGAIDE, CLOWN, TEDDYBEAR, ANZEL! i miss the 4 of you alot! hahas! #o6, #o7, #o8, #14 and #23! WE LAST FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER! hahas! I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT ALOT! mwarhs mwarhs! mwarhs!
SLP- i miss my SLP okie! dont li hun la! how can u liddat! last time i want li hun with u but in the end also dont have okie! i love my SLP huh!
happyfruit*kelvin! thanks yesterday night talk huh! is the definitely nice but is so threatening la! you know i dont wanna lost my happy fruit de wadd! so how can you say that! i will do what you say okie, dont ever say i am going to lost happy fruit! I LOVE MY HAPPY FRUIT ALOT LA! hahas! oh ya, btw he is replacing my xiaodi during my school times! so cannot keep any secrets from him liao >.< LOLS! thanks lot! hahas! happyfruits rock x)

"Define yourself before others define you." i just love this sentence!
i am laughable lihui x)
i just love going to school with my love ones in school always.

next week got econs tests and also summer tests for GP and chinese! OH god- dead! while 24MAY is my best bud*weeling day! going to update that day specially for my best bud! 23MAY is anzel's b'dae! going to update for her too! ahhas!
bye everyone! enjoy ur lyfe!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

9:34 PM

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

HI everyone! i am back to update again! HOHO! daph*beloved want me to update because of funny things! well, i shall start with friday! before that, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

FRIDAY- meet up with my PW mates at 10am at civis Mcdonald there! went over to CWP mcdoanld to disuss and also under blocks! hahas! we started discussing the PW things! hahas! we are nearly went bonkers la! hahas, was like OMG OMG! howhow! hahas, in the end we spend just purely 5 hours to discuss one thing! hahas! we really spend too much time in discussing one thing only and that thing is the start of the PW! hahas! well, went to have dinner with daph*beloved, NANA*darling and jinlong! hahas! ate and went home! hahas! reached home at duno wadd time, i dont know! online and chatted with my friends! hahas! i LOVE LCD cos thats the day we really turn to heart to heart friends! trust me, our friendship is strong! hahas! after that we started discussing our GPP again! hahas! nana called me and we like talked nearly 2am in the morning! we chatted for 3hours! hahas! thats so OMG! haha, we are only active at night i think! hahas, we think of 2 ideas! hahas, feeling so happy! hahas! went online till near 3am in the moirning and went to sleep after that! hahas!

SAT- wake up at 6am in the morning! hahas, got the UN thing so meet kelvin*happy fruit at 7.20am at admiratly! after that meet NANA*daling and DAPH*beloved at the head of the MRT train! we crapped so much! DAPH*beloved and i were like laffing like MAD! very funny hor! hahas! NANA*darling, accept the FATE :X hahas! then DAPH*beloved suan me again! HAHAS! wadd onli larh she! hahas, then after that RYAN, DESMOND, BILLY they all also happen to take the same train as us! GUANHAN also take same train with us! hahas! we alighted at AMK to meet YY*shifu, jianwen and jacob! hahas! after that we took train to ORCHARD! hahas! went there, walked so long before we reached where are we supposed to be! hahas! reached there and was shocked to know the UN thing ends at 5PM!
UN thing is quite boring? people falling asleep! hahas! was laughing like mad when it is lunch time! hahas! NANA*darling, DAPH*beloved and me sat with VJC people! hahas! dont know why that time i am so ji dong that i just went INNOVA with my hands up! was laughing all the way! VJC people are nice x) hahas! shocked one of the embassor[did i spell it right?]! i got a shock too! hahas, he ask me to go then he happen to use his hands and push my back? hahas! aiya, dont know how to explain! feel it and i just ran away! hahas! then he came and tell me embassor wont eat you up! hahas! then DAPH*beloved is like laughing like mad! issit so funny? somemore our class the 3 guys act so real can! RYAN they all act as if RYAN lost his HP! argh, got cheated huh! wadd onli! hhas!
went off at 3/4+pm? hahas! went to woodlands lib to meet up our PW mates again! GPP again! hahas, NANA and i were happy when we know they accept our idea 1 ! hahas! went to discuss again till 7+pm this time round! went to have dinner with NANA*darling and linkai! went home at dont know what time again! forget it again! hahas! went home online and discuss GPP again! hahas, sleep at 3am this time round again! tired!
SUN- did nothing! slack for the whole day because i dont wanna think anymore! my brain is dry up because of GPP! hahas! called NANA*darling and discuss new GPP idea again! we came up with new idea again! HOHO, feeling so happy and was like screaming over the phone! hahas, jinlong and linkai called in too! told them and they say can! OMG, i am feeling more and more happy! smile smile smile! after GPP discussion, we went on chatting the old 12b! hahas! miss them! end called at 5.15pm! went off to buy things and also collect mothers' day cake! HOHO! back home at about 6+pm and went online again! haahs! after that, went offline and went to have MOTHERS' DAY dinner with uncles and aunties and cousins! hahas! reached back home at 10+pm! haahs, then celebrate my mummie de mothers' day! hahas! YAY! is fun! hahas! I LOVE MY MUMMY!! went online again! chatting now! hahas!

