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Sunday, May 07, 2006

MISSING ALL MY FRIENDS x)

i am back to update my blog x) actually also dont know what should i blog! hahas, lyfe is still the same but only things ard me changing! hahas!
sleep at 5.24am in the morning and wake up 8am in the morning! online only at around 10am because i was lying on my bed before that! hahas! chatted with ahS, char and mingshen early in the morning! ahS forget to bring her geo home x( i am worry for her geo test! how can she be so blur not to take the notes home? she say i influence her! wadd onli, blur-ness cannot be spread de lo! hahas, hope eric sms her now and she can study her geo! ahS, dont die hor, remember huh! someone also sleep late yesterday huh! thats mingshen! sleep earlier but wake up later than me! hahas, wadd onli! anyway thanks x)
suddenly i remember chatting with gary too! hahas, oh ya weeling bestbud! i dont have STM! hahas! just that i forget things once in a while! i am not blur too! hahas! you are also blur i think! hahas, we are best bud so we share GOOD things xD hahas!
i just remember chatting with teddybear! i dont ever let her settle things herself because she is too nice! i know she is strong but she is too nice thats why someone is bullying her! hahas, no one can ever bully my teddybear because i will protect her de okie! dont like ppl to bully my friends! she is injured huh! BAI KA now! hahas, stop playing and make sure ya rest well huh! or not i am going to scream at you! hahas! take care teddybear! BU YAO KU LA! thats what she says to me! thanks teddy! i will remember! NI HEN KE AI LA! thanks! <3<3<3 teddybear!
NOW, i only know i am miss-ing alot of people still. nothing can stop my mind from miss-ing alot of people now! hahas! i just love all my frends!!! i am missing everyone of them! thanks everyone who make part of my memories.
so many homework waiting for me! argh, going to do them later on! i am like want die no die liddat, very tong ku! i am lagging behind i think, what to do? my lyfe is in a mess i think? i also dont know huh, so many things need to be done but time is limited! argh, screams* i am just running away from things i think! i cant let my mind settle down! running running running, thats what i am doing always! hais! my lyfe will be better because i will make it better de! hahas! x)
i wonder is shigehisa okie now? hope he is fine x)
everyone take care and cheer up okie! dont wanna see anyone so sad over things! LIHUI kaixinguo is there! smile everyone! *bye!

where are you ? - May. 06, 2006 at 11:21 AM
going to rain soon. let the rain falls down and wake my dreams. let the rain falls and wake me up.

fri- went to school and have alot of fun with my classmates! hahas, everyday 12b is always fun. have a long long day but is was nice in school with nice classmates! hahas! chatted on phone with qingaide! hahas, she knows everything about me =/ hahas, my xiaodi more important than my qingaide right? hahas!

fri, someone make me so angry! i wonder if i can disappear in front of you. u make me hate my presence more. i am hating myself so dont make me worse please.

sat did nothing just basically slacking for the whole day. feel so bad but i cant stop myself from being a slacker. hais, what should i do? went out in the afternoon to teach teddybear maths! bring my little brother along as i think my qingaide miss him alot! hahas, went there saw alot of people! hahas, not shock but scare only :x all of them started playing with my little brother and my little brother seem to like them too! then my little brother play with qingaide while i teach teddybear maths! hahas, seriously she needs my maths genes! she says i keep suan-ing her! where got huh, i dont dare because later she one punch give me i will be in dont know where liao! somemore she can RARRRRR me to australia lo! haahs! teaching her something which i did not learn before make me afraid of teaching her the wrong things. i really hope i didnt teach her anything wrong! is fun having qingaide, clown and teddy bear around with me because they really make me feel alive somehow, no matter how dead i am. is a nice day overall <3.

my xiaodi*xiaoxin is funny cos he say he miss me too! hahas, i really laugh out so loudly and cant stop! i told him what happened in school for the past few days! i always update him and he updates me too about what happen to him too! he is very funny in the way he respond when i told him about something. thanks xiaodi, you really make me got the determination of doing alot of things! he says his attitude is not good and want to change. i can accept the changes of him but i dont wish to see him sad over his attitude unchanged or what. i dont want to see him like that as i feel he is very nice now. the best xiaodi i have still. he is fun to play with too unless you really know him well. he told me alot of people only read a person by cover and i am the one who read the content of his! hahas, went LOL LOL LOL all the way! cant stop laughing. how can i dont read my xiaodi's books right? hahas! he thought i really angry when i told him dont know what. i am like ar? how come i angry! hahas, funny xiaodi! i just love my xiaodi alot! i still miss him x) jia you in ur common test, dont stress too much!

