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Thursday, March 30, 2006

<3 bullying shigehisa!

back to blog finally but i am too tired to change the color! so sorry everyone! tired because of so many running but is fun! hahas! x country is over and NAFA is coming! omg, so fast huh!
saw my xiaodi today! omg, his hair so cool and style larh! make him look more erm, i dont know how to say larh! hahas! is nice! hahas! he so cute larh! i told him something so stupid and lame! LOLS! he just sian diaoz always! hahas, going his house to cook but the problem is i duno how to cook! so i just anihow sae! hahas. he so funny larh! he make me cry and he say sorry lihui dajie, must friend me okie! hahas! so funny i just laff and laff! LOLS! chatted with lex halfdi inside sometime too larh! is lex who add xiaoxin inside de larh! so they two start gaying in front of me! hahas, so sian diaoz! the both of us is talking nonsense all the way and the half di say i am BIAS! wadd onli larh, he LIAR huh! he say i keep on saying my xiaodi cute and din say he cute! LOLS! so funny larh! ROFL! then he say my xiaodi act cute too larh! =.= lols. fun chatting with xiaoxin because he is my medicine! LOLS! my xiaodi sae i am smart dajie and i sae he is smart xiaodi too! LOLS! i teach him how to spell nonsense and idiot! LOLS! is like so funny larh! but fun! hahas! <3xiaodi! mwarhs!
half di! LI LEX sound like RE LAX right! so i am more creative than u! u want name as XIN LEX! eeee, so er xin! LOLS! XIN LI nicer i think! LOLS! GIGI is so cute! omgomg! cute until i can marry it larh! LOLS! eyes bigger than mine! LOLS!
shigehisa! he is so funny larh! i just love bullying him larh! he always so nice to trust me yet i keep on bullying him larh! feeling abit guilty larh! hahas! he also got bully me also lorh! always teach me manners until i so stupid liddat! hahas! he always got means and ways to make me say the truth de larh! argh >.< dont know who bully who huh! he laff at me for my blur-ness larh! argh, so evil! hahas! he think is so funny huh! lols. he also very blur de so i can also play on him! bleahs! LOLS! oh ya he got the top 20 runners! is like so pro larh! congrats to the winners! hahas! so pro huh! LOLS! he so cute one larh! say everything to me also cute! hahas, so nonsense onli! SHIGEHISA is still the most ke ai one huh! LOLS! u rocks! mwarhs!
JINGER SLP! thanks ya! although yesterday my mood is like so OMG! thanks lot huh! i also dont know what to say to ya to make u feel happy larh! argh. cheerup okie! mwarhs! ahhas, she say she is the cutest huh! alrights, my lao po is the cutest! hahas!
qing ai de! just keep on holding on to it and dont ever let go! i will always still be there for ya de okie! mwarhs, take care!
hothotSWEETlaoda! omgomg! i talk to him on wed larh! asking him why tianxiang kor haben come back! LOLS! he run so fast too! hahas! somemore he so cute larh! say hi to me with the BLUR BLUR loooks! so first time larh! so nice of him to say HI! lols! hahas, my HOTHOTsweetLAODA is still the best right! hahas!
NANA! finally ur comp is fine ler huh! can online again and chat huh! yay-ness for ur comp and oso for getting in for the TT (: jiayou!
i wish i can grow taller so that people got no chance to say i am short! i wish i have study harder and dont be so stupid also! i wish i can play sports better and dont disappoint myself! i really really wish to grow! but i cant! why everyone grows except me. why! i always try to an wei myself by thinking of my xiaodi promise to let me grow 1cm per day! is like cheating ur own but what can i do to make myself better? i always try to remember my xiaodi say dont think of what people say and dont care them so much! i try but i fail! argh, feeling so useless now! i think nobody like to be short, everyone wants to be tall! i really want to grow taller even if it is just a little will do! i will be more happy by then. hais.
what should i do now? i walked in the rain today because i just feel like walking back home! dont know why also! everytime also die die want take bus but not today! i was listening to my MP3! thank god i found you. should i thank for letting me to find you! argh, what can i do? people told me this and that about you! i trust you so much till i still refuse to listen to what they say! should i really need to step out from the trust between us and take a clearer look? what if things are not the same as what i think? what if things are not the same anymore? alot of what if! i dont know why am i feeling this now! trust between you and me or believe between what they say about you~! argh, i have to choose one! i want to choose the trust between you and me! i am lost always but you are always there for me. you give me encouragement always without fail! how, i dont know still! give me a bottle to bottle everything up pleasse. hais.
good nites everyone! i am still happy lihui! hahas! take care!

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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