LEX half di! hahas! thanks okie! thanks for saying so funny things to me always! cant wait to meet out soon right! hahas, wait a little while more! WHITE roses are nice x) I LOVE MY HALF DI alot alot!
shigehisa is so funny! hahas! I LOVE SHIGEHISA too! hahas! rocks my world!
qingaide! just take care!
HELLO clown! please update hor! i am a good doctor! just admit it please! hahas
BRENDA*mummy and kaixian*ang mo mother! HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! I LOVE BOTH OF THEM ALOT! LOVE LOVE LOVE! TAKE CARE hor!
i MISS MY JINGER SLP! mwarhs! hope to meet ya out soon!
KELVIN*happy fruit! just feel so sorry! hahas! dont worry and i'll be fine! you always say this! make sure my happy fruit is fine always! HAPPY FRUIT ROCK! x)

EVERYTHING IS OVER, misunderstanding dont tear us apart, it just make us even stronger! HAHAS! LCD<3; we last forever!
I LOVE MY MOTHER although thursday she is like saying me when she knows i fall down and i dont know what to apply on the wounds! she says: how come u fall until liddat! hahas, i just went laughing and she told my daddy! hahas, my daddy say me also! OMG, sian diaoz! nevertheless, i LOVE MY MUMMY AND DADDY!
i got so many test next week! omg, i am dying! hahas! LOVE SCHOOL MORE AND MORE! hahas! going to do my things now! bye everyone! hahas! x)

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

11:22 PM

RUN WITH ME-

i am here to update my blog again! hahas, a nice nice day i think? hahas, erm. i also dont know huh! hahas!
went to school with ahS today! hahas, she went to school early because of her geo! bought my fav breakfast and share it with her! hahas! so she went with eric and i waited for her huh! so sian diaoz! NANA*darling came only around 7.20+am! hahas, after awhile, ahS came down too! hahas! she seem so happy with her 10/30 geo test! crazy girl! chatted with eric so many things! hahas, he totally sian diaoz all the way! funny he! hahas! i am still chatting with him on the way to parade square! we really like chatted so much! hahas, he saw who is clar! hahas, funny lar his reaction! hahas! today have a long morning assembley! ahahs! waited for NANA*darling with DAPH*beloved and ahS and eric waited for jieying! so the 4 of us waited for the two of them! hahas! chatting and chatting with them and came up with ACS! hahas, funny! hahas, still chatting and chatting with ahS on the way! we are supposed to have our GP on lvl 2 yet daph*beloved and me almost went up to lvl 3! so funny! hahas! did debate for GP! ahahs, jacob is really a good speaker x) my beloved*daph was tsk tsk all the way in GP lesson because of happy fruit? OMG, i nearly faint and die! hahas! next was MATHS! understand or dont understand? i really dont know! someparts can but some cannot! hahas!
went for break after maths! next was PCCG! hahas, have the ISA prog! hahas! the speakers all are good x) all deserve a cheer* hahas! went to library during lunch! hahas! was basically drawing on paper again! draw and draw and draw! went for econs! hahas, daph*beloved and me chatted alot this time round! i told her quite alot i supposed but didnt tell her the most important part! she was like HEH, dont change topic huh! sian diaoz! hahas, aiya! dont think too much! hahas! phy lect directly after econs! hahas! hmmm, totally blur! hahas, my phy is really really dying! someone please save it! hahas!
have a break again after phy lect! hahas! miss MY BEST BUD DURING THAT TIME! very miss her! argh, best bud*wee ling! where are you x( I MISS U alot alot! then was CHINESE! did the compo test! ahahs, was laughing during the compo test! jacob is so funny, cant stop laughing at all! totally OMG! hahas! finally finish my compo at the time when the bell riings! hahas, heng huh! hahas! went to change for our PE! hahas, excited cos is games! hahas, play frisbee for PE! HAHAS! i fell down! was funny larh, i also cant stop laughing when i think of that! hahas! then was like going crazy with DAPH*beloved and a few girls from 11C? hahas! even MISS LEE WENT BONKER I THINK! hahas, miss lee is nice teacher and seriously i love her as a PE teacher! hahas! went to meet my cousin after school! YAY!
reached earlier than him! that SLOW one! hahas! trying to act he cant see me huh! wadd onli! haha, chatted so much on the way to school! seriously, i miss my tang ge!!! HAHAS! he bought something for me to eat! what only! hahas, thanks still! collect the cert and walked back to CWP again! hahas, he find himself to be an idiot! hahas, saw zhenghui*my little BF in SJAB! remember the times! hahas, a very cute cadet still! miss SJAB times too! hahas! saw ZAKI! hahas! our classmates! hahas! his friends are so funny! i cant stop laughing at the way they sae hi and bye to me! is so funny!
ahS so funny larh! she HUMPH at me for not fetching her! sorry okie, promise no more next time for not fetching huh! wadd onli! hahas, thankss for ur concern always! really really really thanks! i will hold on to it still, dont worry! u take care too! study HARD okie! u can de x)
i saw him! i actually saw him so many times! argh, how come no hello to him still! supposed to be the one who like to say hi to others but yet now i am so an jing! like wadd onli! argh, LIHUI! be urself and say one hello to him!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! hahas! chatted so much again! HOHO! he is feeling very happy and sad at the same time! he got FIRST FOR SOCCER! congrats and i actually cheer so much for him! hahas! he is sad because he feel that he is the one who let the team down! NO, xiaoxin! u dint okie x) hahas, oh ya, he think he saw me that day too cos he feels is me! hahas! FUNNY answer! told him what happen to me nowadays too! hahas, he told me his too! hahas, keep each other update! he is so nice cos he asked me whether my legs are okie when i told him i fell! supposed to be a funny thing de but the concern make me so happy! hahas, xiaoxin! cheerup! i dont wanna see ya so sad cos i will be sad too!DAJIE LOVES XIAODI!
qingaide*shuhui! thanks for ur help, i know u are so nice to me but hais, i also dont know la. i got so much to tell u but i dont know where can i start! i really wanna tell u so much! hais, i miss my qingaide, clown, teddybear and anzel! where are u guys now! hais! I NEED U GUYS NOW! argh!
happy fruit! HELLO! hahas! chatted with him so much! he dint come school today cos HIAK HIAK! funny larh! okie larh since he is still sick! so he dint come to school cos he still got ONE DAY of MC! hahas! updated him with school things! hahas! i always put water to let him run faster than me one huh! hahas, ermm, take care! HAPPY FRUIT ROCK x)
i dont know what to say anymore. i realise that because of me things turn out so bad now! what am i supposed to do! REALLY REALLY! what am i supposed to do! argh, i dont know who to turn to now! i am lost! argh, lihui what are you doing now! wake up can or not! very irritating de lei! argh, feel like scolding myself! what am i supposed to do? am i the one who create all these? argh, so who is going to tell me the answer! can someone please tell me! nothing is the same! things change; we change with them!
tears show feelings of someone, hais. what am i supposed to do? dont let me see tears because whenever i saw them, i will cry in my heart too even if i hold back my tears.
i am scare of all these happenings too but i cant stop all of them from happening! i tried again and again but failed again and again. when can i success? i am putting in all my best but nothing seem to work at all! so what the next step? no matter how many tries are given to me, all of them are going to fail as i cant do it. failure.
can ever a sorry replace all the things you wanna to be sorry of? if a sorry earse everyone' unhappiness/sadness then it will be the best solution to everything but it cant do it.
time dont heal wounds, time only make things worse. time make feelings fade. time make people change. time make my mind run wild. time just dont heal any of my wounds at all instead making me feeling worse and worse.
you are not the one acting on the stage, i am the one acting on the stage too.
LET ME RUN; RUN WITH ME. let me have a endless running route, let me feel the beating of my hearts. let me know i am still alive in this world. let me know this world is still beautiful. let me know there is still hopes in this world. just let me know whatever i want.
locked locked locked, really locked everything inside my heart, with the keys thrown away! the keys will never be found anymore because is lost for now and ever. i dont wish to find the keys back again anymore!
tml still meeting my PW mates for PW! hahas, sat going UN thing with classmates and also meeting PW mates again! my weekends are gone! so many test next week! phy quiz, chem SPA, maths test and anymore? stressUP* hahas! x) bye everyone! take care!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

