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Thursday, February 14, 2008

sereve gastric!

i am suffering! )):

suffering until i feel like tearing away my stomach!

alrights, today i went to see a doctor because i was feeling very very terrible, and my stomach is super super pain! i feel like as if there is something biting it, pulling it, squeezing it! so i went to see a doctor with wanting to faint look! hahas, i even squad down a few times on my way there because i feel so horrible! like abit giddy, ears cannot hear anything clearly like that! HORRIBLE HORRIBLE! so when i reached there, the nurse said i looked very pale, so she helped me with the registration and i consulted the doctor in less than 5minutes time! so the doctor said that i had severe gastric and it is because i did not eat my meal regularly! he told me if this continues i will get stomach uclers, SCARY!!! so i the nurse helped me to hail the cab and off i went home! reached home, ate medicine, slept, eat lunch, then slp, wake up, eat medicine, eat dinner! oh gosh!

finally i came online! *tada* so i stayed at home for the whole day and my mum says i cannot go out since i am sick!

i missed the date with shuhui and tania!!! ): it is just because of the gastric pain i am suffering! nvm nvm, more will come! ^^ hope you guys enjoyed!!!

GASTRIC, dont come and find me again!

since sec 1 i got gastric, but that wonderful me took it like normal illness and dont really care! hahahas!

so last year, the pain is horrible! i still remember it is during the national day eve celebration!!! miss baey and nana and me took cab to national library! that time i still dont know it is gastric because i feel better after the medical oil that nana introduced to me!

this year, today! v-day / international friendship day, i got it again! luckily i consulted the doctor this time round and knew that it was severe gastric! so i shall take more care of myself now!

anw, my mum is so blur ah!!! she gave me eat the wrong medicine for almost 2mths? i eat until sick cos my mum say fa re liao! hahahas! my mum is so blur, but cute! ^^ i still love my mum!

i am a little moody i guess because something happened.

maybe i am sensitive, but i think my instincts proved i am right!

if thats the case, what am i going to do?

this thing is bothering me since Jan!

till now, i have not overcome it and i am feeling from bad to worse!

i did not tell anyone about it,

i keep it to myself all these time,

because i dont think anyone else will understand.

i hope things do get a little better at least,

i just hope everything continue to be fine.

i do not want because of this matter,

then it is the end of everything.

i am holding on to it still,

i strongly believe.

do you ?

i shall rest early today! x)

the pain faster go offffffffff!!!

takecare everyone, cheers!

LOVES! (:

when i say i love you ; i really do (:
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