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Saturday, February 11, 2006

hais((-

2-10-2006 11:14 PM >>> FATE of us .
currently chatting with chandra. yap. he is leaving IJC and going to somewhere else. like he says separation cannot be avoided. i agree on it. so that's why we feel the pain in each of us. once someone leave, u will feel that the atmosphere is not the same anymore. nothing is the same anymore. everything changes. but we can never force each other to stay, because they will leave eventually. so what's the point. forcing will not cause happiness but only saddness. so we shall ask them to go with their hearts. i love everyone from 0612B. i dont know why i feel so upset that someone is leaving. the pain inside is really unbearable. the heart just feel the pain at the momemnt. we conference the night. after the call, i was thinking that if we could go back the time when we haben get our results. i just feel so sad and i feel like crying. somehow the pain just still with me. hais. i remember how i get to know the girls in the class first. haha. then follow by BILLY, JACOB and chandra! then with the rest of the people of 0612B. finally we get closer and closer. its like a small class with just one group of friends that cannot live without each other. more united than our secondary school, i supposed. although we are crappy and crazy but make me feel more attached to each and everyone in 0612B of IJC. i dont know why. crappy, fun, crazy, nice, noisy, and alot alot more. i dont know how much more i can type if i continue. thats why i feel stronger in JC. make me feel that english is a nice subject. make me to communicate you guys with english. make me feel so happy. make me feel so OPEN. make me feel like coming to the school and have fun with you guys. make me know so much things. thanks to everyone. make me learn so many things within a month plus. we have really really strong bonds within us. this is what i really cannot describe at all. we just build a strong friendship liddat < is not easy to build a STRONG friendship always. is more than a frendship as i think is a whole class thing. should be a class-ship! we go through alot of hardship together too during our PE. FATE. chandra told me our aim is to go U, so maybe after the separation in JC we might be together again in U! why not. haha. so 0612B peepz must go into U! we are great peepz. go for ur future.
well, whoever is leaving, i wish you guys all the best and dont regret in whatever you all do. we will be there to support you all always. whoever is staying, lets be more united. i still love 0612B no matter what happens and no matter where you all are. we will remember each other for lyfe and keep in contact. we will have alot of outings. thanks FATE for letting me to know you guys. thanks you guys for playing such a wonderful role in my life. thanks for being part of my memories. i will remember. <3.
i will never regret coming for the first 3 months.
0612B - JAN 2006 - MARCH 2006
Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All

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when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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