10:56 PM

unPERFECT x)

today is a super long day for me again, was very very very tired! reached home at 9.03pm! hahs, omg! today is just another day for me and still is a fun day for me! today i wake all my sisters up at the wrong time! i wake them all up one hour early before the usual time! hahas, totally so sian diaoz when my other sis told me is only 5.45 now yet u going school now! HAHAS! totally =.=! saw happy fruit sms early in the morning! hahas, he is not coming and thats good cos he is so sick!
meet NANA*darling and of cos ahS! hahas! bought cakes for them to eat! hahas! first lesson is chem pract! hahas, did not do any pract but instead we go through topics! RYAN AND BILLY say my music very fan! hahas, going to make it gone for the sake of them maybe! hahs! wadd onli! hahas, went chatting with my PW members cos we are arrange in PW grps! hahas, that JINLONG that leader of mine just keep saying the same sentence! thats dont side track! hahas! so nonsense! hahas, NANA*darling is so tired today again! sian diaoz huh! ended the lesson early today! hahas, eat something during break time and then we started crapping liao! hahas, that JACOB is totally so crappy! making me laugh at the same time but also ARGH at the same time! hahas!
maths tutorial after break! hahas, did a few Q! hahas, finally all the GP, AP, SUMMATION, series were gone! hahas! finally! hahas! have another break after that! all of us stayed in class and crap again! thats CLAR! i totally cant stand him when he say jinlong is LIHUI-ian! wadd only lo! totally no brain! i am getting so HOT! somemore he dare to say my beloved*daph on tues! so ARGH! stop saying all my friends! u are the one who should do self reflection! went for GP after that! divide ourselves into odd and even number! oh ya, daph*beloved, cheer up okie. u still got me and NANA*darling! LCD<3 right! hahas! did debate again! hahas, went for PW after that! hahas, paying attention! meet mr ang after the PW talk and he represent mrs yap cos she is sick! hahas!
went to have my lunch after that! have lunch with NANA*darling, daph*beloved, billy, jinlong and ryan! ahahs! chatted about ryan being the bomb in our class! hahas, one more deg and he will BOMB liao! hahas! went for the SSS talk after that! hahas, was basically chatting with NANA*darling and daph*beloved! hahas, quite boring but is nice being with ur friends!
meet ahS after that! hahas! going to town with her to find sticks! hahas! i always sms her during school times! hahas! i really miss her during school! hahas! went to see the heats! hahas, saw my shifu*YY and kelvin*happyfruit running! both of them are sick yet are running! argh! quite worry for them! both of them turned so pale after the run, YY*shifu-PURPLE and kelvin*happyfruit-WHITE! ahS also saw them too! watched the girls 400m too! hahas! then ahS, ronald, jieying, shunfa and me went to CWP to have our dinner before ahS, shunfa and me setting off to wadd paya leiba de! ahhas, dont know how to spell! went there but the shop close! OMG, totally sian diaoz! ahahs, then ahS and me were like sms-ing each other when we are beside each other! thats sound stupid but we did it! then she and me got the same feelings at the same time! ahahs! i did LOUD OUT SO LOUDLY WHEN I SAW her sms! so funny!
the trip home was like craps! hahas, told ahS so many things! she actually told me what to do and stuff! thanks ahS! i really really love u! hahas, we crapp about so much! so much to say to her! i just cant stop talking to her!! but we are in diff class! thats why i am kinda of sad! x( hais, nothing can change the fact we are in diff class! argh, ahS ahS! thanks!! hahas!
oh ya, crapped with happyfruit yesterday! basically just telling him not to come to school! he is really stubborn! hahas! but nevertheless, he say see how! haahs, what only! i am a doctor okie! hahas! happyfruit is he think one, i never tht of it sia! hahas, eng pro lo! ahahs! take care larh! stop gaying with my shifu lei! hahas!
told dumb clown and qingaide what happened in school again! i feel so bad still! thanks the both of u! i really rreally miss u guys! hais, lyfe is not good w/o u guys! w/o qingaide, dumbclown, teddybear and anzel! i dont feel alive!
i saw him! i actually saw him but just that i dont know how to react? thats sound so stupid! yesh, i am dumb! hahas! i wish i can say one hello but i didnt! i wish i can smile to ya, but i didnt too! alot of thing wish to do but fail to do so! what am i doing? i hate myself for being such a failure!
i tried to lock so many things up but i am not feeling nice! what is going on me again? am i dead inside myself now?
alrights, tml bringing something nice to ahS to eat! hahas, thats my fav breakfast! hahas! ahS, i am sharing with u lei! see how nice i treat you! hahas! promise her to tell her my secret liao, tml must tell her! hahas, u told me she loves me! so funny larh he secret! LAME! i love ahS too! hahas! tml waiting her after school! hahas! going to meet her at CWP! hahas! cant wait too!
OH YA! MINGSHEN, did i really write alot? ahhs, so nonsense de lei u! i write little only! hahas! bleahs! YOU ARE MY FRIEND! hahas!
tired liao! hahas, going offline soon and watched tv! tml i meeting my cousin, cant wait to see him x) miss my cousin! tangge! yay!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

