somewhere over the rainbow;

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

the things are not the same-

hello people! hahas, today is a long day again with my outing with my girlsmates! hahas! is nice x)
meet NANA*darling in the morning and went school! ahS did not go to school with us x( hais, sad! have my SPA in the first lesson! totally gone case i think, i tried my best le yet this is what i get! i am really very sad sad sad! argh, killing myself! wonder when can i be not scare of doing experiment! always feel scare doing, thats sound so stupid! hais; i am so so so sad still!! well, someone actually wish me luck in the morning! hahas, trying his best to pray for me too! the only thing is i dont get to see smoke in the school! ahhas! hahas, thanks mingshen huh! hahas, funny larh he. have an hour of break after the SPA! my mind just could not get anything away from the SPA SPA! argh, SPA! why is there such thing call SPA! *cries! chatted with my classmates during the break! hahas, a nice break because we chatted abt so many things! hahas.
chinese after the break! hahas, did nothing, just listen to friends' yan jiang! hahas, chinese lesson is nice today! hahas! my PW grp ppl is treating me as a real secretary huh! hahas, a secretary should do all the paper work and i am doing xDD was quite funny when they say i should do the paper work! hahas, oh ya, haven thanks linkai for copying the econs for me! thanks! our class is different today because daph*beloved, YY*shiFU, kelvin, billy and me exchange our bags! actually is daph*beloved and kelvin exchange de! then billy exchange with kelvin after that! hahas, then my little shifu also want exchange! so he exchange with me! hahas, funny larh! the moment he carry my bag, he say shuang! hahas! buy a backpack den shifu! hahas! civis lesson is boring xD hahas! we did not do the voting instead the guys do for us! hahas, they voted for their friends ba! hahas! went to the hall after that! as usual, we are the last few to reach there! hahas, all of us feel so hot! hahas, the six of us- NANA*darling, daph*beloved, YY*shifu, kelvin, ryan and me were like trying means and ways to make ourselves feel cool! daph*beloved was fanning for me and NANA*darling! thanks! SHIFU and ryan were basically molesting and raping my bag! cries* for my bag! funny when ryan say i dont dare see see later see wrong things how! hahas, my bag got no wrrong thing at that point of time! hahas. hahas! even my both calculator covers are being used to fan kelvin and shifu! thats so OVER!! hahas! wadd onli! took my sweets and play with wadeva they can! but we are very HOT still! changing of bags make me remind of changing bags with LAW in sec4! hahas, we really took each other bag home! hahas, a nice nice memeory x)
went for maths lect after civis! the last lesson for the day! hahas, finally last lesson so quite happy ba! hahas! went to CWP with NANA*darling, DAPH*beloved and huiyang after that! hahas, a nice trip ard CWP! hahas, we shopped for so long! laugh loudly too! we chatted alot of our past too, and is so funny! hahas, i just loved memories! hahas, they are the nicest thing i ever have! i think i saw my xiaodi when i am having my lunch! hope i didnt see wrongly ba! hahas, very fun today x) went home around 5+pm! hahas, very tired! ahS called me suddenly when she is still having her lessons! hahas! like what only! naughty little ahS! went home, bath and online!
rested for awhile then clown called me saying whether wanna eat dinner with my qingaide and her or not! hahas, sian diaoz. rejected because i am lazy and tired to go out le! hahas, sorry! next time i treat you two dinner okie x) i still miss u guys! hahas! ahS called me after that asking to go town! hahas, nahnah! dont wanna go because i am really lazy and tired! totally tired! well, did nothing at home, just slacked around because dont feel like doing anything at all! hahas! chatted with friends again! hahas!
so many people are falling sick nowadays! argh! me, NANA*darling, kelvin and last YY*SHIFU! the sickness i think is from me to NANA to kelvin and to YY! argh, hais! going to bring my medi for them! must cure them too! hahas, i am a doctor doctor! hahas, bringing my backache cream for kelvin also! hahas, 12b must take care okie! x) everyone must be well so we can have fun together!
mothers' day are coming! hahas, planning what to buy for my ang mo mother*kaixian and MOTHER*brenda! ahahs, its mother day! hahas. remember ang mo mother says: is okie if u give me a grain of rice because i still can use it to cook and eat! its just the thoughts that count! hahas, nice one! hahas! my sisters and i plan what we will be doing for our dearest mummy liao! x) make sure my mummie really enjoy herself for that day although she enjoys her lyfe everyday! oh ya, my mummy injured herself! argh, the pain inside my heart is so so... i cant describe! not being a good daughter i supposed.
memories are with me now and forever.
just dont feel the same for you anymore; feelings change too. did i ever do the right thing? i wonder when did i ever did the right thing? its just all my thoughts i think. my lyfe is still the same with or without you; maybe something is not same, just that i dont feel it for myself only. you maybe happier because of that but i am not.
i am back to myself, i think x)
i am tired, bye everyone x

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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