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Monday, April 17, 2006

trust ?

back to update my blog again! hahas, today reached home around 9pm! hahas! a nice day i supposed! x)
went to school meeting NANA*darling and ah S*GF again! saw my xiaodi*xiaoxin! hahas! happen to see my pri sch bestest friend somemore is she see me not i see her >.< sorry ya! ahhas, chatted with VEELING*my primary school bestest friend! hahas, miss her alot! chatted with her only for awhile! ahahs, she told me about RP! she now YEAR2 le hor so must work hard kies! hahas! went to school crapping with them again! my mood is good because i am happy forever now? hahas! went to school and sit in canteen to chat again? ahahs! went to parade square to assemble! was kind of sad when the VP talk abt the PW results. went for maths tutorial! hahas, mr chin is still funny in the way he speaks? hahas, learn some tricks of GC huh! next was PE! hahas, did our 2.4KM for pe again! my timing improve again! was happy and went lalala all the way? hahas! i dont know why, i was running thinking of how sad teddy bear is! then i start to chiong non stop with the same speed after that? thanks teddy somehow? hahas! my mind is totally just went so clear after running! did broad jump again! as usual, fail =.=! sad larh, going to make it to a SILVER best if to a GOLD! hahas! after that was break! a nice break ar? hahas! went for physics lecture after that! my beloved was sad huh, the person so bad can! hahas! went for lunch with beloved, darling, huiyang and shujuan! hahas! did my gp after eating finish! haahs!
after lunch was chem lecture! ahahs, mr bryan is still so funny huh! ahahs, a interesting snail he told us! hahas. going to find out more on the snails? hahas! went for GP after that! clear my doubts for my PI! thanks teacher! hahas, have a 30mins break again after GP! stayed in the class! hahas, was crapping with our JIEMEI*clarence! hahas, he so funny larh! we keep talking about guys? hahas! okie, thats over! hahas! went for chinese after break! hahas, chinese is nice today! I LOVE LISTENING to chinese history! ahhas, nice nice nice! hahas! finally after school! yay!
meet ahS*GF after school! she so siao today! keep dont wan to go for floorball! so like wadd only! in the end still go larh because of ME! hahas! i was very nice to help her carry her things to the area lo! hahas! practise basic skills and play matches! FLOORBALL is always fun? hahas! my team-mates are funny! they called me LG! hahas, Laughing Girl! hahas, somemore they got so many comments on me! say the way i laugh very funny? very cartoon? very cute? keep laughing nonstop? hahas! called me LG is okie huh! still call me LG flatron; LG flatphone! wadd onli lah! nvm :X forgive them because it is fun huh! hahas! FLOORBALL rocks! hahas!
end my cca at about 7.30PM! hahas! stayed in school with cca-mates for awhile then we went off to CWP! hahas! got KS! yvonne! XL! YUEBING! little coach! the one who dont let me carry the sticks! ahS*GF and me! hahas! went to CWP with them for the first time! feeling so excited and were crapping all the ways! hahas! I LOVE MY CCA-MATES! hahas! went to foodcourt with them! hahas! chatted with KS*idol! hahas! she was very funny larh! she say we are scare of her? hahas! funny funny! told her i am not afraid of her because we are same age wadd! ahahs, somemore she younger than me! hahas, she also very cute larh! in order to know her b'dae date must not be afraid of her! hahas! so funny! hahas, ahS*GF actually got the same b'dae as her! OMG! so funny man! hahas, did alot of other chatting too! after chatting so much, she went home first! then ahS*GF and me went off second! hahas! finally HOME SWEET HOME!
LEX*halfdi! thanks ya~ i know u care for half jie but dont care too much as i am well taken care off! ahas! thanks, i really feel alot of better after all this.
REG*BAOBEImei! thanks ya too! i know what am i supposed to do and i will follow my heart always! hahas! thanks ya!
shuhui*qingaide! hahas! dont liddat lei! see u liddat i am so sad larh x( must be happy de okie! hahas! remember i will always be there can ler! cheerup qing ai de; mwarhs!!! hahas!
jinger*SLP! yapyap, i know i am happy. faster do ur hw hor! then u can come talk craps to me wadd? hahas! missya! mwarhs!
please please, i am telling that someone please dont force me to no way out please. i really dont know whats going on? you dont wish to say and how am i supposed to know? i think you can either talk to me or dont talk anything about it? i wont be drift away from you because of some matters. i think you are the one who are drifting yourself away from me dont you? you can say all you want, i cant really really really be bothered now? you can choose to post in ur blog by arguing on what i say, go ba~ overall nothing matters? you can choose to think whatever you want, i cant stop ya? if you ever feel i drift apart for u, then pull it back dont u? why must i be the one doing all those things for ya, cant u pull it? everyone around you are concern about ya wadd, so less me does it matters? you told me i am like heaven like god, overall i am still JUNK right? no diff i think! you can say whatever you want about me after reading this but whatever you say will you ever think if it is true? hahas~ i wonder what will happens? i was curious because you are good at ... hahas! i also nothing to say to ya? i got no comments because you make me no way out totally!
too many things for me to care now! i got my PI which is making me a big big headache! i got so many more things to do? my tests, my tutorials and my assignments! my camp! my cca! my friends ard me who are down! the class? i have so many things to do, so stress but i am happy with my lyfe! because of my great friends which make whatever stress i have is worth it de! hahas! somemore i am happy always so everyone please dont assume i am down or wadd because i will never never be down anymore huh! hahas! laughing is always the best medicine for me and i am doing that always! hahas! thanks for all my great friends around me x) i really really love u guys alot! hahas, cherish everyone of u! hahas, i got what i want, must be contented! hahas! thanks!
humans are xu wei dong wu! hahas, include me huh! i lost my trust on some people totally! i know who to trust now x) hahas!
enoughh of it, feeling not good at all. no one ever knows how i feel! chinese hw still undone =/ tml need to hand in! die x( hahas. nites everyone! qingaide, remember to cheerup! hahas!

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