11:13 PM

the things are not the same-

hello people! hahas, today is a long day again with my outing with my girlsmates! hahas! is nice x)
meet NANA*darling in the morning and went school! ahS did not go to school with us x( hais, sad! have my SPA in the first lesson! totally gone case i think, i tried my best le yet this is what i get! i am really very sad sad sad! argh, killing myself! wonder when can i be not scare of doing experiment! always feel scare doing, thats sound so stupid! hais; i am so so so sad still!! well, someone actually wish me luck in the morning! hahas, trying his best to pray for me too! the only thing is i dont get to see smoke in the school! ahhas! hahas, thanks mingshen huh! hahas, funny larh he. have an hour of break after the SPA! my mind just could not get anything away from the SPA SPA! argh, SPA! why is there such thing call SPA! *cries! chatted with my classmates during the break! hahas, a nice break because we chatted abt so many things! hahas.
chinese after the break! hahas, did nothing, just listen to friends' yan jiang! hahas, chinese lesson is nice today! hahas! my PW grp ppl is treating me as a real secretary huh! hahas, a secretary should do all the paper work and i am doing xDD was quite funny when they say i should do the paper work! hahas, oh ya, haven thanks linkai for copying the econs for me! thanks! our class is different today because daph*beloved, YY*shiFU, kelvin, billy and me exchange our bags! actually is daph*beloved and kelvin exchange de! then billy exchange with kelvin after that! hahas, then my little shifu also want exchange! so he exchange with me! hahas, funny larh! the moment he carry my bag, he say shuang! hahas! buy a backpack den shifu! hahas! civis lesson is boring xD hahas! we did not do the voting instead the guys do for us! hahas, they voted for their friends ba! hahas! went to the hall after that! as usual, we are the last few to reach there! hahas, all of us feel so hot! hahas, the six of us- NANA*darling, daph*beloved, YY*shifu, kelvin, ryan and me were like trying means and ways to make ourselves feel cool! daph*beloved was fanning for me and NANA*darling! thanks! SHIFU and ryan were basically molesting and raping my bag! cries* for my bag! funny when ryan say i dont dare see see later see wrong things how! hahas, my bag got no wrrong thing at that point of time! hahas. hahas! even my both calculator covers are being used to fan kelvin and shifu! thats so OVER!! hahas! wadd onli! took my sweets and play with wadeva they can! but we are very HOT still! changing of bags make me remind of changing bags with LAW in sec4! hahas, we really took each other bag home! hahas, a nice nice memeory x)
went for maths lect after civis! the last lesson for the day! hahas, finally last lesson so quite happy ba! hahas! went to CWP with NANA*darling, DAPH*beloved and huiyang after that! hahas, a nice trip ard CWP! hahas, we shopped for so long! laugh loudly too! we chatted alot of our past too, and is so funny! hahas, i just loved memories! hahas, they are the nicest thing i ever have! i think i saw my xiaodi when i am having my lunch! hope i didnt see wrongly ba! hahas, very fun today x) went home around 5+pm! hahas, very tired! ahS called me suddenly when she is still having her lessons! hahas! like what only! naughty little ahS! went home, bath and online!
rested for awhile then clown called me saying whether wanna eat dinner with my qingaide and her or not! hahas, sian diaoz. rejected because i am lazy and tired to go out le! hahas, sorry! next time i treat you two dinner okie x) i still miss u guys! hahas! ahS called me after that asking to go town! hahas, nahnah! dont wanna go because i am really lazy and tired! totally tired! well, did nothing at home, just slacked around because dont feel like doing anything at all! hahas! chatted with friends again! hahas!
so many people are falling sick nowadays! argh! me, NANA*darling, kelvin and last YY*SHIFU! the sickness i think is from me to NANA to kelvin and to YY! argh, hais! going to bring my medi for them! must cure them too! hahas, i am a doctor doctor! hahas, bringing my backache cream for kelvin also! hahas, 12b must take care okie! x) everyone must be well so we can have fun together!
mothers' day are coming! hahas, planning what to buy for my ang mo mother*kaixian and MOTHER*brenda! ahahs, its mother day! hahas. remember ang mo mother says: is okie if u give me a grain of rice because i still can use it to cook and eat! its just the thoughts that count! hahas, nice one! hahas! my sisters and i plan what we will be doing for our dearest mummy liao! x) make sure my mummie really enjoy herself for that day although she enjoys her lyfe everyday! oh ya, my mummy injured herself! argh, the pain inside my heart is so so... i cant describe! not being a good daughter i supposed.
memories are with me now and forever.
just dont feel the same for you anymore; feelings change too. did i ever do the right thing? i wonder when did i ever did the right thing? its just all my thoughts i think. my lyfe is still the same with or without you; maybe something is not same, just that i dont feel it for myself only. you maybe happier because of that but i am not.
i am back to myself, i think x)
i am tired, bye everyone x