my half di*lex is also another funny guy! he say his lyfe is nice because he got halfjie missing him! hahas, went LOL again! buying him a white rose soon because he likes white rose! hahas, we are meeting each other after his common test! I AM WAITING so anxiously to meet my halfdi out! hahas, he wrote the song superwoman for me huh and it sound so nice! superwoman is a nice nice song x) did alot of chatting with him too and my halfdi is the cutest and the best right? hahas, just take care of urself and dont stress urself for ur CT2 okie. miss ya lots lots! meeting out! YAY YAY YAY! lets wait x)

my er zi*boon told me a long long story on friday! hahas, i dont know what can i do to help him ba? hahas, went crapping with each other after that! how i wish my lyfe is still in RSS where i can hear my er zi calling me NIANG huh! the most funny NIANG i ever hear before! he is a lame guy! the lamest person i ever know in my lyfe because he make me =.= in everything he says! hahas, i give him a million for his pocket money! hahas, he is a rich person with a rich mother! hahas. take care and lets have gathering with others x)

chatted with my best bud*weeling! she miss 5/1 too and she miss lihui too! of cos, i miss my best bud weeling too! we used to have alot of common things! we can even say the same thing at the same time! i miss the old days! hahas, is fun when we come to talk about what happens in my school! hahas, she really go OMG all the way! so funny! hahas, she teachs me japanese language cos she is learning! hahas, very fun! we did alot of chatting and i update her on things! hahas, she wants me to go NYP cos she miss me! hahas, yaya, going ONE DAY okie! come IJC too! hahas, JC is not really study type as i online so many hours per day :X hahas! we have something common to do now, thats is running! her cca make her run the whole school compound if i remember correctly! hahas, so fun huh to run the whole school compound! bestbud, lets meet out soon again again and again! i really miss the good old days with you and serene*my other best frend! i wanna let you guys know i really miss you guys! 24th of MAY is an important date for my best bud right x) hahas, take care best bud! I MISS YOU STILL x)

chatted with laisheng*my doctor! hahas, the best doctor in singapore ever! he always listen to what i want to say whenever i am trying to make my lyfe better! hahas, he comments too by saying something nice! he miss 5/1 too! hahas, everyone is missing 5/1! hahas. he is having a hai hao fun in poly because he is quite sad the time he told me! hope he is having fun now! hahas, must have fun because i think 5/1-ers deserve having fun although we are in diff location right! hahas, lets walk walk in the rain and hope everything turns out fine! 5/1 gathering soon okie, so i can meet everyone of you~ we are the best x) take care my doctor! thanks for giving me the best medicine always! hahas!

chatted with my tang ge*LEE ZHI KUAN!! OMG, i really miss my tang ge calling me AH HUI in class! hahas, the loudest ah hui i ever hear! hahas, he is my nice tang ge! everyone in class agree my tang ge is nicest too! i miss him bullying me in class too although he claim that he didnt bully me! hahas, i miss teacher saying : aiyo, ur handwriting ! to my tang ge! because he always told me his handwriting is those doctor type! hahas! my tangge is really the nicest tangge in the world! i miss him alot alot! miss putting things in his locker and tidy the locker for him! hahas, miss asking him to let me use his comp and he will say yesh to me always! hahas! he told me what his seniors told him! hahas, okieokie, i will work hard de okie! dont worry larh u. funng huh u, ask me not to be stress yet told me things that make me stress? what ONLY hor! hahas! he is the one who always there for me when i feel stress in my lyfe! hahas, he cheer me up in certain ways! hahas. my idol is ultraman since sec meh! dont anyhow say hor! u this %#^@# tang ge! hahas! we are meeting each other on THURS! this coming thurs! i am really really really really excited in seeing my tangge! COS I REALLY MISS MY TANG GE*SCREAMMSSSS! hahas. THURS! i hope it faster come! hahas! I LOVE MY TANG GE!

chatted with yazid! hahas! he say his course mate got one who looks similar to me but talk totally same as me! hahas, omg, went OMG OMG all the way only! hahas, somemore he say something which make me feel so funny larh! hahas, he miss 5/1 too! hahas! yeshyesh, i agree our class is the best in singapore! hahas! he show me the 2 photos that i take with him! hahas, is totally funny! i am so short and he is so tall okie! just wait for gathering and everyone's miss will be gone for that day we meet! hahas! TAKE CARE HOR! enjoy in poly! hahas!

