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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

unPERFECT x)

today is a super long day for me again, was very very very tired! reached home at 9.03pm! hahs, omg! today is just another day for me and still is a fun day for me! today i wake all my sisters up at the wrong time! i wake them all up one hour early before the usual time! hahas, totally so sian diaoz when my other sis told me is only 5.45 now yet u going school now! HAHAS! totally =.=! saw happy fruit sms early in the morning! hahas, he is not coming and thats good cos he is so sick!
meet NANA*darling and of cos ahS! hahas! bought cakes for them to eat! hahas! first lesson is chem pract! hahas, did not do any pract but instead we go through topics! RYAN AND BILLY say my music very fan! hahas, going to make it gone for the sake of them maybe! hahs! wadd onli! hahas, went chatting with my PW members cos we are arrange in PW grps! hahas, that JINLONG that leader of mine just keep saying the same sentence! thats dont side track! hahas! so nonsense! hahas, NANA*darling is so tired today again! sian diaoz huh! ended the lesson early today! hahas, eat something during break time and then we started crapping liao! hahas, that JACOB is totally so crappy! making me laugh at the same time but also ARGH at the same time! hahas!
maths tutorial after break! hahas, did a few Q! hahas, finally all the GP, AP, SUMMATION, series were gone! hahas! finally! hahas! have another break after that! all of us stayed in class and crap again! thats CLAR! i totally cant stand him when he say jinlong is LIHUI-ian! wadd only lo! totally no brain! i am getting so HOT! somemore he dare to say my beloved*daph on tues! so ARGH! stop saying all my friends! u are the one who should do self reflection! went for GP after that! divide ourselves into odd and even number! oh ya, daph*beloved, cheer up okie. u still got me and NANA*darling! LCD<3 right! hahas! did debate again! hahas, went for PW after that! hahas, paying attention! meet mr ang after the PW talk and he represent mrs yap cos she is sick! hahas!
went to have my lunch after that! have lunch with NANA*darling, daph*beloved, billy, jinlong and ryan! ahahs! chatted about ryan being the bomb in our class! hahas, one more deg and he will BOMB liao! hahas! went for the SSS talk after that! hahas, was basically chatting with NANA*darling and daph*beloved! hahas, quite boring but is nice being with ur friends!
meet ahS after that! hahas! going to town with her to find sticks! hahas! i always sms her during school times! hahas! i really miss her during school! hahas! went to see the heats! hahas, saw my shifu*YY and kelvin*happyfruit running! both of them are sick yet are running! argh! quite worry for them! both of them turned so pale after the run, YY*shifu-PURPLE and kelvin*happyfruit-WHITE! ahS also saw them too! watched the girls 400m too! hahas! then ahS, ronald, jieying, shunfa and me went to CWP to have our dinner before ahS, shunfa and me setting off to wadd paya leiba de! ahhas, dont know how to spell! went there but the shop close! OMG, totally sian diaoz! ahahs, then ahS and me were like sms-ing each other when we are beside each other! thats sound stupid but we did it! then she and me got the same feelings at the same time! ahahs! i did LOUD OUT SO LOUDLY WHEN I SAW her sms! so funny!
the trip home was like craps! hahas, told ahS so many things! she actually told me what to do and stuff! thanks ahS! i really really love u! hahas, we crapp about so much! so much to say to her! i just cant stop talking to her!! but we are in diff class! thats why i am kinda of sad! x( hais, nothing can change the fact we are in diff class! argh, ahS ahS! thanks!! hahas!
oh ya, crapped with happyfruit yesterday! basically just telling him not to come to school! he is really stubborn! hahas! but nevertheless, he say see how! haahs, what only! i am a doctor okie! hahas! happyfruit is he think one, i never tht of it sia! hahas, eng pro lo! ahahs! take care larh! stop gaying with my shifu lei! hahas!
told dumb clown and qingaide what happened in school again! i feel so bad still! thanks the both of u! i really rreally miss u guys! hais, lyfe is not good w/o u guys! w/o qingaide, dumbclown, teddybear and anzel! i dont feel alive!
i saw him! i actually saw him but just that i dont know how to react? thats sound so stupid! yesh, i am dumb! hahas! i wish i can say one hello but i didnt! i wish i can smile to ya, but i didnt too! alot of thing wish to do but fail to do so! what am i doing? i hate myself for being such a failure!
i tried to lock so many things up but i am not feeling nice! what is going on me again? am i dead inside myself now?
alrights, tml bringing something nice to ahS to eat! hahas, thats my fav breakfast! hahas! ahS, i am sharing with u lei! see how nice i treat you! hahas! promise her to tell her my secret liao, tml must tell her! hahas, u told me she loves me! so funny larh he secret! LAME! i love ahS too! hahas! tml waiting her after school! hahas! going to meet her at CWP! hahas! cant wait too!
OH YA! MINGSHEN, did i really write alot? ahhs, so nonsense de lei u! i write little only! hahas! bleahs! YOU ARE MY FRIEND! hahas!
tired liao! hahas, going offline soon and watched tv! tml i meeting my cousin, cant wait to see him x) miss my cousin! tangge! yay!

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