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

9:45 PM

over the moon; under the sea

i am here to blog again! hahas! today is a nice day i supposed except my head is so pain after chem lecture x( hais, pain until i feel like dying! hahas!
went to school with ahS early today because she left her notes in school and she got a test! hahas, BLUR ahS! hahas, chatted alot on the way to school! just love going school with ahS cos i will be telling all my things! greeted my SHIFU*YY early in the morning! hahas, YY*SHIFU rocks cos he will be passing all the slacking skills to me! hahas! since yesterday nite he become my shifu liao! YAY! got shifu is good xD did my NAFA 2.4km today! hahas, the worst of what i feel! feel like slapping myself! i let my mind run wild and i just cant let myself run! i saw someone and i dont know what to do! he is the one making me to run faster or slower? argh, i am like crazy! going crazy going crazy again! argh, feel like screaming his name, cheering for him too! but fail to do it! CHEER for that mingshen larh! that crazy MONKEY! hahas, he did something very touching to me yesterday! i cried after seeing what he wanted to show me! YOU ARE MY FRIEND! hahas, remember what you told me! thanks okie! hahas! that dawei run so fast! feel that he is like the one who is chiong-ing all the way! GO DAWEI GO! hahas! ahS was so funny cos she say something so funny today! hahas, thanks huh ahS alot alot! going to treat her lots of things x) hahas.
GP make everyone of us laugh so much, hahas, even ROFL too! thats so funny! my chinese test is gone liao! OMG, i was like dont know how to answer! argh, somemore i feel that i didnt complete the paper! hais, die for my chinese liao! sadsad! more sad! argh, sad lyfe! econs extra lesson after school! omg, one hour! hahas, today i walked home again! always walk home when i am not in good mood or sad mood? walking home make me think alot! my mind just cant stop thinking so many things! i love the route to my house now x)
chatted with boon*erzi, heye*kor, marvin*laopa, zh*tangge! hahas, at first is chatting with my tang ge only but he ask me add so many people huh! so like wadd onli! have a NICE NICE chat anyway! hahas, talk about the stuff we used to talk! hahas, they are still the same and i am too! hahas, feel like we are still in sec5 having our O levels! hahas, boon*erzi actually miss secondary lyfe! the way he talk make me feel missing so much too! i miss too! YES, I DO! i miss! ahahs, tangge! can u dont be so gan chiong! dont need keep repeating urself de hor! ahahs, so like wadd onli! i know is thurs xD wont forget, dont worry! i am not that BLUR! hahas! u are the one who is blur i think!
chatted with someone who is so legend to me! he finally talked something! hahas, feeling so OVER the moon now! means he is okie liao! so i dont have to worry so much! haha! is nice seeing ur frend okie again! the feeling is the nicest ever! hahas, SHIGEHISA! he is the one who talk nonsense to me always! hahas, entertain my jokes, my craps and alot more! i did entertain him by allowing him to hao lian his good phy results to me because i am always lousy-er than him! hahas! the nicest feeling is u being OKIE huh! dont be liddat anymore okie! i very scare one lei xDD try to be chatty like me! hahas! you run fast today! hahas! congrats okie! ahahs! x) take care and hope to see ya smile on ya face always! remember ur smile looks nice x)
teddybear is wasting her talents if she dont want to be a song writer! hahas, i really miss my teddy bear! i miss my clown too! i miss my qing ai de too! they are the one who i am really alive when i am with them! hahas, i really love the 3 of them! not forgetting #23 who is anzel! ahhas! i love the 4 of them alot alot alot! my lyfe wont be nice without them by my side! I LOVE U GUYS; when the next time we will meet xD i cant wait to have fun with you all! ahhas!
sometimes i wonder when can i stop all the things which i dont like! i dont feel nice or smae with the same people now, because i am the one changing or wadd? am i still the old lihui the people ever know? i feel like i am the one who is running away from reality! i am the one who make myself not to speak so much anymore! i am the one who try to bring a fake smile on the face! i am no longer the kaixinguo lihui that i used to be! dont feel what am i doing is the same as before! argh, whats has happen to me! what am i supposed to do! the more i wanted to change; the more i will failed! i tend to be myself only with the people who i understand and they understand me! i am myself in front of all my 5/1-ers, pri sch mates, riversidians, i can be myself in front of shigehisa, vincente, mingshen, myra, char, purple, ahS and some only. some people make me feel like being myself will be bringing trouble only! hais, what am i supposed to do? i really care about what others thinking of me although my xiaodi ask me dont do so. i tried, but failed! xiaodi, i am lost again and again! dont you feel that i am always the one who is asking for help? argh, why am i so bothered abt myself now! where is the one who used to laugh so much! where is the one who used to crap so much! where is the one who used to scream like mad woman! where is the lihui that always cheer people up and dont feel so lost ever!
sometimes, i feel like being alone crying in my room, letting whatever is inside me to be out. just feel like crying and crying for my lyfe! i cannot take it and the only way out is to cry! hais, whats going on? i wonder and wonder but no answer! how can i be stronger in order not to let my tears roll? what can i do to make myself better? maybe nothing can ever save me again. maybe i fall too many times and this is what i get! i am always the one who is so stupid! this is the new lihui i supposed! so i must get used to the new me too! argh, cant do it i think!
someone aroound me is suffering i think, she seem sad with me i think. sorry if i make u suffer or wadd, i dont wish too! sorry. maybe i think too much or wadd but if it really hard for you, den i back off x) not that i am heartless or wadd! everyone should be happy in their lyfe. i am making my choice too! i am thinking real hard this time round.
tml having phy SPA! omg, going to be dead again! always cant do my SPA well! i am like experiment idiot! totally an idiot! i dont know why also! hope tml the SPA will be fine! argh, praying hard!* hahas, tml going to be a short nice day x) hope everything nice and sweet! going to study for SPA, take care people! hahas, cheerup and smile x)
i am just locking everything up, with the keys thrown away.