chatted with my kor*heYE! he is lame still! hahas, we chatted alot! he miss 5/1 too! hahas! he told me he love poly because no one cares! wadd only! there are still someone who cares thats me! hahas, dont he dare to be late for any lectures or what, i make sure he suffers huh! hahas, wanna share my SPA or not? i share with you larh! ahhas! he is the one who will surely come for gathering and i will too! ur present still in my house waiting for u huh! i think is going to grow mould liao if it is still in my house huh! meeting on NEXT NEXT fri huh! hahas, is fast! i am waiting for next next fri too! hahas! take care huh HE BAO DAN KOR!

chatted with anzel*teacher! her blog seem so nice to read and i am reading it everyday! hahas! she is so fierce huh in one of her entries! hahas, i am nice to her so no scare huh! i miss her so much too! i miss her walking past my classroom during her recess! i miss seeing her going toilet often to style her hair only! hahas, so nonsense! aiya, faster get a date when we can meet out with teddybear, clown and my qingaide okie cos we seem to drag very long ler hor :x hahas, dont worry the day will come! hahas, let the 5 of us have lots and lots of fun! hahas! o6,o7,o8,14,23! we last forever, remember this x)

chatted with my SLP*jinger! hahas, she is funny okie! she make me happy everytime when i am down! i told her how i feel about things too! she always listens and give me advice on what should i do! she always ask me not to think too much and lots more! thanks SLP for being there for me always okie! LGflatron will be there for u de! anithing just sms sms sms okie! hahas! TAKE CARE SLP! i miss my SLP too!

chatted with mingshen, helmi, kelvin, daph, nana, YY, dragon, zhongxun, saidi, char.

shigehisa is in a not good mood or an jing mood? i also dont know. everything went so wrong when i know he is so an jing! we walked past each other on fri and none of us dare to say a hi to each other. instead i went sms-ing on the phone while he is with his classmate! why didnt i bother to say a hi to him! i still have the things i want to give him with me! argh, whats wrong with me! i also dont know whats wrong with me! where is the one who always wanna say hi to shigehisa de hui? i dont know. how i wish everything is still the same. i miss shigehisa presence of being ONLINE-

your silence kills me; i am dead.
even if time can rewind everything; my lyfe is still the same afterall.

2.21am now; i am awake still.

=sign off=

becauseofYOU - May. 04, 2006 at 07:45 AM
i am not in a good mood x) just because of you. one word to describe you thats petty! the most petty person i ever know! i hate i hate i hate! issit so happy to break the frendship, since you like it and i am going to grant you! make you the most happy person okie! i am not going to make myself sad just because of you, petty people!

everything went fine today! hahas, did my 5 stations and passed all! hahas, thanks ahS*GF for making to fly! i am love-ing her like heaven! thanks GF! hahas, did alot of chatting too! chatted with YY, RYAN and KELVIN alot! hahas, did alot of crapping with them again! hahas! i am having fun in school but without you ard! hahas, thanks you went back home fast! went home with ahS and friends! i love going home with ahS! thanks girl for listening to me! i was basically telling ahS how i feel today and i went argh like mad! hahas, thanks ahS! thanks thanks thanks! the best one and only ahS i ever know! hahas!

that MINGSHEN is mad! he really come and say hi to me and was jumping ard like little monkey! hahas! thanks for the HI huh! stop chatting and go to the hall hor! hahas!

i got so many friends who really make my lyfe up! thanks qingaide, teddybear, dumbclown, ahS!, jinger my SLP, vincenteYIP, golden dragon, zhongxun, tangdi, alot alot more! most important is SHIGEHISA! that most important person in my lyfe now! hahas! thanks to everyone out there always for me whenever i am down and whatever huh!!

yesh, i am throwing bball ard! hitting every walls in my house. i am using it to vent my anger! i am venting already by screaming all ard! hahas!

just throw the bball into the ring and you will win the match.
i am throwing lot of balls in now cos i am angry angry angry!

i love your silence although it kills me.
you say it best when you say nothing at all.
you say nothing to me for awhile, i admit i am lost for that moment but i still love your silence!

silence ends when we started on bball!
please dont anyhow huh, later i take knife and kill you den u know! hahas!

crawling back to you is nice.

i am teaching vincenteYIP maths now, make sure he say thanks to me million times xDD hahas, thanks nicey guy and i am repaying you by teaching you! sleep early and listen to me hor!

=sign off=

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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