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Thursday, May 11, 2006

RUN WITH ME-

i am here to update my blog again! hahas, a nice nice day i think? hahas, erm. i also dont know huh! hahas!
went to school with ahS today! hahas, she went to school early because of her geo! bought my fav breakfast and share it with her! hahas! so she went with eric and i waited for her huh! so sian diaoz! NANA*darling came only around 7.20+am! hahas, after awhile, ahS came down too! hahas! she seem so happy with her 10/30 geo test! crazy girl! chatted with eric so many things! hahas, he totally sian diaoz all the way! funny he! hahas! i am still chatting with him on the way to parade square! we really like chatted so much! hahas, he saw who is clar! hahas, funny lar his reaction! hahas! today have a long morning assembley! ahahs! waited for NANA*darling with DAPH*beloved and ahS and eric waited for jieying! so the 4 of us waited for the two of them! hahas! chatting and chatting with them and came up with ACS! hahas, funny! hahas, still chatting and chatting with ahS on the way! we are supposed to have our GP on lvl 2 yet daph*beloved and me almost went up to lvl 3! so funny! hahas! did debate for GP! ahahs, jacob is really a good speaker x) my beloved*daph was tsk tsk all the way in GP lesson because of happy fruit? OMG, i nearly faint and die! hahas! next was MATHS! understand or dont understand? i really dont know! someparts can but some cannot! hahas!
went for break after maths! next was PCCG! hahas, have the ISA prog! hahas! the speakers all are good x) all deserve a cheer* hahas! went to library during lunch! hahas! was basically drawing on paper again! draw and draw and draw! went for econs! hahas, daph*beloved and me chatted alot this time round! i told her quite alot i supposed but didnt tell her the most important part! she was like HEH, dont change topic huh! sian diaoz! hahas, aiya! dont think too much! hahas! phy lect directly after econs! hahas! hmmm, totally blur! hahas, my phy is really really dying! someone please save it! hahas!
have a break again after phy lect! hahas! miss MY BEST BUD DURING THAT TIME! very miss her! argh, best bud*wee ling! where are you x( I MISS U alot alot! then was CHINESE! did the compo test! ahahs, was laughing during the compo test! jacob is so funny, cant stop laughing at all! totally OMG! hahas! finally finish my compo at the time when the bell riings! hahas, heng huh! hahas! went to change for our PE! hahas, excited cos is games! hahas, play frisbee for PE! HAHAS! i fell down! was funny larh, i also cant stop laughing when i think of that! hahas! then was like going crazy with DAPH*beloved and a few girls from 11C? hahas! even MISS LEE WENT BONKER I THINK! hahas, miss lee is nice teacher and seriously i love her as a PE teacher! hahas! went to meet my cousin after school! YAY!
reached earlier than him! that SLOW one! hahas! trying to act he cant see me huh! wadd onli! haha, chatted so much on the way to school! seriously, i miss my tang ge!!! HAHAS! he bought something for me to eat! what only! hahas, thanks still! collect the cert and walked back to CWP again! hahas, he find himself to be an idiot! hahas, saw zhenghui*my little BF in SJAB! remember the times! hahas, a very cute cadet still! miss SJAB times too! hahas! saw ZAKI! hahas! our classmates! hahas! his friends are so funny! i cant stop laughing at the way they sae hi and bye to me! is so funny!
ahS so funny larh! she HUMPH at me for not fetching her! sorry okie, promise no more next time for not fetching huh! wadd onli! hahas, thankss for ur concern always! really really really thanks! i will hold on to it still, dont worry! u take care too! study HARD okie! u can de x)
i saw him! i actually saw him so many times! argh, how come no hello to him still! supposed to be the one who like to say hi to others but yet now i am so an jing! like wadd onli! argh, LIHUI! be urself and say one hello to him!
XIAOXIN*XIAODI! hahas! chatted so much again! HOHO! he is feeling very happy and sad at the same time! he got FIRST FOR SOCCER! congrats and i actually cheer so much for him! hahas! he is sad because he feel that he is the one who let the team down! NO, xiaoxin! u dint okie x) hahas, oh ya, he think he saw me that day too cos he feels is me! hahas! FUNNY answer! told him what happen to me nowadays too! hahas, he told me his too! hahas, keep each other update! he is so nice cos he asked me whether my legs are okie when i told him i fell! supposed to be a funny thing de but the concern make me so happy! hahas, xiaoxin! cheerup! i dont wanna see ya so sad cos i will be sad too!DAJIE LOVES XIAODI!
qingaide*shuhui! thanks for ur help, i know u are so nice to me but hais, i also dont know la. i got so much to tell u but i dont know where can i start! i really wanna tell u so much! hais, i miss my qingaide, clown, teddybear and anzel! where are u guys now! hais! I NEED U GUYS NOW! argh!
happy fruit! HELLO! hahas! chatted with him so much! he dint come school today cos HIAK HIAK! funny larh! okie larh since he is still sick! so he dint come to school cos he still got ONE DAY of MC! hahas! updated him with school things! hahas! i always put water to let him run faster than me one huh! hahas, ermm, take care! HAPPY FRUIT ROCK x)
i dont know what to say anymore. i realise that because of me things turn out so bad now! what am i supposed to do! REALLY REALLY! what am i supposed to do! argh, i dont know who to turn to now! i am lost! argh, lihui what are you doing now! wake up can or not! very irritating de lei! argh, feel like scolding myself! what am i supposed to do? am i the one who create all these? argh, so who is going to tell me the answer! can someone please tell me! nothing is the same! things change; we change with them!
tears show feelings of someone, hais. what am i supposed to do? dont let me see tears because whenever i saw them, i will cry in my heart too even if i hold back my tears.
i am scare of all these happenings too but i cant stop all of them from happening! i tried again and again but failed again and again. when can i success? i am putting in all my best but nothing seem to work at all! so what the next step? no matter how many tries are given to me, all of them are going to fail as i cant do it. failure.
can ever a sorry replace all the things you wanna to be sorry of? if a sorry earse everyone' unhappiness/sadness then it will be the best solution to everything but it cant do it.
time dont heal wounds, time only make things worse. time make feelings fade. time make people change. time make my mind run wild. time just dont heal any of my wounds at all instead making me feeling worse and worse.
you are not the one acting on the stage, i am the one acting on the stage too.
LET ME RUN; RUN WITH ME. let me have a endless running route, let me feel the beating of my hearts. let me know i am still alive in this world. let me know this world is still beautiful. let me know there is still hopes in this world. just let me know whatever i want.
locked locked locked, really locked everything inside my heart, with the keys thrown away! the keys will never be found anymore because is lost for now and ever. i dont wish to find the keys back again anymore!
tml still meeting my PW mates for PW! hahas, sat going UN thing with classmates and also meeting PW mates again! my weekends are gone! so many test next week! phy quiz, chem SPA, maths test and anymore? stressUP* hahas! x) bye everyone! take care!

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