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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only illusions;

10:12 PM

MISSING ALL MY FRIENDS x)

i am back to update my blog x) actually also dont know what should i blog! hahas, lyfe is still the same but only things ard me changing! hahas!
sleep at 5.24am in the morning and wake up 8am in the morning! online only at around 10am because i was lying on my bed before that! hahas! chatted with ahS, char and mingshen early in the morning! ahS forget to bring her geo home x( i am worry for her geo test! how can she be so blur not to take the notes home? she say i influence her! wadd onli, blur-ness cannot be spread de lo! hahas, hope eric sms her now and she can study her geo! ahS, dont die hor, remember huh! someone also sleep late yesterday huh! thats mingshen! sleep earlier but wake up later than me! hahas, wadd onli! anyway thanks x)
suddenly i remember chatting with gary too! hahas, oh ya weeling bestbud! i dont have STM! hahas! just that i forget things once in a while! i am not blur too! hahas! you are also blur i think! hahas, we are best bud so we share GOOD things xD hahas!
i just remember chatting with teddybear! i dont ever let her settle things herself because she is too nice! i know she is strong but she is too nice thats why someone is bullying her! hahas, no one can ever bully my teddybear because i will protect her de okie! dont like ppl to bully my friends! she is injured huh! BAI KA now! hahas, stop playing and make sure ya rest well huh! or not i am going to scream at you! hahas! take care teddybear! BU YAO KU LA! thats what she says to me! thanks teddy! i will remember! NI HEN KE AI LA! thanks! <3<3<3 teddybear!
NOW, i only know i am miss-ing alot of people still. nothing can stop my mind from miss-ing alot of people now! hahas! i just love all my frends!!! i am missing everyone of them! thanks everyone who make part of my memories.
so many homework waiting for me! argh, going to do them later on! i am like want die no die liddat, very tong ku! i am lagging behind i think, what to do? my lyfe is in a mess i think? i also dont know huh, so many things need to be done but time is limited! argh, screams* i am just running away from things i think! i cant let my mind settle down! running running running, thats what i am doing always! hais! my lyfe will be better because i will make it better de! hahas! x)
i wonder is shigehisa okie now? hope he is fine x)
everyone take care and cheer up okie! dont wanna see anyone so sad over things! LIHUI kaixinguo is there! smile everyone! *bye!

where are you ? - May. 06, 2006 at 11:21 AM
going to rain soon. let the rain falls down and wake my dreams. let the rain falls and wake me up.

fri- went to school and have alot of fun with my classmates! hahas, everyday 12b is always fun. have a long long day but is was nice in school with nice classmates! hahas! chatted on phone with qingaide! hahas, she knows everything about me =/ hahas, my xiaodi more important than my qingaide right? hahas!

fri, someone make me so angry! i wonder if i can disappear in front of you. u make me hate my presence more. i am hating myself so dont make me worse please.

sat did nothing just basically slacking for the whole day. feel so bad but i cant stop myself from being a slacker. hais, what should i do? went out in the afternoon to teach teddybear maths! bring my little brother along as i think my qingaide miss him alot! hahas, went there saw alot of people! hahas, not shock but scare only :x all of them started playing with my little brother and my little brother seem to like them too! then my little brother play with qingaide while i teach teddybear maths! hahas, seriously she needs my maths genes! she says i keep suan-ing her! where got huh, i dont dare because later she one punch give me i will be in dont know where liao! somemore she can RARRRRR me to australia lo! haahs! teaching her something which i did not learn before make me afraid of teaching her the wrong things. i really hope i didnt teach her anything wrong! is fun having qingaide, clown and teddy bear around with me because they really make me feel alive somehow, no matter how dead i am. is a nice day overall <3.

my xiaodi*xiaoxin is funny cos he say he miss me too! hahas, i really laugh out so loudly and cant stop! i told him what happened in school for the past few days! i always update him and he updates me too about what happen to him too! he is very funny in the way he respond when i told him about something. thanks xiaodi, you really make me got the determination of doing alot of things! he says his attitude is not good and want to change. i can accept the changes of him but i dont wish to see him sad over his attitude unchanged or what. i dont want to see him like that as i feel he is very nice now. the best xiaodi i have still. he is fun to play with too unless you really know him well. he told me alot of people only read a person by cover and i am the one who read the content of his! hahas, went LOL LOL LOL all the way! cant stop laughing. how can i dont read my xiaodi's books right? hahas! he thought i really angry when i told him dont know what. i am like ar? how come i angry! hahas, funny xiaodi! i just love my xiaodi alot! i still miss him x) jia you in ur common test, dont stress too much!

my half di*lex is also another funny guy! he say his lyfe is nice because he got halfjie missing him! hahas, went LOL again! buying him a white rose soon because he likes white rose! hahas, we are meeting each other after his common test! I AM WAITING so anxiously to meet my halfdi out! hahas, he wrote the song superwoman for me huh and it sound so nice! superwoman is a nice nice song x) did alot of chatting with him too and my halfdi is the cutest and the best right? hahas, just take care of urself and dont stress urself for ur CT2 okie. miss ya lots lots! meeting out! YAY YAY YAY! lets wait x)

my er zi*boon told me a long long story on friday! hahas, i dont know what can i do to help him ba? hahas, went crapping with each other after that! how i wish my lyfe is still in RSS where i can hear my er zi calling me NIANG huh! the most funny NIANG i ever hear before! he is a lame guy! the lamest person i ever know in my lyfe because he make me =.= in everything he says! hahas, i give him a million for his pocket money! hahas, he is a rich person with a rich mother! hahas. take care and lets have gathering with others x)

