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Saturday, February 10, 2007

I@fun<3; happy b'dae tianxiang! (:

BOO! i am here to update my blogger again! today is 10 feb 2007, it is our school, ij's fun fair day, I@FUN! yay! so i am going to blog abt it, not very detailed, but a summary!

morning meet up with nana with my heavy rice cooker! hahas, then nana offered to help me to take till school when i meet her at the woodlands interchange! thanks nana! reached school and went to classroom to put our things and we set off to assemble at the hall! heard the teacher's talking!! then we started our last preparation for i@fun! (:

our stall's business wasnt that good at the first! quite sad when little people come to ur stall! >.< nevertheless, the stall did well in the end! hahas! (: all the food are sold! YAY-ness!

i was sabo to play gladiator with one little boy! argh, i was very very very scared! my legs cant stop trembling, and i even said to the kid that i would let him win! hahas, but he still hit me and i squad and get off! hahas, lousy ah! i am afraid of playing gladiator!

allena came today! yay, so happy to see her again! took photos with her! hahas, happy! then saw gillian also! then my friends came! shiq*mei, anita*mei, meiqi and peylih*mei! then my sister came, hahas, she came with her friends! then i saw amanda*nuer`mei, vera*girlfriend, justina, ciauer and friends! saw brenda*mummy too! omgomg, not only that, i also saw tianxiang*kor! saw my allan also! then i also saw chandra! saw mr faizal also! saw yanping*dear, lex*haldi, shayfern, weehong! so many people. omgomg, yay-ness! LOL! omg, such a happy day! i saw so many love ones today!! argh, i forget to take photos with some of them! argh, sad sad! nvm, it is the memory that is nice, although pictures speak a thousand word! argh, hahas! well, i@fun is good ah! hahas! not only that, i let my cousin be more man by helping me to take my things :X HAHAS, thanks ah! LEE GENG YUAN! hahas!!

after accompanying my friends, i went walking around with xinfang, clarence, linkai, vincent, shujuan and zhongxun! hahas, they are crazy! hahas, busy spending their "money" at the last of the day! then my cousin came and find me and give me his "money" to spend! hahas, i bought something very nice, i did it myself ah! so happy! then went back to class and use up all my cousin's "money" there! LOL!

5pm! finally the whole event ended! hahas, so omg, tired and i feel so warm! hahas, alot of people got sunburn! hahas, it is omg, super pain! took quite a number of pictures today! i am so happy! cleaned all the things, packed and mr ang say a few words! then we are released! yay, happy!

waited for nana's father to come and send us back home cos we are carrying heavy things! so nana's daddy send me back home and also send clarence to my house there to take his bus back to sk! hahas, thanks nana, and also nana's parents! reached home, asked my daddy to wash the rice cooker and i went bathing! hahas! take the sweets out and let my little bro and sister enjoy the sweets! then mummy gave me eat dont know what, i know is cooked by her friend! hahas, quite nice!
LOVE TODAY!

omg, i must say my little coach is crappy! stop asking me to play gladiator! i swear i am going to kill him if he ask me to play that again!

i wasnt happy about certain things! i am going to argh, explode so soon! it is supposed to be a happy day, but you did make my day so grey at the end of everything! seriously, i do not know what is going on, it make me feel so omg, angry, sad, idiot, whatever! just i am feeling so not happy!

i fount it so dumb to tear again! to tear for someone who is not close to me, or someone who i dont feel it is worth my tears! the reason i teared is because i could not control myself from tearing! no matter how hard i try, the tears just keep rolling down! sigh.

thanks i got such wonderful friends around me! you guys are always there whenever i need someone, can be mentally or physically! thanks, i know there are always you guys who i can depend on, even if you guys didnt say anything! not only that, they still need to tahan my moodswings ah, sorry sorry sorry! sorry to those is so good, nice and close to me! i tend to omg, shout, scream, scold or whatever! thanks for being so understanding! LOVES!

i break my little promise that i am not supposed to talk to you as i could not bear to do it! argh, useless me! i think i still need to act angry in front of him to make him feel bad!
my mind told me, i am still angry with him! my heart told me, talk to him! what am i doing ah!

i need a break from everything! i need a run to make myself feel better!

i am burnt now! hahas, sunburn! omgomgomg, pain! screams! but it is a nice day! so worth burning! LOL!

aniway, today is tianxiang's b'dae! so happy birthday, kor! hope he enjoy his days, and be prepared to go army! stay happy and smile lots okie! remember to takecare always! all the best for taking back ur results, LOVES! (:

i miss him

alrights, finish blogging and i am so tired now! hahas, going to slp real soon i guess! nites, takecare and goodbye(: !

sigh x( - Feb. 09, 2007 at 07:04 AM
i am feeling so down currently!

should i say i am feeling rather unhappy the moment someone told me about something! i try to control myself in front of everyone, that is to smile and be happy!

but now,
this is affecting me so much that i do not have the mood to do anything anymore! i am feeling so argh, sad! i cannot do anything, i just can feel sad and cry over it? is it the only thing i can do? i did not cry but i really feel sad over it! i really feel those omg, pain in me!

i should not ask anything at all.
i should not say anithing at all.

you do not seem to care,
why should i bother to care?
you do not seem to like,
why should i bother to like?

what is my point in doing all those things,
i dont understand myself at all too!
maybe at that point of time,
i am just out of my mind!

i should not fall in the first place,
it is a wrong move i guess.

absence make the heart grows fonder!
your absence does not make my heart grow fonder at all,
instead i am feeling the other way!

i am not missing you-

tml i still have to bring that rice cooker to school! hope everything went well for tml!

=sign off=

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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10:45 PM