chatted with my best bud*weeling! she miss 5/1 too and she miss lihui too! of cos, i miss my best bud weeling too! we used to have alot of common things! we can even say the same thing at the same time! i miss the old days! hahas, is fun when we come to talk about what happens in my school! hahas, she really go OMG all the way! so funny! hahas, she teachs me japanese language cos she is learning! hahas, very fun! we did alot of chatting and i update her on things! hahas, she wants me to go NYP cos she miss me! hahas, yaya, going ONE DAY okie! come IJC too! hahas, JC is not really study type as i online so many hours per day :X hahas! we have something common to do now, thats is running! her cca make her run the whole school compound if i remember correctly! hahas, so fun huh to run the whole school compound! bestbud, lets meet out soon again again and again! i really miss the good old days with you and serene*my other best frend! i wanna let you guys know i really miss you guys! 24th of MAY is an important date for my best bud right x) hahas, take care best bud! I MISS YOU STILL x)

chatted with laisheng*my doctor! hahas, the best doctor in singapore ever! he always listen to what i want to say whenever i am trying to make my lyfe better! hahas, he comments too by saying something nice! he miss 5/1 too! hahas, everyone is missing 5/1! hahas. he is having a hai hao fun in poly because he is quite sad the time he told me! hope he is having fun now! hahas, must have fun because i think 5/1-ers deserve having fun although we are in diff location right! hahas, lets walk walk in the rain and hope everything turns out fine! 5/1 gathering soon okie, so i can meet everyone of you~ we are the best x) take care my doctor! thanks for giving me the best medicine always! hahas!

chatted with my tang ge*LEE ZHI KUAN!! OMG, i really miss my tang ge calling me AH HUI in class! hahas, the loudest ah hui i ever hear! hahas, he is my nice tang ge! everyone in class agree my tang ge is nicest too! i miss him bullying me in class too although he claim that he didnt bully me! hahas, i miss teacher saying : aiyo, ur handwriting ! to my tang ge! because he always told me his handwriting is those doctor type! hahas! my tangge is really the nicest tangge in the world! i miss him alot alot! miss putting things in his locker and tidy the locker for him! hahas, miss asking him to let me use his comp and he will say yesh to me always! hahas! he told me what his seniors told him! hahas, okieokie, i will work hard de okie! dont worry larh u. funng huh u, ask me not to be stress yet told me things that make me stress? what ONLY hor! hahas! he is the one who always there for me when i feel stress in my lyfe! hahas, he cheer me up in certain ways! hahas. my idol is ultraman since sec meh! dont anyhow say hor! u this %#^@# tang ge! hahas! we are meeting each other on THURS! this coming thurs! i am really really really really excited in seeing my tangge! COS I REALLY MISS MY TANG GE*SCREAMMSSSS! hahas. THURS! i hope it faster come! hahas! I LOVE MY TANG GE!

chatted with yazid! hahas! he say his course mate got one who looks similar to me but talk totally same as me! hahas, omg, went OMG OMG all the way only! hahas, somemore he say something which make me feel so funny larh! hahas, he miss 5/1 too! hahas! yeshyesh, i agree our class is the best in singapore! hahas! he show me the 2 photos that i take with him! hahas, is totally funny! i am so short and he is so tall okie! just wait for gathering and everyone's miss will be gone for that day we meet! hahas! TAKE CARE HOR! enjoy in poly! hahas!

chatted with my kor*heYE! he is lame still! hahas, we chatted alot! he miss 5/1 too! hahas! he told me he love poly because no one cares! wadd only! there are still someone who cares thats me! hahas, dont he dare to be late for any lectures or what, i make sure he suffers huh! hahas, wanna share my SPA or not? i share with you larh! ahhas! he is the one who will surely come for gathering and i will too! ur present still in my house waiting for u huh! i think is going to grow mould liao if it is still in my house huh! meeting on NEXT NEXT fri huh! hahas, is fast! i am waiting for next next fri too! hahas! take care huh HE BAO DAN KOR!

chatted with anzel*teacher! her blog seem so nice to read and i am reading it everyday! hahas! she is so fierce huh in one of her entries! hahas, i am nice to her so no scare huh! i miss her so much too! i miss her walking past my classroom during her recess! i miss seeing her going toilet often to style her hair only! hahas, so nonsense! aiya, faster get a date when we can meet out with teddybear, clown and my qingaide okie cos we seem to drag very long ler hor :x hahas, dont worry the day will come! hahas, let the 5 of us have lots and lots of fun! hahas! o6,o7,o8,14,23! we last forever, remember this x)

chatted with my SLP*jinger! hahas, she is funny okie! she make me happy everytime when i am down! i told her how i feel about things too! she always listens and give me advice on what should i do! she always ask me not to think too much and lots more! thanks SLP for being there for me always okie! LGflatron will be there for u de! anithing just sms sms sms okie! hahas! TAKE CARE SLP! i miss my SLP too!

chatted with mingshen, helmi, kelvin, daph, nana, YY, dragon, zhongxun, saidi, char.

shigehisa is in a not good mood or an jing mood? i also dont know. everything went so wrong when i know he is so an jing! we walked past each other on fri and none of us dare to say a hi to each other. instead i went sms-ing on the phone while he is with his classmate! why didnt i bother to say a hi to him! i still have the things i want to give him with me! argh, whats wrong with me! i also dont know whats wrong with me! where is the one who always wanna say hi to shigehisa de hui? i dont know. how i wish everything is still the same. i miss shigehisa presence of being ONLINE-

your silence kills me; i am dead.
even if time can rewind everything; my lyfe is still the same afterall.

2.21am now; i am awake still.

=sign off=

becauseofYOU - May. 04, 2006 at 07:45 AM
i am not in a good mood x) just because of you. one word to describe you thats petty! the most petty person i ever know! i hate i hate i hate! issit so happy to break the frendship, since you like it and i am going to grant you! make you the most happy person okie! i am not going to make myself sad just because of you, petty people!

everything went fine today! hahas, did my 5 stations and passed all! hahas, thanks ahS*GF for making to fly! i am love-ing her like heaven! thanks GF! hahas, did alot of chatting too! chatted with YY, RYAN and KELVIN alot! hahas, did alot of crapping with them again! hahas! i am having fun in school but without you ard! hahas, thanks you went back home fast! went home with ahS and friends! i love going home with ahS! thanks girl for listening to me! i was basically telling ahS how i feel today and i went argh like mad! hahas, thanks ahS! thanks thanks thanks! the best one and only ahS i ever know! hahas!

that MINGSHEN is mad! he really come and say hi to me and was jumping ard like little monkey! hahas! thanks for the HI huh! stop chatting and go to the hall hor! hahas!

i got so many friends who really make my lyfe up! thanks qingaide, teddybear, dumbclown, ahS!, jinger my SLP, vincenteYIP, golden dragon, zhongxun, tangdi, alot alot more! most important is SHIGEHISA! that most important person in my lyfe now! hahas! thanks to everyone out there always for me whenever i am down and whatever huh!!

yesh, i am throwing bball ard! hitting every walls in my house. i am using it to vent my anger! i am venting already by screaming all ard! hahas!

just throw the bball into the ring and you will win the match.
i am throwing lot of balls in now cos i am angry angry angry!

i love your silence although it kills me.
you say it best when you say nothing at all.
you say nothing to me for awhile, i admit i am lost for that moment but i still love your silence!

silence ends when we started on bball!
please dont anyhow huh, later i take knife and kill you den u know! hahas!

crawling back to you is nice.

i am teaching vincenteYIP maths now, make sure he say thanks to me million times xDD hahas, thanks nicey guy and i am repaying you by teaching you! sleep early and listen to me hor!

=sign off=

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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all my <3 x)

[LaO pa] - Marvin and Weng Lun
[LaO Ma] - Nisa
[Mummy] - Brenda
[ANG MO MOTHER] - Kai Xian
[GAY LaO pa] - Wee Liang
[GAY LaO Ma`KOR] - Jason
[LaO gOng] - Wee Ling[2003*august if i din not remember wrong!]
[HUBBY` MR NONSENSE] - VINCENTE! < 18/08/06
[SIAO DING DONG BABE`WIFE`SLP!] - Jing Er[10/03/2006]
[Kor Kor] - Tian Xiang ; He Ye ; Wei Yang ; Justin; Gifford and Chee Wei
[Jie Jie] -
[Di Di] - Gui Xiang ; Macgyver and Wee Long
[Mei Mei] - Regina*BAO BEI ; Gina ; Anita; Shu Yi; Ying Ping; Pei Ling; Sze Ling; Vivian; Hai Yan; Joanna; Shi Qi; Wan Xin; Shi Min; Veronica; Pey Lih; Cindy and Semantha
[Er zi] - Gavin ; John and Daniel
[Nu er] - Angeline ; Sherleena ; Jazzreel ; Jie Ying ; Serene ; Tim Jang ; Joke Mei ; Hazel and Michelle*BAO BEI
[Nu er ` Mei] - Natalie and Amanda #Qi Qi Jie Mei
[Er zi ` Di] - Boon Kiat
[LaMe Mei] - ViViEn
[Sai Mei] - Sarah
[Sai Di] - Guan Hui
[Sai Nu Er] - Zhi Jun*BAO BEI
[Xiao Di ` Da Ge] - Lin Xin
[Sun zi] - Wei Pin
[xiao di xiao`DIMPLE BOY] - Zhi Yuan
[JIE BAI JIE DI] - BILLY!
[BRADA] - ERIC LEE!
[HALF DI] - LEX
[kaii xiin guo] - Long Yun
[HAPPYFRUIT] - KELVIN!
[SWEETEST LaO Da ` Lao Xiao ` LOL] - Alvino
[Doctor] - Lai Sheng
[Bing Ren ` Lao Shi ` WO DE REN] - Hui Ze aka anzeL[16/12/2005]
[uLtraWoMaN ` darling] - Poi Xin[2005]
[Nu Er ` Lover] - Tania[24/9/2005]
[Qing Ai De] - Shu hui[24/9/2005]
[Dear Dear] - Hiromi[2004] and Yan Ping[2004]
[Dear] - Zhu En
[Dearie] - JingJie [2/2/07]
[Dearest] - Raymund[30/11/2005]
[Dar Dar] - Aiting[2005]
[DARLING] - Christina*NANA![13/04/2006] - wife - 110806
[GIRLFRIEND] - VERA [01-12-2006]
[GF] - Yusi*ah S[12/04/2006]
[AiAi] - Myra[12/03/2006]
[Sweet Heart] - Diann Lee[27/9/2005]
[BeLoved] - Daphne[07/04/2006]
[QING REN] - HAZEL[19/06/2006]
[LOVER ` AH ZAI] - WEIXING [160607]
[Wai Yu] - Ginny[2003/2004]
[MISTRESS] - HUIYANG[11/08/2006]
[XIAO MEI NU] - YUNXUAN!
[SHI FU] - YOU YING!
[COACH] - KOK LOONG*19-11-2006
[mr nonsense] - Vicente
[mr nice] - VinCENT!
[mr act cute king!] - FANGWEN!
[DUMB CLOWN] - Ain
[TEDDY BEAR] - ChunLi*kye!
[FUNNY FRIEND] - YIK CHEOONG
[RED NOSE GIRL] - ALISA!
[da ding dong] - VIVIAN!
[BROTHER] - CI EN aka EN EN
[HAPPY PILLS] - NANA; XIAOXIN; XIAOWEI*SHIGEHISA; XIAOXUN*ZHONG XUN!
#o6 - shuhui
#o7 - ain
#o8 - lihui
#14 - chunli
#23 - huize
kaixinguo<3 of kye, chuanlim, kaixinguo and kelvin! ~
basically kaixinguo<3 of everyone xDD

BESTEST BOYFRIEND - LINXIN*XIAOXIN!
BESTEST GIRLFRIEND - POIXIN
BESTEST BUDDY - WEELING*LING-ER
BESTEST BESTIE - CHRISTINA*NANA

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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